I'll be yours | I'll weave for you

the marvellous web; glow in the dark threads, all neon like; the cocoon surrounds you.

[pt-anderson]

For an instant, all his life is just folding in on itself, and it’s obvious to him that time is a lie, that it’s all happening all the time, and inside every moment is another moment, all happening simultaneously.

Before Sunset (2004) dir. Richard Linklater

[nourishnourish0]

back in uni doing a master’s degree (!!!) in public policy, and i have a v sweet, thoughtful boyfriend. but it’s the old scars between my ears still hum and burn. sudden movements and shifts still make me flinch, physically and emotionally

he’s stuck right now and it’s an odd feeling to be the one on the shore for once, rather than out in the current. we all bear the debts of our parents’ psychological burdens in the end

[nourishnourish0]

being stuck at home in this constant mortar and pestle nightmare is SO reminiscent of when i used to post here regularly adfgkajdkfj

even back working w/ my old therapist for ptsd!!! yeow we love a broken neural system

[leahberman]

Eternal silence of the sea, I’m breathing alive

Oregon / May 28th 2016, 3:50PM

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[happiersuggestion]

there are people you haven’t met yet who will love you

[grandrieux]

[nourishnourish0]

my dad literally just came upstairs and said he’s just concerned about me and that’s different to thinking I wouldn’t be able for the course. he says he has no doubt about my ability, and that if I’m up for doing the course, then he’s confident that I can do it.

he even thinks it would be a good idea to get a qualification like that. so, having thought about it he’s going to support me and my decision to do this.

I’m glad and I’m also happy that we resolved this without any major upset. I was disappointed at his initial comments about me being able to finish a 4 week course like that, but I didn’t fall apart over it the way I would have done when I was very ill last year. so that’s good!

I do love my dad and he is almost always supportive of me. I’m lucky, really. (even if he has a funny way of voicing his concerns, haha!)

[nourishnourish0]

MAN this was about me wanting to do a four week course to get qualified to teach English as a foreign language... like at the time I honestly would not have been able to do it, because I could barely sit through the thirty minute bus journey into the city centre, or finish assignments, or sit with new people, never MIND actually teach a group of students.

4+ years later and I’m actually doing it, and it’s going well, so far??? god I miss my dad so much

[raveneuse]

Tsuneo Enari, taken from his exhibition, “Japan and its Forgotten War”.

[nirvanasoul785]

by Margriet Smulders

[weeping-shades-of-indigo]

Giambologna’s largest work, the mountain god, Appennino (1577) It sits outside of Florence, Italy.

[endiness]

We never go out of style

[alafrancaise-deactivated2019012]

[pamelarivas]

[astoriamalfoys]

roses for persephone’s priestess

[nourishnourish0]

Tfw you’ve actually spent time reflecting on and trying to fix your attitudes to relationships that have been broken by trauma, and now they’re a little bit healthier ALL of the TCC stuff is just extremely uncomfortable and vaguely mortifying to look back on.

[nourishnourish0]

I saw W in October, at a party, and I’ve wondered if he ever still tracks down this blog. He didn’t approach me (which is just as well for him).

If you do, I want you to know that you were a poisonous coward, and I hope to god you’re not repeating any of your toxic patterns with whatever unwitting person who may or may not be currently entertaining your “advances.”

You earned yourself quite the reputation for being exactly the insensitive, selfish, monstrous creature you were. I hope for the sake of others around you that you’ve actually learned how to behave like a human being.

[lesthetiquedelinventaire]