Oct 9, 2020
black and cosmic
Wow I cannot stand the dark when it’s 4 feet away and posing no threat
Today I saw my shadow
stars and lights in trees and the sky
bigger star than usual
the moon up past her bedtime
the sound of the sprinklers like cascades
my damp feet
but fear cripples me
I am so beyond done w this shit
I don’t know how I’ve kept going
I love you
But I hate our state of mind
And all the pressure surrounding us
Shame and blockage
The sun coming up at 6 am
Just go to sleep
Come back another day
