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šš©°šŖ½šŖ· - linlinradio's album cover for "disco inferno", fangs created by erjjek on ig
Lauryn Hill.
jessica pineda
Keep Your Enemies Closeā¦
Summary: Yet another heated argument between you and your coworker turned into undeniable chemistry, leading to a night neither of you could pretend to forget once the storm cleared.
Pairing: Erik Killmonger x Black Plus-sized Fem!reader
Warnings: 18+, smutty smut, explicit language, use of the n-word, bratty!reader, smug!erik, work rivalry, sexual tension, enemies to lovers, snowed-in cabin, one-bed trope, hate sex, unprotected sex, daddy!kink, size kink, foot fetish, creampie
Word count: 6.8k (idk why I keep getting carried away lmaooo)
For fanfic contest winner @eye-raq š„°š„°š„°
The engineering floor was already loud that morning. Printers whining, keyboards clacking, phones ringing, but nothing cut through the noise like him.
āErik,ā you griped, holding his latest project binder like it offended you personally, āyour documentation reads like you wrote it while upside down⦠in the darkā¦drunk off your ass.ā
Across the table, Erik Stevens lifted his head slowly, long locs grazing his cheek, jaw flexing. He didnāt even bother to look at the binder.
āI build the thing,ā he said, voice low and aggravatingly smooth. āYou just write about it.ā
You blinked a few times before a petty smile tugged at your lips.
āOh? That must be why page twelve says, āDO NOT TOUCH THIS PART OR⦠uhā¦BAD STUFF HAPPENS.ā Real technical, Stevens. OSHA would love that.ā
A couple interns in the hallway scattered like roaches as Erik pushed off his stool, standing at full height. Tall enough to make you annoyed at God for giving him that advantage. He leaned over your desk, bracing a hand beside your keyboard.
āYou really lose sleep over this shit, huh?ā he questioned. āOver my handwriting? Over my notes?ā
āOver your ego,ā you corrected. āThat thing needs a full engineering team of its own.ā
He scoffed, chuckling under his breath like you were both ridiculousā¦and slightly entertaining.
You flipped to the last page and held it up for him. āErik. This says āfix later.ā Thatās it. Thatās the whole instruction.ā
āBecause I was gonna fix it later.ā
āWHEN?ā you snapped. āIn the afterlife? During your reincarnation? Becauseāā
āAlright, enough.ā
Both of you turned as your department director, Brayden, stepped between you with a look reserved for toddlers and chaos goblins.
āYou two,ā he said, pointing from you to Erik like he was conducting a traffic stop, āare doing a mandatory team-building retreat. Tomorrow. Mountains. Holiday Lodge. Pack a bag.ā
You and Erik protested in unison.
āIām not going with him.ā
āIām not going with her.ā
Your boss didnāt even blink. āToo bad. Youāre already booked.ā
Erik crossed his arms. āI got real work to do.ā
āSo do I,ā you quipped. āI have to fix his manuals before someone gets electrocuted.ā
Brayden rubbed his temples like he was actively reconsidering his career choices.
āListen. Cabin. Mountains. Two days. The storm hasnāt hit yet so youāll make it up there just fine. Come back Monday acting like adults.ā
Erik shot you a look, and you shot him one right back, both of you fighting the urge to stick out your tongue and shoot a bird.
Brayden sighed deeply. āDear God. Please try not to kill each other.ā
Erik leaned closer, dropping his voice just for you. āNo promises, Y/N.ā
You smiled sweetly and whispered back. āGood. Cause I aināt promising shit.ā
Erikās truck rumbled through the mountain road like it had an attitude, which made sense, because its owner definitely did.
You sat in the passenger seat with your arms crossed, glaring at the windshield like it personally wronged you. Snowflakes drifted lazily against the glass, but the real chill was inside the car.
He hadnāt said a word since picking you up, so you didnāt either.
Five minutes passed, then ten, then fifteen before he broke the silence, exhaling sharply through his nose before asking, āYou always breathe this loud?ā
You turned your head slowly, giving him the driest look known to mankind.
āYou always drive like an old-ass nigga?ā
He gripped the wheel tighter, jaw ticking. āWomanāā
āWhat?ā you snapped. āSpeak up. I know you struggle with using your goddamn words.ā
He muttered something under his breath that definitely wasnāt workplace appropriate.
As the drive continued, you caught him glancing at you more than once. At your thighs in those skin-tone-colored leggings. At your lips when you took a sip from the raspberry tea in your travel mug. At the way your ombrƩ box braids fell over your shoulder.
He looked away every time, like it irritated him.
Good, you thought. It wasnāt your fault you were the sexiest person to ride in his passenger seat.
You checked the retreat itinerary on your phone. Brayden signed yāall up for damn near everything: workshops, icebreakers, and holiday mixers.
You groaned under your breath. āIf they make me do one trust fall, Iām quittinā on the spot.ā
Erik snorted. āYou donāt trust niggas anyway.ā
āEspecially not yo ass.ā
āGood,ā he muttered. āKeep it that way.ā
There was another long moment of silence until you leaned forward to adjust the heat vent.
Erik grumbled, āShouldāve brought some goddamn noise-cancelling headphonesā¦ā
You didnāt even look at him. āShouldāve brought a fuck for me to give.ā
His fingers clenched the wheel harder. āOh, I got one,ā he muttered.
āOh yeah? Where? In the glove compartment?ā
He pressed his lips together like he was physically restraining himself, but then the snow started picking up. Thick flurries and steady wind, and the road got whiter by the second.
Erik slowed down without you having to tell him. You hated that it was responsible and attractive all at once.
By the time the navy blue Silverado pulled into the lodge grounds, the sky was a full winter postcard. Dark grey clouds, drifting snow, and pine trees dusted like powdered sugar. It wouldāve been beautiful if you werenāt stuck with him.
You hopped out before he even cut the engine. Snow crunched under your boots as you marched toward the main lodge. Erik followed, long strides eating the ground behind you. āYou donāt even know where you going,ā he called.
āIād rather be lost in the snow than walk next to you.ā
āShit, me too,ā he retorted. āA nigga already tired of all the noise you make.ā
You didnāt flip him off, but it was in the front of your mind.
Inside, the lobby was warm and cozy with fireplaces, wreaths, and twinkle lights. A real winter wonderland, and neither of you cracked a smile once.
At the front desk, the receptionist beamed. āWelcome! Name?ā
You gave your name, and Erik gave his.
She typed and typed, but her smile faltered. āOh⦠okay, so⦠hmā¦this must be a glitchā¦Iām notāwell, let me double-check somethingā¦ā
Erik stepped forward. āWhat glitch?ā
She winced at his agitated tone. āWell⦠due to the incoming storm, some guests canceled. Some roomsā¦uhā¦combined? And it looks like you two were assignedā¦the same room.ā
You glared. Erik blinked. The receptionist swallowed.
āAndā¦it also appears thereās onlyā¦one working room left in your cabin. With one bed. King-sized.ā
Silence only lasted for half a second.
āI know you fuckinā lying,ā you complained.
āHell nah,ā Erik echoed.
The receptionist tried to smile again, but it was the kind people wear during emotional distress. āIām so sorry, but everything else is booked because of the weatherā¦and the storm is expected to hit harder tonight. Youāreā¦umālucky you made it up here at all.ā
You and Erik turned to each other. You blinked. He glared. The receptionist slid the key across the counter like she was offering a peace treaty.
āCabin 19,ā she giggled nervously. āHave a wonderful holiday!ā
The second you stepped outside the lodge, the cold slapped you like it had personal beef. Snowflakes stuck to your eyelashes, wind cut through your coat, and the path to Cabin 19 was a long stretch of frigid misery.
Behind you, Erik dragged both your suitcases with the casual strength of someone who never skipped a day in the gym. His long locs were dusted with snow, his breath fogging in the air as he muttered. āThis some bullshit.ā
āYou volunteering for the couch when we get there?ā you shot back, boots crunching.
āCouch? Iām not even sleepinā in the same room as you.ā
You snorted. āMan, be serious. You can barely handle cold weather with yo Oakland-raised ass. Your knees probably crying under those pants.ā
He stopped walking and then slowly looked you up and down, long enough to be disrespectful, and then smirked. āWorry about your own knees, Mama. I heard you donāt like kneeling for too long anyway.ā
You whipped around, scandalized. āEXCUSE ME?ā
He shrugged, biting back a laugh. āIām just saying. Lotta power in them thighs. Probably gotta conserve energy and shit.ā
You threw a handful of snow at him. He ate the impact, dusted it off his chest, and smirked wider. āSee? Aggressive for no reason.ā
āNO REASON?ā you snapped. āYOU STARTED IT, ERIK.ā
āAnd you finish it every time.ā His voice dipped lower, too close to flirtatious for your comfort.
You spun and stormed ahead. āCanāt stand you,ā you muttered.
āGood,ā he said behind you. āI like the view from back here anyway.ā
Your steps faltered for a moment before you continued your stride, but he definitely saw, and he enjoyed how he got under your skin far too much.
Cabin 19 sat at the edge of the woods. It was cozy, snow-dusted, with warm light glowing in the windows like something out of a movie. You were too annoyed to appreciate it.
Erik unlocked the door, brushed past you, and stomped his boots on the entry mat. You stepped inside behind him, toes off your boots, and nearly gasped in awe. It was beautiful. High wooden beams, a gigantic stone fireplace, fur blankets draped over the couch, and pine wreaths littered with soft holiday lights. You hated that you loved it.
āWhat?ā Erik said, tossing his gloves on the table. āDonāt tell me you impressed.ā
āI aināt even say nothing.ā
āYou aināt have to. Your face doing the most.ā
You glared at him, and he glared right back; then the heater kicked on and immediately shut off with a loud, metallic clunk.
You blinked. He blinked.
āā¦the hell was that?ā he muttered.
You walked over to the thermostat and tapped it. No blinking lights and no hum. The cabin was losing heat fast.
You turned slowly. āErik?ā
āMmhmm?ā
āCanāt engineers fix this?ā
He stared at you like youād asked him to build a spaceship. āItās a heating unit, not a damn battle mech. I donāt even have my tools.ā
You crossed your arms. āWow. So youāre useless.ā
He stepped closer, towering over you with that beautifully irritating height of his. āSay that shit again.ā
You swallowed, breath catching despite yourself.
He smirked knowingly. āYeah. Thatās what the fuck I thought.ā
He walked past you to the fireplace, kneeling to check the logs.
āThis the only heat source we got right now,ā he said. āGood thing one of us knows how to start a fire.ā
āOh, nigga pleaseāā
āBe quiet and watch.ā His tone was overly confident and warm, borderline sinful.
He struck a match, set the logs, and coaxed the flame until it roared to life. The sparks were dancing, firelight casting gold across his locs and shoulders.
You hated how good he looked doing basic survival tasks. He sat back on his heels, glancing up at you.
āDonāt start clapping for a nigga,ā he teased. āI know you impressed.ā
āIt was literally a match,ā you deadpanned.
āYeah, but you lookinā at me like I invented fire.ā
āIāā You choked. āI am not!ā
āSure,ā he said, standing. āWhateverās gonna help you sleep tonight.ā
You marched into the bedroom to escape him, which was a big mistake because there was only one bed. One enormous, fluffy, fur-blanketed bedā¦in a single-room cabin.
You groaned so loud it echoed. āOh, FUCK no.ā
Erik stepped in behind you, took one look at the bed, and hissed through his teeth. āManāthis retreat already starting with disrespect.ā
You spun. āWeāre not sharing.ā
āGood,ā he said. āIād rather sleep outside.ā
āBe my guest.ā
āI will.ā
You pointed toward the window. āSnow is literally rising as we speak.ā
He shrugged. āSo?ā
āSo?!ā you snapped. āYouāre gonna freeze!ā
He smirked. āAw. You worried about me?ā
āI aināt say all thatā¦ā
āThen Iām good.ā
You both stared at each other, irritated, stubborn, and breathing too hard. As the fire crackled loudly in the other room, the snowstorm intensified outside.
He took a step closer, and you didnāt back up, so he took another step, but you still didnāt move. Now he was inches away, much closer than coworkers should be, closer than enemies should ever get.
His voice dropped before asking, āYou scared you might actually like sharing a bed with me, Y/N?ā
You scoffed, but your pulse jumped. āI donāt like anything about you.ā
āLie again.ā
You opened your mouth, but nothing came out.
He leaned in, breath brushing your cheek, eyes dropping to your lips for half a second too long. āThought so.ā
Your heart hammered, but somehow your pride held firm.
āWeāre not sharing,ā you blurted.
He smirked. āAight. Then you can sleep by the fire.ā
You blinked. āExcuse me?ā
He gestured lazily toward the living room. āYou scared of the dark?ā
You stepped into his space fully. āYou are infuriating.ā
He grinned slowly and wickedly, inviting trouble. āAnd what the fuck does that make you?ā
The tension was electric, one spark away from igniting.
The cabin lights flickered twice, then everything went dark. The heater died first, followed by the overheads and then the gentle hum of appliances.
The cabin was filled with silence. The snow pounding against the windows like iron fists was the only audible sound.
You inhaled sharply. āErikā¦?ā
He cursed under his breath. āShit. It looks like the storm kicked out the power.ā
You crossed your arms, annoyed at mother nature herself. āOf course we are.ā
He grabbed your wrist surprisingly gently and guided you toward the living room, where the fireplace still glowed. āStay close, Mama.ā
You snatched your hand back. āI am close.ā
āGood,ā he muttered. āTry not to wander off and fall into a snowbank.ā
You sat on the fur blanket in front of the fire, refusing to look at him. The wind howled outside, the storm raging harder than either of your attitudes.
Erik tossed a few extra logs onto the flames, the fire crackling hotter and brighter, throwing gold across his arms and locs as he worked.
You hated how good he looked illuminated like that. You hated that he knew you noticed.
He dusted off his hands. āThis stormās gonna trap us in here all night.ā
āFantastic.ā
āNo heater,ā he continued, settling across from you. āNo lights. No extra blankets. Gonna get cold.ā
You eyed the flames. āIāll manage.ā
He huffed a laugh. āRight. Sure.ā
You glared. āWhatās that supposed to mean? You donāt know me, nigga.ā
āOh, I know your dramatic ass good and plenty.ā He ranted. āYou think I donāt notice how cold you get at work when the AC drops below seventy-three degrees? But yeah, you muhfuckin Ororo Munroe, so youāll survive.ā
You grabbed a fur throw and pulled it dramatically over your shoulders.
He had the audacity to smirk.
The minutes that passed turned into half an hour. The temperature dropped significantly. The kind of cold that traveled all the way down to your bones.Ā
You scooted closer to the fire without thinking, and so did Erik. Somehow, without either of you consciously deciding to do so, your knees brushed against each other. You both froze, but neither of you pulled away.
The fire popped loudly, orange sparks dancing upward. Erikās gaze slid to where your knees touched, then slowly traveled upward to your thighs and your waist, stopping on your face.
His jaw tightened. āYou cold?ā
āNope.ā
āYou lying.ā
He reached over, grabbed the end of the fur blanket, and tugged it over himself too. Now you were forced to shift closer or lose the warmth completely.
Your shoulders grazed as your thighs pressed together under the blanket. Your breath caught, unsteady and embarrassingly audible. Erik noticed of course and leaned in slightly, voice low.
āYou shake like that every time you sit next to me?ā
You swallowed. āNah. Just when you wonāt shut the fuck up.ā
His lips twitched like he was suppressing a grin. āThat right?ā
You glared at him, but your voice softened without permission. āYou think youāre irresistible.ā
He leaned even closer, the firelight gilding his features, eyes locked on yours with a focus that felt dangerous.
āAnd you think you donāt stare at me every time I fix something in the office.ā
Your face heated. āI donāt stare.ā
āYou do.ā He reached forward and brushed a snowflake from your braid, slowly and deliberately. āYou staring right now.ā
You tried to look away, but your eyes were glued to his face.
The air thickened. and your breath hitched. Erik Stevens, your workplace nemesis, professional irritant, and human nightmare, shifted closer until your noses brushed.
āTell me you donāt feel this,ā he murmured.
Your pulse pounded as the fire crackled and the wind slammed against the cabin walls.
āAdmit that you been wanting a nigga,ā he whispered again, kobicha brown eyes dropping briefly to your lips.
You opened your mouth to deny it or to insult him, but the words tangled in your throat, refusing to come out.
He saw your silence and confirmed the truth inside it.
Slowly his hand slid to your waist, careful and testing, like he expected you to shove him away, but you didnāt.
You inhaled sharply, your body betraying you entirely.
Erikās jaw flexed. āUh-huh.ā
The fire roared in front of you, heat blooming between you in a way that had nothing to do with flames. There was no more room for snarky jabs as you two teetered on the edge of something inevitable.
Erikās hand stayed on your waist, warm and firm, his thumb sweeping once across the fabric of your shirt, subtly claiming.
You tried to speak, you tried to gather an insult, and you tried to remember why you hated this man, but the words dissolved on your tongue, swallowed by the tension pressing your bodies closer inch by inch.
āYou really piss me the fuck off,ā you expressed, barely audible.
He let out an alarming chuckle. āI donāt even be doinā shit,ā he insisted, leaning in until his breath brushed your lips. āYou just like arguinā with a nigga.ā
You opened your mouth to snap back, but he cut off the protest before it formed by kissing you hard. A crash of heat and impatience and every unspoken thing that had been building for months. Your hand shot to his chest out of instinct to push him away, but your fingers curled into his sweater instead. His other hand slid to the back of your neck, pulling you deeper into the kiss like heād been waiting far too long and finally lost control.
You gasped against his mouth. āIāErikā¦ā
He didnāt give you space to recover. āYou talk too damn much,ā he muttered against your lips.
āYouāā You started, but your voice broke when he kissed you again, slower this time, deeper, the kind of kiss that etched its shape into your memory.
You made one single, fatal mistake. You leaned into him the tiniest bit. Just enough for him to feel it. His breath hitched, a low sound you had never heard from him, and then his hands gripped your waist again, this time with purpose.
āCāmere, Mama,ā he said, voice a rumble.
Before you could question the command, he tightened the hold on your hips, lifted you like you weighed nothing, and pulled you straight into his lap.
A startled squeak escaped you, but your arms were already looping around his shoulders for balance, your thick thighs bracketing his hips as the fur blanket slipped down around you both.
His palms settled on your curves, firm and sure, anchoring you there. You felt the breath punch out of both of you when you landed against his chest.
āYou really shouldnāt be sittinā here,ā he swallowed hard, eyes locked on yours and burning. āCause Iām not lettinā you back up.ā
Your heart thundered as your forehead brushed his without meaning to.
āYou going to push me away?ā he asked softly, almost a dare, almost a plea.
You didnāt move or blink, still processing the fact that he just set you on his lap like you belonged there.
He grinned triumphantly and said, āDidnāt think so.ā before he captured your lips in a starving kiss, both of you tipping fully into the heat youād been fighting since the moment you met.
You were still recovering from the shock as he settled you fully onto him, the fire casting gold across both your faces. Erikās hands gripped the hem of your long-sleeve shirt, and you raised your arms so he could lift it over your head and toss it to the side. He didnāt unfasten your bra, but his thumbs stroked at the soft skin under the latch, slow circles like he didnāt even realize he was doing it. Like touching you was instinct. Like it was his god-given right.
Your forehead brushed his again, softer this time and his breathing slowed like he was trying to steady himself and failing miserably.
āWhy you shakinā, Y/N?ā he whispered, voice velvety warm. āYou scared of meā¦or what you feel?ā
You swallowed, fingers tightening in the fabric of his shirt.
āNeither,ā you lied.
āYeah, you are,ā he hummed, leaning in to kiss the corner of your mouth. āI am too.ā
That admission and his lips snatched the air right out of your lungs. He kissed you again, much slower, like he was memorizing your lips. His hands at your back guided you closer until your chest met his and your heartbeat thudded right against him.
The storm outside howled and the cabin groaned, but in that moment, all you felt was him.
Erik tilted his head, his mouth tracing a slow path to your jaw, his breath warm against your skin.
āYou drive me fuckinā crazy at work,ā he admitted between soft kisses. āAll that attitude. All that fire.ā His left hand moved to your ass, squeezing the flesh through your leggings. āCouldnāt stand youā¦because I wanted you.ā
Your breath hitched involuntarily as he landed a sharp slap on your ass.
āYou want me?ā he asked.
You nodded, and that was all the permission he needed. He kissed down your throat slowly and reverently, like you were something heād been starving for but didnāt dare ruin by moving too fast.
Your fingers dug into his shoulders, bold now, as you pulled him closer as the crackling fire warmed both your bodies. His locs brushed your cheek when he lifted his head to meet your gaze again.
His eyes softened. āRelax, Mama.ā
You were already anxious, but you leaned in anyway, pressing into him, letting your full weight settle on his lap. You gasped quietly as your heat brushed against the erection in his pants. He was huge. You rocked down once to be certain, and he inhaled sharply, hands tightening with a low, quiet groan he failed to suppress.
The sound catapulted heat through your entire body, and your clit throbbed in anticipation. He kissed you again, this time with the fierce tenderness of someone whoād been holding back for far too long. No rush. No hurry. Just heat rising slow and inevitable, like the fire dancing behind you.
One of his hands slid up your spine, unsnapping your bra; the other anchored your side. Your fingers curled into his locs, and you sighed as he kissed the top of your left breast. He exhaled your name like it was a confession, pulling back just enough to rest his forehead against yours, breath unsteady, voice raw.
āTell me to stop.ā
Your lips brushed his forehead in a ghost of a kiss. āFor once I donāt want you to stop.ā
He groaned softly as he took your hardened nipple in his mouth, sucking firmly. You moaned his name as he alternated between each breast, giving equal attention to both.
After a few minutes he pulled back just enough to study you, like he was memorizing every microexpression you made.
You were breathless and flustered, still trying to pretend you werenāt melting in his lap.
āOh yeah,ā he smirked, thumb brushing your bottom lip, āyou a problem.ā
You tried to glare at him, but it was hard to be convincing when you were straddling him and shaking.
āGet over yourself,ā you managed to mutter out.
He let out a sound of amusement, the kind of laugh meant to pin you exactly where you were.
āThere she go,ā he announced fondly. āMy little brat.ā
Your pulse jumped as his hand slid down your chest, past your tummy, slow enough to make your breath catch, then stopped in between your thighs, his other hand pushing you down against his hard dick.
āYou talk a lot of shit,ā he murmured, ābut I bet that pussy soakinā for a nigga.ā
You scoffed and shifted like you were going to get off his lap. He didnāt let you. His hands tightened instantly, pulling you back down in one fluid, unquestionable motion.
āNah,ā he whispered, voice dipping. āStop fuckinā playinā with me.ā
Your breath stuttered. āErikāā
āUh-uh,ā he said, leaning in, lips grazing your ear without touching. āThat attitude got a limitā¦and you hittinā it.ā
You shivered, heat skimming the back of your neck and thighs clenching.
His fingers lifted your chin gently but firmly. āLook at me.ā
You did because you couldnāt not.
His eyes softened, not so much in a sweet way but in a certain way. The kind of look that pulled the fight right out of you.
āThatās better,ā he praised. āBe nice to Daddy.ā
You opened your mouth to fire back some petty remark, but he was already moving, his hands gripping your soft sides, his gaze dropping lower and lower.
He glanced at your socks peeking out from under the blanket a moment too long. In one smooth motion he removed a sock, revealing your French-tipped toes, and something in his expression shifted, subtle and hungry, like he hadnāt meant to react but couldnāt hide it either.
You caught it immediately.
āWhat?ā you asked, eyeing him suspiciously.
He huffed a laugh like youād uncovered state secrets.
āNothing,ā he muttered unconvincingly.
āOh nah,ā you said, narrowing your eyes. āSay it.ā
His tongue swept over his bottom lip thoughtfully before he met your gaze again. āYou donāt wanna know what Iām thinking.ā
That shouldnāt have sent heat down your spine, but it did, so you pressed, āTry me.ā
He leaned back just enough to look you over from your eyesā¦to your mouthā¦to your perky nipplesā¦then down to your other foot, tugging the sock off.
āYour feet,ā he said quietly, āgonna get me in trouble.ā
Your breath caught. āIāwhat?ā
He dragged one hand down your thigh, stopping right above your ankle, fingers grazing over your toes.
āIāve been trying not to look,ā he murmured. āAt work. Today. Right now.ā
You stared at him, stunned.
He continued, āEspecially when you get them painted white or lavender. I canāt focus on a damn thing at work when your toes out.ā
He smiled, completely unbothered by your shock.
āThought you were observant,ā he teased. āGuess not.ā
You pulled your leg back instinctively. He gripped your ankle gently, firm enough to make your breath stutter.
āDonāt hide,ā he whispered. āNot from me.ā
The last shred of resolve slipped inside you, and you surrendered. He exhaled like heād been waiting for that exact moment.
āThatās it,ā he murmured, his thumb stroking the back of your ankle once, lightly, reverently. āSee? You not as tough as you pretend.ā
āI am,ā you shot back weakly.
He leaned forward, nose brushing yours. āNo, you not and thatās why I like you.ā
Your heartbeat stuttered into a run when he pushed you down against his straining erection while he lifted his hips to meet your warmth. You whimpered softly as his zipper brushed against your clit. His eyes dropped to your lips again. āYou done fightinā me?ā
āYes.ā
āYes, what?ā
āYes, Daddy.ā
He hummed, pleased, sliding one hand up your spine in a slow, claiming stroke.
āThatās what I like to hear,ā he whispered against your mouth.
His next kiss was consuming. The kind of kiss that said weāre way past the point of pretending now. His hand snaked inside the front of your leggings, and his fingers found your clit with ease. His thumb circled your clit through your panties, and your eyes fluttered closed as you gasped his name.
āEāErik.ā
āMmm,ā he groaned. āI barely even touched you, and this pussy already drippinā for me.ā
His free hand tore a hole in your leggings all the way to your ass, ruining them, but before you could complain, he yanked your panties to the side and circled your clit harder with his thumb, while his middle finger traced your slit, your wetness coating his finger as he dipped it inside you.
āGoddamn,ā Erik exhaled as he admired your fat pussy. āSo wet and soft. Warmer than I imagined.ā
āErik.ā
āWhy you was hiding all this from me?ā
āErik.ā
āTell me.ā He grunted softly as he inserted a second finger without warning, thrusting slowly. āTight-ass fuckinā pussy.ā
A loud moan escaped you when he curled his fingers deeper and thrust faster, his thumb circling your clit with more pressure.
āEriāohfuckohfuckāErik, please!
Without warning, he pulled his fingers out, grumbling under his breath about not being able to wait any longer, as he unbuckled his jeans and tugged them down just enough with his briefs. His dick came free, hard, long, and heavy. A girth like no other.
Your mouth fell open and your eyes widened in utter amazement. You could feel how huge he was when you put all your weight on his lap, but you had no idea he was packing that much. Was that supposed to go inside you? On what planet and in what timeline?!
āI need to be inside you, Mama,ā he groaned softly as he stroked himself. āCan I put it in?ā
āWaitāyou donāt want no head first orāumā¦to get more comfortableāā
āIām the most comfortable Iāll ever be now that I got you in my lap.ā
āAt least take your sweater off, E.ā
He dropped his dick and lifted his sweater over his head and tossed it aside, gold chain shining against his smooth, toned chest.Ā
You met his gaze steadily, brushing his locs back from his face and shoulders. āI want you inside me.ā
For a beat, he just looked at you like he was savoring the shift, the way tenderness tipped into heat. There was no going back to just coworkers after this.Ā He pulled at the hole on your leggings until enough of your ass was free for him to cup, ripping your panties in the process. You didnāt even bother to comment because his brute strength did something to you.
You lowered yourself onto him, both of you inhaled sharply as he eased in carefully, inch by inch. The stretch damn near tilted your world on its axis. Your fingers gripped the back of his neck, your arms bringing him closer to you.
āFuuuck,ā he rasped, warm puffs of breath tickling your neck. āTighter thanāā
āErikā¦ā
His name flowed from your lips like a prayer, and suddenly it was him who was undone. Heat traveled through him as you began to bounce slowly and steadily, adjusting to his massive size, and the sting from the stretch gradually subsided.
āShit, don't say Daddy's name like that," he rasped, breathless and on the verge of snapping.
āI canāt help it. You feel too good.ā
āGoddamn,ā he groaned, trying with all his might to not bust embarrassingly quick. āYou feel too good, Y/N. Too fuckinā good.ā
You clutched his shoulders, coffin nails biting lightly into his skin, gasping his name. The sound of his name being moaned like that wrecked him. He thought he would let you lead with your slow bounces at first, but every time his name slipped past your lips, he lost a little more control.
The pace quickened, and you both settled on an intense rhythm as sweat began to slick your chests. Broken breaths syncing with your impeccable rocks.
āWhatās my name?ā He asked, hands reaching up to cup your face and bring your lips down against his.
You were so full and stretched you forgot how to speak for a moment. Every deliberate stroke and every perfectly timed hip thrust drew a needy moan out of you; every kiss left you wrecked. He wouldnāt let you look away from him, eyes locked like he was pulling the word out of your soul.
āSay it,ā he commanded, voice rough.
āDaddyāā you gasped, clutching his shoulders.
āAgain.ā
āDaddy!ā
He groaned as his hips stuttered, his control fraying. āFuckā¦thatās it, baby. You mine now, and Iām yours.ā Then his voice dropped to a sinful whisper, testing the nickname he just knew would unravel you. āSuch a good girl for Daddy.ā
You cried out, head thrown back, the praise detonating inside you. Those two words from him tipped you over the edge. You shuddered violently, the orgasm tearing through you so hard it felt like every single nerve in your body was on fire.
āOh shitāif praise was all it took to get you to open up then I went about this shit all wrong from the beginning.ā
You were still whimpering and shaking in his lap, still being stretched to the brim.
āThatās okay though. Iām making up for it all night.ā
Once you caught your breath, you started bouncing again, but he had other plans. He planted his feet on the floor and dropped his hands back to your waist, and his grip was almost as tight as you when he began hammering into you, tempo merciless.
āEriāfuckmefuckmeādonāt stoāstop!ā
He leaned close, lips brushing your ear as he grunted loudly. āTake it for me, pretty girl.ā
It wasnāt just the words, but it was the way he said them. Smooth but commanding, drenched in reverence and filth at the same damn time. Like he was worshiping and owning you with each movement.
Your body reacted instantly, back arching, thighs trembling, breath catching in a sob. You bounced harder, fucking him back and he slapped your ass cheek over and over.
Thwap. Thwap. Thwap. Thwap.
āMmhmm, just like that,ā he encouraged. āUse that dick.ā
You moaned, placing your hands on his chest, gripping his pecs as you swirled your hips, picking up an unrelenting speed.
āErikāā you cried, already close to the edge again.
His smirk was lethal. āOhhh, I heard that. You like that name too, huh? Say it back.ā
āPretty girl,ā you whimpered brokenly, but it wasnāt enough.
āLouder,ā he growled, hips pistoning harder. āLet me hear you.ā
āDaddyāErikāfuckāyour pretty girl!ā
āMmhmm. I can feel it,ā Erik groaned, sliding one hand to your throat and squeezing just enough to make your breath hitch, his other clutching your hip. āCome on this dick again, Mama.ā
āIām gonnaāIāfuuuck!ā
The tension coiled tighter, and the euphoric hum sparkled under your skin as he fucked you through your second orgasm. The wet squelching and sharp panting filled the room, outdoing the booming gusts of wind from the storm. It felt too good.
You still couldnāt believe your most annoying coworker was giving you so much pleasure. He was literally fucking the breath right out of your lungs. You were loving every filthy minute of it. If your boss wanted to send you two on more team-building quests, then sign you the fuck up.
You bit your bottom lip as you caught his reaction to you squeezing your walls around his tip as you bounced up and unclenching when you came down.
Erik bit down on your shoulder, voice wrecked. āFuck, MamaāI canāt hold itāā he huffed, rutting up into you sloppily.
You seized the opportunity by whispering the knockout blow right into his ear. āCome for me, Daddy. Paint my fuckinā walls.ā
His whole body shuddered, and the groan that ripped out of him was primal, his release hitting so hard it dragged you over right with him. You both came together, gripping each other like your lives depended on it and panting harshly like you just ran a 20k marathon under ninety minutes.
His mouth found yours in a feral kiss, all tongue and teeth and desperation, swallowing your moans until you were both gasping for air.
After a few minutes you finally eased off him, your slicked thighs trembling as much as his as you swung a wobbly leg over him and fell back against the blanket. His spent dick twitched weakly against his thigh, still leaking as it softened.
āWake me up in about twenty minutes, please.ā You muttered as you closed your eyes, breath regulating. Not a care in the world as he watched his come ooze out of you onto the blanket. His amused snort was the last thing you heard before you drifted off.
ā
Warmth was the first thing you registered when you woke up. The heavy kind that came after exhaustion and too much pleasure to process. Your limbs ached in all the right places, and your spine felt like it had melted into the mattress.
Waitāa mattress?
Your eyes snapped open. You were splayed out against the sheets, a thick duvet pulled up to your chin, and your clothes were folded neatly on the wooden rocking chair. The faint scent of freshly brewed coffee and cedar lingered in the air.
You sat up abruptly, wincing with bittersweet regret because, wow, your body remembered the ride you went on last night.
āThe fuā?ā
You hadnāt fallen asleep in the bed. Youād fallen asleep on the floor. On top of the fur blanket. Completely wrecked and telling him to wake you in twenty minutes.
You pressed a hand to your forehead. āOh my Godā¦ā
A deep voice drifted from the doorway. āRise and shine, brat.ā
You jumped a little, head snapping toward him. Erik leaned against the frame, arms crossed, long locs falling over one shoulder, only wearing sweatpants and that smug, devastating smirk that said he knew exactly what he did last night.
You blinked at him, then at the bed, then at your clean skin. āā¦Did youāā
āYeah,ā he answered before you finished. āI carried you to the bed and tucked you in.ā
Your cheeks warmed, and words caught in your throat.
āYou were out, Mama,ā he continued, walking in casually with two mugs like the room didnāt still smell faintly of heat and him. āLike out out. Couldnāt just leave yo ass on the floor.ā
You blinked. āAnd youāā
āCleaned you up,ā he said simply. āYou were a mess. My mess.ā
Your soul left your body.
He shrugged, like he hadnāt just said something illegal. āI take care of what I break.ā
āERIKāā
āWhat?ā he asked, amused. āYou mad I didnāt leave you sticky on a blanket like some savage?ā
You buried your face in your hands as he chuckled, setting the mugs down on the bedside table before he sat on the edge of the bed beside you.
āRelax, Mama,ā he said softly. āYou were asleep before you even hit the blanket. I wasnāt about to let you freeze.ā
You peeked at him through your fingers. āWhy didnāt you wake me?ā
āYou really think twenty minutes was enough time for you to recover from all that?ā He gestured vaguely toward you. āYou slept like you got knocked out by a heavyweight champ.ā
You threw a pillow, and it hit him square in the chest.
He caught it with one hand, smirk deepening. āThere she go,ā he teased. āMy pretty girl.ā
āDonāt call me that.ā
āWhy not? You liked it last night.ā
You couldnāt even come up with a quick rebuttal.
He leaned closer, voice dipping, brown eyes warm in a way that made your stomach flip and thighs clench.
āAnd for the record,ā he murmured, āyou looked good sleeping in my arms. We will be falling asleep like that more often.ā
Oop, he wasnāt fucking around.
He reached up, brushing a stray braid from your cheek with a gentleness that contrasted wildly with the way heād handled you last night.
āYou hungry?ā he asked, like the question didnāt carry a thousand implications. āPower came on about half an hour ago. I can make you a omelette. You look like you need sustenance.ā
You nodded and whispered. āWhat about you?ā
He smiled confidently, eyes sparkling with mischief. āOh, I been waitinā on you to wake up so I can have my meal.ā
āWhy you had to wait on meāā
You threw another pillow at him when it clicked what his freaky ass wanted to actually eat for breakfast.
He laughed, ducking it, then stood and headed toward the kitchen.
āGet dressed, Y/N,ā he called over his shoulder. āAnd donāt disappear on a nigga cause we not done talking.ā
Left Eye.
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Summary: Watching turns into wantingā¦and wanting turns into control.
Warnings: Obsession / Voyeurism / Possessive Male / Hood romance grit / Daddy kink / Provider dynamic / Dirty talk + cum fixation / Unprotected, raw, dominant sex / Slow burn tension / Crime Drama + Thiller / Stalking / Urban Erotica
Part Two (re-upload)
The first sound is breathing. Not hers.
Little puffs of air, warm and wet against her shoulder blade, followed by a sticky hand slapping down on her chest like he owns her heartbeat.
āUp, Mama,ā Messiah mumbles, voice thick with sleep and snot, āCartoo?ā
Malaya doesnāt open her eyes right away. Her back hurts. Not sharp painājust that deep, stretched ache that comes from sleeping on her side too long with a toddler pressed to her spine. The kind of ache that says you made it through another day, now do it again.
Messiah shifts beside her, his couls wild, matted, and damp from sweat. His tiny sock is halfway off. He kicks once, like heās dreaming of something fast, then kicks again on purpose, hard enough to jar her ribs.
āIām up,ā she groans, voice cracked, āDamn, boy.ā
She doesnāt curse in front of him often, but it slips sometimes in the early hours, when her bones are heavier than her body and her soul feels like it got folded in the wrong drawer. The bedroom is dim, a single strip of light cutting in through the crooked blinds. Her sheets are half off the mattress, tangled around one of her legs. The baby monitor on the nightstand blinks blue even though Messiahās already beside her. On the floor by the closet door is a pair of leggings, a half-folded towel, and the old tripod she kicks out of sight with her heel.
They start slow. She sits up with him in her lap, lets him rub his face against her stretched T-shirt like itās a napkin, lets him drool a little on the neckline. Her T-shirt smells like yesterday. Baby wipes, cocoa butter, and the faintest trace of strawberry lube.
He climbs down with a grunt and waddles toward the bedroom door, āSnack!ā he says. A declaration.
Malaya rolls her shoulders, feels the stretch pop down her spine. Her bellyāstill soft and full under the fabricāshifts slightly with the motion. She tugs down her T-shirt. Doesnāt bother with a bra. She rarely does unless sheās heading to work or logging in.
The hallway outside her room creaks as Messiah darts toward the kitchen, Jurassic Park socks sliding. She follows behind, bare feet padding over the plush carpet that covers the real floors beneathācheap laminate hiding older scars.
The duplex is quiet, but itās not still.
The living room has toys everywhere, plastic food in the play kitchen, a blanket crumpled on the couch from when she passed out watching Bluey alone. One of Messiahās juice cups rolls across the floor when she nudges it with her toe. In the corner, by the window, her plant is dying. The leaves are yellow at the tips. She waters it anyway. Out of habit. Or hope. The kitchenās narrow, with cabinets painted the wrong shade of white and fake-new appliances that buzz louder than they should. The stove clock is flashing 12:00. She hasnāt fixed it since the last outage. Thereās a small pantry beside the fridge, barely enough space for snacks and ramen and the box of wipes she keeps hidden from visitors.
āCheerios?ā she asks, already reaching.
Messiah nods like a king.
She pours a handful into a bowl, no milk. He eats standing up on the couch, balancing one foot on the cushion like a little rebel.
She leans on the counter, arms crossed, eyes on the small strip of sun now widening across the floor. Her stomach growls. She ignores it. Her head hurts. She swallows that too. Outside, the cityās already movingāsirens, tires, the deep rumble of bass from someoneās too-loud car speaker. Inside, itās just her and him and the weight and the stretch.
Messiah crunches dry Cheerios from the couch while cartoons mumble in the background, and Malaya steps into the narrow hallway, barefoot. Her duplex is small, but it holds her. Two bedrooms, one bath, and a little more space than the rent should allow. Landlord slapped some vinyl flooring in the kitchen and called it ānewly remodeled.ā The carpetās fresh too, though she can still feel the unevenness of the floor beneath it. Messiahās dinosaurs and action figures are lined up along the hallway wall, like theyāre guarding something ancient. Her bedroom door sticks a little when she pushes it open.
Inside, it smells like sleep and yesterdayās body oil. The blinds are uneven, casting warped shadows over the dresser where her worn makeup bag sits untouched. Clothes are everywhere. Not messyājust lived in. A hoodie draped over the headboard. Her favorite pair of leggings folded wrong at the foot of the bed. Her work bag slumped against the side of the laundry basket, zipper half-open, badge peeking out like itās tired too.
She peeks in on Messiahās room. Itās chaos. Blankets on the floor. Toddler bed messy. A book open to the wrong page. A half-naked stuffed Mickey Mouse wedged under a tiny chair. It smells like powder, juice, and the lavender spray she mists at bedtime. Sheāll clean later. Or not. She never pretends for nobody.
āMessiah,ā she calls gently, āPotty time. Come on, baby.ā
He shuffles down the hall, chubby legs moving fast, and plops onto his training seat in the bathroom like he owns it.
āI poo poo,ā he announces. Confident. Serious.
Malaya exhales a soft laugh and steps out of her T-shirt, then peels down her panties. The c-section scar pulls faintly when she bends. Her reflection in the mirror is blurred from the steam already building up. She avoids looking too long.
The shower is fast. Has to be. Water costs and Messiah gets antsy if sheās gone too long. She pins her long Marley twists up into a high, loose bun. Some strands fall free anywayānew growth coils acting as baby hair tight against her damp forehead. She turns the water on hot, tests it with her hand, then steps in slow. A low hiss slips through her teeth as it hits her skin.
Her body isnāt the same as before. Softer now. Heavy in new places. Her stretch marks shimmer like whispers in the steamāsilver along her belly and hips. She scrubs her arms in hard, fast circles, suds slipping down to her elbows. Over her inner bicep, she moves slowerāright where her ink reads: What doesnāt kill you breaks you soft.
Her hands move down. Across full breasts. Beneath them. Over her soft belly. Down thicker thighs. She cleans between her legs carefullyārinsing, pressing. Thereās a deep, dull ache inside. She doesnāt linger on it.
Just something she lives with now.
She turns off the water before sheās ready.
The mirrorās fogged. Her face swims behind it. She wipes the glass with her palm but doesnāt look long. Sheās got thirty minutes before theyāre late. Messiahās still babbling to himself on the potty. She dries off fastābody still drippingāpulls on a soft T-shirt with a cracked graphic print and thick socks. Her nipples poke through the fabric, but she doesnāt have time to care. She scoops Messiah up, wipes him down at the bathroom sink, wrangles him into a onesie with dinosaurs on it, then moves like clockwork.
She grabs:
Scrubs (grey today, slightly faded)
Her badge and lanyard (Parkside Outpatientā Midtown Campus)
Messiahās bag with snacks, wipes, cracked tablet, and extra socks
Her work bag with her charger and the cheap deodorant she keeps forgetting to replace
Messiahās starting to fuss, arms flailing as she zips his jacket.
āI don like it, mommy.ā he whines.
āI know, baby. Just a little longer,ā she whispers.
Her hands are full. Her throat feels tight. She presses her forehead against the front door for just one second before unlocking it.
Just one second.
Then she exhales and opens it to the world.
Her car is loyal. Ugly, but loyal.
A dusty gray 2015 Nissan Altima with a dented driverās side door and a cracked back taillight covered in red tape. The radio only plays two stations without static. The air conditioner groans before it works. She keeps one of Messiahās pacifiers on the dash like a totem. Dice hanging from the rear view mirror. The inside smells like apple juice and exhaustionābaby wipes, old fries, and whatever Black ice air freshener is losing its grip on the rearview.
The engine clicks when it starts. She waits, then reverses slow. Hollowell Parkway is already aliveāschool buses, mopeds, folks walking in neon uniforms toward the MARTA stop. Messiah kicks his feet in the backseat, half-asleep again, holding his stuffed Elmo like it might get snatched. The daycare is a small brick building tucked between a rundown convenience store and an old church thatās been boarded up for two years. A colorful sign above the door reads: Bright Futures Learning Center with faded cartoon animals dancing around the letters. The front windows are decorated with construction paper cutouts of autumn leaves.
Miss Tonya opens the door before Malaya can knock. Sheās wearing a t-shirt with āUnbothered & Bookedā printed across the chest and leopard print leggings. Her locs are pulled up in a pineapple. Sheās got that voice thatās soft enough for toddlers and sharp enough for parents who test her.
āMorning, Mama,ā she says, holding the door open.
āMorning,ā Malaya spoke softly, lifting Messiah from the car seat. He clings to her neck.
Miss Tonya lowers her tone just enough, lYou got that payment?ā
Malaya doesnāt answer right away. Just reaches for her wallet with one hand while shifting Messiahās weight to her hip.
Itās all crumpled bills and quartersācobbled together from tips, change, a ten from Tamra, and what she was supposed to save for groceries. She pulls out $150 and hands it over.
āThatās the rest from two weeks ago,ā Malaya says, her voice quiet, āIāll have the next one on time.ā
Miss Tonya eyes the bills, then nods slowly, āAlright. I know you tryna keep up. But we tight this month, okay?ā
āI know. Thank you.ā
āYou know I love that baby. Justā¦donāt make me chase you again.ā
Malaya nods again, stiff. Swallows hard.
She kisses Messiahās cheek before handing him off. He doesnāt cry, but he looks back once as Miss Tonya carries him inside. The door closes with a soft chime. Malaya just stands there for a second. Watching the sun rise behind the building like it might burn something clean.
Then she turns and gets back in the car.
Parkside Outpatient Clinic sits just off a busy Midtown intersection, wedged between a Walgreens and a dentist office with busted blinds. The buildingās flat beige exterior does nothing to hide the tension inside. The moment Malaya walks through the glass front doors, the smell hits: antiseptic, old carpet, microwave popcorn from the break room, and a little sweat from patients whoāve been waiting too long.
Itās always bright in here. Too bright. Lights that make you look sick, even when youāre not. Reception sits in a U-shaped desk straight ahead. Behind it, the clinic opens into a long hallway with numbered exam rooms on both sides. Thereās a small nurseās station in the back with a fridge for samples and a clock that ticks too loud. Posters on the wall tell people to cough into their elbows and schedule flu shots nobody wants.
Malayaās station is halfway down the hall, next to a filing cabinet that never shuts right. She has a drawer with her name on it, a chipped plastic label from a label maker that barely stuck. Inside: pens, gloves, a phone charger, and a half-used bottle of ibuprofen. She clocks in on a mounted tablet near the break room. The screen is greasy.
Patients are already piling inācoughing, complaining, slamming clipboards on the counter. One man with a limp is shouting about how long heās waited. A woman with three kids and no appointment is pretending not to hear the staff asking for her insurance.
Malaya smiles like she means it.
Her boss, Miss Denby, walks past in nude flats and a too-tight blazer. Doesnāt say good morning. Just nods like a queen barely recognizing her court.
Malayaās head starts to pound before 9AM.
She checks vitals, processes urine samples, logs notes into the system that always crashes mid-entry. She eats her granola bar while standing. Takes two sips of cold coffee from her tumbler before it disappears. Someone always needs something. At 10:42, she follows a coworkerāNishaāout the side door for a smoke break. Malaya doesnāt smoke, but she needs the air.Ā
Nisha lights up with the speed of a woman on edge, āGirl, you hear they tryna bring in some temp for front desk? Said we āundermanned.ā I said, āBitch, we been undermanned.āā
Malaya chuckles, dry, āThey gonā pay her more than us, too.ā
āMmhm. Watch. Bet she canāt even spell phlebotomy.ā
They stand in silence for a moment. The sun is warm on their forearms. The trash bins smell like old gauze and last weekās pot luck.
āYou alright?ā Nisha finally asks.
Malaya shrugs, āIām breathing.ā
āLet me know if you need help hiding a body.ā
āBet.ā
She almost smiles. Almost. Then she tucks her badge back into her scrub pocket and heads inside.
The last four hours drag like wet laundry.
A man yells about his refill. A little boy throws up graham crackers on the waiting room floor. One of the nurses is crying quietly in the break room, pretending sheās just tired. Phones ring. The printer jams. Malayaās feet ache. She walks the same hallway over and over. Exam room three. Back to station. Lab fridge. Front desk. Repeat. The armpits of her scrubs are damp. Her ponytailās slipping, twists growing heavy. Thereās a cramp starting behind her right eye, and she knows itās the kind of headache thatāll outlast the sun.
At 2:08 PM, she gets a text.
Twan š: u good? what time am I getting him?
Her jaw tightens. She replies quick, thumbs moving faster than her breath:
Malya: 5:30 at the latest. I paid the daycare fee u were supposed to handle. $150. You owe me.
Read. No response.
Of course.
She slides the phone into her pocket, breathing slow, swallowing back the heat bubbling under her tongue. That was grocery money. Gone. Sheās tired of chasing men for things they should be doing without a prompt.
At 3:14, the notification hits. Just a soft buzz against her thigh. Her phone screen lights up under her badge.
[You have a new message.]Ā
Could I get a pic? Sent 200 for it. Just the top.
No name. No real context. But she knows exactly where it came from. Malaya doesnāt hesitate. Just grabs her phone, slips down the hall, and turns into the staff bathroom. Locks the door.Ā
Sheās got two minutes.
The mirror hums under the fluorescent lights. The floor is cold tile. The soap dispenserās busted. She sets her phone on the paper towel dispenser and rolls her shoulders back.
Then she peels her scrub top up and over. Her breasts fall naturally, full, wide-set, and soft with weight. The kind that donāt sit up on their own anymore, not since breastfeeding. Not since motherhood changed her body. Silver stretch marks lace along the sides like lightning beneath her dark skin. Her nipples are thick and dark, resting low, one slightly more sensitive than the other.
She cups them in both hands for a second. Lifts them gently. Tilts toward the light.
No face. Just chest. Just flesh. Just survival dressed up as seduction. She angles the camera. Clicks. The photo looks raw. Real. She doesnāt edit it. Doesnāt need to.
Upload. Done.
She breathes out.
Back on go the scrubs. She fixes her shirt, smooths the fabric, splashes water on her neck. One more look in the mirrorāher eyes are tired, lips chapped, but her posture is solid. Stronger than most would guess.
She steps out like nothing happened.
Clock-out time hits at 5:37. She doesnāt stay a minute longer.
The city is dipped in honey light by the time she pulls out of the clinic lot. That slow, golden hour where the streets look soft even when theyāre loud. People walking fast, leaning into their hunger or fatigue. Car horns echo. Somebodyās blasting trap gospel from their window. Malaya rolls hers down an inch to feel the air and doesnāt even notice when her eyes get glassy.
Her phone vibrates in the cupholder again.
Still no reply from Twan.
She lets the red light hold her in place, then taps into her private Instagram account. The one with less than 100 followers, no posts since last year. Her profile picture is blurry now, pixelated from too many crops and re-uploads. But itās there. Him, too.
The last post still pinned.
A blanket in the grass. Messiah in her lap, cheeks shiny with drool and sunlight. Malaya looking off to the side, not quite smiling. No makeup. Curls pulled back tight. Tank top strap slipping off her shoulder.
The caption just said: āEverything I do.ā
She remembers that day. The way Twan took the picture like he was doing her a favor. Like he wasnāt already texting some other girl ten minutes later. Like he hadnāt already decided he wasnāt staying.
She scrolls down and there it isāKeishaās reel.
āItās glow-up season, sis. Soft life only. If it donāt spoil you, it donāt deserve you.ā
The music behind it is bass-heavy and fake happy. Malaya watches in silence, thumb hovering over the heart. She doesnāt press it. Just tosses the phone onto the passenger seat like it burned her.
Twanās voice leaks into her head like rot water.
āI got you, Ma. I promise.ā
āYou stressinā too much. Just sing, baby. Let me handle the rest.ā
āYou think I donāt care? Damn, why you always like this?ā
She remembers the studio. Not the real kind, just a backroom with foam on the walls and a mic that didnāt work half the time. She remembers him standing behind her, hands on her hips while she tried to record. How she never finished a single track. How she wanted to sing, but all she did was swallow silence.
The car turns onto her street. Her duplex rises ahead like a tired sigh. She parks, engine ticking as it cools, and rests her head against the steering wheel for a second. She catches her reflection in the rearviewāher twists loose around her face, her eyes heavy, lips dry.
That damn tattoo on her inner arm peeks out from her sleeve as she reaches for her bag.
What doesnāt kill you breaks you soft.
It was supposed to be strength. A reminder. But today it just feels like surrender.
Inside the house, the air is warm and quiet. Her dying plant looks a little deader. The lights stay off as she moves through the living room. She pulls off her shoes with one foot, lets them thud. Her scrubs feel glued to her skin. Her body is begging to collapse.
She hears her mother in her chest.
āYou wanted to be grown. So be grown.ā
āAlways caught up in your feelings, girl. Thatās your problem.ā
The words cling to her ribs like grease. She opens the fridge. Stares. Closes it again. She exhales through her nose. Rubs her hands over her face. Then she moves. Messiah will be home soon andĀ tonight, the cameraās little blue light will blink again.
The knock is too light for a stranger.
Two quick taps, then silence.
Malaya opens the door with one hand still on the deadbolt. Messiahās giggles burst through before she even sees him. Heās in Twanās arms, gripping a juice pouch and sticky with sleep. Her sonāall thick curls and cheeks and Velcro sneakersāreaches for her instantly.
āMa-maaa,ā he says, dragging the sound out like a song. Malaya softens without meaning to, arms already out. Twan passes him over too fast, like an itemānot a child. Messiahās bag hits the floor with a dull thud. His stuffed Elmo falls out, face-first.
āYou good?ā Twan says.
Malaya doesnāt answer. Her hand moves to support Messiahās bottom, the other stroking the back of his head. His skin is warm, his breath sugary with whatever snack he was eating. She leans into him. Smells his hair.
Then looks past Twan.
His car is still running, headlights dim. In the passenger seat: her. The girlfriend. Baby hair gelled down, long lashes, scrolling her phone like this is a pit stop. She doesnāt look up.
Malayaās voice dips low, āYou owe me a hundred and fifty dollars.ā
Twan blinks like he didnāt hear her, āWhat?ā
āFor daycare. You said you had it. You didnāt. I paid it. You owe me.ā
Twan shifts his weight. Breathes in slow through his nose, āDamn, Malaya. You alwaysāā
āDonāt,ā she snaps, quiet but sharp, āDonāt start.ā
He reaches into his pocket, exaggerated, like digging through gold. Pulls out crumpled bills and counts with a sigh.
āEighty. Thatās all I got till Friday.ā
She stares at the cash. Doesnāt reach for it. Messiah squirms against her chest, tugging at her hoodie string. Her jaw clenches.
āTake it or not, damn,ā Twan mutters, pushing the money toward her.
She snatches it. Not out of anger out of necessity. Their fingers donāt touch.
āI shouldnāt have to chase you,ā she says, barely a whisper.
āAnd Iām here now,ā he shrugs, āThat count for something.ā
āNo. It doesnāt.ā
She doesnāt look at the girl in the car. Doesnāt check if sheās listening. Doesnāt care. She just closes the door in his face. Not loud. Not petty. Justā¦final. Messiah hums against her chest, his thumb now in his mouth.
She presses her lips to his forehead, āLetās get you a bath, baby.ā
Bath Time
Messiah is perched on his little potty like royalty, cracked tablet in front of him playing some bright, chaotic YouTube Kids video about talking trucks and friendship. His chubby legs swing as he watches, juice-stained cheeks glowing in the dim hallway light.
Malaya doesnāt rush the bath. She never does. She crouches in the bathroom, legs already sore from the day, and turns the water on low. Checks the temperature twice with her fingers. Pulls the sweet almond bubble bath from under the sink, even though itās halfway empty and not on sale anymore. She pours extra. Always does. The lights are dimmed, she screwed in a soft purple bulb a few months ago. It calms him. Makes the bubbles glow like clouds at dusk.
She arranges the toys.
The little slide suction-cupped to the tub wall.
Three plastic dinosaurs.Ā
Marvel superheroās.
His yellow boat.
A cup he insists is for āwater magicā.
And a rubber duck with a bite mark in the tail.
āOkay, baby,ā she says softly, āLetās wash the day off.ā
Messiah comes running, butt-naked and wobbly, tablet still playing in the distance. He climbs in without hesitation, squealing at the warmth. Water sloshes. Bubbles rise. He starts throwing the duck like itās in battle. Malaya kneels beside the tub, rolling up her sleeves. Her bones pop. Her knees ache.
But her heartā¦her heart swells. She takes the soft washcloth and begins gently scrubbing himābehind the ears, under his arms, between the little rolls on his legs. He splashes, cackles, yells āMama look!ā every few seconds. Her hoodie gets soaked. Her arms drip.
And still, she smiles. Through it all.
She watches him, really watches.
That goofy grin. Those long lashes. His coils, soft from the water. His little hands trying to pour one cup into another and missing completely.
Tears prick her eyes. It hits all at once. That swelling, stinging, proud ache. Because she made this boy. Sheās raising him. Alone. And some days, it still doesnāt feel like enough. She blinks fast. Doesnāt let the tears fall.
Just whispers, āI love you, Messiah,ā into the steam.
He doesnāt hear her. But thatās okay.
She lets him play for a few more minutes, then drains the water, lifting him gently into a towelāthe one with the little bear ears. Heās still giggling, legs kicking as she carries him to the bedroom. She lays him down on the bed and rubs him down with cocoa butter, slow and sure. The scent fills the roomāwarm, sweet, nostalgic.
āFeet up,ā she says, and he obeys, still watching her with bright eyes.
She slips on his Buzz Lightyear jammies, then the tiny slippers he insists make him āgo faster.ā He dashes off to his play area, crawling into the tent full of pillows and action figures like heās on a mission.
Malaya exhales, heading for the kitchen. Dinner is what she always makes when sheās too tired to think but still wants him to smile. Baby carrots. Dino nuggets. Kraft mac and cheese with a little extra butter. She sets up his high chair in front of the TV, slides in the tray, and turns on Trolls. His plate is colorful and warm, and he eats with his fingers, humming between bites. She sits nearby with her own plateāleftover shrimp and broccoli, barely warm, eaten with a plastic fork because the others are in the sink. She watches him. She chews slowly. Doesnāt taste much.
For two full hours, she is only his.
They color. They stack blocks. They scream along to the Trolls songs. He falls twice. She kisses both elbows.
At 8:45, itās time.
She scoops him up, already blinking heavy. They brush teeth, fight over the toothpaste, and finally settle with a hug that smells like cocoa butter and toddler sweat. She turns on his nightlight, the one with the little rotating stars. Tucks him in. Kisses both cheeks. Pulls the blanket up just right.
āLove you, stinka,ā she whispers.
āWuv you too,ā he mumbles, eyes already shut.
She shuts the door halfway, then turns on the baby monitor. Blue light hums quietly in the hallway. She stands there for a moment. Just breathing. Then moves toward the closet.
The Mask Comes On
āNo face. Just fire.ā
The house is quiet. Not peacefulā¦just quiet.
Messiah is down, his soft breathing caught on the baby monitorās faint static. Nightlight on. Stars rotating on the ceiling. His Mickey Mouse tucked into the crook of one arm. He had fallen asleep mid-sentence. Sheād kissed his forehead, turned out the light, and shut the door with a whisper behind her teeth.
Now she moves like shadow.
Light off in the hallway. The small squeak of the closet door and the rhythm of her breath. She pulls the basket from the back cornerānot Messiahās toy basket, not the laundry oneāthe one with the handles wrapped in satin ribbon and the faintest hint of strawberry lube clinging to the lining.
Her cam gear is inside.
She lays each piece out on her bed like tools in a sacred ritual. Phone. Ring light. Tripod. Mic. Clip adapter. Oil. Her robe. Next, she wipes down her camera lens. Always. Doesnāt matter if she did it yesterday. The screen has to reflect clean. No prints, no grease. No traces of the real woman who held her baby thirty minutes ago and whispered lullabies. She undresses in silence. Hoodie first. Sports bra. Then the leggings that peel away like second skin, still warm from Messiahās hug.
Her body is real.
Not porn-perfect, not Instagram-polished. Full. Heavy in places. Her stomach bears the stretch of motherhoodā the soft belly with skin that doesnāt lie. Her navel pulled slightly lower now. A map of silver-gold streaks curves along her hips and the underside of her breasts, shimmering faintly under the ring light.
She oils her thighs. Slow. Not for pleasure. For the sheen. For the way the light dances over her dark skin, turns softness into spectacle. She rubs the oil down her legs, across her lower belly, lets a small moan slipānot arousal, just the relief of warm hands meeting sore flesh. Her breasts are next. She lifts one in her palm, squeezes gently. Full. Weighted. Her nipples darker now. Fuller. A little sensitive. She wears the braletteāthe faded burgundy one. No padding, just lift from memory. Then the black thong with the rip on the side. She tugs it so the tearās out of frame.
Over that, her robe. Black, silky, cheap, but drapes like money on camera. She doesnāt tie it. No perfume. Just the cocoa butter from earlier, mixing now with vanilla scented body oil. She glosses her lipsāclear, thick, high shine. Checks the angle. Adjusts the mic. Pulls her twists up into a messy bun. Slips on clear strap heels. Her toes curl inside them. Not for them. For her. For balance. For the click when she stands and turns.
She turns on her VPN. Opens ObsidianPlay.
Logs in as LaceyBlaze69.
The screen flashes. āNo face. Just fire.ā
She exhales. Checks the angle again. Face cropped, always. Just collarbone down. A tease of jawline if she leans in too close.
Chatroom open. Room fills slow.
Camera0ff logs in within sixty seconds. 1,000 tokens drop. No message. No request. Just that sterile username sitting quiet like it always does. Watching.
Her breath hitches.
She clicks āgo live.ā
The screen floods with hearts, requests, messages she wonāt read until they tip. She leans into the mic, lets her gloss catch the light, then whispers:
āHey baby. Miss me?ā Her voice is syrup. Low and breathy. Barely real.
Tips roll in. Thigh oil. 175 tokens.
Close-up bounce. 400 tokens.
Finger suck. 100 tokens.
āRide for me?ā 300 more.
āDo it slow.ā āSay you need it.ā
She smiles soft. Doesnāt break eye contact with the lens. Which is to sayāshe never really makes it in the first place. She turns. Straddles her riding pillow. Slides her hips slow, deliberate, until the bralette slips just enough to expose the top curve of one breast. She lets it. Doesnāt fix it.
More tokens. More noise.
She adds more oil. Lets it drip down the slope of her chest, across her belly, gliding over her stretch marks like a second skin. She lifts her breasts in her palms, squeezes them together. Lets her fingers roll over her nipples until they shine.
Another tip comes in. POV request.
She presses record.
No face. Just moans.
Fakes a climax at 47 minutes in. Loud enough to make them believe it. Quiet enough to hear her baby monitor if it changes pitch. Her thighs tremble. Not from pleasure. From holding the pose.
When itās done, she clicks āend stream.ā Tips: $638.
Not the best. But good enough to sleep on. She pulls the hoodie over her head. Wipes the oil from her chest. Sits on the bed, lets her feet breathe, then glances toward the hallway, the faint hum of Messiahās nightlight still glowing through the crack under his door. She lies down sideways. One arm under the pillow. Eyes open.
She doesnāt cry. Not tonight. But her lips part, just barely. And the words slip out like breath.
āWe still here.ā
Twice. Always twice. She closes her eyes. Baby monitor steady. Phone screen dark. Oil still drying on her thighs.
LaceyBlaze is gone.
Malayaās just a mama again.
Her Balance, Her Body
Time: 10:24 PM.
She was already exhausted before the day began.
Malaya had woken to Messiahās whimpering cries from the bassinet beside her bed, her back stiff from sleeping half-curled with one arm draped over him like a shield. Her phone buzzed before her feet even hit the floor, a low battery warning and a string of unread texts from a co-worker asking to switch shifts. She ignored it. She scooped Messiah into her arms, kissed the warmth of his cheeks, and started the morning.
Bath. Oil. Pull-ups. Socks he kept kicking off. Feeding him oatmeal with mashed banana, wiping more from his chin than what made it in his mouth. He cried when she put him down to wash the bottles from the night before, and again when she tried to put on eyeliner with him on her hip. By the time she slid his diaper bag over one shoulder and balanced her lukewarm coffee in the other hand, she was already five minutes behind.
She dropped him off at the daycare off Hollowell, gave Miss Tonya a tight-lipped smile when she asked how things were going, and rushed out before the baby could start crying again. The only thing worse than the sound of it was leaving while it echoed behind her.
She made it to work just in time. Her badge didnāt scan the first time, and her manager raised an eyebrow when she clocked in two minutes before cut-off. The outpatient clinic was short-staffed again. She spent the entire day standingāprepping rooms, taking vitals, holding back a migraine while the phone rang, rang, rang. No time to eat. No time to breathe. She answered patient questions with a tight smile and a throat that burned from swallowing what she really wanted to say.
Her phone buzzed again at lunch. Miss Tonya.Ā
Need someone to pick up Messiah. You said his daddy would come today. He aināt show.
Malaya stood in the alley behind the clinic, one hand clutching her phone, the other fisting the fabric of her hoodie. She called Twan. No answer. Called again. Straight to voicemail. She texted him once.
Donāt play with me. Come get your son.Ā
Then she called her mother.
That turned into a fight. Her mama picked up with a tone already steeped in judgment, talking about how tired she was, how she wasnāt the one that laid up with a no-good boy and made a baby. Malaya begged through clenched teeth, promised it wouldnāt take long, promised to send a little money from her next check. Her mother still sighed. Still made her feel like she was seventeen and stupid. But she went.
By the time Malaya picked up Messiah and got home, she was running on fumes. He wouldnāt settle down. He wanted to be held. He wanted to be rocked. He cried when she sat him down to change her shirt. She fed him applesauce and soft chicken with one hand while scrolling her bank app with the other. Overdraft. Her heart dropped low and heavy in her chest. Rent was due next week. Her phone bill was past due. The streaming platform would take their cut in the morning.
The only thing she could think of to eat was ramen. She gave Messiah his bath first, wrapped him in the softest towel they owned, kissed the curve of his damp forehead. She whispered soft nothings to calm him, slow him down. He giggled when she kissed his belly, and for a moment, she smiled too. But the heaviness didnāt leave. It sank deeper. She held him until he dozed. Slid him into his toddler bed with the quiet care of a thief. She closed the bedroom door partway, leaving the baby monitor screen angled toward the living room.
She ate her ramen standing up in the kitchen. No music. No TV. Just the crunch of the seasoning packet against the bowlās edge and the echo of the microwave beeping long after the food was out. She cried halfway through. Not the kind that shook her shoulders or made her gasp. Just slow, hot tears running down both cheeks as she stood there, slurping noodles, tasting salt that didnāt come from the broth.
It was already 10:17.
Seven minutes later, she sat on the living room floor and pulled off her hoodie. Left it in a pile beside the book-stack she used as a camera stand. She peeled off her leggings, rolling them down to mid-thigh. Her tank top clung to her body, nipple outlines showing through the worn cotton. Her stomach wasnāt flat anymore. Her thighs had small stretch marks. She didnāt hide them.
She reached over and opened the laptop. The soft hum of it booting up was the only sound in the room. The hallway light buzzed faintly through the open door, washing just enough glow across her skin to be visible in shadows. The living room had been cleaned earlierāsort of. Messiahās toys were pushed to the side. His water bottle rested on the coffee table beside a crumpled burp cloth.
She didnāt fix her hair. Her twists were hanging down her back heavy and dull. No gloss. No lashes. No perfume. She didnāt turn on the ring light. There was no soundtrack tonight. Just the low hum of the TV. A faint chirp from the dead battery in the smoke detector. The rhythmic click of her mouse. She stared at the login screen of ObsidianPlay for longer than she meant to.
It was a choice. Every time. And every time it felt like giving herself away one frame at a time.
She clicked the button.
LIVE.
The feed opened in silence. Her face wasnāt visible. Just the low-angle view of her thighs parted slightly on the floor, her stomach rising and falling with every slow breath. She shifted, sighing softly. No music. No smile. No show. The screen filled with viewers faster than usual. Notifications pinged silently on the side. She didnāt acknowledge them. Didnāt wave. Didnāt ask how anyoneās night was.
She just let them watch.
Her hands moved slow. She didnāt spread herself wide or arch her back in some performance-ready pose. She rubbed soft, absent circles over the fabric of her panties, then slid them down one leg at a time. Her breaths were audible now. Shaky. Tired. Real. She leaned back slightly, legs bent, her heels pressed into the carpet. Her head tipped back. Her fingers moved againāslower now, slower than any clip sheād ever sold. Her other hand reached up, held the hem of her tank to her chest. Her nipples were stiff against the fabric, her lips slightly parted.
Comments poured in, but she didnāt read them. Her eyes barely opened.
āYeah,ā she said, so quietly the mic barely caught it, āRight there.ā
Her voice cracked just a little.
There was no moaning tonight. No over-the-top gasp. Just breath. Her body rocked gently, thighs twitching from effort. Her brows pinched at one point. She came without warningālow, quiet, like a tremble passing through her. She exhaled, shivering a little, and then she stilled. She didnāt thank the tippers. Didnāt flash a smile. She sat there for a while, still breathing hard, eyes locked on the baby monitor screen in the corner. And then her face turned, just slightly, toward the lens. For one fleeting second, she let them see the pain that came after.
She shifts her weight on the carpet and reaches just out of frame, fingers curling around silicone still cool from the air. She brings it back into view slowly, not teasing, not presenting it like a prize. Just honest. She doesnāt look at the screen when she settles it between her thighs. Her lips part as she guides it against herself, her free hand bracing on the floor. The first press makes her flinch. She exhales through her nose, steadying. Thereās no rush. No theatrics. Just the slow push as she sinks down, inch by inch, her brows knitting together while her body adjusts.
Her hips roll once, experimentally. Then again.
Sheās not fully gone yet. Her mind is still on rent. On the number she saw in her bank app. On the way her mother sighed like Malaya was a burden she never put down. But her body responds anyway. Her thighs tense. Her shoulders drop a fraction.
She starts moving with more intention.
Not fast. Just deliberate. Her tank rides up slightly with the motion, exposing the soft stretch of her stomach. The toy glides easier now, slick with her warmth. She presses her lips together, a quiet sound catching in her throat when it finally starts to feel good in that slow, sinking way that makes everything else blur.
Then the notification hits.
A large one.
Her eyes flick to the screen before she can stop herself.
Camera0ff tipped.
The number makes her inhale sharply. Her hips stutter. Her grip tightens. Something shifts in her chest, not joy exactly, but relief mixed with pressure. She sits up straighter. Rolls her shoulders back. Gives more than she was giving before.
āOkay,ā she breathes, barely audible.
She rides it now. Still restrained, still tired, but present. Her movements grow steadier. Her thighs lift and fall. Her hand slides to her chest, fingers brushing beneath the hem of her tank. Her nipple presses against the fabric, dark and obvious now.
Her breathing deepens. Her eyes close.
She comes again quietly. No cry. Just a sharp exhale and a tremor that moves through her whole body. She stills with the toy seated deep, her head bowing forward as she rides out the sensation. When she lifts it, thick slick clings and stretches before breaking. It drips down the length, catching the dim light from the hallway.
She watches it for a second.
Calculating.
She swallows, then looks toward the screen.
āYāall want me to,ā she starts, stops, clears her throat, āWant me to clean it?ā
The chat explodes.
She doesnāt wait for confirmation. She leans forward and wraps her mouth around it, slow and deliberate, lips slicking over what she just left behind. Her cheeks hollow slightly. Her tongue traces. She keeps her eyes down, lashes casting shadows on her face. Itās intimate in a way that feels almost too much. When she pulls it free, she doesnāt wipe her mouth.
Instead, she shifts position.
She sets the toy aside and spreads herself open with both hands, silent. No smile. No commentary. Just showing. Her folds glisten. Wet, messy, honest. She lifts one leg high, knee bent, opening herself further. The angle changes everything. Her tank slips again, revealing the curve of her breast, the edge of her nipple peeking out fully now.
She stays like that.
Breathing.
The chat goes wild.
Another tip hits.
Camera0ff again.
Her lips part in something close to a smile this time, though it doesnāt reach her eyes. She glances once at the baby monitor, then back toward the lens, holding the pose just a few seconds longer. Then she lowers her leg, reaches forward, and ends the stream without a word.
She clicked end stream.
And the screen went black
$700.Ā
She stares at the screen a moment longer than she needs to, index finger resting on the corner of the trackpad. Her thighs are still sticky with drying oil, her tank top clinging to her back where the sweat gathered. The light from the TV fades as she clicks it off, and the room dips into shadows. The baby monitor hums. Messiah turns over in his sleep. A rustle. A sigh. Then stillness.
Malaya exhales.
She doesnāt cry tonight. She doesnāt smile either. Just drags the oversized hoodie over her head, its hem brushing against her thighs. It smells like cocoa butter and detergent. Safe. Quiet. Not sexy.She wipes the toy down in silence, the towel already stained from the last few shows. She puts everything away like sheās locking up the register. Phone in hand. Screens closed. Earnings saved. She crawls into bed sideways. One knee bent. One hand beneath the pillow. The hoodie slips slightly at the neck, exposing the damp slope between her shoulder and chest. Her fingers scroll out of habit. Nothing to see. No one to talk to.
But thenāthe a message appears.
One new DM.
From a name she doesnāt recognize.
GodbodyAnon.
No icon. No bio. No posts. Just a message.
You always look tired after the ride. Iād take care of you if you let me.
Her thumb freezes above the glass. Something about the message stills her. Not the words, but the weight behind them. It doesnāt read like a demand. It reads like⦠observation.
She clicks the profile.
New account. No followers. No comments. Just silence and that single message. Not even a token trail. Heās either smart or watching from a distance. Possibly both.
Her first instinct is to block him. A man noticing her fatigue isnāt always kindness. Sometimes itās just strategy. A soft angle to slip in before the hard push. But something holds her there.
She rereads it.
You always look tired after the ride...
Ride. Not show. Not bounce. Not āstream.ā Ride. Like he was really watching. Her stomach tightens. Not fear. Not desire. Something more complicated. Something that coils near the ribs and stretches under the skin like memory.
She taps her nails against the glass. Types.
You new?
Waits. A full minute passes.
Not really. Just never had something to say until now.
She shifts on the bed. The baby monitor clicks once, then settles. Her legs are bare beneath the hoodie, toes flexing against the sheet. She tells herself this is curiosity. Not need. Not attention-seeking. Not loneliness.
Just curiosity.
You talk like you know me.
Another pause. Then:
You looked beautiful tonight. But your shoulders dropped when you thought nobody noticed. Thatās what made me write.
She stares at the message. Her throat tightens.
She types, then deletes. Types again.
Iām not really the fantasy tonight. Thatās what made it better.
He doesnāt ask for anything. No photos. No tip menu tease. Just stillness.
Then another message.
You ever let someone rub that oil in for you?
She clenches her legs together. The robe beneath her shifts. Her body remembers how long itās been since hands touched her with care instead of cost. Since someone asked without expecting a transaction in return.
You donāt even know my name.
I donāt need it. I see you.
The lamp on the nightstand flickers low. Her chest rises once, slow. Then again. She looks at the monitor. Messiah is still. Peaceful. The one pure thing sheās managed to protect.
She shouldnāt keep typing.
She does anyway.
Donāt catch feelings over fantasy, baby. Itās dangerous in here.
He doesnāt respond right away. And thatĀ somehow feels worse than if he had. She leaves the thread open. No block. No warning. Just a flick of her thumb, a glance at the time, and the quiet breath she holds too long before she lets it go. In the dark, across town, Smoke watches the screen light up. He doesnāt type again tonight. He lets her linger.Malaya pulled her hoodie to her chin, closes her eyes without realizing she never locked her heart back up.
She doesnāt know who GodbodyAnon is.
Saturday Morning ā8:12 AM
Messiahās soft whine was what woke her. Not a cry, not a scream, just the slow, rising sound of his discomfort. Malaya stirred before she opened her eyes, hand instinctively reaching across the sheets for her phone. The screen glowed. Almost 8:15. The sun was already pressing light into the corners of the room, filtered through crooked blinds and dust in the air. She sat up slow, blinking the crust from her eyes. Her body achedā not sharply, but in that dull, mother-worn way that clung after days of doing too much with too little.
āHey, baby,ā she said quietly, voice still cracked from sleep. She swung her legs over the side of the bed and padded to his bed.Ā
Messiah kicked his feet at the sight of her. One sock missing. Pull up full. She kissed his forehead and lifted him into her arms, holding him against her chest as she moved into the kitchen. The floor creaked under her heel. There was no rush today. No badge to clip. No scrubs to wear. No clock to race. She changed him on the couch, humming something low as he babbled broken words at her. After, she set him gently into the high chair and snapped the tray in place.
She had $650 in her account. It wasnāt enough, not for everything, but she pulled out her phone while the water boiled for grits and she prepped the eggs and bacon. Sheād push it towards rent anyway. Left herself with $42 and change. Sheād get the rest on Friday. They ate together, him clapping his hands when the spoon danced in front of his mouth, her smiling soft between yawns and bites of toast.
It was their ritual.
Saturdays were slower.
Quieter.
After wiping his mouth and setting the dish in the sink, Malaya glanced toward the front door.
Something feltā¦she didnāt know. Just felt.
She opened it to check the mail, barefoot on the step in her oversized tee. The morning was cool, but not cold. Dew still clung to the railing.
Thatās when she saw them.
Boxes.
A stack of them.
Three piled neatly, two others just off to the side, like the driver had run out of balance. Her name was printed on each label. Correct apartment number.
No mistake.
Malaya blinked. Looked up the street, then back down. Nobody was around. She gathered them slowly, carrying two at a time. Had to nudge one inside with her foot. Her chest was tight with curiosity. She hadnāt ordered anything. She slid a knife from the drawer and sliced through the first box.
A new cam stand. Adjustable. With a ring light mount and USB adaptor. The kind she bookmarked months ago but never bought.
Her brows lifted.
The second box had a sleek tablet. For kids. Protective case. Preloaded with learning games. She swallowed. The sound stuck in her throat.
Third box: LED lighting strips. New webcam. Velvet throw blanket. Microphone with a pop filter.
The fourth was smaller. Labeled discreetly. She opened it in her bedroom.
The air changed.
Inside was a Bluetooth toy, still in its high-end packaging. Glossy black. Remote-enabled. Retail price burned into her memory from all the nights she window-shopped it. Two cute plugs in pastel pink. One with a gem at the base. Another with a rose-shaped tip. There was a note card tucked between tissue paper. No words. Just a barcode. Underneath that was a small glass bottle of perfume. Soft, powdery, with notes of honey and sandalwood. It smelled expensive. A new lip gloss. High shine. Nude brown.
And finallyā¦
Lingerie.
Wine-colored lace, sheer with delicate embroidery. Her size. Malaya sat on the edge of her bed and stared at it all. Her hands were shaking a little. She reached for her phone, opened the tracking app she used to monitor wishlist deliveries.
MoTh3rL0ad88
All of them. Every single one. Whoever they were, theyād spent good money. On things she needed. On things she wanted but would never admit out loud.
Not just for the camera. For her.
Malaya blinked hard, the sting behind her eyes catching her by surprise. She turned away from the boxes and glanced at the monitor. Messiah was still in his high chair, gumming his spoon, humming to himself. She pressed her palms to her thighs then back to her chest then over her lips.
She smiled. Just a little.
She stood slowly, still half-dazed. The boxes were open now, contents spread across her bed like a strange altar, one of softness and pleasure, of being seen in ways she hadnāt felt in months.
Her phone buzzed in her palm.
Venmo.
She hadnāt even remembered checking it lately. Wasnāt expecting much. A few tips here and there. Maybe a stray twenty if someone had been generous during the last show. She opened the app without thinking.
And froze.
$2,175.42
Her heart stopped. She stared. Closed the app. Opened it again. Still there. Still real.
Messiah let out a squeal from the kitchen, banging his spoon like a little drum. She turned and looked at him, stunned. He burst into a giggleāthat full-body kind that made his curls bounce and his nose scrunch.
Malaya laughed too, hand pressed to her chest like she needed to catch her breath.
āYou see this, baby?!ā she called, walking back to him with the phone raised, āYou see this?ā
Messiah just slapped his tray, beaming.
She glanced down at the payment note. It was split across three transactions. Anonymous tip amounts. No cute messages. No emojis. Just a username:
MoTh3rL0ad88
Her brows furrowed. Sheād never seen that one before. Sounded like some old man. Some sugar daddy behind a burner account. Probably watched her show in silence. Probably the type to jerk off slow in a recliner while calling her ābaby girlā in his head. Still, she didnāt care. She was grateful. More than that, she was lit up inside. The kind of lit that felt like fresh oxygen after being underwater too long.
Rent was covered now. Groceries too.
She could even stop at Marshalls, get Messiah a few new onesies, maybe that paw patrol blanket he pointed to last time. Malaya scooped him out of the chair and held him close, kissing the side of his head.
āSomebody lookinā out for us,ā she whispered, āSomebody out thereā¦ā
She didnāt finish the sentence. Just closed her eyes and let the moment settle.
8:42 AMāSmokeās House, West End, ATL
Silence. Darkness. Thatās the way he liked it, dim and disciplined, still holding the scent of eucalyptus from the cold steam that hissed under his bathroom door earlier. Fog lingered in the mirror, but not on his skin. His muscles glistened faintly, the sharp lines of his back twitching each time he flexed his grip around the mug.
He was shirtless now, black durag tied clean and flat, a soft knot resting at the nape of his neck. Black joggers hung low on his hips, waistband folding as he sat deep into the black leather sunken couch, one leg stretched long across it, the other braced against the floor.
His place was all restraint and ritual. Nothing cluttered. Nothing soft except the weight of the silence. The living room was curated in Smokeās imageāsharp, sensual, unbothered. Framed black-and-white photography along the wall, most too dark to read unless you studied them. The biggest one? A nude Black woman, faceless, her back turned to the camera, spine like a soft blade beneath skin. Strong. Still. Private.
The vinyl in the corner hadnāt been touched this morning. But the DāAngelo record stayed propped against the turntable like a holy book left open. He didnāt need the needle to move to hear the rhythm. He sipped his coffee slowly. No cream. No sugar. Mug heavy in his hand, warm against his rings. Silver kissed ceramic every time he drank. His other hand held a bookāāBlack Skin, White Masks.ā Worn spine. Pages dog-eared, underlined, annotated.
Smoke always read with a pencil tucked behind his ear.
He underlined the sentence.
Not only must the black man be black; he must be black in relation to the white man.
But his mind slipped.
A flicker from the phone on the end table.
Small screen. New alert.
Malaya had received the packages. Safely. Untampered.
Heād set it up that wayāeach delivery scanned and tagged with tiny RFID slips. The moment she brought them inside and tore the tape, he knew. No interference. No porch pirates. No missing pieces.
He took another slow sip.
And for a few secondsā¦just let himself see her.
Not the curated, filtered LaceyBlaze69 version.
But her. The girl who sighed when her feet hurt. Who rubbed her shoulder after holding her son too long. Who still wore cheap slippers from Family Dollar with the fur curling off the edge. She didnāt even like doing cam shows every night.
He could tell.
Heād watched enough to know what her real moans sounded likeā¦and which ones were forced out just to hit a tip goal. She didnāt even smile half the time anymore.
And stillāshe did it.
Did it tired. Did it hungry. Did it lonely. Trying to be everything at once: woman, mother, provider, soft and strong in a world that didnāt know how to handle either.
That was what got him. Not the show. Not the flash of thighs or spit on toys. The ache she tried to bury. The softness she never got to show.
āIm see everything you try to hide, and thatās what I want to touch.ām
That was how his obsession worked. Not loud. Not entitled. It bloomed in the quiet. In the in-between. He lifted his phone and pulled up the secured tracker connected to the final package. The one he packed himself. The one that hadnāt been opened yet. It sat in her apartment still sealedāheād chosen every piece inside like a man sculpting the shape of a confession.
Ā A Bluetooth toy, sleek and glossy black. Still warm from where it rested inside its molded case. Remote-enabled.
Two butt plugs in pastel pink. One tipped with a jeweled base. One shaped like a rose bloom.
Ā A small bottle of perfumeāpowdered, faintly sweet, with notes of honey and sandalwood. A scent meant for the back of her knees. Her pulse points. Her sheets.
Ā A nude gloss with high shine. Kissable.
Ā And the centerpieceā¦lingerie. Wine-colored lace. Sheer. Floral embroidery at the cups. Scalloped trim. Backless. Cut to reveal. Her size. Perfectly matched. Heād studied her frame for months to get it right.
Smokeās jaw tensed. She hadnāt opened it yet.
He liked that.
That it was still waiting.
Like him.
Sheād put it on one day. Even if just for herself. Maybe while she fed her son, or cleaned her living room, or lay back and caught her breath before logging on. Sheād tug those straps over her thighs. Adjust the bust. Smell that perfume drift off her collarbone.
And sheād feel it. The weight of being wanted. By someone she didnāt even knowā¦was already in love with her bruises. He flipped the page in his book, but didnāt read it. His mind was already on the next move. The next name. The next message. Her next breath.
The closet light flicked on lowāmotion sensor.
Soft glow washed over neatly arranged black slacks, pressed tees, two rows of designer sneakers boxed like inventory, and the upper shelf with his locked case: cash, crypto, watches, weapons. That dayās mood dictated what went on the body. Today?
All black.
Smoke pulled a fitted thermal over his head. Fabric whispered against his skin. Muscles flexed, tensed, relaxed. He didnāt rush. He never rushed.
That was the secret to control. Donāt move fast. Move smart.
He fastened his dark wash jeans.Ā
Gold chain, hung low against his chest. Faint scorpion ink peeked from his fade as he leaned in to lace up his sneakersāminimal, quiet. Like him.
But his mind was loud.
Malaya.
The name dropped in again like it always didāuninvited, unshaken loose. He gritted his teeth and reached for his watch.
Been a year since he last fucked. Drier than heād ever been in his life. Not cause he couldnāt. Cause he didnāt want to waste the nut. Most women felt like noise now. Clingy. Clout-thirsty. Chaotic. They wanted the myth of him, not the man. Wanted the dick, not the damage. And he was too old, too sharp, too damn obsessed to let his body become someone elseās vanity project.
He didnāt chase women. He tracked purpose.
But her?
That damn girl with the soft voice and slow eyes. That postpartum belly she never tried to hide. That pussy he hadnāt even touched but knewāknewāwould wreck him. That voice that made his breath hold.
LaceyBlaze69.
She had no idea what she was doing to him. Or maybe she did. Maybe thatās what made it worse.
Heād watched. Too long. In the dark. Quiet. Hand gripped firm, jaw clenched, breath tight. Not even dirty strokes.Ā Hungry ones. The kind where he imagined her thighs shaking against his chest. The kind where he whispered her username like a psalm against his wrist. Where he stayed hard after, breathing deep, like heād been starved and fed too little.
He stared at himself in the mirror now. Cold. Focused.
But his mouth twitched.
Heād played out whole scenarios. How he might show up at her door after dropping that package. How heād stand quiet, all black, eyes low, voice deeper than need.
āLet me in.ā
Or maybe heād wait. Make her come to him. Watch her from the car, memorize the way her hands moved with her kid, the way her tank tops didnāt hide a damn thing. Wait for the day she looked into the dark and felt him watching.
He had plans, he just hadnāt picked one.
Yet.
Smoke stepped back into the hallway. Sunlight crept past the edges of the velvet curtainsāthick, gold-dusted things that barely let the world in. A single sliver of light caught the back of his neck. Warmed the skin between his shoulder blades.
That spot had been on his mind for weeks. Right between the blades. The only place he hadnāt inked yet.
Hidden. Centered. Weighted.
He didnāt know the design. But heād been feeling it. Like an itch beneath the skin. Like something needed saying that only pain and permanence could spell out.
Sol would know. She always did. She read bodies like prayers. Inked truths you didnāt say aloud.
Smoke rolled his neck, felt the tension there.
You didnāt stumble on The Parlor. You were led.
Down a tight brick alley behind a shuttered Black bookstore in West End, past rusted fire escapes and faded murals still bleeding protest. One door. No sign. Just peeling red paint, a black veil curtain behind cracked glass, and an old knocker shaped like a serpent swallowing its own tail.
Smoke rapped three times.
Waited.
The door cracked open. Not wide. Just enough for the scent to curl outāvetiver, tobacco, isopropyl, melted wax. Then Shay pulled it wider and stepped aside.
āYou late,ā she said, like always.
Shay was Solās wife, tall and sarcastic, with golden-brown skin and arms covered in black ink roses. She had a tiny blade tattooed under one eye and wore cropped denim with a black bra top. A septum ring. Chrome stiletto nails. Every part of her said donāt ask dumb shit.
Smoke grunted, stepping inside, āI brought it,ā he said, lifting the brown paper bag.
She took it without breaking strideā12-year Japanese whisky. No label. She sniffed it once and nodded.
āAlways coming through. Sheās ready if you wanna go back.āĀ
The shop was dim, as always.
No overhead fluorescents. No harsh light. Just one stained-glass lamp over the back station and the flicker of candlelight tucked in corners. Walls were charcoal, but you could see hints of something older beneathāred wallpaper curled at the seams like shed skin. Wax bottles lined the shelves, each dripped like it bled. A massive alligator skull sat near the register, jaw parted just enough to hold crumpled bills.
The only sound was The Internetās āGet Awayā playing low. Vinyl. Needle hiss. Nothing digital.
Sol was already in the back, barefoot.
Black linen jumpsuit. Hair wrapped in a dark cloth, but the thick black locs still trailed down her spine, bone beads swaying like wind chimes in a crypt. She stood with her back to him, laying out fresh needle packs with surgical calm.
Smokeās jaw relaxed. He stepped close.
She turnedāslowly, fluidlyāand offered him a quiet look. Hazel-green eyes, ringed in darkness. Her gaze moved over his face. Down to his chest.
He didnāt speak.
Instead, he leaned in and kissed her cheek. She let him. This was their ritual. No words. Just silence and inking.Ā He stepped past her to the chair. Unzipped his hoodie. Peeled off his thermal. Bare from the waist up.
āWhere?ā she finally asked. Her voice was low. Raspy. Like wind on burnt sugar.
āBack,ā he said, pointing, āCenter. Just below the neck. No bigger than your palm.ā
Sol nodded once. No more questions.
She began to prep.
No music back here. Just the soft squeak of gloves and the buzzing flicker of her antique lamp. Her station was spotlessāeverything covered in silk cloth until needed. She wiped down the chair, then cleaned his skin with a chilled antiseptic. Smoke didnāt flinch, but his breath slowed. That was Solās magic.
She picked up the stencil lāher design. One sheād drawn without asking. A hollow triangle, clean and minimal. Beneath it, three thin stacked lines. Like a personal cipher. Sacred geometry meets encryption. Symbol of control, of unity. Of power kept hidden. She placed the stencil between his shoulder blades. Pressed firm. Peeled. He sat still, elbows on knees, spine bowed just enough.
Sol moved around him silently, checking angles. Then she dipped her machine in black ink. Adjusted her grip.
The needle began to buzz.
Smoke exhaled.
He didnāt speak. He never did during the first line. Solās hand was steady. She worked in slow, deliberate strokesānever rushed. Her own breath matched his. Her nose ring caught the overhead light once when she leaned in. Her foot tapped once against the creaking floor. Outside, the world didnāt exist but inside, there was just needle and nerve. Skin and scripture.
Smoke didnāt flinch. He didnāt need to see it. He knew what it meant. This tattoo was for no oneās eyes but his own. Hidden like the rest of him. Shielded behind silence and obsession and layered control. A triangle for sight, mind, and discipline. Three stacked lines for everything he never says out loud. A new mark, placed by the only person he trusted to ink him.
Sol wiped the fresh line and pressed down gently.
Smoke closed his eyes.
And the work continued.
1:12 PM ā Saturday Afternoon, Marshalls
The sun had warmed the day just enough to feel like a soft kind of forgiveness. Not too hot, not too loud just quiet and easy. Malaya pulled the sleeves of her loose top down over her wrists and adjusted the strap of her purse across her chest as she pushed the cart inside. High-waisted jeans hugged her waist, hugging the stretch she used to hide with longer shirts. Her top hung off one shoulder like a shrug, breezy and effortless, while her twists were tucked into a tidy bun sheād thrown up before leaving the house. She didnāt have on much, just lip balm, a little brow pencil but she still felt good. Not because she looked like somebody, but because she didnāt have to rush. Messiah was perched in the child seat of the cart, legs kicking in his little velcro sneakers, pointing excitedly every few seconds.
āDat!ā
āWassat, mommy?ā
āMore!ā
She laughed, shaking her head as she wheeled the cart down the baby aisle first. He reached for a stuffed Sonic The Hedgehog. She let him hold it.
āYou gonā name him or naw?ā she asked, He babbled something back and stuffed the Sonic teddy in his mouth.
They moved slowly. Malaya let herself enjoy it. She picked up a few more little toddler tops, some little sneakers, a book with flaps and mirrors. Messiah slapped the pages as she flipped through.
They lingered by the home goods section next. A throw blanket she didnāt need but couldnāt resist. A new shower caddy. Cinnamon-scented candles sheād never light but liked to sniff anyway. She let Messiah help pick out a new bath towel. He chose the one with blue sharks. She smiled and dropped it in the cart. By the time they reached the beauty section, he was slouched, thumb in his mouth, eyes drooping.
āStay up,ā she whispered with a grin, āWe got two more aisles, then we hittinā Chick-fil-A.ā
He perked up at that, making a sleepy noise of agreement. Malaya scanned the shelves for new makeup sponges, a fresh brow pencil, a deep berry gloss that reminded her of a show she did months ago. She reached for a travel-sized lotion that smelled like clean cotton and added it to her basket. Then she spotted a small carry-on travel bag in muted olive. Sleek. Understated. Hers was raggedy. This one had gold zippers. She ran her fingers across it, then set it gently in the cart. It wasnāt for a trip. Not yet, but maybe one day. At checkout, the total didnāt make her flinch. She tapped her card without hesitation and grabbed Messiahās little juice pouch from her purse while they bagged up the items. As they stepped into the parking lot, the wind picked up just a little. Messiah squinted against the sun, still clutching his new stuffed animal and other toys.Ā
āSay bye-bye, Marshalls,ā Malaya said playfully.
āBuh-byyyye,ā Messiah echoed, waving his fat fingers at the automatic doors.
She loaded him into the back seat, buckled him in, then leaned into the trunk to fit the bags. For the first time in a long time, she wasnāt calculating what had to be returned. She wasnāt worried if sheād have to dip into her backup fund, or hold off on groceries to make rent. For once, the world was still, just her and Messiah and a full backseat of things that didnāt have to be begged for.
She climbed into the driverās seat, adjusted the mirror, and smiled.
āChick-fil-A,ā she said out loud, tapping the wheel, āThen home.ā
From the back seat, Messiah clapped his Sonic stuffed animalās hands together.
The line inside Chick-fil-A was long enough to make her rethink the stop, but Messiah had spotted the cow through the window and lost his little mind with excitement. Malaya sighed, pushed open the glass door with her hip, and maneuvered the stroller inside, her purse tugging on one shoulder. Messiah kicked his light-up Buzz sneakers, a sticky straw wrapper clinging to his pants from the car ride. He was humming his little tune, clutching his tablet to his chest like it was a shield, though it had been dead for the last fifteen minutes.
She was tired but trying. That was the rhythm of her life. Every small joy scraped from the edge of exhaustion. She bounced a little on her feet, trying to keep Messiah occupied as they waited for their order. He was giggling now, asking for sauce he wouldnāt eat and poking his fingers into the cupholder on the stroller. The man behind the counter called her number, and she leaned over to grab the bags when a voice stopped her.
āMalaya?ā
She turned. At first, her mind scrambled, searching for something familiar. Then it clicked.
āJordan?ā she blinked.
He laughed, stepping forward, and it hit her all at once same smile, same skin that always looked warm no matter the season, but grown now. Grown in a way that made her heart stutter for just a second. His face was broader, beard filled in, and he carried himself with a quiet, settled ease. Not flashy. Justā¦content. His hair styled in a tapered curly fro with a clean hairline. and his black hoodie pulled snug over strong shoulders. Still had that soft anime nerd sweetness in his light brown, expressive eyes, though.
āDamn,ā he said, flashing a grin, āI wasnāt sure that was you.ā
She laughed, shifting the tray onto the stroller and adjusting the strap of her purse, āYeah. Itās been a minute.ā
āAt least ten years, right? Since high school?ā
āSomething like that,ā she nodded, āYou still in the city?ā
āFor now. Just came back from visiting my mama. Sheās still in the same house, yelling at the same neighbors.ā
Malaya chuckled, then motioned to the stroller, āThis is Messiah.ā
Jordan crouched slightly, offering the little boy a wave, āWhatās up, young king?ā
Messiah blinked up at him, shy, then leaned back with a small smile. Malaya reached down and tugged the napkin over his lap.
Jordan straightened again, looking her over in a way that was gentle, not greedy. āYou lookā¦good,ā he said carefully, āI mean, I always knew youād grow into something special, butāyeah. You look happy.ā
āDo I?ā she asked, not bitter, just amused.
He tilted his head, āYou got that mom tired look, but otherwiseā¦good.āĀ
She smiled, soft and private, āThanks. You got kids?ā
āOne. A boy. Shiloh. Heās four,ā he said, pulling his phone out and flipping it around to show her a lockscreen photo. A little boy with big eyes and wild curls grinned up at the camera, popsicle in hand.
Malaya tilted her head, admiring the photo, āHeās adorable. Got those big āI get away with everythingā eyes.ā
Jordan chuckled, āYeah, he gets that from me. The trouble too.ā
She laughedāwarm, full. The kind that caught her off guard, that made her feel like herself again for just a breath.
Jordan rubbed the back of his neck, his grin softening. āItās wild seeing you here. I mean⦠Iāve thought about you before. Like, damnā¦I wonder what Malayaās up to these days.ā
She didnāt jump to fill the silence, just smiled a little. Then said, āWorking hard. Dealing with this little guy. Itās hard butā¦heās my heart and soul.ā
Jordanās eyes dropped to Messiah, who was now trying to eat a fry and hum at the same time, āHe got your smile.ā
Malaya looked at her son and nodded, āMm. That he does. His good-for-nothing daddy took over the rest. But at least he got my chocolate skin.ā
Jordan chuckled, gaze lingering on her a second longer than necessary, āShoā nuff.ā
She nodded, folding the straw wrapper in her hand. She hadnāt had a real conversation with a man in weeks that wasnāt wrapped in DMs or veiled requests for more. This wasā¦different. Familiar in a way.
āLook,ā he said, stepping a little closer, āI donāt wanna hold you up, butā¦if you ever feel like catching upājust talking or whateverācan I get your number?ā
She hesitated.
Not because she didnāt want to. But because everything in her life required calculation now. Every new connection could cost her peace. But he wasnāt a stranger. He was Jordan. The boy who used to doodle on his sneakers and wear Naruto shirts. He used to sit behind her in chem and pass her his extra pencils when she always forgot hers. He wasnāt flirting heavy. He wasnāt pressing. He just looked like somebody she used to trust.
So she pulled out her phone, handed it over.
He typed in his number and texted himself.
āAlright. Iāll let you go feed your boy,ā he said, smiling again, āDonāt be a stranger.ā
She nodded, then watched him leaveāhoodie half-zipped, jeans cuffed, walking like he had nowhere to be but still meant to be there. Messiah tapped the stroller,Ā impatient. She gave him a nugget. Her phone buzzed. She looked down.
[New Message from: Jordan ā 404-xxx-xxxx]
For the recordā¦your smileās still the same.
She shook her head, half-grinning, then took a sip of her lemonade. Messiah crunched into his nugget, ketchup on his cheek.Ā
5:41 PM ā Saturday Evening Malayaās Apartment, East Point
The front door clicked shut behind her, a soft thud of tired satisfaction. Malaya pressed her back to it for a second, exhaled slow through her nose, then hoisted the shopping bags up one more time and made her way inside. Messiah was still chattering about fries. āFry fry fry fry fry,ā he sang from the crook of her arm, legs kicking with toddler glee.
āYou lucky you cute,ā she muttered under her breath with a smirk, stepping around the scattered sneakers near the door, āAlways get a toy and fries outta me.ā
She set the bags down on the couch first, then carried Messiah to his high chairāan old hand-me-down from a cousin but still sturdy. She snapped him in, kissed the top of his head, and got him a plastic bowl filled with cut-up nuggets, apple slices, and half of her Chick-fil-A fries.
āMickey?ā she asked, already reaching for the remote.
āMih-mouse,ā he nodded, wide-eyed. āMihhh-key!ā
She flipped to the channel, and like clockwork, the intro music filled the apartment. Messiahās eyes lit up. His feet swung back and forth in rhythm, hands sticky with juice from the apples. Malaya grabbed her bag and slipped into the small kitchen just off the living room. She poured herself a little sweet tea, popped the lid off her salad, and sat at the corner table, their ādining areaā pressed into the far wall of the living room, right by the heater vent. The table was wobbly. She balanced her plate with one hand and grabbed her phone with the other.
Jordan had already texted.
Jordan: Made it home yet?
She smiled and bit into her salad.
Malaya: Just sat down to eat. Mickey Mouse on blast lol.Ā
Jordan: Classic. That was Shilohās favorite too when he was little. It still is š He acts like itās brand new every time.
Malaya: Thatās how you know he happy. Repeats are for the soul.
She paused, fork halfway to her mouth, thinking about how easy the messages felt. No pressure. Just back-and-forth. He didnāt flirt heavy ā not yet. Just smooth, friendly⦠lowkey sweet. She glanced at Messiah, who now had fries in his lap, ketchup on his cheek, and was giggling at Goofy trying to hula hoop.
She took another bite and typed slowly.
Malaya: You ever come back to the old neighborhood?
Jordan: Sometimes. Moms moved though, so itās rare. You still in East Point?
Malaya: Yeah. Been here a few years now.
Jordan: You ever go out?
She hesitated.
Her phone buzzed again before she could decide how to answer.
Jordan: I mean like for fresh air. Farmerās market, music, whatever. Not tryna put you on the spot lol š.
That made her laugh, soft and soundless. She took a sip of tea, letting it cool the bite of vinaigrette on her tongue.
Malaya: I try. Depends on the day.
Messiah made a sound like āta-da!ā and flung his cup off the tray. It rolled under the table.Ā
Malaya set her phone down and stood up, grabbing a baby wipe and scooping him out, āYou a whole mess, man-man,ā she whispered, holding him close as he wrapped his arms around her neck and leaned his head on her shoulder. She checked his pull-up, clean enough, and wiped his hands and face. Once he was wriggling again, she let him loose inside his playpen, a square of padded foam tiles and bright plastic toys. He crawled over to his musical drum set and started banging with glee.
Finally, finally, she could breathe.
She waited until Messiah was settled in his playpen, blocks scattered around him, Mickey Mouse still chattering softly in the background. Once she was sure he was content, Malaya stood and padded down the short hallway to her bedroom.
The door stayed cracked. Always.
The box sat exactly where sheād left it earlier, tucked against the foot of the bed like it belonged there. Plain brown. No branding. No drama. Just weight.
She sat on the edge of the mattress and pulled it into her lap. This time, she opened it slower. Inside, cushioned in smooth black tissue paper, was the Bluetooth toy. Still sealed in its high-end packaging. Glossy black. Sleek. The kind of design that looked more like modern art than something meant to disappear inside a body. Her breath caught when she saw it. Beneath it were two plugs in soft pastel pink. One capped with a small gem that caught the light. The other shaped like a rosebud, delicate and intentional. She touched the edge of the packaging with the tip of her finger, then pulled her hand back like it might burn.
There was a small card tucked between the layers of tissue. No message. No handwriting. Just a barcode printed clean and centered. Below that sat a small glass bottle of perfume. Heavy for its size. She uncapped it and inhaled without thinking. Honey and sandalwood bloomed warm against her senses. Powdery. Deep. The kind of scent that lingered close to the skin instead of announcing itself. A new lip gloss followed. Nude brown. High shine. She rolled the tube between her palms, imagining how it would look under low light.
And then the lingerie.
Wine-colored lace. Sheer, with delicate embroidery that traced curves like it already knew her body. Her size. Exactly. She lifted it carefully, letting it drape between her hands, the fabric catching on her fingertips.
Malaya sat there for a long moment, surrounded by the quiet hum of the apartment and the distant sound of her son laughing at something on the TV.
Her hands were shaking now.
She reached for her phone and opened the tracking app she used for her wishlist. Scrolled past the item list. Past the delivery confirmations.
There it was.
MoTh3rL0ad88.
Every item. Every purchase.
Grateful. Overwhelmed. A little afraid of how seen she felt.
She stared at the name, lips parted slightly, chest rising and falling as if sheād just run up a flight of stairs. She didnāt know who he was. Hadn't seen the name pop up in the chat before. Didnāt know why heād done this. Didnāt know what he expected, if anything at all. She set the lingerie back in the box carefully, closed the lid, and rested her palm on top. But if she where being honest with herself, she knew what most men wanted. The ones who tipped big, who watched every night without blinking. A taste. A touch. A chance to fuck the girl behind the glass. Didnāt matter how soft their messages sounded,Ā eventually, they all circled the same flame. But she didnāt do meet-ups. Never had. Never would. That line stayed thick and final, no matter how badly rent pressed against her spine.
From the living room, Messiah let out another happy shriek, banging two toys together like cymbals.
Malaya smiled despite herself.
She wiped her hands on her jeans, stood, and went back to him.
11:19 PM ā Malayaās Apartment
Ā Messiah is asleep, the baby monitor steady on the dresser, screen dimmed but close enough that she can glance and know heās still breathing, still safe. That knowledge settles her shoulders before anything else does.
Malaya pours herself a small glass of wine and lets it warm her chest. Not enough to make her sloppy. Just enough to loosen the tight coil she carries through the day. She locks the bedroom door, pulls the blackout curtains closed, and pins the black satin sheet to the wall behind her. The fabric catches the low light and gleams faintly, like itās already wet.
She switches on the purple LED. The room changes. Not brighter. Thicker. Intimate. Private in a way that feels almost conspiratorial. She steps out of her clothes slowly. Not for the camera yet. Just for herself. Oil goes on first, warmed between her palms. She works it into her thighs, over the soft swell of her hips, across her stomach where skin still bears the quiet evidence of carrying a life. The oil turns her dark skin luminous, highlights catching on the curves she used to try to hide. Tonight she does not hide a thing.
The lingerie comes next. The wine-colored lace from the box. She slides it up her legs, the fabric gliding easily, crotchless and unapologetic. It fits her like it was designed with her body in mind. The plug goes in after, pink and smooth, gem cool against her fingers before it disappears inside her. She exhales, slow, steady, grounding herself in the feeling. A quiet fullness. A reminder that she is still capable of wanting.
Clear strap heels click against the floor as she steps into them. She fastens the anklet, settles the velvet choker at her throat, and lets her twists hang loose down her back. Her lips get one pass of nude-brown gloss. Nothing else. Her face stays out of frame anyway.
She sets the camera low, angled up. Thighs first. Stomach. The curve of her ass when she turns. She presses the suction dildo into place, adjusts the riding pillow beneath her, and brings the wand close enough that she can feel its promise without turning it on yet.
Music hums low in the background. Kut Klose slipping into the room like a secret. SZA after that. Brent Faiyaz. A rhythm that makes her hips move even before she tells them to.
She goes live.
The chat fills slowly. Names she knows. Names she pretends not to know. Tokens start to trickle in, soft chimes that barely register compared to the pulse in her body.
Camera0ff appears without announcement. No greeting. No words. Just there.
Her breath stutters anyway.
She doesnāt look at the chat when heās in the room. Never does. But her body reacts like it knows. Her thighs spread wider. Her hand goes back to the oil, slicking more over her skin, letting it drip between her legs, letting it catch the light as it slides.
Another thousand tokens drops. Exact. Clean.
She rolls her hips forward and sinks down onto the dildo, slow enough that it makes her gasp. Not loud. Just honest. The plug shifts inside her, presses where she needs it, and her head tips back out of frame. She rides like she has nowhere else to be. Like she has all the time in the world.
DIYDemon23 pops into the chat, tipping with a familiar rhythm. A request scrolls by about tightening bolts, about hands and effort and sweat. She smiles to herself and shifts her weight, pretending to brace against something invisible, thighs flexing, body moving like sheās working at a problem that requires concentration. The tips follow. Predictable. Comfortable.
JustForTheTaste sends a small tip and a message about oil, about how sticky she looks. She drags her palms over her breasts, slow squeeze, letting the lace darken as it absorbs the shine. She says nothing, just breathes into the mic, lets the sound do the work.
NothinButNecks asks for her mouth. She leans closer to the camera, just enough that her collarbone and throat fill the frame. Glossy lips part. She tilts her head, exposing the long line of her neck, fingers tracing where a mouth might go. The tip lands heavier this time. She hums softly, low in her chest.
BILLS4U arrives like a storm. Big numbers. Heavy drops. A message flashes asking her to ignore him, to use him, to let the money talk while she rides. She obliges without comment. Turns her back to the chat, focuses on the mirror angled just enough to show the arch of her spine, the way her ass moves as she picks up speed.
She straddled the clear dildo in reverse, knees spread wide on the plush throw she kept laid out for nights like this. The soft LED lights glowed low behind her, catching on the slick sheen across her thighs. She wasnāt in a talking mood. No teasing. No tip menu. Just riding. Just fucking. Just giving them a show.
Sheād started slowārocking her hips like she was warming up for something deeper. Her fat pussy wrapped the toy with a wet sound that filled the mic even without her saying a word. A pastel pink plug winked between her cheeks every time she lifted, then dropped again with a bounce. She was oiled up to the shine, body glowing like sheād been dipped in desire. Breasts jiggling with every roll, Her mouth parted. No words. Just little sounds. Soft, breathy gasps that got sharper when the toy hit the right spot inside.
And it did.
Again.
And again.
And again.
Her rhythm got filthier. Not rushed. But filthy. Like she was sinking into it. Like her body took over and she was nothing but hips and thighs and wetness now. The suction toy beneath her pulled at her clit in slow pulsesāone hand anchored on the floor, the other sliding up to squeeze a breast, fingers slick with her own mess.
Tokens fell in steady. But then it hit.
+1,000
Camera0ff has tipped 1,000 tokens
Camera0ff has tipped 1,000 tokens
Camera0ff has tipped 1,000 tokens
Somewhere out there, he was watching her just like thisāstill, quiet, obsessed. She fucked the dildo harder. She arched, bracing herself as she pushed down until the toy disappeared all the way into her soaked cunt. Cream spilled down the base, thick and glistening. Her cheeks bounced with every slap of her hips against the toy.
Her pussy sounded so wet the audio glitched.
Squish. Squish. Squish.
The suction toy buzzed louder now. She spread her knees more, back bowed, bouncing in tighter circles. The plug kept her open. Made her more sensitive. Kept her needy. Her thighs were shaking, ass jiggling with every stroke. It was the kind of show that made the chat explode.
But she didnāt give them anything back.
No name drops.
No thank yous.
No dirty talk.
Just fucking.
She grabbed the toy beneath her and held it in deeper, grinding down slow while her fingers found her clit and rubbed in tight, messy circles. Her breathing got ragged. Her back flexed. Her pussy spasmed around the toy, dripping so much now the mess had soaked into the pillow beneath her.
And still, she didnāt cum.
She paused. Caught herself. Stayed right on the edge and let her body throb with it. Her eyes fluttered closed, head falling forward as she rocked again. This time slow. Deep. Her plug shifted with every grind, making her hips stutter and her mouth fall open again in a silent moan.
She wanted to give it to them. She almost did.
Across town, Smoke sat still.
Shirtless. Durag pulled low. Joggers tented. One hand slow inside the waistband, the other gripping the glass of dark liquor he hadnāt sipped since she started.
He didnāt blink.
Not once.
Her pussy looked unrealāglistening and stretched around that dildo like it was made just for her. Cream laced the toy, the base, her thighs. Her ass looked tight and soft, plug shimmering pink between her cheeks. He adjusted in the chair but didnāt stroke. Just watched. Obsession thick in his chest. Jaw clenched.
The camera shook for a moment when she switched anglesāreversed herself just enough to show her spread pussy from the back. Lips swollen. Messy. Pushed apart by the fat toy buried inside her.
He exhaled through his nose, finally taking a sip of his drink.
She was everything.
Everything.
She slowed her ride with a trembling gasp, thighs slick, cunt clenching around the last thrust before she lifted off the dildo with a wet pop. The sound was loud. Filthy. The mic picked up everythingādrip, squish, her breath catching as she settled back onto her heels, hair stuck to the sides of her face. The clear toy was soaked. Glazed. Cream coating the shaft and pooling at the base. She brought it to her mouth without a word. Just a look.
Eyes half-lidded. Lips parted.
She sucked the mess off slow at first, letting the tip glide across her tongue like a treat. Her lips wrapped around it, mouth hollowing as she cleaned herself from base to head, then deeperāuntil her gag reflex hit and she choked just enough to make spit bubble at the corners of her mouth. Her fingers gripped tighter. She pushed again, tried to take more, gagging louder now. Saliva dripped down to her tits, joining the streaks of sweat and oil.
She laughed. Low. Nasty. Smirk curling on her lips as she pulled it free and licked up the side, tongue flat. He couldnāt see her eyes but he just knew she looked dead into the camera. Like she knew what it was doing to him. She tossed the dildo aside with a little flick of her wrist and leaned back, planting both palms behind her. Spreading her legs.
That pussy was still creamy. Still twitching. Lips fat, glistening, parted just enough to tease the view of her clit. She grabbed the dildo again, slapping it between her folds a few timesāsharp, juicy smacks that echoed. Each one louder than the last. Her pussy drooled on contact. The chat went wild.
slap slap slap
Wet strings of arousal stretched from her to the toy with every tap. Then she reached for the hot pink wand. It buzzed to life in her hand.
And that was all it took.
She brought it to her clit like she was desperate now. No teasing. No buildup. Just need. The vibrator met her with a sharp jolt and her hips jumped, knees knocking together before she spread them againāwider this time. She let the camera see everything. Her pussy wide open. Cream still leaking. Her clit twitching under the wand.
She started to moan. Short, broken sounds that spilled out whether she meant to or not. Her head rolled back. One hand slipped to her tit, squeezing while the other held the wand steady. The closer she got, the sloppier her movements became. She bucked into the toy now. Back arching. Thighs trembling.
Smoke leaned forward in his chair, jaw clenched.
His dick was rock hard. Veins bulging. Head pushing up against the cotton of his joggers like it wanted to tear clean through. That thick, long piece of him lay heavy across his thigh, twitching once when she started moaning louder. His hand slid back beneath the waistband, slow. Grip tight. He didnāt stroke yet. Just palmed it. Felt how big heād gotten.
He couldnāt look away.
The screen showed every slick detail. That pussyāfat and stretched, still pulsing from the toy, twitching under the wand. The sound of her moaning. The buzz of the vibrator. The sticky slap of her mess dripping onto the pillow.
God, he wanted her under him. Wanted to slide that plug back in, hold her hips down, and make her scream into the mattress. He tilted the glass of liquor without drinking it, annoyed now. Not at her.
At the wand. That wasnāt the one he sent.
She hadnāt used the Bluetooth vibe he gave her. The one he could control. The one that let him tease her from across the city with a tap on his phone. She chose her own tonight.
He took a breath. Shook it off. Let the irritation melt into obsession again. Because she was close. She was fucking close.
Her legs were shaking. Wide open. Toes curled. Ankles flexed hard as her thighs trembled with the effort of staying upright, staying presentābut her body was gone now. Gone to pleasure. Gone to that buzzing wand pressed tight to her clit.
The wand was soaked. Her pussy was messier than ever. Every pass across her clit made her hips jolt, made her eyes roll, made her breath catch in ragged little sobs of sound. She was closeāso close it was crawling up her spine, clamping around her like a fist.
And then she started talking.
āY-youāre making my pussy cumā¦fuckā¦youāre making my pussy cumā¦ā
Her voice broke on it. Again.
āYouāre making my pussy cumāā
The chant left her lips in breathless repetition. Like she couldnāt stop. Like she needed to say it to get there.
āItās right on my clitā¦fuckā¦itās right on my clit⦠feels so goodā¦ā
Her head tilted, lips trembling, bottom one caught between her teeth like she was holding on to her last bit of control. But her eyesāthose eyes looked gone.
āKeep tipping me,ā she gasped, barely able to say it through the moans, āif you wanna see this phat pussy squirt.ā
The chat exploded.
+1000
+500
+1000āCamera0ff
She moaned louder. Back arched. Hips rolled. Her pussy flexed hard around nothing. Just twitching in the open air, on full display. Her cream had already soaked the pillow. Her clit looked swollen, shiny, almost trembling under the wand.
Smokeās jaw locked tight. His hand was finally moving nowāgripping his dick through his joggers as it jumped in his palm. That big, fat length twitched every time she said pussy. Every time she moaned through another wave. Every time she begged for tips like the whole room wasnāt watching her come undone.
And then she came.
Hard.
Her whole body jerked. A strangled moan punched out of her chest. Her legs tried to close, but she held them open with sheer will, forcing them wide as her orgasm tore through her.
She squirted. Once. Then again. A messy gush soaked the wand and sprayed down her inner thighs, making her cry out louder. Her hips bucked into it, chasing more, chasing the tail end of it while her voice got high and tight and shakyā
āFuckfuckfuckfuckāā
She nearly dropped the wand. Managed to hold it just long enough for one final pulse, one last desperate moan as her cunt clenched hard, leaking and twitching. And then she collapsed back, chest heaving. Body twitching in the aftershocks. Her pussy was a mess. Raw and creamy and wide open.
Smoke let out a sound between a groan and a growl.
He needed her.
Bad.
The kind of need that made his throat tight and his balls ache. His dick strained so hard against his joggers it hurt. He sat there, eyes burning into the screen like he could brand her with his stare alone.
She hadnāt said his name once.
But that pussy? That pussy was his.
She giggled.
Not shy. Not sweet. That giggle had drip to it.
She was still sprawled out, legs wide, pussy glistening and open, a fucking mess between her thighs. Her body trembled just slightly from the comedown, but she didnāt close. Didnāt hide. She spread herself wider. Fingers at the lips, pulling her pussy open for the cameraāfat, raw, creamy pink, glistening under the studio lights. The chat exploded.
Iād tongue fuck that til you passed out.
Bet you taste like fruit. š Ā
On my knees already, Queen š
Let me slide in raw. Cream for me just like that.
Why it look that juicy tho?!
Iād ruin it slow, you donāt even know š®āšØ
Line after line. Filth pouring in from hard, horny men who couldnāt keep their hands off their dicks. They were ready to worship. Ready to pay. Ready to beg.
She lifted one leg high. Planted her foot flat. And started grinding slowātiny rolls of her hips that made her still-leaking pussy glisten even more as DVSN came through the speakers soft in the background. A low, moaning R&B groove that matched the wet circles she rode on air. She licked her lips, tilted her head, smiled like she already knew how every single one of them would nut thinking about this later.
Then her voice came through, low and slick, āIām about to log off nowā¦but Iām accepting private chats from top tier members only.ā She sucked her bottom lip. Let it pop back out, āIf Iām feelinā the vibesā¦might be down to talk dirty. Donāt be dry, though. Come correct.ā
She blew a kiss.
Gave the camera one last spread. Pussy still twitching faintly, clit still swollen, thighs wet.
āGoodnight, freaks.ā
And ended the stream.
The screen went black.
Across the city, Smoke sat in silence.
Still shirtless. Still hard.
That thick dick lay heavy in his hand, pulsing in his palm, fat at the tip and leaking. He hadnāt even finished. Couldnāt. Not yet. Not when his mind was stuck on her. That pussy. That fucking smirk.
He sat there for a beat.
Thinking.
He had never messaged her for dirty talk. Not directly. Not from Camera0ff. He kept that account quiet. Sterile. Eyes only.
But now?
He reached for his phone.
Opened a different profile. One he hadnāt used in weeks.
@YungCipher š¶ļø
Verified. Still active. He cracked his neck. Wiped his hand on his thigh. Typed slow.
And started the private chat.
You said come correct. So letās talk. Iāve been watchinā. You been fuckinā up my sleep.
Now I want your attention. Just for me.
No music, no chat chimes. Just the soft whir of her mini fan and the sound of her own breath, still unsteady, still thick with the rhythm of what she just gave them. Her thighs were parted, one knee cocked up, the other draped low, toes touching the floor like an afterthought. Cream glistened on her inner thighsāslick, messy, the kind of mess that lingered when the show ended but the need didnāt.
Malaya shifted slow, lazy, her silk robe clinging wet to the curve of her hip where her body had gotten too warm, too sticky. The robe was barely tied, a soft sage green thing she always reached for post-show when she wanted to feel pretty. Luxurious. She liked how it looked against her skin, the way the sheen picked up the low light of her desk lamp and kissed her curves. Her nipples poked through the thin fabricāfat, round, still stiff, still aching. Her pussy? Still creamy. Still throbbing. Still open.
She kept the cam room up in the background just in case someone sent a late tip or left a filthy review, but her eyes were on her DMs. Waiting. Thirsty in more ways than one. That creamy POV she just did? Slurpy, moaning, talking dirty into the cam like she could feel every inch of the dick she was pretending to ride? She knew it went crazy. Knew it had āem gripping themselves, leaking, moaning back. She knew how they got. How they begged. How they paid.
She was just about to close the app when the message pinged.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Whatās good, mamas? Down to chat witā me? Iāll make it worth your while, I promise.
Malaya blinked at the name.
She knew that username.
YungCipher.
Didnāt show up often. Only during certain shows. The ones where her pussy was on full displayāglossy, slow strokes, cream gliding down toys. That was when heād appear. Never right away. Always late. Heād drop in, say something filthy in the chatāshort, bold, bluntāand vanish just as quick, usually leaving behind a clean tip with no message.
Sheād never paid him much mind. Until now.
Now he was DMing.
She sat up a little, adjusting her robe, tucking one leg underneath herself as she stared at the message again.
Something about itā¦felt different. Not desperate. Not thirsty. Justā¦smooth. Intentional.
She smiled slow, fingertips grazing her lips.
š¬ Malaya: Well hey there, stranger. Sure, we can chat. Weāll see if itās worth my time šā
She sent it and waited.
Curious. Tempted.
Still a little creamy.
Still thumping.
Just like he liked it.Ā
Malaya sat up a little straighter, the tension in her belly returning like heat blooming under her skin. Her heart tapped quick against her ribs. She saw itābottom right corner.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Still creamy, huh?
Her lips parted. She bit the lower one. The robe slid open just enough for a sticky string to stretch between her lips, creamy and slow. She shivered.
She clicked it with her thumb, pulse fluttering like a moth trapped behind her breastbone.
š¬ Malaya: Mmmā¦figured you were watchinā. Took you long enough, nasty.
She hovered, waiting, still gently rocking in her chair like her body didnāt know the show was over yet. Her legs squeezed together without her permission. That text had her sitting upārobe sliding further off one shoulder, nipples dragging against silk, heat flashing behind her knees. Something about the way he said it. So casual. So knowing. Like he wasnāt guessingāhe knew she was still creamy. Like he was still watching her now. She leaned her elbow on the desk, fingers brushing her lower lip as she stared at the screen. There was a new message.
š¬ Yung Cipher: I seen how you creamed all on that toy. Shit was glossy. Fat, too.
Her breath caught. Her thighs twitched. Not even a full minute passed before another came inā
š¬ Yung Cipher: You still dripping?
She didnāt type right away. She adjusted the camera even though the stream was off, instinctual. Turned the chair slightly so she could spread her legs again. The robe slipped open completely. She looked down. Cream still there. Puffy, parted lips glistening, folds sticky, twitching like they missed the toy already. It was obscene the way she was still open. Still needy. She sucked her fingers clean out of habit, then typed with her other hand.
š¬ Malaya: Still dripping, baby. Wanna taste?
She giggled to herself, but it wasnāt sweet. It was thick with lust. With the type of hunger that curled up in the belly and wouldnāt let go.
The dots appeared. Then vanished. Then came back.
Her pussy throbbed again.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Nah. I wanna see it. Real close. Name your price. How much for a picture of that fat, creamy pussy?Ā
Malayaās mouth fell open just slightly. She sat there, robe wide, pussy glistening, heart thudding. This wasnāt just tipping tokens in the chat anymore. This was direct. Intentional. A transaction of desire so specific it made her whole body hum. Her breath left her slowālike steamāand she tilted her hips in the chair without thinking, letting the air touch her.
She stared at the screen. Thought about the angles. Thought about how it would feel to send it. Thought about how bad he wanted it. Her fingers danced across the keyboard.
š¬ Malaya: Dependsā¦you want just the pussy? Or you want my fingers in it too?
She bit her lip.
š¬ Malaya: $100 for the pic. $150 if I dip two fingers and show you what creamy really look like.
And then she waited. Dripping. Throbbing. Waiting for his answer like sheād already spent the money. Like her body wanted to be sold tonight.
The silence was syrupy.
Thenāding.
š¬ Yung Cipher: $150. With two fingers. Slow. Creamy like you said.
The cash came through seconds later.
Cha-ching.
That PayNote alert hit her like a slap to the ass.
šø Payment received: $150 from Yung Cipher
Malaya blinked, then grinned slow, teeth catching the inside of her cheek. Her nipples tightened again, responding before her brain even caught up. Her pussy gave a greedy twitch like it knew it had been purchased. Like it was proud. She clicked off the desk lamp. Let the screen glow light her.
Phone in hand now. Knees wide. Camera angle just right. She clicked to video mode. Took a deep breath and looked down.
Fat. Creamy. Puffy. Still leaking.
The lips were thick and plush, a dark rose shade flushed with blood, the inner folds glossy with wetness. Her slit still pulsed slightlyāsensitive from her earlier release but greedy for more. The cream had pooled, coating her folds in milky white gloss. Her clit peeked out, shiny and swollen, practically begging for breath. She slid her fingers down once. Just to prep.
They came up glistening. Her breath hitched.
āF-fuck,ā she whispered to herself.
The filth of it had her smiling. Wicked and pretty. She leaned back further. Raised her phone. Started the slow glide of her middle and ring fingers between her foldsājust like he asked.
Two fingers. Slow.
She let the tips part her. Cream stretched in globs. Wet noises loud even without the mic. Her pussy opened like it missed being filled. Her fingers sank in just a little, just enough for the shot. Cream eased out, coating her fingers, dripping back onto her palm. It was a mess.
She snapped the pic.
Previewed it.
Her thick, wet pussy glistening under the glow of the screen. Fingers dipped and shining. A perfect strand of cream gliding across her middle knuckle like icing.
She sent it.
š· Attachment sent: āmalaya_creamy2fingers.jpgā
Then followed with a message:
š¬ Malaya: You sure you donāt wanna upgrade to video? Iām still warm, baby. Still wet.
She hit send.
Her heart beat fast. Her robe slipped further. Her free hand drifted to her thigh again.
Another ping.
She didnāt even flinchājust licked her lips and leaned in. Eyes glowing in the light of the screen, the air around her humid with heat and musk and money.
š¬ Yung Cipher:
āNah.ā
āI want that video.ā
āShow me what them fingers do. Slow. Messy. Talk to me while you stroke it.ā
Another notification hit.
šø Payment received: $400 from Yung Cipher
With note: āMake me cum, mama.ā
Malaya moaned under her breath, just at the message.
There was something about this one.
Yung Cipher wasnāt like the others. Didnāt fumble. Didnāt hesitate. His money came correct, his words came low and nasty, and his intent sliced through the screen like a hand at her throat. Malaya was slick just reading him.
She adjusted her camera.
Set her phone on the tripod, angled lowāreal low. The frame just showed the curve of her thighs, the dip of her hips, and the dripping heaven between. No face. Just raw, ruined, pussy.
She pressed record.
The first thing the camera caught? Her fingers spreading herself open.
Lips parted, folds swollen and glistening, clit hard and standing like it knew it was being watched. Her cream was thicker nowāmilky, wet, coating her entrance in glossy white where sheād clenched and released too many times tonight already.
She brought two fingers back to her opening. Eased in. A low moan slipped out her throat. Sticky. Sloppy. The sound of wet pussy filled the room. Her other hand lifted the bottom of the robe so her stomach and tits were visible too, jiggling slightly with every pump of her fingers.
Then came her voice. Sultry. Soft. Soaked in heat.Ā
āYou see that, baby? That mess right there? Thatās your faultā¦ā
She pulled her fingers out. Cream spilled. She pushed them back in, slower this time. Grinding in circles. Her hips rolled with the motion, her clit twitching from proximity alone.
āThese fingers just fillinā in for you. I been creamy all night. Drippinā down my ass. You wanted messy, daddy? Mmmphā¦fuckā¦you got messy.ā
She whimpered as her fingers curved inside. Hit the spot just right. Her stomach jumped. She kept stroking, kept talking, her voice lowering to a hush.
āThis pussy loud, huh? Sloppy for you. You like watchinā it stretch? Creamy little fuckhole just soakinā for youā¦ā
Her pace picked up. Her body rocked. She was close. Too close. And she didnāt care. Back arched, thighs trembling, her other hand lifted to pinch her own nipple through the robe. Her clit screamed for contact, but she kept edging, kept fucking herself for him. The sound of her fingers was obscene. Messy. Wet.
And through it all, her voice purred, āGonā let daddy watch me cumā¦gonā let him see all this creamā¦you ready?ā
She moaned long, sharpāhips locking as the orgasm finally hit. A wave of cream spilled past her fingers, dripping down her ass and onto the towel beneath. Her pussy pulsed around her hand, still creamy, still fluttering.
She cut the video at the peak of the twitch.
Previewed it. No edits. Just pure filth.
She sent it.
š¹ Attachment sent: āmalaya_creampour_slowstroke.mp4ā
Thenā
š¬ Malaya: You cum yet, baby? Or you need me to watch you too?ā
She leaned back. Grinning. Sticky. Spent. Soaked in money and wetness.
The message preview flashed before she could even catch her breath.
š¹ New Video from Yung Cipher
No caption. No words. Just a timestamp and a fire emoji.
Malayaās pussy clenched on nothing. Her body still pulsed from her own release, the creamy mess between her thighs sticking to the inside of her robe now, still hot, still fresh. Her nipple throbbed from how hard sheād pinched it. She was soaked. Boneless. Breathless.
But her thumb moved fast. She tapped the video open.
First frame? A thick, dark dick filling the screenāheavy, glistening, jumping. Her mouth dropped open. She almost choked on a gasp. The tip was swollen, flushed dark, glistening with a pearl of cum pushing from the slit. The shaft twitched like it had its own heartbeat. Veins thick. Base wet. The whole thing dripping. It wasnāt even moving, not yet. Just standing proud like it knew it had her attention.
Then, slow stroke. Just the fingersāgripping the base, gliding up with a fist full of cum coating the length.
āMmmfāfuckā¦ā
His voice was low. Raspy. Almost growled. He wasnāt talking to the phone. He was talking to her. The strokes got faster, wet sounds sticky and deep. Cum leaked in thick globs. His breathing got ragged. He grunted once. Then twice.
Then came the deep moan, āUnnnhhhāfuck. Thatās all you, baby girlā¦ā
Another thick pulse shot from the tipācum oozing, gliding down in slow strings over his knuckles. The dick twitched violently once, then twice. And then he spokeālow, deliberate, like he needed her to feel it.Ā
āThis what you do to me, Miss Pretty Pussy.ā
Video cut. Ended there. Like a slap.
Malaya just sat thereāopen, wet, unable to move. The cream between her legs warmed again like her body was responding. Like it wanted round two without permission.
Her thighs pressed together. She whined out loudāsoft, helpless. She messaged back, trembling fingers on the keys.
š¬ Malaya: I need to taste it next time. For real.
The cursor blinked. Her lips parted.
She added one more.
š¬ Malaya: You always gonna call me that? Miss Pretty Pussy?
And she waited. Heart still pounding. Whole body humming like he touched her without even being here.
Then it came.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Yeah. Iām always gonā call you that. āCause that pussy too pretty to go by anything else.
Her breath caught. She was already smirking, heart skipping, body tilting toward the screen like he was speaking in her ear.
The next message hit harder.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Soon as I get you? Iām pullinā those thighs open wide and buryinā my whole face in it. Iāma suck that creamy clit till your knees give out. Talk all that nasty shit in my ear while Iām tongue deep.
Malayaās lips parted. She inhaled sharp.
Fingers dipped. Just barely.
š¬ Malaya: Iām gonā cry. I already know I am. You eat pussy like you got a vendetta, huh?
The dots danced again.
š¬ Yung Cipher: I eat pussy like Iām tryna survive it. Like the messier it get, the longer I live. I want it in my beard, on my tongue, runninā down my neck.
š¬ Yung Cipher: You moaninā? Iāma keep suckinā. You twitchinā? Iāma keep lickinā. You creaminā? Iāma spit on it and fuckinā slurp.
Malaya whimpered, rocking in her seat again.
š¬ Malaya: Shiiitā¦Iām wet all over again. This chair got a stain now. And my thighs sticky, daddy. Sticky and shakinā.
He responded quick.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Good. Keep that pussy sloppy for me. Next time? I aināt talkinā. Iām spreadinā you out like a meal. Tongue in your hole while I thumb your clit.ā
š¬ Yung Cipher: And after I eat? Iām liftinā that pretty ass up and slidinā in raw. No condom. No mercy. Just thick dick stretchinā you slowā¦till I bottom out.ā
Her pussy jumped.
š¬ Malaya:I canāt even lieā¦Iām clenching. You got my whole body thumpinā. And I want it raw. Wanna feel every inch. Feel that nut fill me up when you cum.ā
š¬ Yung Cipher: Iām gonā cum inside, Miss Pretty Pussy. Slow strokes. Moaning in it. You callinā out my name. You gonā squirt or cry or both?
š¬ Yung Cipher: And when I pull out? Iāma rub that cream into your pussy lips like lotion. Then flip you over and do it again.
Malaya could barely sit still. Her fingers were back in her pussy, slow. Wet. Curling.
But she wanted more.
š¬ Malaya: Say it again. Say what you gonā do when you finally get this pussy.
And just like thatā
š¬ Yung Cipher: Iām gonā fuck you like I paid for it. Like I own it. Like nobody else ever had it but me. Gonā make you my nasty little throat and cumhole.
š¬ Yung Cipher: You ready for that, mama? Ready to get used like the nasty lil wet thing you are?
Her hand was moving faster now.
š¬ Malaya: I been ready. You wanna own me? Claim me? Say it, daddy. Say that pussy yours.
The response was instant.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Itās mine. That fat, creamy pussy? That mouth that moan my name? Them legs that shake soon as I talk nasty? All thatāmine.
Malaya moaned. Low. Raw. Shameless. She came again with her phone in her hand, his words still glowing on the screen, her body soaked and owned in every way but physical. Her skin was damp with sweat, thighs spread again, the air slick with sex and steam. She couldnāt stop replaying that damn videoāhis dick, thick and twitching, that fat tip leaking just for her. That low grunt. That final line.
This what you do to me, Miss Pretty Pussy.
It haunted her in the best way. And now, was still typing.
The dots danced.
Her body responded like it belonged to those three dots. She sucked in a breath and waited.
Thenā
š¬ Yung Cipher: That lil creamy pussy keep talkinā to me, huh? Begginā for my tongue like it missed me. Let me tell you what Iām really gonā do.
Her pussy clenched. She rubbed herself slow, fingers sliding through her own cream like syrup. Legs trembling. Chest heaving.
š¬ Yung Cipher: First? Iāma have you laid back, ankles damn near by your ears. Make you hold āem. That way I can see all of itāpussy lips spread, hole twitchinā, cream waitinā.
She whined.Ā
š¬ Yung Cipher: Then Iāma spit on it. Real thick. Let it drip right into your hole. Then Iām lickinā it up. Long slow tongue from back to front.
š¬ Yung Cipher: I aināt rushinā. Iāma kiss every part of it. Left lip. Right lip. Suck on your folds like they my bottom lip.Ā
Malayaās toes curled. She had three fingers inside now. Eyes fluttering. Pussy soaked.
š¬ Malaya: Iām leaking. Fuck, Iām leaking just reading this. I wanna feel that tongue in me so bad.
š¬ Yung Cipher: You gonā feel it. Iāma tongue-fuck that creamy hole until your hips lift off the bed. Gonā make you cream in my mouth. You ever scream through a nut, baby? Gonā have you doinā that.
Malaya gripped her phone, knuckles tight. She could barely type.
š¬ Malaya: Iāma be cryinā. Shakinā. Legs gonā give out. You eatinā pussy like you tryna steal my soul.
He didnāt stop.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Exactly. Iāma trap your soul in my throat. Then suck that lil clit like I own it. Two fingers inside you, tongue flickinā your clitā¦until you cum all in my beard.
Malayaās legs spasmed.
She was panting. Whining. Her other hand was pinching her nipple raw now.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Iāma talk shit with your pussy in my mouth. Let the sound of me slurpin echo while you cry. Then Iāma look up at you, face soaked, and sayā¦
He paused. Malayaās whole body paused with him.
š¬ Yung Cipher:ā¦You taste like heaven, Miss Pretty Pussy.
Malaya snapped.Ā
She cried out, back arching, pussy squirting in a sudden gush against her own palm. Her robe was soaked. Her desk chair dripping. She shook through the release, biting her lip hard to keep from screaming. She collapsed, trembling.
Phone buzzed again.
š¬ Yung Cipher: You cumminā right now, huh? Creaminā off my words alone.
She barely managed to type.Ā
š¬ Malaya: Yes. Daddy. You own me now.Ā
š¬ Yung Cipher: Send me a voice note. Let me hear how wet you are. And moan for me while you do it.
Malaya bit her lip hard. She felt the throb again. That heavy ache in her pussy that never seemed to go away when he typed like this. That ache that whispered Obey him. That ache that had her already reaching for her phone before she even replied.
Her fingers were shaking. Not from nerves. From need. She slid two fingers back inside.
Schlllk.
The sound was loudāmessy, wet, slick. She knew heād want to hear that. She cranked the phone volume low, just to test, and the squelch echoed off her walls like sex in surround sound.
She hit record. Didnāt speak at first. Just moaned.bSoft at first. Breathless. Then deeper.
āMmmmā¦fuckā¦you hear that?ā Schlick-schlickāwet fingers plunging into cream again, āItās so wet, daddyā¦so messyā¦so loudā¦You got my pussy screaminā. All this mess? Just from your voiceā¦ā moaning again, whimpering on the tail end of a gasp, āYou got me creaminā like you already hereā¦wish your tongue was in it while I talk like thisā¦wish I could ride your face ātil you couldnāt breatheā¦ā
She ended it with a sharp little cryāraw and soaked in lust.
š¤ Voice Note Sent: 0:46
She didnāt even wait. Sent another message right after.
š¬ Malaya: You hear how wet you got me? Tell me what that did to youā¦
She was trembling. Phone in one hand. Fingers in the other. Still not satisfied. Still craving.
He listened to it four times.
The voice note.
Every breath. Every wet sound. Every moan shaped like his name even if she didnāt say it.
She was soaked. Squelching. Fuckinā creamy. Her pussy was singinā for him. And it made his dick twitch so hard it jumped in his palm. Heād already pulled his sweats down, fist gripped around the base, head swollen and leaking just from the sound of her.
He sat back, legs wide, stroking slow. Deep. Face lit only by the glow of his phone screen, her moans still echoing in his head. Still hearing.Ā
āAll this mess? Just from your voiceā¦ā
He let out a low breath, thumb teasing his slit to collect the drop of precum gliding down. His jaw was locked. Eyes half-shut. That same picture of her messy pussy flashing behind his lids. That creamy, pulsing, needy little cunt.
He hit record. His voice came out low. Rough. Deep like smoke caught in his throat.
āYou got my dick hard as fuck, girl,ā he released a slight groan as his fist moves slow over his shaftāwet strokes, audible, āListen to thatā¦thatās you. Thatās yo nasty lil voice got me strokinā like thisā¦ā shhk, shhk, shhkāhis rhythm steady, thick, wet, You want this nut, donāt you? Wanna feel it warm inside that pretty pussyā¦ā he gruntsālow, chesty, sharp, āFuuuck⦠yo voice got me ready to explode. Soon as get you? Iām pullinā them thighs apart and eatinā every drop. Cream in my mouth while I talk shit between licksā¦ā his fist speeds upāslap of skin now louder, āThat moan? That lil cry you made at the end? That shit made me cum, Malayaā¦ā He sucked in a final sharp breath, then a raw, heavy groan as his nut hitsālong and thick, Unnnghhā¦fuck⦠look what you did to meā¦you got this dick throbbinā, Miss Pretty Pussyā¦ā
š¤ Voice Note Sent: 1:02
He exhaled. Chest still rising, hand slick with cum, dick twitching in the aftershocks.
And he waited.
Knowing sheād listen to that with her fingers already back inside her.
She pressed play with a trembling thumb. Held the phone to her ear like it was sacred. His voiceāthick, husky, dripping with controlāslid into her like a wet tongue. His words werenāt rushed. They were paced. Drawled out. Like every syllable was chosen to own her.
āYou got my dick hard as fuck, girlā¦ā
Her knees buckled.
She wasnāt even standing. Just curled up, naked in her desk chair, but her knees buckled. She whimpered before the rest of it even landed. That low breath. That stroke. That wet shhk, shhk, shhk of his grip on his cock? It had her cunt clenching like it missed something it never even had. His voice was everywhere. In her ear. In her chest. In her pussy.
And thenā
āSoon as I see you? Iām pullinā them thighs apart and eatinā every drop.ā
Her lips parted in a soundless moan, fingers already sliding through her folds again, hot and swollen and dripping from just hearing him grunt.
She closed her eyes. Listened harder.
āThat moan? That lil cry you made at the end?ā
She bit her bottom lip so hard it almost bled. That moment? Sheād been convulsing. Creaming. And he heard it. Claimed it. Owned it like he had a hand around her throat.
And then came the final blowā
āLook what you did to meā¦you got this dick throbbinā, Miss Pretty Pussyā¦ā
Her whole soul short-circuited. No name. No pretense. Just that title. That possession. Miss Pretty Pussy.
She whispered it to herself, āMiss Pretty Pussyā¦ā like it was a spell.
And the dam broke.
Her fingers plunged deep, palm grinding her clit, thighs shaking as she sobbed through her next orgasmāloud, uncontrollable, mouth open wide with no shame. She came so hard it made her dizzy. Body locking. Toes curling. Pussy gushing. She slumped back, dripping down her own thighs. A full mess now. Nails trembling, she finally lifted the phone again, vision blurry.
She typed.
š¬ Malaya: I came so hard just now I saw fuckinā stars. You talk to me like that again I might squirt all over my chair. You always this nasty, daddy?ā
Then another.
š¬ Malaya: Say more. Please. Miss Pretty Pussy want you in her ear againā¦
She didnāt even try to hide it anymore.
He had her.
Completely.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Miss Pretty Pussy been a good girl. You made that pussy cum just for me. Your biggest fan. You got the prettiest moans and the creamiest pussy. But that throat? We gonā have to work on that, baby. You canāt take dick down your throat?
Malayaās breath caught mid-exhale. Her fingers twitched where they rested. That switch in tone. From praise to challenge. From sweet to sharp. He wanted more. He wanted all of her. And her throat? That was next. She stared at the message, heart racing. Her pussy gave another slow throb, pulsing at the idea of him gripping her jaw, nudging the tip of his dick against her tongue with that same voice in her ear. She could almost hear it now
āOpen up, Miss Pretty Pussy. Show me what that throat can do.ā
Her body ached at the thought. She typed, thumbs moving slower than usual, like her hands were shaking again.
š¬ Malaya: Mmmā¦I can take itā¦just gotta hold my head and guide me. Show me how you want itā¦ā
She added a second one.
š¬ Malaya: You want me sloppy, daddy? Make this throat your toy?
The messages had been filth before. Obsession dressed up in dirty talk. Sweet ruin painted over hunger. But now? Now the words came in darker.
Tighter.
Like the leash had finally been pulled.
š¬ Yung Cipher:Ā Donāt send no voice notes. Donāt moan. Donāt beg. Just listen.
Malaya froze. The command dropped like weight in her lapāheavy, absolute. It wasnāt a suggestion. It wasnāt flirty. Her breath caught, fingers stilled, spine straightening like her body knew better than to move without his say-so. Her skin prickled. Her mouth parted. She could feel him in the room with her, even though he wasnāt.
And then the next message hit.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Miss Pretty Pussy donāt make no rules. You do what I say. And when I get my hands on you? You aināt askinā me what I want. You givinā it.
Her thighs clenched. That deep ache returned.
š¬ Yung Cipher: That throat gonā learn today. You aināt never had dick like mine. I aināt fuckinā your mouth to be gentle. Iām stretchinā that throat ātil you tear up. Until you got spit runninā down your chin and your lashes blinkinā fast like you canāt breathe.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Iām holdinā your head still. Lookinā down while I slide in slowā¦feelinā your gag all around me. Then Iāma fuck it. Deep. Fast. Dirty. With your hands tied so you donāt run.
Malaya moaned, her hips rolling into the empty air.
He kept going.
š¬ Yung Cipher: When I nut? Iām not warninā you. Iām shootinā it straight down your fuckinā throat and holdinā you there. And you gonā swallow every drop.
Her whole body tensed. She was dizzy. She typed with shaking fingers, eyes glassy, cunt throbbing with no mercy.
š¬ Malaya: Yes daddy. Please teach me. Please take it. I want your nut in my throat so bad I could cry.ā
š¬ Malaya: This mouth yours. This pussy yours. Do whatever you want to me.ā
She hit send. Then collapsed back into the chair, overwhelmed, wrecked, completely owned.
And then he told her. Not asked. Not invited.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Hereās how Iāma break you in.
She exhaled sharp.
š¬ Yung Cipher: You gonā come to me dressed how I like. Not what you wanna wear. No panties. No bra. Just somethinā soft and short enough for me to pull up quick. The second you walk through my door, Iām puttinā you on your knees. Not speakinā. Not thinkinā. Just kneelinā.
She was whimpering.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Iāma walk slow āround you. Let you feel it. The weight of whatās about to happen. The way you already soaked just from beinā near me. Then Iām liftinā you up by your throat. Bend you over the first surface I see. Couch, table, fuckinā floor. It wonāt matter.ā
š¬ Yung Cipher: Iām spittinā on that pussy. Smackinā it. Watchinā it jump. Spreadinā you wide just to see how messy you got for me. Then Iām slidinā in slowā¦deep⦠until you scream.
Malayaās mouth was open. Her fingers clenched the sheets. Her robe had slipped completely off now. She was bare, breathless, and throbbing.
He wasnāt done.
š¬ Yung Cipher: You gonā take it all. Every inch. Every nut. You gonā leak down your thighs, legs shakinā, begginā me not to stop. And I wonāt.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Iāma fuck you stupid. Until you canāt remember what day it is. Until your eyes roll and your mouth canāt say nothinā but ādaddy.ā Thatās how I break you.
š¬ Yung Cipher: You ready for that?
Her reply came broken, typed in bursts between breathless moans and soaked sheets.
š¬ Malaya: I want it. I want all of it. Please break me, daddy. Make me forget my fuckinā name.
Because thatās what he did. He didnāt flirt. He rewired.
Her screen lit up again.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Soon. Thatās if you aināt scared to meet up.Ā
She still felt soaked. Still ached between her legs. Still had cream sticky on her thighs and a flutter in her chest just from the way he said āsoon.ā But that sentence? That wordāmeetāit landed different. Malayaās body leaned in, but her mind pulled back. Sheād never done meetups. That was a rule she never broke. No matter how fine they looked. No matter how much they tipped. No matter how nasty the chat got. She sat there for a beat, fingers hovering over the keyboard.
Still wanting. Still tempted. Butā¦
She typed slowly.
š¬ Malaya: Mmmā¦I donāt do meetups, baby. Sorry. Just not my thing. Hope that doesnāt disappoint you. ā¤ļø
She hit send.
Her heart ticked fast behind her ribs. It wasnāt from fear, but from the tension. That line between control and consent. Between fantasy and reality.
He didnāt reply right away.
She sat in that silence, wondering if it had ruined the mood. Wondering if heād vanish like most do when they canāt have her.
But thenā¦
š¬ Yung Cipher: Itās cool, baby. No pressure. I respect that.Ā
Another ping.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Just know Iām here whenever you change your mind. āCause Iād love to show you. Real slow. Real deep. Real good.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Iād take my time. Give you exactly what you need.
š¬ Yung Cipher: I promise to be your favorite big dick.
Her whole body shivered.
Not from fear. But from the smoothness. The patience. The promise. He didnāt push. Just laid the offer out like a silk sheet and stepped back. And somehowā¦that made her want him more.
She replied without thinking.
š¬ Malaya: You damn sure tryna make it hard to forget you. Favorite? Thatās a big promise.
š¬ Yung Cipher: Nah, baby. Thatās a guarantee.
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