Sans titre

[natalcia1234]

[nr4tt]

I miss your arms,

the ones I never got to feel wrapped tight around my body,

the rough hands I wished to run my fingertips over,

the same ones you used to crush me

I miss the lips that never got to kiss my sins away,

I miss your mind, the one who told me I wasn’t to blame

The mouth that claimed you’d love me forever anyway

I hate the mirror you snarl at, the sink you spit into, 

The ashtray you crush your cigarettes in, the smoke that fills your lungs

Every meaningless thing you call yours, the ones you can’t replace,

I’d wished to be one of them, for you to need me forever,

For your heart to be unable to beat for anyone else,

For my spot to never be filled, for you to long for me like I do

[enigmatic717]

[nr4tt]

The soul which filled my heart,

The blood that kept it beating

You still run through my veins,

You still live in my guts, my brains

Perhaps that’s why your name makes me ache,

Why my heart dedicates it’s every beat to you,

Why it’s left an empty crate

You’re my every pain, the reason i’m ill

The weakness in my legs, as it’s for you that I kneel

[nr4tt]

Ever since that day you left

I’ve wished to bury myself within your ribs

So close to your heart, I wouldn’t be carrying such a heft

I’d be part of you, we’d be one and the same just one more time

I’d chew on your marrow, I can’t help but wonder

Would it taste bitter?

Could it hold a savor as resentful as you back then?

Or could you taste as sweet as before once again?

[rose-asylum]

[uhnoly]

[nr4tt]