Need advice/opinion
So this is not something I would be doing but as this place is my comfort zone, I am trying a shot here.
So around 5-6 months ago, I and 2 of my closest friends in college got involved in a mini incident which involved someone who I knew texting them things like curses and so because they thought college people were troubling me or weren't treating me right. I wasn't aware of what was going on as they received those messages while we were still travelling on public transport. The week after that both of them blocked me, refused to speak to me and as I got into more incidents in the same week, they thought I was being dramatic and refused to help me. I started talking to someone as such things caused me major anxiety issues but I still was hoping to know what is the reason for them not talking to me when I wasn't even aware of what happened in the first place. it's been 5-6 months since then, and they haven't talked to me. I feel super lonely and hurt. I tried to distract myself a lot but it's difficult as we share all classes together. I have been praying a lot since then to get things back to or close to normal but without any success and I am just so tired yet I miss them so much that I am willing to do anything to get things right. Please tell me what am i supposed to do?
