grant me wings! wings to conquer the world!

they/she 🔞

[medakakurokami]

[onnanokon]

[ntrider]

the one? yeah you already met the one. and she's gone from your life. it was your fault, wasn't it? I know it was. you were the happiest person you ever were in your life when you were with her, and you still weren't satisfied with that. it's a genuine shame. but you can't go back. will she be happy? yes, she'll live a happy life without you. but she won't even know that there's something missing. she could have had the best life someone could ever live if you hadn't fucked it up. and it would have been fine. but you couldn't help it. you should have seen the way she smiled when she talked about you. the same way she would have kept smiling for the rest of her life. but she won't. she'll replace that void with someone else, someone you'll think is better for her anyway, but it isn't true. she would genuinely have been better off with you. and you'll never get that back. do you mind if I order just one drink and we use different straws? I can't spend too much this week

[ntrider]

green haired girl I met last night who said I was "cool unlike anyone I've ever met has been cool": yeah so I'm writing a letter to my family back home to send together with some gifts I got them

me, kind of want her to leave my apartment: why are you writing with your left hand that's the wrong hand

[ntrider]

gahhh I'm so tired of all these love letters every day I get messages from dozens of anons and mutuals alike telling me they adore everything I post and want to have incredible ntr sex with me (because of how good my posts are) and they just won't take it for an answer that I'm just too busy gaming to hear their requests with proper attention. can you throw these away please [one of the letters on the ground slips off the envelope and you can clearly tell it's hateful towards everything I stand for and telling me I'm a horrible person]

[ntrider]

god this is so boring

[ntrider]

I can't imagine dating for a million reasons but one of them is if I had to deal with clingy women with completely different sleep schedules to me I would start stealing stop signs and hitting people at the street with them

[ntrider]

Catgirl rose?

eh?

[ntrider]

I really want to go home

[ntrider]

the crazy thing is I was just going to post about how I beg people to praise me and then conveniently ignore and forget everything because I'm not ready to accept that people like me but thanks for liking my posts, I guess

[ntrider]

sometimes when i stream shows to a friend i pause the whole thing to open your blog full-screen (still screensharing) and search for one of your posts, when i get reminded of a specific one. i find them almost immediately because i remember the words

I'm really happy to hear that because I also have a very specific memory regarding the vocabulary of posts, and since I make these with the same skillset I developed writing rhyming poetry, I ended up getting a very specific thing with word choice

you may notice I often reblog a bunch of my own posts by just looking for a key word they all share

[ntrider]

what's that thing called when like after a session you hug each other (?) and like get positive reinforcement (?) like what is it called

[ntrider]

it's the opposite of foreplay like

[ntrider]

afterserious. no what is it called

[ntrider]

I wish they made aftercare but for like hanging out with your friends <- girl they don't even make regular aftercare for

[ntrider]

what kind of hugs do you like most?

really awkward, several seconds long standing hug in the middle of a parking garage

[ntrider]

hi miss rose. my alter wants to know why "[your] fantasies are always sad loser shit"

are you trying to make me say something interesting and new or are you trying to get a screenshot of me saying "because I'm a sad loser" I don't understand the point of this question

[csny]

the bus is never going to come because im a bad person

[ntrider]

Hey Rose, let's take you to the park to run okay?

I'm working

[ntrider]

[pjackk]

Dont be very woried about me since i deserve all of this