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Isolation. Hatred.
I woke up again today. It feels worse than yesterday. I just feel so tired. I don’t feel like talking at all. And here I am again, just sitting by my window, staring outside. It is getting more and more unbearable. This feeling inside. Anxious anxious anxious. All the time. At certain points, I feel like clearing up my entire room and just leave my bed. I need to be isolated. I want to be isolated.
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Maybe one day I'd wake up and it won't hurt anymore.
Maybe one day I’d wake up and it won’t hurt anymore.
I’ve been telling myself the same thing for the past 3 years. Maybe I’d wake up one day and I would feel nothing but happiness. But up till now, it feels like everything I touch ends up dead. Feels like I’m being a bother just by being alive. It’s been getting worse lately though.
I feel ugly. Like my face is.. I don’t know. Just extra ugly now. How is it that everything feels more fine when I’m…
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Depression
I’m afraid. I’m scared. I’m tired. I’m exhausted. I’m depressed all over again.
There are nights that ends well, but its been almost a month, and I’m going to sleep in tears. At least 4 to 5 times a week. Except last week when my parents weren’t around. I vowed to myself that the next person I’d say I love you to was someone I was actually gonna marry. Not some random guy I’m dating. But I’ve…
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Exhausted.
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore. I swear to god I wasn’t flirting. I didn’t do anything.
I can’t accept this. They say we all accept the love we think we deserve. But I don’t deserve this.
All my life, what I took care the most is the reputation of the people I care about. I dont deserve this. All this hurt, pain and struggle. All I ever did was to love him. I’m tired. Why can’t I…
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There are years that ask questions and years that answer.
Zora Neale Hurston, Their Eyes Were Watching God (via uzowuru)
Back to Basics: Twitter
Realigning your life to how you want it to be is hard. I started to even send out my resumes full blast and now, I can’t even use Jobstreet to send out applications because I’ve exceed already.
Rejection is also something hard to deal with. But you can’t really blame someone cuz at that time you made the wrong decision in a split second and the person you really liked didnt actually do anything…
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Much Ado About Nothing
Posted by: Syafiqah Khan
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Dinner & Reservations
Information. It comes in even when you least expect it. Ironically, with every unintended bits and pieces of information, it makes the entire picture more contrasted and clearer.
Now that everything is clear, I realized that I’m not ready. To be hurt, crossed, undermined, lied to, cheated on. Up till now, I’ve always thought I was the one who screwed up. But as of a few hours ago, it is quite a…
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Strictly No Offense Intended. But...
Strictly No Offense Intended. But…
I believe most of the people who have at least added me or followed me on Social Networks would realize by now that I don’t understand typical mats and minahs language or jargons.
I mean no disrespect but kindly phrase questions in a way I can understand please. Use layman terms. For example, instead of saying “step gerek” (and I had to ask almost 5 people before I could get my answer because…
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Mood Swings
It is very difficult to get close to a guy like him. He is always enclosed within a strong wall, which is not too easy to breach. He is not too gregarious & outgoing, but he is determined anc patient. He has fierce ambitions, which he pursues with a strong resolve. If you look at him casually, it may seem as if he prefers solitude to company. Now, look deeper, inside his heart. Though he doesn’t…
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Weird Species of Human Beings (Incl. Myself)
There are plenty of things on my mind. I don’t expect you people to be interested. But if you must, then read on.
1. Flirting. I don’t get this shit. I don’t understand why people just NEED to flirt.
2. I don’t understand why people have this need to be in a relationship. Even if they’re not in one, they will manipulatively alter the paradigm till it feels like a relationship consciously.
3.…
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I may be a pathological liar. Or that was a lie. I’m not sure at the moment. I remember my first lie like it was yesterday. I was just a wee lass of 5 years when my chubby ginger cousin was really pissing me the fuck off. I was an angry child, back off. I slapped that bitch straight across her...
Emotional Unavailability and Self Content comes together
Up till now, I still can’t understand how is it that I could miss even the smallest, most insignificant moments but not miss the person. Is that even normal?
And I dont understand why I feel alone but still feel more happier and at ease with myself than I’ve ever been before. And randomly, I’d watch sappy love movies and cry for no reason. When the tears come out, it’s more comforting than it is…
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Flight 370, Largest Conspiracy Since 9/11
So, according to Malaysian authorities, flight MH370 has been found. Uhh… NOT REALLY.
You see, they don’t have any physical hard evidence but they do believe without a “reasonable shadow of a doubt” (thats what they claimed) that the plane dropped somewhere across the Indian Ocean.
No hard evidence. No physical evidence. But it has been “found” in order to quell fears and to quell conspiracy…
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The circumstances of one's birth is irrelevant, it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are.
The circumstances of one’s birth is irrelevant, it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are.
Heading: I’m just saying. Nothing to do with my post. And this post is just random ramblings I have in my mind.
Somethings don’t normally happens. But when it does, we realize that we never really did change. We never changed. People don’t change. We just kept that part that needed changing away from people’s knowledge. Pretend it doesn’t exists.
On certain days, all the emotions will become less…
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From Where I'm Standing
From Where I’m Standing
I haven’t written for quite awhile. Tomorrow, school results will be out. But that’s not the point.
Every year, it feels like my 31st December is somewhere in March, and My 1st January, in April. Every March, I’d receive my exam results and I’ll start to think back on what I’ve done and learnt over the past year.
Life lessons don’t usually come at a cost, but even if it did, it was a price I was…
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Feelings Issues
I saw what I saw but I was not even a little disturbed by it. Kinda means that I don’t care about whats going on or whats going to happen. Basically, its as good as over.
There are a few things that’s stopping me though. But before I make any rash decisions, let’s just see how things goes for the next few weeks or months.
I hope things turn out fine.
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