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Terima Kasih
Andai kasih itu menerima ,
Terima kasih atas segalanya.
Menerima segala sisi diri ini ,
Kasih mu mungkin bukan paling agung,
Tapi , kamu paling ku kasihi.
Mungkin kita tak akan sempurna ,
tapi kita menyempurnakan dengan apa ada nya kita.
Terima kasih.
COFFEE
Its declared to be THE thing needed,
But, is it really what we need?
The feeling aren't permanent as its should be ,
Our coffee has the same beans ,
but different taste with the various topping that we choose.
That is how our life ,
we might have our soul but our life is different because
even we stand with the name of HUMAN
we living in different world to strive.
Syukur
Semoga syukur kita lama,
Semoga bahagia buat kita tak lupa,
Semoga sekecil kecil melihat pohon seberang jalan membahagiakan kita.
Semoga tanah seluas pandangan membawa syukur yang tak terhitung.
Semoga yang masih ada kita dapat raikan,
Semoga yang telah tiada doa kita jadi peneman.
Semoga syukur kita kekal lama.
Dari saat mampu kita bernafas sehari lagi,
sehingga sampai masanya kita pergi.
Tak ,
aku tak pernah berjumpa denganNya.
Namun pemergiannya setelah bertarung melahirkan zuriat dan melawan wabak COVID-19. Begitu dekat walau jauh dari raga ini.
Kehilangan mana yang tak menyakitkan yang bernyawa ,
Kerinduan mana yang tak menyesakkan dada,
Semua rasa sakit dan sesak itu ,
Walau tak sehebat yang merasa hilangnya bayang di hujung mata,
Walau tak seperit yang merasa tiada lagi sentuhan si dia,
Namun,
zaman wabak ini membawa seribu kedukaan dalam kerinduan,
Andai takdirnya , aku yang akan merasa ,
kehilangan bayang dari mata ,
sayup hilang bunyi suaranya.
Semoga Allah kurniakan segala yang terbaik buat kita di dunia da di akhirat.
hari ini
langit hari ini kelabu ,
namun tiada ribut menggoncang debu,
bahang masih terasa ,
namun tidak sebahang semalam .
#30.07.21
Hari di kala pandemik.
Kami masih dalam pandemik . Masih perlu duduk di rumah , masih perlu memakai topeng muka , dan berjauhan dari yang dipanggil keluarga.
Namun Alhamdulillah , kami masih ada sesama kami. Menghibur , adakalanya mengeluh. Masih cukup segalanya.
Kami masih dalam pandemik, bilangan kenalan masih sama , namun bila berjumpa pasti masing masing ada curiga. Adakah kamu bukan pembawa? Adakah kami bukan pembawa virus durjana itu?
Alhamdulillah , kami masih diberi rezeki nyawa, kesihatan , pekerjaan , rumah , makanan dan banyak lagi.
Kami masih dalam pandemik, berbual bersama screen telefon. Menyuap makanan melalui telefon. tertawa namun di hati menangis.
Alhamdulillah , kita beri harapan sesama kita. Ikhtiar semampunya. Semoga masih ada peluang kita berkumpul sama di laman sana.
29.7.2021
21.7.2021 - Eid without them
The memories that keeping me alive ,
A hope to move forward,
but,
I know ,
nothing is 100% confirmed except the death in front of us.
Maybe an inch away or miles apart.
Andai kata mampu menenangkan jiwa,
Mengapa sunyi lebih menyenangkan?
HILANG
Merasa jiwa hilang dimamah sendiri di pondok kecil ini,
memanggilnya pulang setiap pagi agar mampu hadir,
namun ada kalanya hilangnya jiwa tak jumpa jalan ke pondok ,
membiar jasad hadir tanpa jiwa ,
akibatnya tiada yang selesai dia hujung hari.
Aduh ,
Aku buntu untuk memanggil jiwa,
hati dan akal sedar itu wajib bagi ku,
dan aku perlu hadir sepenuhnya.
Hati aku merayu , sedarlah,
Akal aku memanggil , pulang la jiwa,
Jasad perlukan kamu untuk bernyawa sepenuhnya.
Pandemic - Family Distancing
Living during this pandemic ,
I don't know who is time anymore ,
I hate the clock for moving so fast yet not bringing me to anywhere i am suppose to.
Missing badly the family.
There will be moments of tears saying hi when their faces keep coming back in my mind.
However , i am still grateful with all the bless i have now.
I have roof and floor that i can called a home,
I have foods on table for every meals,
I have everything that keep me alive and insane.
Part 2 : Leaving the home
The lil girl, went to a boarding school. Leaving her mother and 3 lil brother and 1 lil sister behind. She choose the school to make her parent happy and proud. Anything for them . Anything.
The lil girl always smile and laughing while with her classmate and roommate. But, deep down inside , she felt so sad. Knowing her mother working for 12 hours sometimes more , to make sure there is something to put on the table for lunch and dinner. She feel so sad , because she really hope that she can work to give more not just proud to the mother.
That is why , the lil girl will always avoid any activities that required money such as fee, visiting places or buying stuff like for crafts. Even deep inside her heart she loves all craft things , she loves the miniature and many more. But, she choose to watch from afar , those who have the privileges' having it all.
No magazine , no album with love soundtrack . Listening others dancing to the latest soundtrack , heard the other girls dancing and laughing to the song from "AADC". Its so good. So, good.
The parent's visit , giving her strength to live the life of a student in the boarding school. She ensure , every OUTING , she will have enough money to pay the bus ticket to go home. But sometime when she go out with her friends, she will try to enjoy the journey not the purchase.
She tried her best , not to mingle with someone who have everything so that her heart will have less desire because she knows , its all just a WANT not something she NEED.
Not the prettiest nor the cutest , have nothing , and could never been compare with others. The girl , tries so hard to be invisible, gone from sight. But , somehow , a lil note come under the table. ..
Saat ini
Mari mengenang hari hari yang kita lalui,
Bersama hanya berdua,
Mungkin seketika , mungkin selamanya,
Menanti untuk bertiga mahupun berlima ,
Namun aku hanya mahu mengenang saat kita berdua.
Di saat ucapan terima kasih lancar dari bibirmu ,
Di saat "sorry" kini tak lagi berat untuk diucapkan.
Kita bahagia apa adanya ,
Sedikit sama dikongsi berdua ,
Banyak sama dikongsi bersama keluarga,
Saat kita bermewah , teringat saat kita bercatu makannya.
Saat kita melihat bumbung yang baru ,
Teringat saat kita berdua di rumah sewa, tetap bahagia.
Bergaduh pernah , merajuk hingga terlelap juga pernah ,
Kita tak pernah sempurna ,
Kita masih banyak dengan kelemahan dan kurangnya.
Namun kita pelengkap sesama kita.
dan kita tetap berdua, semoga dengan IzinNya,
Kita akan berdua hingga akhirnya.
Bercerita sehingga duanya hilang dari dunia sementara .
Berpegang, semoga sama sama lagi bersama saat matahari muncul lagi.
Hati
Andai hati gadis itu kau belah dua,
Ada lapisan pelangi yang cantik , secantiknya.
Berlapis lapis.
Taman berbunga , bunyi air mengalir laju , bunyi ciapan burung . Indah ,
Terus belahan.
Lapisan seterusnya,
Akan kau lihat , luka lama parut yang dijahit sendiri.
Akan kau nampak, luka lama yang masih bernanah,
Akan kau nampak, lebam yang masih berbekas.
Semua dia simpan.
Semua dia telan.
Mungkin dia kongsi dengan tuhan.
Kerana itu tuhan beri dia senyuman.
PART 1
The lil girl remember growing up without a man, the name was there but he's not. He gave everything except hugs, touch and time. The lil girl stand by the window , looking hopefully to the neighbors lawn when hearing the motorcycle back from work. A lil girl , imagining the life would be different if she can wave the father to work and running to when he's back from work.
Mom bring to school with bicycle, the sun hot scorch their skin. But, the girl's heart was full with love. Love to the mother. They have been selling since the lil girl could remember. There always either aiskrim malaysia, or peanuts or mi siput or candies or jambu. The penny will be used to buy food at canteen sometimes to buy books.
The lil girl got brothers and sister in the house. They got each other even others talking bad about the family.
"Your father won't come back"
"Your father didn't love you , that's he work far from you"
"Your father got another family over there, are you ready to loose him?"
The adult who talk , have live the life they thought the best ever. Less they know , the lil girl not so lil in mind and thought. The life have thought her to live her life to the fullest , impress other is not an option.
That is why , the lil girl try to be the best and portrait the best to other. Not to impress others , but to make the mother proud. Flying colors in all exam and studies. She might not the richest in the world , but she felt content with the Mother's smile.
An intro
Starting this page after other written platform left abandon with forgotten id , forgotten password and all other aspect required upon log in.
Lets hope i remember this one in future.