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I HATE MYSELF
I found this in the library, you guys should try it!!
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I'm leaving (maybe)
The account this blog is on is my school account which unfortunately got deactivated on September, this means I can't join any new platforms so basically I'm stuck on tumblr. I'm considering making a new account so I can explore other platforms, in the meantime I'm still dead
that huge bow is SUCH a vibe
A Ballerina’s D13t.
What Maria Khoreva, Scout Forsythe and Theresa Farrell eat in a day.
Maria Khoreva
A Vaganova Ballet Academy trained ballet prodigy, who is currently a first soloist with the Mariinsky Theater at just 24 years old.
What she likes:
First thing in the morning:
- lots of water, she prefers sparkling
Breakfast:
- oatmeal with cottage cheese, black currants and honey
- small slice of sourdough bread and 1 slice of hard cheese
- espresso macchiato
Lunch:
- air fried salmon
- salad with cucumber, tomato, half an avocado, pomegranate, sesame seeds, olive oil, balsamic vinegar
Dinner:
- 1 boiled egg with steamed broccoli
- high protein yogurt with 1/4 mango
Before bed:
- 1 glass of milk from time to time
According to ChatGPT the net c4ls are 400 for breakfast, 478 for lunch, 255 for dinner, so 1133 in total (minus the c4ls burned through 8 hours of exercise daily).
Scout Forsythe
Part of the Corps the Ballet with the American Ballet Theatre (ABT).
What she likes:
First thing in the morning:
- water
Breakfast:
- 1 slice of sourdough bread
- 1 poached egg
- 1/2 avocado
Snack:
- 1 apple (or another fruit)
- water with keltic seasalt (to help with digestion and electrolyte balance)
she avoids processed snacks like granola bars
Lunch:
- broth biased veggie soup or salad (easy on the stomach in between rehearsals)
Backup Snack if necessary:
- a few pieces of puffy hippeas
Dinner:
- pan-seared salmon
- roasted veggies
- kale salad
- kombucha
Dessert:
- she’s not a dessert person but if she wants something sweet she’ll go for something fruit based like a chocolate covered strawberry or a caramelised apple
After 8pm it’s only water for her.
ChatGPT’s verdict: 270 for breakfast, 80 for the first snack, 125 for lunch, 45 for the second snack, 510 for dinner, additional 50-80 if she has dessert, so 1080-1110 in total. Again, keep in mind that she’s an athlete.
Theresa Farrell
Co-founder of and dancer with the American Contemporary Ballet Los Angeles.
5’7”, 114lbs.
(This one’s for the junk0r3xics lol)
What she likes:
She eats 1600 c4ls a day to loose 1 lbs a week with about 8h of intense ballet classes and occasionally a 1 - 2 hour morning hike before that. According to herself, she burns 800-900 c4ls a day through her training.
Breakfast:
- turkey corndog
- stuffed pepper with turkey and rice
Snack 1:
- 1 clementine
- protein shake
Lunch:
- chicken curry pasta
Snack 2:
- granola bar
Dinner:
- cobb salad
Dessert:
- cereal
She mostly eats pre-packaged foods as they’re easily trackable.
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
Still making shit but it's... well, shit
I like so HATE myself right now its been 4 months and I still don't have 3k watchers on Deviant and I can't even have twitter because I'm in NZ, also other people's oc x canon ships get 1k likes but mine only get 23 or something like wtf is wrong with me Im going to kill myself if I don't have 1k watchers before next year
theres a difference between a person who draws all the time and an artist, and I just feel like a person who draws crap 24/7 because if I was an artist it would reflect on my likes and comments, but of course I'm not
Dear God please wake me up when I'm famous
I swear if I can't have 1m followers I'll kill myself 😭
This is not okay
Compare? No fair!
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