i'm not a concept

"too many guys think i'm a concept or i complete them or i'm going to make them alive but i'm just a fucked up girl who's looking for my own peace of mind don't assign me yours." ~charlie kaufman penned by HG rules||muses||navi

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Just a quick refresher post with all of the links to be pinned:

I go by HG and this is a multi-muse

Mun is 32

rules || muses || navigation

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I'm still looking for yellowstone rp partners for discord, the more the merrier these days

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I have moved pretty exclusively to discord, if you want it to write/plot/chat just let me know. I keep trying to come back but give up within a few weeks…oops. But I miss you guys and I miss writing

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I’ve got a problem that I only have muse for Yellowstone and it appears that fandom came and went before I even got there

[celebrity-treasures]

Kiernan Shipka - Blue Dress

[bethrip]

YELLOWSTONE, 4.06 "I Want to Be Him"

[youronebraincell]

I’d be there for Cowboy!Beth with open arms

And open legs..

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I’m adding Yellowstone muses, both OC and canon, I’ll update my list in a bit. If you wanna plot or write message me for my discord.

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“I don’t want to pry, but.. I want you to know I also want to listen, if you want someone to talk to.” from emma to regina :)

Regina glared at Emma for a moment, “Do I look like I need a therapist? I’m fine, Miss Swan.”

[rp-meme-central]

Memory sentence starters

1. “No matter how hard I try, I can’t forget what happened.” 

2. “No matter how hard I try, I can’t remember what happened.” 

3. “I’m so sorry. I completely forgot.” 

4. “Have you forgotten what day it is today?”

5. “What do you remember?” 

6. “I feel like I’ve forgotten something.” 

7. “You don’t remember me?” 

8. “Have you forgotten already?” 

9. “Do you remember me?” 

10. “I can’t remember who I am.” 

11. “This looks familiar, but I can’t remember.” 

12. “Do you remember this?” 

13. “Don’t tell me you’ve forgotten this?” 

14. “Do yourself a favor. Forget about it.” 

15. “I don’t want to remember.” 

16. “I wish I could remember.” 

17. “Don’t forget.” 

18. “Don’t forget this time.” 

19. “How could you forget?” 

20. “Did you forget about me?”  

21. “I forgot about you.” 

22. “I can’t remember anything.” 

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Anyone up for plotting? I might be making a comeback

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Im over on discord if anyone wants to plot or write

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When my brain wanted a break, I didn’t mean to have it forced on me by catching fucking covid.

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Meredith rolled her eyes, she would have Alzheimer's and be in a home by the time she was eighty. She didn't want that though and had been considering allowing her loved ones to take her off the mortal plane when she could no longer remember who she was. "I don't even know how to take a vacation. The way things are going, if I do, this place will be rubble when I get back."

[frostwoven]

"well, to start with you tell Richard you want some time off, and then the world is your oyster , you can book up just about anywhere these days" including dormant volcanoes and other places where living full time seemed impossible. "I'm sure this place could survive a week or two. Using work as an excuse not to take time off is like the number one sign that you need a vacation in the first place".

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Meredith scoffed, a vacation? Really? That was supposed to fix her and her view point? Every time she left this place, even for a moment; something happened. Then again, things happened with her in it. Everyone left and everyone died. Maybe it was ridiculous to think that she could keep it from happening. “The kids have school anyway, I can’t take them out and I’m not going to leave them to go somewhere.”

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Hitting covid storylines in Chicago med is really hard

[manyneverendingstories-deactiva]

" Never ?! " Cora said in almost a loud and harsh ton. "We will see. When you have children Regina you will see that not everything is black and white." Taking Regina's hand and holding onto it tightly, not enough to cause too much pain. But enough. "I did not bring you up to be spoiled."

Cora's grip tighten a bit. "I worked too hard to give you this life and you wanted to go back to nothing?" Shaking her head she let go of Regina's hand. "You must forget that boy. He is gone and you are the King's wife now...You are Queen now."

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Regina froze, the thought of having a child with the king put a sour taste in her mouth. She could never have a child with him, raising Snow was bad enough as it was. She didn't bother trying to take her hand back, knowing that trying could result in a more severe outburst. "I would hardly call wanting a simple life spoiled."

"I never wanted to be a queen, mother. You wanted it," Regina replied. It was too late to go back anyway. Daniel was dead and she was forced to spend her nights wishing she wouldn't wake up.

[manyneverendingstories-deactiva]

" You really don't understand what I do for you, do you ? " Deep bright eyes looked at Regina for a moment. Then she lowered her eyes and sighed. "Regina, everything I do, I do it for you." Her voice was soft as she spoke to her. "You may not believe it now but latter down the line you will thank me."

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Regina felt herself curling in, trying to shield herself from her words. How could she think any of this was what she wanted? She didn’t want any of this. All she had wanted was to run away with Daniel and live in a small home with just what they needed. “I will never thank you for this,” she said quietly.