Still Contemplating U

The secret thoughts of an otherwise very civilized man. 44yo/NYC

[needfulthingsnow]

[nyc-dom]

Oh sweet little girl, you look so pretty lying on your bed in your little outfit. I can’t help but want to take a little look. I’m just going to pull down your cute little panties and see what daddy’s little prize is. I’m going to inspect you and observe you before I start finding your little holes and opening them up with my large objects. I’m going to enjoy watching my fingers disappear inside you at first, opening you up, preparing you for my large cock. I’m going to enjoy watching myself slide into you from behind and hearing the mix of discomfort and pleasure you feel from how small your holes are and how large my cock is. Pretty little girl, daddy wants his prize .

[marquis-de-la-rose-noire]

[nyc-dom]

Do you want to know it’s me? Or do you like the uncertainty? Do you like being unsure if it’s me that has my hand around your throat? That’s pushing you down. That’s pressing my body on top of you. That’s pulling your panties down. That forcing your legs apart. That’s holding my cock and pushing it hard into you. Do you like the idea that it might not be me? That there might be this slim chance you’re being violated? Tell me what’s going on in your head? Tell me what the mix of feelings is doing to your sexual curiosity? Is this a new place for you? How far are you willing to push this? Let’s see how far we go with your curiosity. I want you dripping with new feelings.

[infinitelyhisgirl]

∞

[nyc-dom]

If you take my hand and seduce me, you may regret it. Don’t you dare look at me that way. Don’t flirt with fire or you might get burned. My passion and desire for you sits smoldering inside of me. Do you really want to fan these flames? Are you willing to experience what it’s like to have all of my pent up sexual energy focused completely on you? Are you ready to feel my hunger completely? Are you sure you want to seduce me? I don’t play games. I will never pretend to ignore you. I won’t play hard to get. You will get a relentless, never-ending, outpouring of pure passion. Be careful what you do. You won’t be able to take it back.

[qipqirmizi]

Daddy and his little princess.

[nyc-dom]

You wonder what my fascination with mirrors is? It’s you baby. It’s your beautiful body. It’s seeing my body with yours. It’s seeing you on your knees in front of me. It’s seeing how powerful I look over your little body. It’s seeing what belongs to me in my hands. It’s seeing what others would see if they saw us together. It’s wanting to see you at a distance and at the same time up close. It’s about seeing how pretty you look with my cock deep inside your mouth. It’s about seeing your ass spoilt apart as you ride me and get to see my hard shaft deep inside your pussy over and over again from behind. It’s about putting on a performance for other people… only… we are the other people also. What’s my fascination with mirrors? It’s you baby.

[s2e06-deactivated20250520]

[nyc-dom]

I’m not going to do it. I’m not going touch you in that way. I’m not going to initiate anything. I’m not that kind of man. I’m not going to get in trouble. I’m not going to play with you the way I want to. I’m not going to give in to feeling your sweet little pussy. I’m not going to grope or explore you. I’m not going to make the first move. I’m not going to show any interest in you. I’m not going to let you know what I’m thinking. Back the fuck off. Don’t get so close to me. Don’t look at me that way. Don’t bite your lip like that. Get back. Damnit. Why are you so close. I could reach out and touch you if I wanted to. Why do you keep looking at me like that? Is it obvious what I’m thinking? Is it obvious what I’m feeling? Am I that easy to read? Damnit, you can tell can’t you? But I’m not… I’m not…. I’m not going to touch you. I promised myself I wouldn’t get involved with you. I promised myself I would just look when you weren’t looking. I promised myself I’d only fantasize about you and not do anything about it. Damnit. You’re so damn cute. You’re so damn sexy. Deep down I know I need to taste you. Deep down I know I need to have you. But I won’t initiate a thing. I won’t…. But if you do…

[gotviewsco]

[nyc-dom]

I want you to close your eyes and start to practice how you need to move when we finally meet up. Close your eyes and imagine me slowly undoing my leather belt behind you. Imagine as I unzip my suit pants and drop them to my feet. Imagine as I pull my underwear down to the floor. Now imagine me admiring you. Imagine me looking at you from behind. My prize. My little prize. Now as you imagine all this, I want you to practice. Practice moving your hips. Practice clenching and squeezing your ass. Imagine what you would do to make me do something that both you and I know I shouldn’t. How will you seduce me as I stand with my hard cock in hand looking at how pretty you look laying face down in front of me. How will you move your body to entice me? How will you make it impossible for me to resist you? Close your eyes and imagine. Practice for me. Because if I’m going to be honest with you, I want any excuse I can think of to break my rules and be with you.

[umudumblr]

#toy

4 series -7

[nyc-dom]

Get me ready. Wake me up. Serve my cock. Rub it. Revive it. Make me hard. Watch it grow beneath your hand. Look at it. Show me how hungry you are for it. Show me you deserve it. Prove it to me. Prove that you deserve daddy’s cock. More than anyone else, show me you desire it in a way that will become a big reward for you when I let you touch it, lick it, stuff it inside you. Kneel before me and show me you need my cock as much as I need you to need it. I know you can do it. I know you can prove to me how much you need it. And I know how much I want to reward you for being such a good girl to me.

[better2share-deactivated2026052]

[nyc-dom]

I promise, we’ll just make out. You can stay fully clothed. I just want a little kiss. I just want to feel your sweet tongue in my mouth. It will be small. You have to admit, it’s not like anything can come from a little kiss. It’s harmless. Nothing more. Just the smallest kiss. I don’t think you want to deny me that do you? You’ve been curious for so long what it would be like to make out a bit with a much older man. This way you can start to see without any risk. You’re good with that? Give me a kiss… and let’s see what happens.

[masculiniti]

[nyc-dom]

Why is the neck so underrated? Why is there not more neck porn? I just don’t understand it. When I see your neck I begin to salivate. I want to playfully bite it. I want to kiss it, suck on it, leave marks on you so when you walk in public people see very obviously that you’re claimed by a man that is passionate about you. I see your neck and I think of it as the gateway to my control over your body. You use it to breathe life into your chest - that makes me want to wrap my fingers around it and control you. It makes me want to show you that you’re mine. I control your head with it as I tell you to open your mouth and your daddy will fill it with something special. It makes for the perfect handle as I plow your pretty cunt with my hard throbbing cock and hold on tightly to your neck. From a distance, across the room, I’m catching your eyes but I’m also looking at your neck. It’s my gateway to my passion for you. It’s where I start my control over you and it’s the beginning point for where my kissing and licking starts only to end in other places. Flash me your neck… accept the consequences. Your neck is my desire. Your neck shows me your elegance. Your neck fuels my raw sexual passion for you. Show me. Give me. No one else will notice. They don’t see you the way only I can.

[motleycruisecontrol-deactivated]

[nyc-dom]

Don’t you dare sit near me. Don’t you dare look at me that way. What are you trying to do to me? Are you trying to get me in trouble? Are you trying to make a public spectacle? Are you really going to test my desire for you in public? You know I’m addicted to you… you know I can’t resist you. So is this really how you want to awake the beast inside me? Your soft thighs in my rough hands…. I can never resist stroking them. Your little skirt hiding my little prize… but you tempt me with it with the way you play with pulling it up. Are you sure you want to mess with me this way? Are you sure you want the people around us to see how this older man needs his little drug to be satisfied? Be careful how you play with me little one. I may take more than you’re ready to give.

[rear-here]

[nyc-dom]

So you know I’m perverted. You know that deep down I’m always thinking about sex. You know what I want. You know what’s on my mind. But the thing that makes you so special is how much you lean into it. How much you feed me. How much you play with my head. How much you eat it up when I watch you bend over, or how much I want to see your cute little panties beneath good skirt. How much I enjoy seeing your nipples pressed beneath your shirt of your cleavage when you bend over in front of me. How much I love it when you “squeeze” by me and rub your ass against my groin. How much you pretend to be shy but at the same time take every opportunity to tease me with your body. Yeah, I’ve always needed a girl like you. And here you are. Giving me everything I need. And in return you will get so much from me. So much passion. So much raw and built up sexual desire for you. So much gratitude. So much of a needy exploration of your entire body. Are you ready for all of this? Can you handle all of this? Keep teasing me. But you better be ready for the consequences.

[inamberclad1981]

[nyc-dom]

I need my groping sessions with you. I just get struck by my need for you when I see you and have to grab, squeeze, grope, take, play. I need it. And when I need it I will take it. This is who I am and this is what you’ll need to expect from me. I don’t control my desire for you. I don’t control my need to have you when I see you. I can’t control the circumstances when I need to touch you. It might be in private, it will probably be in public. But I need. You receive.

[the-chandrian-ii]

Winding down at the end of a long day.

[nyc-dom]

Just for you and me to know about. Don’t tell anyone how I really feel about you. Don’t let them know what we have. No one will understand the age difference. No one will understand the circumstance difference. No one will understand that you’re both my sex toy and my sweet girl. No one will be able to make sense of all the things you do for me, all the ways you please me and all the ways you submit to me. This isn’t for them. This is for us. No one will understand how I treasure you and at the same time make you my obedient little slave. How I tell you to do exactly what I need you to do for me and you do so without hesitation. That I take what I want, when I want from you and you love every minute of it. No one will understand the special thing we have. But it’s not for them. It’s for us. It’s for us behind closed doors. And there’s so much more for us to explore together.

[tinasbloguniverse]

[nyc-dom]

When you see me behind you in the mirror just admiring your body, do you get self-conscious, or do you know that you’re just fueling my passion and desire for you? When you look down in the mirror and see my hard cock in my hand, do you begin to understand what the mere visual of your body does to me? And when you’re naked like this, against the sink, you must understand that every part of me is immediately imagining how much I need to bend you over and take you from behind. And when I bend you over and rub my finger down your back and between your legs, when I open you up from behind with one hand and guide my hard cock inside you with my other hand, do you know how much I need you? And when I start fucking you, pressing my cock deep inside you, looking at how wet my shaft gets from your pretty pussy, when you look up and make eye contact with me in the mirror, do you know I’m just getting started? And when I start penetrating you harder and harder, gripping onto your shoulders, slapping your ass, pounding you over and over again, all while I look into the mirror seeing how pretty you look being dominated by me, do you know I’m addicted to you? And when I finally release, when I moan and wince from the intense pleasure of cumming inside you… when I pull out and admire my work by watching my warm white cum dripping out of you from behind, do you know that you’re now my work of art? You are mine. You are mine. But damn if you aren’t forever imprinted in my head.

[nyc-dom]

I love your blog 💕

That’s very kind. I’ve been extremely busy lately so my blog has been a bit neglected. I’ll do my best to post more when I find the time.

[talal9966-deactivated20241006]

V

[nyc-dom]

I love feeling your needy little pussy grind on me. I can tell you’re trying to be good. I can tell that you’re trying to keep some rules between us because of how completely inappropriate it would be if we took things further. But you just keep rubbing don’t you? You keep taking more pieces of clothing off. It used to be you would just rub against me with all of our clothes on… now look at how naughty you’re being. Baby… keep rubbing. I love the warmth of you between your legs. Oh baby… what’s that feeling you’re leaving on my leg? What’s that wet mark you’re leaving on my leg? Are you so wet from grinding on me that your wet pussy is flooding your panties all the way through? Keep rubbing baby. Leave your mark. Keep going. I wonder though… your clothes are almost all off, your pussy is already getting me wet, I don’t think it would make a big difference if I just slipped these panties off of you would it? I wouldn’t try anything. I wouldn’t cross any lines. Let me just gently pull your panties off so you can grind against my leg fully. So you can feel your clit rubbing against my bare skin. Baby, I won’t break any rules. You’ll be safe with me. I’m going to just slip these panties off now. Doesn’t that feel better? Doesn’t your pussy feel better running against my wet leg? Be a good girl and show me how well you know how to hump my leg. Show me what it looks like to cum from rubbing on me. Show me… maybe you should show me what it’s like if you stop using my leg and just rub yourself against my shaft. Baby, it’s not breaking any rules of I don’t slide it inside. It’s just like rubbing against my leg but it will feel a bit better. That’s a good girl. There you go. Isn’t that better? Isn’t my cock so pretty with your wet juices on it? Doesn’t that feel good? Hey baby, faster. Rub faster. That’s a good girl. Just like that. You better grind against my cock faster and harder. There you go baby. More. Give me more… baby, I can’t help it, I have to go inside. It’s going to be okay I promise. I have to go inside. Just nod if you want it baby. Okay.. this is for you sweet girl. FUCK… you’re so damn tight. I hardly fit… but you feel so damn good. Oh FUCK…..

[gundisalvus449]

[nyc-dom]

Listen, I’m not proud of it, but I did it. I couldn’t resist. I told your parents I’d be happy to look after you at the beach while they were out of town. I thought it would be harmless. I thought I was being a good friend to them. I just had no idea when I picked you up that you… well… how do I say this… I just don’t remember you looking that good. And once we got there, and you slipped your shorts and your top off, I did my best to look away, I promise, but I ended up just gawking at you. I know how much you love the sun. I know how much you love the ocean. I know how much you enjoy laying out on the beach and soaking it all in especially after a long winter… but I just wasn’t prepared for how good you look. Your slender body just stretched out in front of me. Those little droplets of sweat that started to bead up on your fresh skin. You little bikini bottoms… so small. So.. tempting. I can’t help trying to look. And why do I get the feeling that you don’t mind? Why do I get the feeling that you’re just teasing me a bit? I keep looking down between your legs, just hungry to take you all in.

“Do you mind?” You say

“Um… I’m sorry” I respond as I look up, turning red, embarrassed that you caught me looking.

“Do you mind putting lotion on me?” - now I see you have a tube of lotion in your hand pointed in my direction… with a big grin on your face.

“Sure, happy to help” I try to sound indifferent, but I think we both know I relish the idea of putting lotion on your body.

I squeeze some out onto my hands as you roll onto your front and gently start applying lotion to your back. Fuck. You feel so good beneath my hands. Your body feels so damn good. You pull your straps down off over your shoulders “I just don’t want any spots missing. I continue to rub. Your shoulders, your back, down your ribs from behind, the small of your back. You just feel so damn good. Shoot. I’m hard. I’m hard as fuck. I wasn’t even thinking about it but I’m definitely hard and I shouldn’t be. I’m a grown man. I’m just applying lotion. What the hell is wrong with me?

“So you mind getting my legs too?” You say gently.

“No problem” I respond. Clearly too casually.

I run your legs feeling your tight muscles. I can’t help it, it turns into a massage more than applying lotion. I just can’t help myself, wanting to feel you deeply.

“That feels nice” you say. But I really don’t need to be encouraged. Please don’t encourage me. I finish up the lotion and put the top on.

“All set” I explain

“Oh?” You respond. I was just beginning to enjoy it?

You turn over forgetting you had slipped your straps off. As clear as possible, just inches from my face your breast is bare. Your perfect nipples are perky. Your body is perfect. I’m staring at them, in aww.

“Oops” you say. “I didn’t mean to do that.” But you’re looking at me straight in my eyes, grinning. Smiling. You’re seducing me. You have a spell on me. I know I’m in trouble with you.