Happy Birthday.
To someone whom I have abused over the past four or five years, probably more.
To Cheyenne,
Hopefully this posts on the 20th of October, by now all my others queues should have stopped popping but I hope this one at least works at the correct time. TBH, this message is more of an apology then a Happy Bithday, but I do wish you a good one if you ever see this.
Well, I feel terrible about what I’ve done to you. I used your face in an attempt to pretend to be you, I abused your image and now a large amount of people hate you because of me. I abused your image, made you seem like a cruel bitch and I’m sure the idiots will forever assume that it was you pretending to do all of this without looking at the facts.
I hope they at least attempt to get to know you as I had the pleasure of doing.. But unlike I, they might be nicer to you then I was. I abused you when we were friends, I brought you down emotionally in an attempt to make myself look better than you, to feel better than you and all you had ever done was be nice to me. I stole your characters and completely ruined them, tearing them apart for my own satisfaction in an attempt to claim them as my own but all I did was ruin them. I used your face, your images and I even got into your FB account to take screenshots to make it look like you. I couldn’t even photoshop our conversations right.
I made an entire community of people hate you, made you seem like a racist, homophobic, abusive and lying bitch all because I wanted to pretend to be someone else. You trusted me many years ago and all I’ve done is let you down. I’m sorry for all the terrible things I’ve done to you, that I’ve done to your name and image. Even this apology in my absence will never be enough. But I hope that if you do ever show your face on tumblr, that people will learn who you are and not treat you the same way they treated me.
They may never believe you because of me, they will most likely hate you and try to tear you apart as they did me because of what I’ve done to you. I’m sorry Cheyenne, for everything.
Nothing can make up for what I’ve done to you over the past god knows how many years, probably alot.. I took over your life on Bebo and I started it agai non tumblr. I’m really sorry.. and happy birthday.
