note: i am currently only vaguely active, i do apologize, but my life is kinda hectic rn, im sure ill be chronically online again soon!
-> slowly becoming more chronically online again!
hi, I'm Nyx
I'm a minor (im not sharing my age for safety reasons, if youre an adult you can still follow me just please dont be weird). I'm genderfluid, bisexual, & demisexual, and i use they/she/he pronouns.
more stuff about me under the cut (fandoms im in, music i like, random facts about me, other socials, what i post about, and userboxes)
fandoms
The Marauders - major fandom im in, the main one i will rb about at all hours of the day, if you dont like the marauders you probably shouldnt follow me lol
Taylor Swift - another major fandom I'm in, ive been a swiftie since about 2015. i grew up with her music <3
Heartstopper - not one i majorly rb/post about but i am in the fandom :)
Red White & Royal Blue - same as heartstopper, absolutely adore book & movie
The Big Bang Theory/Young Sheldon - another i don't really rb/post about but im in lol
The Potion Diaries - I haven't got a clue if there's actually a fanbase for this series but i love it sm (its a book series by 'Amy Alward' kind of a kids series but i still love it so) - there is in fact NO FUCKING FANBASE PLEASE SOMEONE SAY YOUVE HEARD OF IT
the perks of being a wallflower - the book, i havent seen the movie but i adore the book with my whole heart
The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo - absolutely ADORE this book, beyond words. trying to get more of it into my feed currently
more too that i cannot remember as of right now but i will add later probably?
family/friends<3
sister: @pr3ttiestinthemorgue
the idiot: @x--jc--x
music
massive music fan, its always playing lmao so some of my favorite artists!
Taylor Swift, David Bowie, Queen, Sofia Isella, Ricky Jameraz, Twenty Øne Piløts, Nep, Brayton, Sabrina Carpenter, Cavetown (Robin), Olivia Rodrigo, Conan Gray, The Front Bottoms, Rainbow Kitten Surprise, Hozier, Paris Paloma, Halsey, Billie Eilish, Gracie Abrams, Paramore, My Chemical Romance, The Smiths, Melanie Martinez, Marina, Florence and The Machine, Greenday, Alec Benjamin, Nirvana, Rammstein, Eminem, Little Mix, Ed Sheeran, Post War Years, Thirty Seconds to Mars, Girl in Red (Marie), Emei, Yaelokre, Chappell Roan, Chloe Slater, Shauna Dean Cokeland, Madds Buckley, Cath Calypso, Lana Del Rey, PEGGY, Fall Out Boy, Arctic Monkeys, Dylan, Beach Bunny, Mxmtoon, Kesha, Wolf-Alice, Flowers In Antarctica, Måneskin, Alex G, The Who, Mad Tsai, Ayesha Erotica, Zoe Ko, Pet Symmetry, Yungblud, Radiohead, Dove Cameron, Bowling For Soup, Katy Perry, Selena Gomez, Naethan Apollo, Death Cab for Cutie, Sophia Petro, AJR, Penelope Scott, Hollywood Undead, The Oh Hellos, AND WAY MORE! :)
one song i really like atm (i change it every now and then lmao)
i very much have mmts (mixed music taste syndrome).
random facts about me
im a black belt in taekwondo and have been since October 2022
i also do 2 other martial arts as well (kickboxing & tang soo do (im a brown and brown belt in those respectively (lol theyre the same now)))
i will die on the hill that an oxford comma is necessary.
i raced against ollie bearman in karting (hes in f1 now) - and possibly arvid lindblad too..? im not sure!
other socials
my instagram: link - im very active on my stories but not rly my posts, tell me if you add me bc i dont pay attention to new followers
my tiktok: link - i repost a lot but dont post much, when i do post i'll probably delete it a day or two later tho - TELL ME IF U FOLLOW ME !!! I DONT ACCEPT MOST FOLLOW REQS!!
my pinterest: link - feel free to stalk
my tellonym: link - feel free to ask me stuff anonymously (i have asks open too)
my spotify: link - feel free to steal/stalk my playlists lmao
- i no longer use spotify, i use yt music, my handle is nyx59_bored :)
what i post about
okay, i do mostly just reblog stuff (normally Taylor, the marauders era, quotes, chatting with my moots, fanart/art in general, posts about being queer, and random wholesome posts) but i do occasionally make my own posts, normally random shit about my life under the (life update🥰) tag (tbh normally negative but not all the time) and i also just say random shit lmao so yeah :)
userboxes/moodboards
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by @vulcajes !! i adore this sm:))
okay uhhh idk what else im meant to say? ask me anything?
(all photos are just from pinterest)
face reveal omg its me!
note bait post (to make me do things that i need to do but dont want to do)
Sirius coming out of the girls' dorm donning mascara, dark blue lipstick that accentuates his lower lip, smoky black eyeshadow, a soft grey sweater that may or may not be Moony's, chunky & tall Doc Martens, a silver belt and a black midi skirt that surely is Mary's: hi moony :D
both sirius and remus have insane pain tolerance (sirius thanks to walburga, remus thanks to the wolf) and it genuinely fucking terrifies people. like they can be bleeding, half-covered in cuts and bruises, and barely even register it.
one time the marauders were wandering around the forbidden forest and got attacked by a swarm of giant spiders. sirius and remus took the brunt of it and by the end they were both absolutely covered in blood, but neither of them seemed particularly bothered. they were too busy checking each other over, grabbing at each other’s arms and faces, asking “are you hurt?” while completely ignoring the fact that they were both actively bleeding. meanwhile james and peter are standing there like ??? HELLO??? YOU ARE ALSO DYING???
Barty paced the length of his cell, fingers drumming against the iron bars as he shot Sirius the occasional glance.
“Yep…” Sirius snorted, voice rough from disuse. “James was a stag. Wormtail... well, he turned out to be a rat. Should’ve seen that one coming.”
“And Lupin?” Barty stopped, gripping his cell door with both hands. His eyes gleamed with interest.
Sirius didn’t answer. He just lowered his gaze to the stone floor, jaw tightening.
Barty’s grin spread slowly. “So it’s true, then. We heard rumors. Makes sense, really… you lot becoming Animagi. All to protect a wolf.”
Sirius met his eyes at last, cold and unblinking.
“Relax,” Barty said with a low chuckle. “I won’t tell anyone. There’s no one left to tell.”
“I worry about him,” Sirius murmured, a deep frown settling between his brows. “All these years without us… without me. Every full moon... Merlin, it kills me wondering what he’s going through.”
Barty’s gaze swept over him, assessing, sharp. “You love him.”
“Of course I do.” Sirius scoffed, but the sound was hollow. “Doesn’t matter, though. He’ll never forgive me.”
“But you’re innocent,” Barty pressed, eyes narrowing as if trying to crack Sirius open.
“He doesn’t know that.” Sirius let out a slow, shaky breath. “And even if I got out… there’s still the implication. The shadow of it. That’s enough to ruin everything.”
“How can we get out?” Barty asked, though it wasn’t really a question. Sirius could see the calculations already lighting up behind his eyes, like gears spinning too fast, like something dangerous waking up.
Sirius swallowed. He’d always known Barty was brilliant; frighteningly so. Top marks in almost everything at Hogwarts, a mind that worked sharper and quicker than most adults’. But brilliance came tangled with something else in him, something jagged and unpredictable. The damage done by his father hadn’t created that mind, but it had certainly twisted it into something volatile.
Sirius shifted on the cold stone floor, watching Barty pace. A genius with a cracked foundation, he thought. That’s the most dangerous kind.
James is a morning person and likes waking up early, he’ll get up before the sun rises to go for a run. He’ll be back before or when his husband is waking up. Regulus is not a morning person, and doesn’t like to be up early. But all thoughts of that fly out the window when Harry come running in all energetic just like is dad.
So everyone talks about the come and go room but I have a feeling that a lot of couples like Jegulus who want to keep their relationship secret would use it as the cum and go room.
I know that the marauders probably didn't know about the come and go room but just pretend that they did.
i adore the durmstrang remus x beauxbatons sirius hc !! how do you think their first kiss went ?? 🪽
thank you!! <3 i also really love this dynamic, so i just wrote a little extra part :)
here is part 1
after their first kiss in the snow, remus is the one who suddenly seems to remember how terrifyingly much this means.
for a few seconds, he just stares at sirius, still half-lost in the warmth of his smile and the feeling of his lips against his own. then the thought hits him all at once: the tournament will end. beauxbatons will leave. sirius will go home. this beautiful, impossible thing they have found in each other has an expiration date.
sirius reaches up, brushes the cold from remus’ cheek with his thumb and simply pulls him back down, as though there is nothing in the world worth worrying about right now. the kiss starts soft again, almost reassuring, and when they finally separate, sirius has that little smile on his face that makes it very difficult for remus to remember whatever he was afraid of in the first place.
then, somehow, they go straight back to their snowball fight. as though they had not just kissed for the first time. as though remus’ entire understanding of the universe had not shifted slightly on its axis.
sirius is laughing so hard that he can barely throw properly anymore, and remus is eventually forced to admit defeat when he is completely out of breath and half-covered in snow. they collapse beside each other, exhausted and grinning, staring up at the grey winter sky.
and remus thinks that perhaps he should be afraid. he should be counting the days until the tournament ends. he should be preparing himself for the inevitable goodbye.
instead, he looks at sirius, at this impossibly beautiful, ridiculously dramatic boy who somehow managed to bring so much warmth and excitement into his life in such a short amount of time, and decides that he refuses to let the thought of losing him ruin the time they still have.
so he reaches for sirius’ hand again. he pulls him closer and kisses him with all the certainty he could not find a few minutes ago.
when the kiss finally slows, remus keeps their foreheads together, their noses brushing softly as they catch their breath. he looks directly into sirius’ eyes, still holding his hand between them.
and there is something almost amazed in his expression, as though he still cannot quite believe that sirius is real. he tells him, quietly, that he makes everything feel brighter. that being around him feels like someone has taken all the tiredness out of him and replaced it with something warm and alive.
and sirius is completely ruined by those words. so he kisses him again, and this time remus is laughing against his lips.
after that, they seem to find increasingly ridiculous ways to spend their time together. one afternoon, remus decides he wants to show sirius something he has never experienced before and takes him far beyond the parts of durmstrang the visiting students usually see. sirius is initially convinced that whatever remus has planned will involve freezing to death, getting lost or being eaten by something living in the forest.
he is not entirely wrong.
the two of them end up following a narrow path through the snow until they reach an old, abandoned lookout point hidden between the trees. from there, the entire valley is visible beneath them, covered in snow and fading sunlight.
sirius is absolutely horrified by the climb. he complains dramatically the entire way. at one point he decides that his boots are too expensive, his coat is too beautiful and his hands are too cold for this sort of activity.
remus, who has apparently developed a remarkable immunity to sirius’ dramatics, simply tells him to stop complaining and keep walking. when sirius refuses, remus ends up picking him up and carrying him for part of the way.
they sit there together until the sky turns pink and gold, sharing whatever food remus managed to sneak out of the kitchens. and when they finally return to the castle, sirius takes remus’ hand without even thinking about it.
he leads him through the corridors, dragging him along with that effortless confidence he seems to possess whenever he has decided something is happening. eventually, they reach the corridor where the beauxbatons students are staying during their visit.
remus assumes that this is where they say goodnight. he turns towards sirius and leans in for one last kiss, intending it to be soft and brief. it is neither. sirius catches him before he can pull away, and suddenly the kiss becomes something neither of them seems particularly interested in ending.
remus eventually manages to pull back just enough to breathe, their foreheads still touching. he is smiling despite himself, quietly reminding sirius that as much as he would like to stay there forever, they are standing in a corridor full of sleeping students and are probably already pushing their luck.
sirius only looks at him with the cheekiest, prettiest grin remus has ever seen, the exact kind of smile he knows he is going to fall in love with over and over again.
one of sirius’ cold hands slips beneath remus’ shirt, resting against the warmth of his stomach, while the other hooks casually into one of the belt loops of his trousers.
"good thing i have a private room.”
remus barely has time to process it before his hands are back on sirius’ cheeks, pulling him into perhaps the fiercest kiss they have shared yet as they stumble into the room together, the door falling shut behind them less than five seconds later before a small flick of magic makes the lock click securely into place
thank you for your great question, answering it was so much fun <3
durmstrang!remus meeting beauxbatons!sirius during their seventh year at the triwizard tournament and the two of them being immediately fascinated by each other, so instead of actually watching their schools compete, they keep sneaking away together whenever the tasks start just to spend more time getting to know each other.
sirius constantly teases remus about his ridiculously dry durmstrang accent, insisting that he could confess his undying love in that voice and still sound like he’s reading a textbook. remus makes fun of sirius right back for making every sentence sound unnecessarily dramatic just because of his french accent, and somehow they can spend hours doing nothing but making fun of each other’s voices.
sirius also refuses to admit that he’s cold, despite his freezing hands and pink cheeks, until remus eventually gives him his thick fur-lined coat. sirius is far too proud to accept it at first, but eventually gives in, and it quickly becomes a little ritual between them. remus always brings it when they go outside, sirius always insists he doesn’t need it, and somehow he always ends up wearing it anyway.
one afternoon in the forest, sirius starts teasing remus again about his supposedly emotionless voice, so remus throws a snowball at him. sirius immediately throws one back, and suddenly they’re running through the snow and laughing until they both lose their balance and tumble into it together.
sirius ends up beneath remus, his black curls spread across the white snow, his pale skin almost glowing against it and his bright blue eyes looking up at remus through his long lashes. and remus suddenly forgets every clever response he could have made because sirius looks far too beautiful this close.
maybe sirius was right after all. maybe remus really does hide his feelings too well. so for once, he doesn’t.
he leans down and kisses sirius, soft and slow, putting all the affection he had been too quiet to say into the kiss. and sirius, for once, doesn’t tease him or make some dramatic comment. he simply smiles against remus’ lips and pulls him a little closer, as if he had been waiting for remus to finally show him exactly how much he felt
Sirius who sits on the counter looking pretty and kicking his feet and yapping and Remus, who is making the dinner for both of them and stands between Sirius and the stove to make sure that he doesn't accidentally burn himself <3
