Nyxx

25. They/Them trash. Probably awake at 3am reading fanfics

[buddhamethods]

i could be watching khemjira episode 13 right now...have you thought about that?

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[johnny-depp-is-loved]

[messrsage]

you wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

[nyxtactic]

The way I was so unhinged on this site

[theaftersundown]

*writes two paragraphs after months of literally nothing and it took three hours*

[hiveswap]

Those character chatbot ads are getting so malicious btw it's unreal

[nyxtactic]

Don’t talk to me, it’s missing Rengoku hours.

[nyxtactic]

Update

I took missing rengoku hours to seriously and dyed my hair like his

[nyxtactic]

Don’t talk to me, it’s missing Rengoku hours.

[levbolton-deactivated20250505]

Happy pride

[patchworkprince]

happy pride

[nyxtactic]

So, i’m currently reading Dreaming Of The Dokkaebi

The new chapter had me CACKLING

They are literally father and child you cannot convince me otherwise

[peachdues]

not to be emo on the dash but when “come on god, please don’t take my brother away” gets animated I don’t think I’ll recover

[nyxtactic]

I’m never going to emotionally recover from this when it happens

[cheerscafe]

It’s actually killing me how canonically kind and sensitive Giyuu is.

He stitched the haori’s of his two loved ones together and wore it for years. He remembered Murata’s name after all this time. He felt so strongly about Sabito’s death he had to repress his feelings entirely to function again. He gave two siblings a chance to try to find a way to cure becoming a demon despite his duty to do otherwise. In the manga he helped Mitsuri up when Tengen accidentally knocked her over at the first pillar meeting we see. He wanted to try and befriend Sanemi by giving him his favorite snack.

The fact that he went from smiling so wide and tearing up over his friend slapping him to showing hardly any emotions at all–just so he wouldn’t succumb to the despair and hopelessness of his grief, just so he could keep living–it’s so heartbreaking.

[nyxtactic]

What makes me even sadder is to see the way he’s treated by the other hashira.

Like, Giyuu doesn’t even try to stand up for himself. He blames himself so much about Sabito’s death that he rather go along with the shit they (mostly Sanemi, Iguro and Shinobu) say about him. He had chances to explain his reasonings for things but kept silent.

We can see how the different characters in Demon Slayer deal with grief- some anger, Muichiro being so traumatized he cannot remember a thing, and others not letting it get to them. Giyuu on the other hand completely shut down, berating himself over everything cause he believed everything leading up to that point was his fault.

If given the chance Giyuu would swap places with Sabito or Tsutako, the two people whose deaths had a significant impact on him.

[nyxtactic]

Literally shaking in my boots because I know after the Hashira Training Arc it’ll be Infinity Castle and i’m not ready to see that shit animated

[thisthirstisreal]

this arc is literally going to outshine every other arc that has been animated of Demon Slayer so far and I... am shaking

[nyxtactic]

I don’t know whats worse, the pain i felt reading the manga for the first time or seeing those scenes animated for the first time. Curse you ufotable for doing them JUSTICE

[amvs]

“but AI art lets me create my OCs!” YOU WILL USE PICREW AS GOD INTENDED

[nyxtactic]

I can’t draw to save my life but you will NEVER catch me using AI, picrew my love never leave me.

[toulouse-2]

I find it so embarrassing to make friends. Especially online. Like no I’m not stalking you or begging you to be my friend I just think you’re rlly cool and I’m shy 😭

[nyxtactic]

Literally i’m such a loser, theres so many cool people on here and like- how do i befriend? You would think i’d know by with my how long i’ve been on this damn planet

[vreetea]

I made these like last month buy forgot to post them