what are the most important memories to you? and do you regret may 1st?
i love your blog, best wishes dude
my most important memories are any of the ones where me and cal are just hanging out. I remember we used to go to the park and just swing and talk about whatever. we also spent a lot of time in my room playing games. his house was always too hectic. also anything with mel. she was awesome. as for may 1st, it's complicated, I guess. I wouldn't do anything like that now, but it felt like the only option then. like it was the only logical thing to do. maybe that's terrible of me but that's how it was. there were times where I wasn't sure but cal would tell me that we were doing it because we needed to and he just seemed so sure so how could I go against that? not to say that I was forced into going along with it. I helped plan and shit. like I said, complicated. if this doesn't explain it well enough, feel free to send in another ask and I'll try to explain more.
glad to hear you like the blog. I wanna post more but I don't know the type of stuff to post about. so far, it's just been moodboards and stuff about cal I think. mel appreciation post coming soon maybe