yohan understands why piper was cautious around him . while he didn't have the best reputation , he was also inconsistent with certain things— commitment being one of them , probably on top of the list , too . this part of his life , being an idol , was demanding of his attention whether he had a schedule or not , so it was difficult to hold on to something permanent . it's not to say that he was a terrible person , this ' character ' that he plays and everything tied to him to up his standing in this society had people turning him down . in truth , yohan is gentle and loyal . he doesn't show it too often , afraid that people will treat him differently . he didn't need their sympathy , he just wanted to be respected and treated like a human being , not just some trophy that gets polished when it needs to be shown off . it gets tiring and for once , yohan just wanted to live life how he wanted . that's why he had plans on moving away , that's why he hired piper to be his architect . he just didn't expect that he'd develop feelings for her after their numerous ' pleasant ' exchanges . " i don't want you to look at me na artista or idol lang , kasi chances are you won't trust me and i understand that , i can't change your mind about that side of me , " he starts , careful with his words . piper was right to question him and he didn't take offense to that . " i'm asking , sincerely— if you can give me a chance , so we can get to know each other better , " he continues , his gaze softens when they meet hers . " i'm not asking as yohan , the idol or yohan , the cheater— i'm asking as yohan , that's it . i'm not the bad guy that everyone thinks i am . "
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