this is what I think

whole same thought process

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WORLD! please stop for a minute i need time to breathe

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Why does it feel like I'm on the top of the world

Why does it feel like no one can reach me

Why does it feel like nothing can stop me

Maybe because my confidence took me here <3

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I was a happy person. Very open minded and joyful. I know the reason why I was but I don't know why I'm not. We need fresh air at some point in our life and that's not a bad thing. Who knows what we might discover! Maybe a new you or maybe a whole new world.

So I have decided to move to a different place. It might hurt some people but ultimately you got to do what's good for you. Wish me luck. Peace 😁

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ENDINGs CAN BE HAPPY

Believe me! After walking through tunnel of break ups, fake promises, wet pillows 'Tunnel ends'.

Does it really end? NO! But the way you look at this dark tunnel definitely ends, which changes everything. Only if you fight instead of running. Only if you learn instead of crying. Only if you practice to be strong instead of feeling sorry for yourself.

You might fall back into the tunnel again and again but we are not weak. We are gonna wakeup everyday and try to be stronger and better then yesterday.

I can see my happy tunnel. I can't believe I really reached here but I did and just like me everyone can. Sending lots of love and prayers. Everyone deserve a happy life.

Let's LIVE!

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Am I ever sad when I'm with him?

Lol! I even forget the meaning of it.

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And someone said,

You don't have to worry about your life when you take care of others because the world will take care of you.

I need us to remember that. Xoxo

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I wish

I don't have to deserve love to be loved.

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I have been fighting to accept, to see, to move on, to be practical about people but everything keeps reminding how things used to be before. how I used to be before. how life used to be before. It was a happy garden. So, I think of fighting back, questioning, forcing to make people do what I want to

But....

That would be worse.

Because I know I don't consider, I don't help, I don't consearn about anyone. When fate questions me, "you never done any of it that you are asking for. Don't you think they deserve better and you don't stand a chance? "

Still,

Can I ask to show me the right path with love? I don't remember being so bad when I'm loved, cared, looked after every day like a baby.

I wish I don't have to deserve love to be loved but! is it practical?

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she thinks when you can’t change something that you don’t like, you gotta accept it or it just kills you by time.

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Is it just me?

Is it just me who used to cry over sad songs and set mood but it doesn't work rn?

Is it just me who is in Crowd but left with no one to talk about your sorrow?

Is it just me who tried to dance and smile believing that life gets better but not anymore?

Is it just me who is loved but only the good side of you?

Is it just me that's hating herself for hurting herself?

Is it just me who's dieing inside?

Is it just me?

I wish it's just me.

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Btw just realized writing helps.

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Is it just me?

Is it just me who used to cry over sad songs and set mood but it doesn't work rn?

Is it just me who is in Crowd but left with no one to talk about your sorrow?

Is it just me who tried to dance and smile believing that life gets better but not anymore?

Is it just me who is loved but only the good side of you?

Is it just me that's hating herself for hurting herself?

Is it just me who's dieing inside?

Is it just me?

I wish it's just me.

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I'll be fine without him

but all I do is write about him

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Stuck in a loop where nothing feels true and nothing feels fake.

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Let me be your normal,

yet special.

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Have you ever got tired giving ted talk to yourself to hold up?

Don't be. You are your own therapist.

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If something bad happens to you it doesn't mean you are good