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OBSHERVER; independent highly selective lexi howard of hbo’s euphoria written by ROXY. she/her

twenty-one plus only

also found at notcruel & burninrcd

meme tag x open starter tag x rules

affiliated with: @killjoysanonymous

#pinned post #do not reblog

calellon

i’m surviving solely on day dreams and fantasies at this point

#☆ maybe that's a silly observation ➝ musings

quotefeeling

“I’m not who I was one year ago and maybe, just this once, change is good.”

— E. Grin

#☆ maybe that's a silly observation ➝ musings

obsherver

Plotting call!!! I don't have much going on on this account which is a crime in itself so like this post and we can get something started. If not hit me up on discord: princessofgenovia

melamemea

drunken confession.

your muse is drinking with mine and has been given the chance to question my muse anything they want to know. some may be triggering, others won’t. send me a 🍻+ the question you want to ask my muse for a tipsy, drunken ( honest ) answer.

“ what’s holding you back in life ?”

“ is everything alright? ”

“ when did you choose to give up ?”

“ what’s the kinkiest thing you have ever done ?”

“ how many have you slept with ?”

“ what’s your biggest secret ?”

“ do you believe in love ?”

“ what’s the meanest thing you have done ?”

“ what scares you more than anything ?”

“ have you ever considered running away ?”

“ do you love me ?”

“ what’s your dirtiest fantasy ?”

“ who hurt you ?”

“ what made you this way ?”

“ is there anyone special in your life ?”

“ why are you always smiling ?”

“ what lie have you told that hurt someone ?”

“ if you could do anything in world, what would it be ?”

“ who are you, really ?”

“ is there anything you regret ?”

“ what’s your biggest regret ?”

“ tell me about your first kiss ?”

“ what is your deepest, darkest fear ?”

“ is there anyone you regret kissing ?”

“ have you ever cheated, or been cheated on ?”

“ what is the most embarrassing thing in your room ?”

“ who have you loved, but they didn’t love you back ?”

“ is there something you have never told anyone ?”

“ when was the last time you cried ?”

“ how come you keep running away ?”

“ have you ever made someone cry ?”

“ if anything, what makes you hate a person ?”

“ what takes for you to fall in love, trust someone ?”

“ do you believe in true love ?”

“ what have you done that people would judge you most for doing ?”

“ do you regret letting me close ?”

“ is there someone you have a crush on ?”

“ what is the strangest place you have ever had sex ?”

“ tell me your most awkward date story ?”

“ do you ever get scared ?”

“ what do you really think of life ?”

add your own for further development.

#☆ a little exchange ➝ memes

Plotting call!!! I don't have much going on on this account which is a crime in itself so like this post and we can get something started. If not hit me up on discord: princessofgenovia

#☆ reality always finds a way of pulling me back ⟶ ooc

I see so many people have fourth wing things and I'm like... Lexi as a scribe wanting to help Jesinia and the crew especially with things that happened in iron flame.

#☆ reality always finds a way of pulling me back ⟶ ooc #don't want to spoil iron flame stuff to someone who hasn't read it

sovietnam

#☆ maybe that's a silly observation ➝ musings

Oh, but every time I try just a little Promise that I'll meet in the middle Always find my way back to my feet

So close the door and change the channel Give me something I can handle A good lover or someone who's nice to me Take my money, wreck my Sundays Love me 'til your next somebody Oh, but promise me that when it's time to leave Don't forget me

#playlist: lexi #Spotify

rpclefairy

𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

“ am i not good enough? ”

“ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ”

“ why did you help me? ”

“ who do you fight for? ”

“ why do you hate me? ”

“ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ”

“ you’re not dating anyone, are you? ”

“ i’ve got your back, okay? ”

“ where do you think you’re going? ”

“ how long have i been asleep? ”

“ are you going to kill me? ”

“ why can’t i come with you? ”

“ we all have secrets, don’t we? ”

“ did you want to be alone? ”

“ why should i trust you? ”

“ wait. did you hear that? ”

“ promise me? ”

“ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ”

“ do you remember anything at all? ”

“ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ”

“ you wanna know what your problem is? ”

“ may i have this dance? ”

“ can i ask… what happened? ”

“ how many people have you killed? how many? ”

“ do you ever hear yourself? ”

“ would you run away with me? ”

“ could you be happy here with me? ”

“ you can’t or you won’t? ”

“ you slept with them, didn’t you? ”

“ well, how do i look? ”

“ after all you’ve done how can i possibly trust you? ”

“ why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of? ”

“ what did they do to you? ”

“ so why’s it so important anyway? ”

“ where have you been? ”

“ why are you looking at me like that? ”

“ why did you come? ”

“ what are you doing out here by yourself? ”

“ is… that my shirt you’re wearing? ”

“ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ”

“ why does it always have to be a fight with you? ”

“ why can’t you look me in the eye? ”

“ can you forgive me? ”

“ what if i never see you again? ”

“ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ”

“ how about a little midnight snack? ”

“ are you… smelling me? ”

“ how did you get this scar? ”

“ what do you want in exchange for it? ”

“ what did you want to tell me? ”

#☆ a little exchange ➝ memes

songlyricsxxx

Send “They’re ’s a 10, but..” and fill in the rest to call out my muse!

#☆ a little exchange ➝ memes

@melodyplucked sent can this be a real thing?

Being around Ricky was easy. She often felt like she didn't need to talk all the time. She felt like she could still have moments where she lived in her head. Granted those thoughts often went to delusional thoughts. It was why she didn't immediately answer his question. "What was that?" Her eyes showing the bit of shock as she was still processing what he had asked. "What do you mean by a real thing? I need you to elaborate a bit more."

#dyn: lexi x ricky #melodyplucked

I'm just going to answer old memes that have been in my inbox for months.

#☆ reality always finds a way of pulling me back ⟶ ooc

poohsources

🐝 * ― 𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑫𝑰𝑨𝑳𝑶𝑮𝑼𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑷𝑻. 𝑰.

❛ it was wrong of me to assume you're ever gonna change. ❜ ❛ that's it? it was all just a lie? ❜ ❛ shame on me for thinking you were a good person. ❜ ❛ you're gonna pay for what you did to me. ❜ ❛ you didn't hear a word of what i just said, did you? ❜ ❛ believe me, you weren't my first choice either. ❜ ❛ if you've got a problem with the way i handle things, just say so. ❜ ❛ do you think we're gonna survive this? ❜ ❛ what's your problem?! ❜ ❛ will you please slow down a little? ❜ ❛ i can't believe you would do something like that. ❜ ❛ did it mean anything to you? ❜ ❛ i'm never gonna be good enough for you. ❜ ❛ we were just fooling ourselves this whole time. ❜ ❛ i'm sorry, i didn't know where else to go. ❜ ❛ i don't want to argue with you anymore. ❜ ❛ fine. you were right, and i was wrong. happy now? ❜ ❛ this day feels like it's never gonna end. ❜ ❛ i didn't think you'd care so much. ❜ ❛ this must be like the first time you were nice to me. ❜ ❛ out of all the people here, why do i have to be stuck with you? ❜ ❛ do you want to go on a date with me? ❜ ❛ honestly, i don't think i wanna leave the house today. ❜ ❛ were you ever planning on telling me about all of this? ❜ ❛ i wish i had another choice. ❜ ❛ don't flatter yourself, a fifth-grader could've done this as well. ❜ ❛ you're the most insufferable person i have ever met. ❜ ❛ here, you look like you need this more than me right now. ❜ ❛ oh, just so you know, i don't ever lose this game. ❜ ❛ just let me sleep for five more minutes. ❜ ❛ alright, is there anything else we have to do before they arrive? ❜ ❛ do you believe in ghosts? ❜ ❛ i wish we had more time together. ❜ ❛ you don't have to leave just yet ... you could stay the night if you wanted to. ❜ ❛ where are you taking me? ❜ ❛ trust me, this is the last thing i want to do. ❜ ❛ i need more time to think about what i want. ❜ ❛ why didn't you say anything earlier? we could've avoided this whole mess. ❜ ❛ i don't feel so good, i think i may be getting sick. ❜ ❛ help me! please! ❜