hikikomori

im just trying to make it out alive

[na-020]

[takemetoparissssss]

[slowdowniwantthis-deactivated20]

"fuck I missed you" while sliding in >>>

[julykings]

from Tiny Beautiful Things, adapted for the stage by Nia Vardalos. 

[lunamonchtuna]

— Margaret Atwood, We Are Hard from Power Politics: Poems (via lunamonchtuna)

[just-a-nomad]

an hour or two long sloppy make out session would fix me in so many ways right now

[heartofmuse]

Maybe your soul touched my soul long ago and the echoes of you unfurl like petals in the moonlight of your words. I remember the sweetness of your lips, the warmth of your soul's embrace, the fire of your spirit are in your words for me to taste.

e.v.e.

[betterthannonfiction-deactivate]

Frantic not enough skin to cover this yearning not enough hands to tame this desire slow, slow, I breathe my palms on your face my lips on your lips but we can’t, oh we can't not while in furious mid-transformation into the writhing beast with two backs

[obsoleteobstacle]

torn between going slow and having fun and dating you and imagining our wedding and future child

[obsoleteobstacle]

its okay tho, last night he said he will marry me one day so were in the same boat

[obsoleteobstacle]

i have this thing where i seclude myself when i am in physical discomfort so i dont bug and whine to people, because that makes me feel useless

so yesterday i got my period and i didnt text him a lot and in the evening i got a message

"Whats going on, youre not here"

and the sentence shocked me, like i felt like i was thunderstruck

so i called him and told him that no one in my life, not a single partner, minded when i disappear for a while

"Its called caring you idiot" he laughed and i couldnt help but smile either

it was worth the wait, finding you

[imokjusttiredofonlineexposure-d]

DISTANCE AFFLICTED. GEOGRAPHICALLY CHALLENGED

[polkadotmotmot]

Grim Park - Mind Balance - Lotus, 2023

[luvbey]

*calls you dude and babe in the same sentence*

[ultramonogvmy]

bumper sticker that says "are you mad at me?"

[sparkleloverr-deactivated202310]

Tramp stamp that says “are you mad at me?”

[ultramonogvmy]

tramp stamp that says "do u still like me?"

[obsoleteobstacle]

tram stamp that says "im sorry"

[ultramonogvmy]

my love language is spontaneous groping n manhandling

[thereignclub-trc]

Believe that things can suddenly change for you. Do not worry about how and when. Just deeply believe in the possibility of a new outcome. It can all be so different than what you are currently experiencing. Nothing is ever final. Allow that to bring you peace and give you hope.

[obsoleteobstacle]

the thing is when i was in 2014 i had no money and was living with my parents and was in highschool and was trying to fit in so bad so i *didnt experience* 2014 like i wanted to

so im so fucking happy that the aestethic is coming back and i can do it now