#lifeofapisces

[axpiscesxlife]

Very True

[obsoleteobstacle]

i have this thing where i seclude myself when i am in physical discomfort so i dont bug and whine to people, because that makes me feel useless

so yesterday i got my period and i didnt text him a lot and in the evening i got a message

"Whats going on, youre not here"

and the sentence shocked me, like i felt like i was thunderstruck

so i called him and told him that no one in my life, not a single partner, minded when i disappear for a while

"Its called caring you idiot" he laughed and i couldnt help but smile either

it was worth the wait, finding you

[obsoleteobstacle]

the thing is when i was in 2014 i had no money and was living with my parents and was in highschool and was trying to fit in so bad so i *didnt experience* 2014 like i wanted to

so im so fucking happy that the aestethic is coming back and i can do it now

[obsoleteobstacle]

im just blasting goa trance in an attempt to quiet down my brain while getting off of clonazepam

heres the fucking kicker

its working??

[obsoleteobstacle]

we either exchange bracelets to claim each other or no deal

[obsoleteobstacle]

more and more i find myself reverting back to my teenage self

im no longer pretending i like things that i dont and not like things that i do

i allow myself every single day to be unapolagetically myself in everything that i do

i call this era a u t h e n t i c i t y

[obsoleteobstacle]

first day off of clonazepam and i feel like i will die

[obsoleteobstacle]

i just had a fucking job interview and i was so fucking awkward jesus fucking christ in a crysler