[ocdgorl]

hello .

as you can probably tell from my url (lol) i have ocd, and i struggle most specifically with relationship-ocd or rocd. i am starting this blog to have a place to talk about my journey toward getting better. i’m excited to have a place where i can vent, cope, meet other people with ocd, and do whatever else i need while i am trying to beat this evil thing in my brain.

(&this will also just be a personal blog where i post other stuff :)

info:

my name is ellie, i’m 22, pronouns she/her, from arizona US. i’m in college studying womens health in a masters program. diagnosed ocd.

cw:

ocd, eating disorder/anorexia, drugs, alcohol. general mental health stuff. family addiction/alcoholism.

tags:

- ocd/rocd related posts: ocd, rocd, relationship ocd, rocd stuff, ocd stuff

- personal posts: txt, mp

- my face: selfie

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[tordenvejr]

ur not evil babe ur experiencing a human emotion

[goobersplat]

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Erika Lee Sears, Strawberry Milk, 2022

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[iwilleatyourenglish]

also been like… meticulously screenshotting convos with my boyfriend for two months because i felt like maybe i was exaggerating how often he did one specific thing but no

[boethiah]

no such thing as wasting your 20s your 20s are for recovering from whatever the fuck happened to you as a kid so that youre ready to get weird with it in your 30s

[doggosource]

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[rarebritney]

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[death-420]

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[sillysayaka]

dear dire

[ocdgorl]

all my friends are so successful and thriving. but here i am completely miserable, newly single, going to a mental hospital, deferring my next semester of school. and the worst part is i don’t want to get better. i genuinely just want to die already

[goobersplat]

Vintage Sanrio Cat Stickers

[satyriconmp3]

[ibuprofengirl]

life is often so cringefail. and yet we must go on

[northwestpasage-deactivated2023]

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