to the person I now love so dearly, so passionately. I wish this is the last time I ever have to date someone ever. But unfortunately, I don't think our paths will be aligned so easily. I wish I have the faith in us, I do, I really do, just not enough to convince my future self. But I will indeed come back to this post in a few years time and (hopefully) tell myself that I was so wrong and underestimated us, for how far we'd make it.
every time I make a mistake my heart breaks a little, knowing that I ruined a piece of you that was once so innocent from the touch of love, the touch of heart break. and I never know how to fix it, my first instinct is to run away, to expect that people are disappointed in me, and would leave me. knowing that I hurt you because you think I don't think you do enough just hurts me and I wish I was better for you.
life is funny. one day you're crying over a narcissist and another day you're at your boyfriend's house unwrapping Christmas presents! I have never felt more alive than today, but I honestly wish that some good things will stay. I get so afraid that good things never last and I'm constantly ready to let go. and I don't want to feel this way anymore. not with you. I love you,
I love you for trying. to understand. to love better. to be better. to do better. to be with me in my worst states, in my best states. for driving me to be the best version of myself. for making everything better being around you. for making me feel warm in my heart and my soul.
if I was given a chance to describe you to everyone, I would easily say that you are the one for me. like a S sized glove glided easily in my hands. like those nice pens you write with. you are everything I could ever wished for and I would be a fool to take you for granted. I would be a fool for breaking your heart. I fell in love with you because
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