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OBSESSION (2026) dir. curry barker
I wish Nikki Freeman loved me more than anyone in the entire world.
OBSESSION (2026) dir. Curry Barker
so i just saw obsession
oh and another thing that devastates me about Obsession is how much nikki is judged and blamed by those around her. sarah and ian repeatedly telling bear that he shouldnât have to deal with her, that sheâs not his responsibility, that theyâre worried sheâs taking advantage of him. as if they arenât also her friends, as if they shouldnât know her well enough to notice something is off. thereâs no concern for why nikki is behaving the way she is, thereâs just distain towards it. she starts acting out of character and so it must all be intentional. but bear doesnât get questioned. bear isnât gossiped about. nikki loses all her agency and autonomy, and all she gets for it is judgment
One thing about Obsession (2026) that I enjoyed was that it almost asks you to feel empathy for the entity possessing Nikki as well as the real one. Like, obviously the things she's doing are horrific and fucked up, but I think the scene where Bear is asking her to "just be Nikki!" and she eventually just desperatly screams "I can't be Nikki!" does a really good job of showcasing the entity's inner feelings. She's been created with the sole purpose of loving this guy more than anyone else but no matter how perfect it is or how much he claims to love her, its not her that he loves, its Nikki. And any time she stops pretending to be Nikki, he reacts (albeit rightfully) with disgust and horror. She can't be Nikki because Nikki would never love Bear, and so Bear will never love her.
on my second viewing of obsession, i had the realization that nikkiâs story at the party wasnât the movie using incest as an easy shorthand for making the audience uncomfortable or creating a general âthings are offâ vibe but was another way the real nikki was crying outâa metaphor for the fact that nikki, like gretel, is being made to fuck her âlittle brotherâ (bear) under duress, at the behest of an external magic (the witchâs spell in her story; obviously, bearâs wish)
Just saw the interview where Curry Barker explained that it's totally possible to get a normal wish from the One Wish Willow, and I love the way they did that so much. The reason Obsession happened isn't because it's trying to twist Bear's desires into something evil. It's not even because he phrased his want wrong. Obsession happened because Bear got his hands on a magic item that could do anything in existence, and chose to force someone to fall in love with him, which is an inherently evil thing to do.
JOSHUA ODJICK as COLLIE PARKER THE LONG WALK (2025) dir. Lawrence Francis
Zayn performing live on stage at The O2 Academy Edinburgh on December 9, 2024 in Edinburgh (đ· credit)
Zayn performing live on stage at The O2 Academy Edinburgh on December 9, 2024 in Edinburgh (đ· credit)
not to be a silly billy dumb dumb delusional clown but what if louis goes to zaynâs LA show.
Louis Tomlinson in Monza [1.9.2024]
Itâs crazy how low self-worth fucks with peoples lives
âWhat will I be if I donât graduate/donât get a promotion/donât get my shit together/donât make this relationship work?â You would be a perfectly normal human being who is inherently valuable and who possesses many talents and good traits
âWhat if I fail even when I tried my very best?â The world keeps turning and you will find many other things you will succeed at.
Close up of Louis meeting fans in SĂŁo Paulo! (2 April 2024)
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Pretty Woman (1990) dir. Garry Marshall