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I know I’ve been gone for a while… even though I’m still lurking around here 😶🌫️
Things have just been a bit overwhelming lately between my criminal psychology master’s absolutely burying me in work and still dealing with some complicated breakup-related stuff.
But I am still writing whenever I can!! I currently have two more chapters planned for The Steeping Point and I’ll also be getting back to your requests as soon as I’m able!
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Thank you so much 🤍 I’m really glad you liked that part!!! Writing his jealous side really was something 😭
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The Steeping Point
Chapter 8: Peppermint & Rose
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The Vane Gala was a sea of shimmering silk, expensive cologne, and enough ego to tilt the earth's axis. You stood in the center of the marble foyer, feeling every bit the "high-society designer" in a floor-length, backless gown of midnight-blue silk. It was stunning, certainly, but the internal boning was currently digging into your ribs with the persistence of a thumb-tack, and the sheer height of the stilettos made you feel like you were walking on a tightrope over a shark tank.
"You're walking too fast," Jane muttered, adjusting his cufflinks with a sharp, jerky motion. "A woman of your supposed status doesn't scurry. She glides. You look like you’re trying to beat a red light."
"And you look like you’ve sucked on a lemon," you hissed back, flashing a dazzling, fake smile at a passing socialite. "I am not 'scurrying.' I am trying to navigate three thousand square feet of polished marble in shoes designed by someone who clearly hates women. What is your problem? You’ve been picking apart my walking, my jewelry, and even the way I held my champagne glass for the last hour."
"I'm being thorough," Jane snapped, his eyes scanning the room with a cold, analytical precision that skipped right over your face. "Details matter, and you seem distracted. Perhaps your mind is still back at the bar?"
"My mind is on the mission, Jane. My ribs, however, are on the verge of snapping."
Behind you, Cho and Rigsby loitered near a tall sculptural vase, looking like two very bored, very dangerous pieces of granite in their fitted black suits.
"Do they ever stop?" Rigsby whispered, pretending to check his earpiece while eyeing a tray of wagyu sliders passing by.
"Jane’s in a spiral," Cho noted flatly, his arms crossed. "It’s like watching a car crash in slow motion, only the car is wearing a three-piece suit and the crash is made of passive-aggressive comments about chairs."
"I saw him staring at the hors d'oeuvres tray earlier like the shrimp cocktail had personally insulted him." Rigsby added, keeping his voice low as he pretended to adjust his tie. "He told the waiter the sauce was 'overly ambitious and fundamentally insecure.' It's a shrimp!"
"Ah, there you are!"
The smooth, oily voice of Julian Vane cut through your bickering. He approached with a glass of vintage port in one hand, looking every bit the predatory host. His eyes swept over you with a slow, appreciative greed that made your skin crawl even more than the corset did.
"My favorite guests," Vane purred, stepping into your personal space. "I must say, Sergio, your designer is the crowning jewel of this evening. That dress... it’s a masterpiece of architecture."
Jane’s posture shifted instantly. He didn't smile. He didn't play the part of the gregarious buyer. Instead, he stepped half an inch in front of you, his eyes narrowing. "It’s a dress, Julian. Let's not get poetic. And as for architecture, I find the most interesting structures are the ones with the most hidden secrets. Wouldn't you agree?"
Vane’s smile faltered for a fraction of a second, his gaze flickering between Jane’s dry, sharp tone and your rigid stance. "A bit blunt tonight, aren't we?"
"He’s just famished," you interrupted, forcing a melodic, lighthearted laugh that felt like gravel in your throat.
You reached out and grabbed Jane’s arm—hard. "And when he’s hungry, he loses his manners. If you’ll excuse us for a moment, Julian, I need to remind my partner of his etiquette."
"By all means," Vane said, looking intrigued by the friction.
The moment his back was turned, your smile vanished. You gripped Jane by his silk lapels and dragged him backward, hauling him behind a heavy velvet curtain near the balcony. The thick fabric muffled the sound of the string quartet, leaving only the sound of your frustrated breathing.
"Okay, out with it," you growled, pinning him against the stone railing. "What is going on with you? You’ve been insufferable and almost blew our cover in front of the target!"
Jane leaned back, the velvet curtain swaying behind him. The mask finally slipped, revealing a raw, jagged edge of resentment. "I merely find it fascinating," he said, his voice dropping to a low, dangerous vibration. "The way you lit up. He was 'the one that got away,' wasn't he? The tragic high school romance."
You stared at him, stunned. "Leo? You’re acting like this over-" You cut yourself off, narrowing your eyes. "I never told you he was an ex. How could you possibly know that?"
Jane gave a small, joyless tilt of his head.
"I didn't need you to tell me. I could tell the second he breathed near you. The way your pupils dilated, the slight elevation in your pitch, the specific way you leaned into his personal space. It wasn't just 'seeing an old friend'."
"You're jeopardizing a federal investigation because you saw me hug someone," you hissed, though your heart was hammering against your ribs.
"Well, he isn't just someone, is he?" Jane’s voice dropped, turning sharp and quiet. "People don't look at 'just someone' with that particular mix of regret and fondness. You were looking at a version of your life that didn't involve crime scenes. You were looking at the 'what if.' And frankly, it’s a very dull 'what if,' but it seemed to hold your attention quite well."
"You’re completely wrong," you shouted-whispered. The corset was suffocating, but the look in his eyes was worse. "His family moved, we were kids, and we grew apart. That hug wasn't 'undying love,' Jane. It was just a nice memory."
Taking a deep breath, you feel the weight of vulnerability. "The truth is, even if I could go back, I wouldn't. I wouldn't change a single thing about where I am right now. Not even you."
You spun around, ready to shove through the velvet curtains and lose yourself in the crowd.
But you didn't even make it a step.
His hand shot out, his fingers locking around your wrist with a grip that was iron-clad and trembling. You stopped dead, the force of the pull nearly knocking you off those ridiculous heels.
"Jane—" you started, turning back with a reprimand on your tongue.
But the word died in your throat. Before you could finish, he yanked you back into his space. His other hand crashed against the small of your back, his arm hooking around your waist and pulling you flush against him so hard the air left your lungs.
The angst had vanished, replaced by a heavy, magnetic heat that felt a thousand times more dangerous than his anger.
He looked down at you, his face a mask of stripped-back honesty, his breath ghosting over your lips. He didn't say a word. He didn't have to. The way his fingers dug into your waist told you exactly how much he’d been holding back.
He began to lean in, his eyes fluttering shut, the space between your lips narrowing to a fraction of an inch.
Then you hear him. The voice was clear, warm, and unmistakable, coming from just inches away, on the other side of the velvet.
"Shit," you hissed, your eyes snapping open as you shoved against Jane’s chest, the romantic tension shattering into a million sharp, panicked pieces. "It’s Leo."
"Oh, for the love of..." Jane let out a frustrated, jagged breath, his forehead dropping against yours for a split second as he struggled to switch back from 'jealous lover' to 'cunning consultant.'
"If he sees me and calls me by my real name, the whole sting is blown," you whispered frantically, ducking lower into the shadows of the curtain. "We have to move. Now !"
The next twenty minutes were a blur. While you dodged Leo through the kitchen corridors, feeling the phantom heat of Jane’s hands still burning on your waist, Jane used the distraction to lure Julian Vane into the private server room. The "Alpha" was caught red-handed trying to wipe the bridge shooter’s payment logs, and Cho and Rigsby moved in with clinical efficiency to end the night.
In the aftermath, as the guests were being ushered out, Leo finally caught up to you. The cool night air was a relief against the lingering heat of the ballroom, but your nerves were still frayed from the adrenaline of the arrest.
"We meet again," Leo said, his voice a mix of amusement and genuine shock as he took in the scene. "I have to say, I didn't know you were a cop. That's a hell of a career pivot from what I remember."
"Agent," you corrected automatically, your voice professional yet weary.
"Agent," he repeated with a nod, a small, nostalgic smile playing on his lips. "Right. Well, look, as you already know, I just moved back. I'm starting my own architecture firm here. It's been a long road, but it's finally happening." He paused, stepping a bit closer into your personal space. "Now that the excitement's over... I’d love to catch up properly. What do you say? Do you want to go have drinks with me tonight? Celebrate the big bust?"
A few yards away, you felt Jane’s presence before you saw him. He was leaning against a squad car, his face a mask of careful indifference, but the way he was staring at the pavement told you everything. Eventually, he turned on his heel and walked toward the exit, his silhouette sharp and lonely against the flashing blue police lights.
"Leo, that's amazing about the firm. Truly," you said, turning back to your ex with a finality that felt like turning a key in a lock.
"But 'old times' are exactly where they belong. In the past," you give him a sincere smile. "Good luck with the business."
An hour later, you were back in your apartment. You had finally peeled yourself out of that midnight-blue torture device and into a soft, oversized t-shirt that felt like heaven against your skin. You were barefoot, leaning against the kitchen counter and enjoying the stillness, when a sharp, rhythmic knock sounded at the door.
You opened it to find Jane. He wasn't wearing his suit jacket anymore, his sleeves were rolled up, and he was holding a brown paper bag that smelled heavenly of garlic and spices.
"I assumed you’d be hungry," he said, his voice quiet. "Since you skipped the gala sliders."
"How did you know I didn't go out with him?," you asked, stepping aside to let him in.
Jane set the bag on the counter, his eyes finally meeting yours with an intensity that made the room feel small. "I watched you say no from the parking lot."
"You stayed?"
"I had to make sure," he murmured, stepping into your space, his eyes dark and focused.
He reached out, his hands finding your waist and pulling you flush against him. This time, there were no curtains, no interruptions, and no ex high school sweethearts.
You didn't hesitate. You immediately crossed your arms around his neck, your fingers tangling into the curls at the nape of his neck, pulling him down into your space until your heartbeats synced through the thin cotton of your shirt.
"You're a very difficult man to work with, Patrick Jane," you whispered, your voice thick with a mix of exhaustion and absolute certainty.
Jane leaned in, his nose brushing against yours, his gaze dropping to your mouth with a heat that felt like it could melt the marble counters behind you.
"And yet," he rasped, a ghost of a smirk playing on his lips, "you’ve never been one for an easy assignment."
He closed the gap.
The kiss was deep, slow, and devastatingly sure of itself. It tasted of the cold night air he’d brought in with him and the sharp, electric heat that had been building between you two.
As your hands tightened in his hair, Jane let out a low, rough sound against your lips. Without breaking the contact, his hands slid from your waist to your bare thighs, and with a sudden, effortless surge of strength, he hoisted you up.
You instinctively wrapped your legs around his waist, your world narrowing down to his scent and the friction of his body against yours.
He moved with a blind, practiced confidence, settling you firmly onto the cool marble of the counter, as his body stepped in between your knees to keep you tethered to him. He pulled back just a fraction of an inch, his breath hitching, his thumb tracing the swollen line of your lower lip.
"I believe," he rasped, his eyes dark with a hunger that had nothing to do with the Thai food sitting a few feet away, "this is exactly where we left things."
READER LORE??? OH MY. i am always so sat for jealous!jane oh my god you always hit the spot. its stupid funny whenever he's petty because he's supposed to be logical person but. isn't. i live for it
YESS 😭🤍
There’s just something about him completely abandoning logic the moment feelings get involved that I love writing 🤭
The Steeping Point
Chapter 7: Kuding
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The warehouse door was a heavy, rusted slab of iron. You stood back, arms crossed, tapping your foot with a rhythmic, impatient clack-clack-clack against the pavement.
Rigsby and Van Pelt were parked two blocks out, hidden in a "dead zone" to ensure no radio frequencies tipped off the suspect’s scanners. They were waiting for the signal—a silent panic button in your pockets—but until then, you and Jane were entirely on your own.
"I'm just saying, Sergio," you snapped, using his undercover name with a bite that made Jane’s eyebrows jump. "If this 'Artisan' doesn't have the velvet ottomans, I am leaving. I have a 1:00 PM at the club and I will not be late because you have a fetish for mid-century dust."
Jane—or 'Sergio'—let out a dramatic, wounded sigh. "Art takes time, darling. And vision! You lack the vision."
He hammered on the door. After a tense moment, a small sliding panel opened. A pair of cold, suspicious eyes peered out.
"We’re closed to the public."
"The public? Heavens," Jane scoffed, waving a hand as if shooing a fly. "I’m not 'the public.' I’m the man who’s about to buy your entire inventory of 1958 Eames chairs if you’d stop hiding behind a piece of scrap metal. My designer here is already threatening to flee to San Francisco, and quite frankly, her temper is much shorter than her hemlines."
You shot Jane a look that would have vaporized a lesser man.
"Open the door," you growled at the guard. "Before I decide this building is a safety hazard and call the fire marshal myself."
The door creaked open.
The interior was a cavernous maze of crates and shrouded furniture. It was silent, save for the distant hum of a generator. A man in a grease-stained jumpsuit—the "Alpha’s" lackey—stood by a forklift, watching you both with a hand resting near his waistband.
Jane immediately began wandering, touching things he shouldn't. "Oh, look at this! Is this teak? It’s hideous. I must have it."
You trailed behind him, your eyes scanning the rafters for the "spotter" vantage point Van Pelt had mentioned.
"It’s a knock-off, Sergio. Move on. We’re looking for the storage unit in the back, remember?"
"You're so focused on the 'back,'" Jane murmured, pausing by a large mahogany wardrobe. He leaned in close, pretending to inspect the wood, but his breath hitched against your ear. "Always so eager to get to the finish line."
The tension in your chest tightened like a coiled spring. You stepped into his space, shoving him back slightly under the guise of "correcting" his path. "I’m focused on the job, Sergio. Which you would be, too, if you weren't so distracted by your own... appetite."
His eyes darkened, the playful undercover mask slipping for a fraction of a second to reveal the man who had held you against the marble only hours ago.
"My appetite is fine," he murmured, his eyes dropping to your mouth for a heartbeat before snapping back to yours with a predatory sparkle. "But I've always found that the most exquisite things require a little... extra work to uncover. Wouldn't you agree?"
He leaned in even closer, the scent of him—now mixed with the dry, ancient dust of the warehouse—overwhelming the professional space between you.
"I don't mind the labor," he added, his voice dropping into that dangerous, velvety register. "As long as the reward is as sweet as it was this morning."
"Hey!"
A sharp voice echoed from the mezzanine. A man in a tailored charcoal suit descended the stairs. He was lean, with predatory eyes and a smile that didn't reach them. This was Julian Vane, the suspected logistics architect for the bridge shooter.
"Mr. Sergio, I presume?" Vane said, smoothing his lapels. "And his... lovely designer?"
"I'm starving, Julian," you snapped, leaning into the role. "And this place smells like engine oil and regret. Do you have the Eames collection or are we wasting our time?"
Vane chuckled, a dry, papery sound. "I apologize. This is merely the transit hub. The true treasures—the pieces a man of your taste deserves—are currently being staged for our private gala."
He reached into his breast pocket and pulled out two thick, cream-colored invitation cards. "Tomorrow evening. Our flagship showroom in the Hills. It’s a very exclusive guest list. Security is... tight. But for a man willing to buy out my entire 1958 inventory, I think we can make an exception."
Jane took the cards, his thumb brushing yours as he handed one over. "A gala. How delightful. Will there be champagne? My designer only works when she's properly lubricated with expensive bubbles."
"Only the best," Vane promised.
As soon as the heavy iron door slammed shut behind you, the "aggrieved designer" mask fell away. You marched toward the SUV, Jane trotting along behind you, looking immensely pleased with himself.
"We had him," you hissed, turning to face him. "We could have signaled the team, brought him in for questioning—"
"And he would have walked in twenty minutes," Jane interrupted, waving the invitation like a trophy. "Vane is careful. He doesn't keep the encrypted servers here. He keeps them where he feels safest—surrounded by his 'exclusive' friends and enough security to make a direct raid a bloodbath."
You looked at the card: The Vane Collection : A Night of Mid-Century Mastery.
"He thinks we're just another pair of rich, bickering idiots," you noted, your heart finally slowing down.
"Precisely," Jane said, leaning against your car door, effectively trapping you between him and the metal. "Which means tomorrow night, we don't go in with tactical vests and battering rams. We go in as the most captivating people in the room."
His gaze softened, drifting over your face with a slow, deliberate focus. "Though, for you, that’s hardly a performance, is it?"
"I can handle 'captivating' without the extra flair, Jane," you said, though your voice lacked its usual bite.
As his fingers ghosted near your jawline to brush away a speck of warehouse dust, you instinctively stiffened, your eyes darting toward the perimeter. You scanned the tinted windows of the unmarked units down the block and the shadowed corners of the loading docks, checking for the glint of a lingering pair of FBI or CBI eyes. The last thing you needed was a formal inquiry into "unprofessional conduct" before the paperwork for the day was even filed.
"Hey! Guys!"
The sound of heavy boots crunching on gravel made you jump nearly six inches. You spun around, smoothing your blazer with frantic efficiency as Rigsby jogged toward you, looking remarkably disheveled in a jumpsuit that was indeed a size too small.
"Oh, Agent Rigsby," you said, your voice a pitch higher than usual. "You're... still in that."
"Don't remind me. I think I’ve lost circulation in my left leg," he grumbled, stopping a few feet away and wiping sweat from his forehead.
He looked between you and Jane, his expression curious but thankfully oblivious to the spark that had been hanging in the air seconds ago.
"Boss is wrapping up with the feds. We were thinking of heading to that dive bar near the office later for a round of drinks to wash the warehouse dust out of our throats. You guys in?"
Jane tilted his head, his eyes flicking to you with a look that said he knew exactly how much you wanted to say no just to avoid him. "A drink with the team? Sounds delightful. I could certainly use something cold. What about you, Agent?"
You felt the heat rising in your neck. "I have a lot of paperwork....but one drink probably won't kill me."
"Great!" Rigsby beamed, already turning back toward the van, his gait slightly stiff from the restrictive jumpsuit. "First round's on Cho! He just doesn't know it yet!"
The transition from the cold, sterile warehouse to the dim, amber-lit interior of the "Rusty Nut" was jarring. The air here didn't smell like river salt and engine oil; it smelled of stale popcorn, cheap bourbon, and the weary satisfaction of a team that had survived another day of Jane’s "plans."
"I’m just saying," Rigsby said, his voice carrying over the background music’s low hum as he slid into the cracked leather booth. He had thankfully changed back into his suit, though he was still nursing a red mark on his shoulder. "If we’re going to do a furniture sting again, I want to be the buyer. Why does Jane always get to be the eccentric millionaire?"
"Because you have the 'poker face' of a cereal mascot," Cho deadpanned, staring at the glass in front of him. "You’d try to negotiate the price of a chair and end up apologizing to the seller for taking up their time."
"I would not!" Rigsby protested, reaching for a bowl of pretzels.
"You would," Van Pelt chimed in, smiling as she took a sip of her cider. "And you’d probably ask if they had any in 'blueberry' to match your jumpsuit."
"It was navy," Rigsby muttered through a mouthful of pretzels.
You sat at the end of the booth, feeling Jane’s presence like a physical heat where he leaned against the bar stool right behind you. He hadn't joined the booth, preferring to hover in your orbit, his hand occasionally brushing the back of your chair as he gestured with a glass of sparkling water.
"And what about our 'Designer'?" Jane asked, leaning down so his voice was a private note beneath the team's banter. "She was quite the firebrand today, wouldn't you say, Lisbon?"
"She was convincing. Maybe a little too convincing. I particularly liked the part where you threatened to call the fire marshal. That was a nice touch of bureaucratic spite."
"I was just channeling my inner Agent Lisbon," you said, taking a much-needed sip of your drink.
"Hey," Lisbon feigned a bit of pain. "I am not that mean."
"You are when Jane suggests hiding in a crate," Cho noted without looking up.
"Thank you, Cho," Jane said brightly. "See? I’m the catalyst for everyone’s personal growth. I bring out the hidden depths. For instance, I never knew our Agent here had such a... passionate dislike for mid-century dust. Or such a talent for looking me in the eye and telling me I’m 'appalling' while her heart is beating like a hummingbird."
You nearly choked on your drink. You didn't look back at him, but you could feel his smirk.
"It’s called adrenaline, Jane," you said, your voice remarkably steady. "Most people get it when they’re in a room full of armed suspects."
"Is that what it was?" he whispered, leaning just an inch closer so his scent drifted over you. "I could have sworn it was something much more... intense."
"Can we talk about Vane?" Van Pelt asked, oblivious to the subtext. "If we’re going to this gala tomorrow, we need a solid plan for the server room. The security at the Hills showroom is top-tier. Biometrics, the whole works."
"Don't worry about the biometrics," Jane said, finally turning his attention to the group, though his hand remained on the back of your chair. "Vane is a man of ego. And men of ego always leave the back door unlocked for someone they think is beneath them."
"I'll handle the tech," Van Pelt said, nodding.
"Cho, Rigsby, you’re the 'unobtrusive security' for our VIP buyers," Lisbon added.
"Great," Rigsby sighed. "Back to being the muscle. Can I at least get a suit that fits this time?"
"I'll check the budget," Lisbon said, though she looked like she'd rather buy a new set of handcuffs. She looked at you and Jane, her gaze lingering a second too long. "And you two? Maybe... dial back the 'bickering.' "
"We’ll be the picture of professional harmony," Jane promised, his eyes meeting yours in the mirror behind the bar. "Won't we, Agent?"
You just looked at your drink. "I'm going to need another one of these."
The conversation at the booth flowed easily, a chaotic blend of Rigsby complaining about the structural integrity of his jumpsuit and Van Pelt debating the best way to bypass Vane’s firewall. Through it all, Jane remained anchored in your orbit. While the rest of the team was distracted by their own banter, you were hyper-aware of him. Every now and then, his hand would graze the back of your chair, or his shoulder would brush yours as he leaned in to hear a joke. They were lingering, feather-light touches—completely oblivious to the others, but screamingly loud to you.
Finally, you eventually got up to get another drink.
As you reached the mahogany bar, a tall, broad-shouldered man in a well-tailored denim shirt turned around, nearly bumping into you.
He froze, his eyes widening in shock. "Wait... is that really you?"
"Leo?" You gasped, the name surfacing from a decade of old memories.
"I don't believe it!" he laughed, a warm, booming sound. Before you could say another word, he pulled you into a tight, familiar hug.
Across the room, the atmosphere at the table shifted instantly.
"Who’s the guy?" Rigsby asked, his pretzel hovering mid-air. "He looks like he stepped out of a catalog."
Jane, who had been mid-smirk while watching you walk away, suddenly looked as if someone had drained the color from the room. He didn't move. He didn't crack a joke. He just watched Leo’s hand rest on your arm, and then saw the way Leo tucked a stray hair behind your ear—a gesture so familiar it made Jane’s jaw tighten into a hard, sharp line.
"Actually," Jane said, his voice unusually flat, "I think I’m done for the night."
"You're leaving?" Lisbon asked, surprised by the lack of his usual theatrical exit. "We haven't even finished the round."
"Yeah," Jane replied, casting one brief, unreadable glance toward the bar where Leo was still holding your hand. "I’ve got nothing left in the tank. I'll see you tomorrow."
He turned and walked out the door, his shoulders slightly hunched, disappearing into the night just as Leo squeezed your hand and said his goodbyes.
You walked back to the booth, a fresh drink in hand and your mind a whirlwind of memories.
"You guys won't believe it," you said, sliding back into your seat. "That was my ex. We dated in high school. I haven't seen him since—"
You cut yourself off, looking at the empty space.
"Where'd he go?" you asked, looking around the dim bar.
"He left," Rigsby said, sounding genuinely concerned. "He seemed really wiped out. He just said he was tired and didn't have anything left in the tank."
"He looked exhausted," Van Pelt added, nodding. "He didn't even make a joke about the bill."
You took a slow sip of your new drink, but it tasted sharp and hollow.
The team continued to chatter around you—Rigsby's laugh boomed as he finally won a point in whatever argument he was having with Cho.
"Everything okay?" Lisbon asked quietly, her eyes searching yours over the rim of her glass.
"Fine," you lied, forcing a small smile as you set your drink down. "Just thinking about tomorrow. The gala.'"
Lisbon nodded, though the look in her eyes suggested she knew the mission was the last thing on your mind.
And as the background music transitioned into a slow, melancholy blues track, you looked at the empty glass Jane had left behind.
other non writing hobbies? nheheh
Outside of writing, I really like pottery! It's ’s kind of my way to just switch my brain off for a bit :)
I also play the piano (not as consistently as I’d like, but I still love it), and I read a lot too, which probably doesn’t come as a surprise 🤭
Do you only write fics with a female reader?
Hii 🤍
For the most part, yes, I usually write with a female reader in mind. But my fluff one-shots are generally pretty easy to read as gender neutral if you prefer!
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Hello author this is my first time sending a message and also english is not my first language. Thank you for chapter 6 of Patrick Jane story I really love the story I can't wait for the upcoming chapters that you will give us. Ever since I started watching The Mentalist and once I saw Simon Baker I was down bad for him 😉 then I started searching for any Patrick Jane story's and I was really having a hard time finding a Patric Jane fanfics. Thank you for giving us this Patrick Jane story I'm very grateful for this story.
I want to ask something you can also just ignore this question. Is the story gonna have a season 1-7 process like the series of The Mentalist?
And also take care of yourself first we are here to support you 😘
Hii🤍 thank you so much for your message, and don’t worry at all, english isn't my first language either!
I’m really happy you’re enjoying the story, that honestly means a lot to me 🥹
That’s actually a really great idea, doing it in a season 1–7 kind of structure, but for now this fic is just going to have… god knows how many chapters 😭 I keep coming up with new ideas and since it’s been so well received, I don’t feel like stopping anytime soon.
That’s also why updates might take a bit longer now. I’m kind of writing as I go and trying to connect everything between chapters so it all flows properly.
Thank you again for your support <3
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Spelling mistakes? I guarantee neither of us saw those at 3:00 AM Monday Morning.
Top 10 fandoms RN!!!!
Oh this is evil I’m into way too many things 😭 BUT—
1. The Mentalist
2. Bridgerton
3. Heated Rivalry
4. Criminal Minds
5. The Last of Us
6. Baldur’s Gate
7. Fleabag
8. Animal Crossing
9. Bob's Burgers
10. Kpop in general
This list could change in like… 5 minutes btw
What got you into writing? Was it fanfiction, published books, or what? Andd if you dont mind what was the work exactly :3 ?
I’ve actually been writing poetry for a long time, so writing in general has always kind of been my thing!
Fanfic-wise… I was raised by Wattpad and AO3 🫡 every time I had a crush on a character, they’d hate to see me coming 😭
I only started posting my own stuff when I rewatched The Mentalist and realised Patrick Jane writers were basically a rare species on here. So I was like… fine, I’ll do it myself.
And I figured since I was going to start writing for him, I might as well do the same for more of my favorite fictional men :D
GET TO KNOW ME
100 followers?! what 😭🤍 thank you so much!!
I thought I’d do a little get to know me thing as a way to celebrate <3
So if you’re curious about anything at all — about me, my writing, anything really — feel free to send asks or drop questions in the comments!!
You can also send them privately if you’re shy, I don’t mind at all