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HAVEN'T BEEN ON TUMBLR IN MANY YEARS - THOUGHTS & REFLECTIONS

My god I haven't been on here in years... Things sure have changed! Between now and my last post, I've made a lot of changes and been through a lot of stuff. Reflecting on it all is kinda crazy.

Since my last post, I:

- Lost my gf of 9 years

- Been in a new relationship for a year

- I'm now a father of beautiful baby girl

- I'm not close to my family anymore and live alone

- I've been homeless

- I've done a few jobs and now have one i can safely say I like

- I nearly died a few times

- Fighting an addiction to hard drugs e.g. Xanax, started in 2016. I've been sober for 3 months and we are at the end of 2020

- Witnessed history by going through a global pandemic

- Suicide attempts and ideation

& So much more

Just writing this makes me reflect and look back, like wow. There's so many more details and changes that have happened. A lot of people from my past are just that, from my past.

Thanks to any & everybody still checking out this blog. Not to be cliche but I hope this post makes you realise you're stronger than you actually are. Really curious to see if there's anybody from my generation still on here (I'm 26, I got on here when I was 19!)

Much Love

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#diary entry

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i get anxious for people who fall asleep on public transit. like where is your home? how many stops have you missed? this was not a time for a nap

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strangelfreak

What are the pros and cons of opening the third eye? I'm scared of spirits and ghost.

lol dont worry cause it has nothing to do with that (unless u r a medium)

The Third eye basically relates to the Pineal gland that was considered by the Egyptians for example, as a communication vehicle to God/Light. and as a source of ancestral knowledge staight from The Source.

pros:

Faster, easier learning and retention

Marked increase in intuition

Increased creativity

Psychic gifts develop and become markedly stronger, along with more developed ability to see or sense human auras

Clairvoyance (psychic vision) opens up

Clairaudience (psychic hearing) opens up

Clairsentience (psychic feeling/touching) opens up

cons:

You won't be able to be brainwashed by the media or find happiness in being another sheep in consumerism driven society.

you can try it for yourself with a few exercises

like this one