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seventeen // "h.a.r" posts are mine

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it hurt because it mattered

John Green

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Numbing the pain for a while, only makes it worse when you finally feel it

Unknown

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All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out

NF, Let You Down

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We can't die, we're dead inside

Bring Me The Horizon, Crooked Young

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We don't sleep, we don't eat

Bring Me The Horizon, Crooked Young

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No one's gonna save you

Bring Me The Horizon, Crooked Young

[weavemama]

shoutout to all high school dropouts, students who didn’t get accepted into college, students who used to be on honor roll but became overwhelmed, students who study for hours but still fail tests, or student who don’t study at all due to depression/anxiety, you are all stars and I’m wishing y'all the best luck possible to get back on your feet

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Never told a soul all the pain I've been coping with

Scarlxrd, The Purge

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Lost my mind again

Scarlxrd, The Purge

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Lost control of all my feelings

Scarlxrd, Lies Yxu Tell

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Pretending everything is fine won't help

Scarlxrd, Lies Yxu Tell

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Spend so long with my own pain I have no thoughts

Scarlxrd, Battlescars

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I wanna wake up with you

The Wrecks, Favorite Liar

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Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?

Blink-182, I Miss You

[blackcardmotel]

how to tell if I'm sad again

•I don’t respond to your texts for days

•I don’t respond to your texts for hours

•I don’t respond to your texts at all

•I respond with short answers

•I sound disinterested in our conversations, texting or not

•I don’t eat/drink/talk as much as usual

•I stare out into space more than often

•I stay in one place/a few places for long periods of time without moving v much

•I lose track of time

•I rub my head/eyes as if I have a migraine

•I talk more quietly than normal

•I don’t talk abt myself at all

•I make cynical comments, especially abt my existence

•I sleep too much or too little

this is not just me, though. these are common signs/things to be aware of and look for in people/friends/family members struggling w depression. stay safe, and stay aware.

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Lately I been feeling so dead in my own skin and it's a problem

Blackbear, wish u the best

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I miss the old me I miss the way I used to be

Blackbear, I Miss The Old U