don't wanna be an american idiot

odessa. 23. gemini. here for a good time, not a long time. [RP purposes only]

[odessanotorious]

— connect ✧.*

— PLATONIC.

ride or die besties

platonic soulmate - Madelyn Cline

sibling-like friendship

bad influence friends

good influence friends

party friends —

partner in crime- Troye Sivan

new friends

casual friends

lover to friend

— ROMANTIC.

boyfriend — Drew Starkey

exes on good terms

exes on bad terms - Billie Eilish

exes that still hooked up

(prior) crush

(prior) grindr match

(prior) one night stand

(prior) flirtationships

friends with benefits, to just friends- Louis Tomlinson

used to date for PR

was friendzoned

had a secret relationship

(prior) hookups — Renee Rapp

— NEGATIVE.

rivals

former friends

frenemies

holding a grudge

got ghosted

— MISC.

mutuals on social media

LA roommate

[zndayacolemn-deactivated2025040]

how long can i brag about winning my first two grammy awards before it starts to become annoying? it's been five months, but after waiting for this for fifteen long ass years i feel like i deserve at least a little more time to really soak it all in. or is there a cutoff point for that kind of thing? i don't know this is still new to me. i know what my best moment of the year has been so far, but tell me yours so i can focus a little less on my big win and celebrate you. @notoriousstarters

[odessanotorious]

S T O P! I literally watched your performance over and over and over again. You are literally iconic and i love the shit out of you. i loved hannah montana too, but when it was cool. and now. so still cool. i think it turns into 1-2 grammys to collecting them like infinity stones. go for an egot!

[yukctarina]

——- Oh, thank you ! that makes me so happy to hear and i now easily adore you and want to be your friend. i truly appreciate the support. it's hard for me to pick, i just adore japan so much. tokyo is pretty good though — if i must pick.

[odessanotorious]

I am absolutely dying to go to Japan. Especially Tokyo. One of my bucketlist items is to see the cherry blossom trees in person. If i can do that I will die happy.

[odessanotorious]

text -> Dressa

Dessa: I may have done something Dessa: I bought you a ticket out to Utah. Dessa: yeah, so get packing. @drewxstarkey

[ghcsttcwn-deactivated20250621]

Louis: Could never get sick of you, love. Depends where you are in the world... Louis: Maybe just a little. Louis: Hmm means that you really like him then. Which is good. yeah, no throwing up, that's not very attractive. Louis: I may be seeing someone...

[odessanotorious]

Dessa: I will move mountains for you. Just saying. Dessa: ... great. time to kill drew for never telling me. Dessa: GIVE ME THE DEEEEEEETS WHAT THE HECK! WHO WHERE WHAT WHEN Dessa: If they fuck you up I will come there and fuck them straight up. i may be small but im mighty. remember that shrimp? yeah, im the shrimp

[lilyrcsemdepp]

I am currently doing the whole recovering from a breakup thing. Even though I think I'm doing pretty well with the healing, I feel like I've been nothing but a hermit. Plus, I decided to go home to Paris to heal, and nothing makes you feel better about a breakup than the world's most romantic city, right? Which might exactly be why I'm holed up in my apartment doing nothing but watching my Netflix queue and doing my best to be patient for every new episode of House of the Dragon to come out. I know everyone handles breakups differently, so I'm curious how you handled your last breakup. Were you a hermit like me? Or did you do what my friends keep suggesting—that the best way to get over someone is to get under someone new—and they keep telling me to hit up the clubs in Paris? I see the good in both, honestly, though I think the latter one could end up causing some drama too. Which could spice life up a little, right? @notoriousstarters

[odessanotorious]

What the heck dude!! Who were you dating!?! When I got broken up with I refused to leave my bed for a month. Try hermit status to the extreme, but I was also cheated on. You should watch Emily in Paris while you're in Paris for time to pass for House of Dragon. That sounds like a pretty dope ass idea. My friends kept trying to get me out and get me laid but I'm a pretty stubborn son of a bitch so it was like good luck dude.

[odessanotorious]

text -> Dress

Dessa: 911 Dessa: DO I DROOL!?!?!!! @drewxstarkey

[ghcsttcwn-deactivated20250621]

Louis: ok that does sound pretty cute and quite badass. Louis: you don't need an excuse to see me, we can hang whenever you want. Louis: you know, that long flight to africa was much nicer with you next to me. even if you're a little drooler when you sleep. Louis: and then you left me for Drew. i get it, the handsome guys get all the attention... things between you two still alright? i like the guy so hope he's treating you right.

[odessanotorious]

Dessa: RIGHT!!!! Dessa: Are you coming out to visit me anytime soon? That's an ever better question. After spending almost a week together. Surprised were not sick of each other. Dessa: STOP DO I DROOL?!?!?!?! OMG Dessa: Things are good. I surprisingly got very insecure during the first night together. It was quite a shock. I think I was jealous. I don't know i have never felt insecure and jealous before so the fact that it was happening was so weird i didn't know what those felt like. i wanted to throw up dude. pls tell me youre seeing someone or getting laid- something.

[runexreed]

Drew laughed as he laid back against the bed, his hands resting on her hips as she kept her hands on both sides of him. Feeling her lips against his neck he let out a low groan, "Those too." He teased, " Nothing wrong with a little fake blood. Sticky, sweet, and sexy. No? It wasn't your favorite way to kiss me? It was my favorite way to kiss you." He joked. He was surprised to see Odessa this way, he wasn't sure what was going on. Maybe just the distance or was it the discussion they got into the other day? He wasn't sure if he should pry or not, he didn't want to feed into anything or say something to make her think something else was going on. "You know you're my girl, right? I wouldn't ever do anything to hurt you in that way. You mean way too much to me, not only as a girlfriend but as my best friend." He brought his hand up to cup her cheek and his thumb rubbed along her cheekbone, "You have nothing to worry about, I love the shit out of you, Odessa."

[odessanotorious]

Odessa smirked as she hopped off of him and sat next to him on the bed, but being right out of reach from touching each other. She knew Drew couldn't spend too long without touching her. He was definitely addicted to whatever she had on him. "So delicious," she said as her voice dripped with sarcasm with a disgusted look on her face. She nodded her head and ran a hand through her curls as he spoke to reassure her. Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion before shaking her head. "Yeah, dude, I don't know what got over me? I guess it could have been the distance? I don't know. I know you wouldn't be stupid enough to do anything like that. I don't think you even have it in you to want to. I guess I forget when I don't have your hands constantly touching me all the time."

[runexreed]

"That's exactly it!" Drew beamed and smiled ear-to-ear. "Keep touching me like this and I won't be able to keep this up much longer." He warned, pressing his lips together after, his own hands sliding along her body further. He couldn't keep his hands off of her nor did he want to. "But you look so cute covered in blood. You get to experience what I do whenever I film on OBX." He snuck a few more kisses along her cheek after she spoke, brows knitting together as she asked if there was another reason for him working out, "Huh?" He was surprised, he hadn't heard Odessa get this way before, "That's the only reason, plus the gushers situation I told you about. I went through like.. a few boxes a week. I cut down to one box this past week so you should be proud of me." He kissed the tip of her nose, "You think I got other reasons for it? I've always worked out, sweetheart, you know that. Just been putting in a little extra time is all."

[odessanotorious]

Odessa wiggled her eyebrows at Drew in a very familiar way and she lightly pushed him down so his back was against the bed. "I will keep my hands off of you." She placed her hands on either side of him on the mattress, placing a few, but not too many, kisses along his neck. "You forget that all my past movies have been mostly blood. I can say that kissing you with that gross fake blood is not my favorite way to kiss you." She scrunched her nose when she felt more kisses land on her cheek. He really couldn't contain himself and she found it adorable. Any other day she would be used to this, but after their time apart, she actually missed it. She blushed when he explained himself. She hated that she was getting this way and being one of those kind of girlfriends. She didn't know what was going on with her, but she hated every part of it. "I-I know," she stuttered. "I don't know, don't ask me, I don't know." She remained all flustered, not knowing how to process exactly what she was feeling. Was it jealousy?

[runexreed]

"I know how to behave, Des." He grinned and his grip on her hips got a little tighter as she spoke, "I just usually don't because you make it so hard to." He leaned in, quickly stealing another kiss from her as her hands ran over his chest. He involuntarily flexed beneath her touch. "I know you can, I just want to make sure you're enjoying your time there and I don't need to beat anyone up." He was glad to hear she'd been having a good time, he'd been having to distract himself quite a bit alone at home recently. "No blood yet? I hope when you get back they cover you in it." He laughed, "I mean that in a loving way, by the way." He loosened his grip on her hips, hands sliding up along her back and rubbing it, "I have been working out a bit more, yeah. I wanted to look good for my girl when she got back. I've been going a bit stir-crazy and the gym easily eats up a good chunk of my time so I'm not stuck moping on the couch missing you."

[odessanotorious]

"So in other words, you don't know how to control yourself around me. I'm completely fine with that. Especially after not seeing you for weeks." Odessa's hands ran down his chest to his abs, nodding her head in approval as she felt him flex a bit under her touch. She made a note in her head that she was going to observe every inch of him later. "I can also beat someone up too, I'm tough!" Odessa leaned back to show him all her quick punches. It looked like a little hamster trying to fight a toddler. After her fighting moves she gave Drew and offended and disgusted look. "I don't want to be covered in blood anymooooore." She wanted to do a few movies or shows where she didn't have her skin stained from the blood or feel sticky. She took a quick deep breath and looked at him, holding it for a moment before releasing it slowly. "You sure that's the only reason why you're working out?" She wasn't ever insecure, but strangely she felt slightly insecure and she didn't know what to do with this feeling.

[runexreed]

Drew laughed as Odessa's finger met his lips and he placed one final kiss on it before he kept his lips to himself, "I'll control myself, promise." His hands rested on her hips, thumbs massaging into them as she spoke. "Shit, sweetheart, tell me you're at least enjoying it though? Like the cast is nice and you're having some fun?" He knew how it could be starting up a new film or show and meeting new people. It could be a lot, sometimes overwhelming, and not everyone got along all the time. "Think you could sneak me back in your bags? I'll hide in your trailer or something just to snuggle you every night."

[odessanotorious]

Odessa laughed at the final kiss on her finger and shook her head playfully. "Are you sure you know how to do that?" She asked, "I don't think I've ever seen you control yourself." She ran her hands along his chest. She was still in shock that she managed to find time to see him in the middle of her busy schedule. "Please, I can fit in with anyone. I'm such a fun time. The cast is awesome, it's like a giant party when were together. We haven't filmed any killing yet so I am free from blood so far. You've been working out a lot though, so you wouldn't fit the weight limit." He definitely felt a lot more sculpted under her touch. She knows he said that it was for him, but she couldn't help but wonder if there could be another reason that is at bay.

[runexreed]

After Drew landed in South Africa, he first wanted to go and see Odessa. It hadn't been more than a few weeks, but he missed her terribly. It'd been hell getting there, his flight got delayed three times, his phone died, and when he touched down his baggage was mixed up. Once all was settled he got his belongings and a lift to the resort they were staying at. He grabbed a keycard from the front desk and headed to their room. He was hoping she'd be there. The second he opened the door he didn't even have time to think before she was there in his arms. He dropped his bags in an instant, arms wrapping around her and keeping her from falling as his lips met hers. The kiss was intense, full of his passion and love for her. After it ended he kept his grip on her, eyes meeting hers and a big smile took over his features, "Hey, baby. I missed you, too. So fucking much." He shut the door with his foot before carrying her off to the bed in the middle of the suite. He sat back on it, keeping her wrapped around him on his lap as he planted kisses everywhere he could reach. "How's my girl? Catch me up on everything." He muttered between kisses.

[odessanotorious]

Odessa almost forgot about how in-sync they always were when they were together. She felt her body light up when they made eye contact. It felt like everything was right again in the world, however it made her sad that they would be separated again after their time in South Africa. She didn't want to think about that right now and only spend the time enjoying him. She grinned when he sat down on the bed and kissed her all over. She went to try and explain her time away from him, but kept getting distracted by his lips. She pulled away only slightly enough to place a finger on his lips. "If you want to hear about my time in Utah then those lips will have to stay on you," she warned him. "It's long days and nights. I hardly have time to watch TV or smoke a cig."

[odessanotorious]

Upon landing in South Africa Odessa checked into her room and checked out the amenities that the resort has to offer. She was anxiously awaiting the arrival of her boyfriend. After their chat she couldn't help but feel like it brought them closer yet further away all at the same time. It was weird having one of those kinds of talks over the web versus in person. It was probably the distance that was getting into her head and she couldn't wait to see Drew. She heard the room door open and she ran to Drew before he had the opportunity to place his bags down and jumped onto him, her legs wrapping around his waist with no fear of not being caught. She brought him into a deep kiss filled with all of her emotions about missing him. "I missed you so much." @drewxstarkey

[clickclackmoo-bitch]

i packed my guitar. i packed like, 400 books. for god knows what reason i've got not one, not two, but three different jackets? but did i remember sunscreen? all of my skin is going to burn and disintegrate into nothingness now. it's what i deserve, i guess.

[odessanotorious]

Listen man I can stand behind every single one of those things except for the jacket. All you need to do is step outside to remember just how freaking hot it is. But sunscreen I have, you're welcome to use some of mine.

[runexreed]

Private: If you're into it, that's fine, baby. I'll write it out first on paper and you can decide if you want me to take the handwriting classes or not. Oh, well, I like gushers sooo... if I'm going down, I'm going down with them in my mouth. I'm in for a Vegas trip at some point. We can hit every buffet up. I really want to go to that big ball thingy where they have concerts too. It looks amazing.

Well, it's good to talk through these things. We never really discussed boundaries we'd like before? I know it might be something different to you with other people but it still makes me uncomfortable. Thank you for trying to look at it in this way and being understanding. I really appreciate it, Des.

[odessanotorious]

PRIVATE: I'm literally into anything that's you though. Any other person's shitty handwriting I'm like get that the fuck away from me. I haven't had a lot of time to go out and stock up on groceries since filming so I may have said to chill a little harshly. I am only jealous. I think we need to plan a vacation or some time alone when I am done filming. After being with you every day, this is kinda some hard shit. To say I'm struggling with the distance would be kind of a lie.

No, Drew, I know. I do appreciate you vocalizing exactly what you're feeling because you're usually so you do you and we will end up talking about it later when you're sad.. The last thing I want to do is make you uncomfortable.

[yukctarina]

——- So — for anyone who hasn't yet consider checking out aespa's japanese single hot mess as it'd mean the world to me. aside from that i've been living my best tour life and enjoying the sights of japan and will of a few others as well. where's your working taking you currently ?

[odessanotorious]

I have already checked it out and I am obsessed with it. I can't stop dancing around my apartment while it's on repeat constantly. Where's your favorite place you've visited? I definitely am in Utah at the moment.