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Oh, and one more thing. I hate this “advanced” Physics class so much. I’m getting a B in it, and I get so much anxiety over that. I am a straight A student, and I just can’t live with it. I always get bad scores on my tests, and on my retake I got even worse than what I got on the original. I’m just really disappointed in myself. My parents are literal Rocket Physicists and Chemists, and I just can’t get this down. It frustrates me so much. *rant done*

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Procrastination

I need to get done with this giant Language Arts X homework I have. Once I get done with it, I’ll start posting more. Although, that probably is a lie, I have started to more and more think about this blog and feel more and more guilty about not putting things on it. In order to ease this guilt, I’ll just upload some stuff once in awhile. I thought this would be a daily thing lmao. Guess not.

I accidentally uploaded that onto my old tumblr haha. I had no idea it was the wrong one lol.

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Summer Hiatus is over!

Hello all.

Firstly, I am very sorry for not uploading over the course of this summer. I promised it in my last post, and obviously didn’t follow through, :P. Today was my first day of High School (cautiously optimistic cheering) and I don’t really know what to feel yet. I see all these new and old faces I haven’t seen since Preschool and it is all a bit overwhelming to experience. 

Some things that happened over the summer are as follows -- Summer High School Marching Band, My parents bought a bari sax for me (woot woot go mom and dad), I went to my cabin and the Wisconsin Dells, I went to summer camp and drew a lot, and made a friend from Estonia there who is actually really cool.

I hear a lot of negativity directed towards High School, but also contradicting positives. By now, I’m just hoping for the best in either this heaven, or hell.

Recently I have been watching a lot of Savannah Brown whom is by now my favorite YouTuber. She’s like introverted and really speaks to my soul because I have some serious social anxiety and in High School I have to make new friends and that just really bugs me. She always talks about it and it just calms me to know she went through what I am about to go through and it kind of “preps” me for what is soon to come.

I’ll make sure to post more, I promise :P

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Quixotic

adjective  quix·ot·ic \kwik-ˈsä-tik\

foolishly

impractical

especially in the pursuit of ideals; especially :  marked by

rash

lofty romantic ideas or extravagantly

chivalrous

action

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I had absolutely no idea what that word meant until like 30 seconds ago. I googled up “mood words” for my post, and found this interesting word. After searching it up, I actually feel like it sort of describes my mood right now. I’m sorry I haven’t been posting at all on my Tumblr (to all my 0 followers :P) but I just want to put this on the internet so some hacker in 100 years digs through the immensity that is Tumblr and stumbles across my page and gets at least some kind of serenity from somebody long dead. Weird thought, huh.

Welp, Summer started. I guess that’s good. I was actually going to ask out somebody I have had a crush on for a little while, but then I though “Do I really love them enough to go through with this?” ‘cause I was questioning everything. By the time I knew it, we were already supposed to leave school. She was a sweet and very intelligent girl, which sort of made me become friends with her. Murphy’s Law however, she is going to a different High School than I am and I don’t really think these relationships that operate a lot online really work (From previous experiences). Ever since Summer did start, I have been in this state of cerebral withdrawal. I have been learning so much, and then you cut me off right from my cerebral feeding tube. IT’S JUST NOT FAIR! :P

So far, I have had a sleepover with my 2 bffs, went to  another friend’s cabin for the weekend and skyped once with an online friendo, but that’s pretty much it. My other friends just post terrible memes on our Instagram group chat that makes me really annoyed. But hey, they’re friends and I can’t really judge them too harshly. 

I have been procrastinating on reading the first book on the Narnia series (Magician’s Nephew, I think it’s called). I hear the series is like really good, but I haven’t really gotten around to reading it. Call me lazy, I suppose.

I’ll try to update my blog a lot more. *insert cheesy goodbye*

tbh I really like this painting. I forget who made it and what it’s called, but it makes me feel nice. Creds to whoever made it (I think they’re dead tho :P)

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I don’t know why, but I love this picture a lot.

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Cone in the cloud by David Steer at Otago Peninsula, Dunedin, New Zealand Welcome to explore the amazing hikes of New Zealand at HobbyEarth

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Looks kinda mystical, like I’m in a dream or something...

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Untitled // Jay Levon

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tbh I’m gonna take a photography course last semester next year. My mom won’t let me get the camera I want tho, ‘cause “my phone’s camera is just fine” :P

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Lateritious

st[lat-uh-rish-uh s] (adjective)  of the color of brick; brick-red.

Well, it’s finals week and I have nothing to do. Except for a presentation I really don’t want to do, but that’s beside the point.

I got myself an upright bass that I have been learning how to play. I really wanted to play it because of it’s extreme diversity in terms of instruments. Although, I don’t really have much to tell you about music, other than I failed my audition. I can’t really blame myself though, the school only has one bari sax in the band, and it was kind of a lost cause for an 8th grader to try and get into the best band in the high school. I nailed my solo on the soprano sax in our concert tho. Twas lit af

Now, onto random stuff.

My friend and I are become best friends again. He has this cycle where he leaves you after a year for someone else, and it kind of pissed me off when he left me for a cooler kid in the school, but eh. He cool. Also, our practice final was almost the exact same thing as our real final, so its actually pretty easy. I have to do this presentation on Marijuana due on Friday and I lost my rubric sheet, so I don’t know what to put in it, with only 2 slides done out of like 12. *sigh* I have been watching MushiShi recently, and it’s a good anime. If y’all are on Netflix just search up season 2 or Google “Mushishi Season 1 online free” or something :3

tbh I don’t get why I post these, but it relieves stress and makes it so if I don’t get Psychogenic amnesia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychogenic_amnesia)

btw over the summer I’m going to start posting a lot more and getting on my creative side. Yay!

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pech.

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Sax problem #3:

When spit leaks out of the keys while you're playing

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Choleric

chol·er·ic ˈkälərik,kəˈlerik/ adjective bad-tempered or irritable. Hello, Tumblr. It's been a while tbh. Recently, my Geometry teacher has been forcing some hardcore math down our throats without teaching us anything. It's driving me absolutely INSANE. I have been staying up really late trying to get my homework done, and still not finishing it. He may make the excuse "You my not use it later in life, but it's the problem solving that counts!" (He may sound upbeat, but he's actually kinda scary •~•) But that excuse doesn't really make sense if the math had nothing to do with actual problem solving. We just got done with this terrible circle chapter and literally the day of the test, he tells us to start on the next chapter without teaching us anything. Who DOES that??? Sorry, I just need to blow off steam. Last week was probably the best week of my life though. I had 3 band classes, honor band, my music lesson, I tried out the upright bass (woohoo xD) and of course, my Symphonic Winds audition on the bari sax that went horrible, yet I have the results to look forward to in this terrible week, which makes it slightly less bad. Although, I did hear the Symphonic Winds play and was able to play the Soprano Sax part, which are usually played by first chair alto saxes •///o///• It was like, super fun tbh Thanks fo reading ;)

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Oegopsina

A taxonomic suborder within the order Teuthida -- Many Squids.

*I’m going to start doing this sometimes, I guess*

Today was a good day I guess. I stayed up till like 11:30 tho which made me super tired in the morning, and my dog woke me up at like 5:45 and I couldn’t go back to sleep. I’m going to try out for the most advanced High School band on Friday, called “Symphonic Winds”. I’m going to try out on Tenor Sax, although I probably won’t get it. *Heavy, yet somewhat solemn sigh*. There’s this really difficult piece I have to play that goes all over the place, so I think I might be a little embarrassed after. But, I have the second piece covered, so there’s that. I also started playing the clarinet, ‘cause my band director said I should double on bari sax and play bass clarinet in concert band, which’ll be a little bit tricky, but I can probably manage. 

Tbh tho I’m a serious band geek.