shattered memories

"But I will seek for it... The reason why I exist. In order to continue being who I am now! If fear clings on to me, then I will bring the fear with me! Snatch whatever I want! Beat up whoever's in my way!! This is who I am now--- The Blood-Stained Black Rabbit, Alice!!!" { independant ph roleplay blog }

[hernamewaslacie-blog]

{ -- o f f l i n e }

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

gently-tell-big-sister

I only have a draft for her; but do I owe someone else a reply as well?

[kurolove-deactivated20230118]

That this dreamlike moment... Will last... forever.

[silentxechoes-deactivated201308]

❀ ofapplesandmeat started following you

[silentxechoes-deactivated201308]

“Echo doesn’t really care. There is nothing wrong with being simple-minded on the contorary it makes things more easier. Echo doesn’t need to think about all the minor irrelevant details then. Besides….Echo is just a servant after all.”

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

“So what—? Being just a servant isn’t a valid reason for that. You should speak up your mind more!”

[silentxechoes-deactivated201308]

The pale haired girl blinked a few times-slight suprise written on her face. Speak up her mind? That was not what she was supposed to do. She was different than Alice-she wasn’t like her at all. There were things that she just couldn’t do.

“Echo….doesn’t think that’s a good idea. Echo will be in trouble if she does that.”

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

Alice raised her head a bit more, as she smirked. "Who cares? If someone tries to give you trouble, just smack them."

[oz-b-rabbitius]

“Oh! Hi Alice! What do you mean what i do here? Where should i be?”

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

"Outside getting me some meat and apples, of course!"

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

“Yeah, but go tell that to my manservant! He won’t listen to me!”

[bocchanslittleservant]

“I see. Maybe, as long as he likes it, then it’s alright. He will get tired over time, Miss. Now let’s not fret, shall we?” She was pouting, and Gilbert knew one thing for sure: always prevent a woman from getting angry, without exceptions.

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

"It's not alright...! He doesn't have the right to 'like it' too. He's MY manservant!"

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

orange-fetish started following you

"Jack? I-Is that you...?"

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

leolikestoread started following you

forgetfulelliot started following you

"Well well, if it isn't the brat and Shaggy Glasses."

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

thepaperfanwillgetyou started following you

vanessa-slaps started following you

elliot-nightray started following you

sweetxerxesbreak started following you

ravencontractor started following you

"What's with all the people coming in from out of nowhere?"

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

“Well, that’s just the problem—! He isn’t, and he actually likes it!”

[bocchanslittleservant]

“Uh.”

“That’s… weird, actually.”

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

"Yeah, but go tell that to my manservant! He won't listen to me!"

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

irresolutealice started following you

"Oh? Another copy of me?"

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

“Indeed, it’s very VERY creepy! I’m glad someone agrees with me on that.”

[bocchanslittleservant]

“Well, your manservant must be annoyed as well, I suppose- right?”

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

"Well, that's just the problem--! He isn't, and he actually likes it!"

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

[imovedblogsok-blog-blog]

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

//brings back a plate with loads of meat

[tsunrabbit-deactivated20140525]

alice forever loving alice because she brought meat

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

*chomp chomp*

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

So he wasn’t the Seaweed Head after all, huh. Okay then, Alice can deal with this. “It’s a stupid man I know who always follows around my manservant.”

[bocchanslittleservant]

“Always, like a stalker? Sounds creepy, Miss. Very much so.”

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

"Indeed, it's very VERY creepy! I'm glad someone agrees with me on that."

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

Alice was scared. More than anyone else, she had always feared herself the most. Yet, the certainty of being the B-Rabbit was something that somehow reassured her everytime.

But, that was gone now.

She wasn’t the Bloodstained Black Rabbit anymore. It was Oz. Her one and only identity wasn’t hers after all. So, who was she? Just some little girl who happened to die 100 years ago? How was she alive again then, if she wasn’t a chain at all? What was she? These questions haunted her greatly, and she was ever so scared to face them — and even more scared of the answers.

[little-duke-oz-blog]

Everything that happened didn’t even sink in to the blonde boy yet. He can’t believe, he refused to believe. All he believed was he was Oz Vessalius, the contractor of Alice and he was human. He was not that pathetic existence Jack tells him his identity is. He still can’t believe it, no—it’s because he never knew that his truth would be like this.

So after all, he was just a doll? A chain who’s contracted with Jack 100 years ago? The chain who killed numerous people? No, if he was made to protect Alice, then why has he failed? Why did Alice die 100 years ago?

Was all of this the truth itself?

Right then, everything wasn’t normal. Everything was so messed up including himself. He was B-Rabbit, that humongous terrifying existence who was said to kill lots of people already. His mind isn’t alright after all, he was confused, he was definitely not in the right state to do any kinds of decisions or things. But then right at that moment, he saw a light.

His light.

His only light.

And she was sad.

Alice… Everything that makes you sad or will hurt you, I’ll destroy them, all of them.

“Alice?” He softly called the brunette as he took few steps closer to her, reaching out his left hand to touch her but then retreated right after, focusing his gaze anywhere except to her.

[ofapplesandmeat-blog]

Alice could hear steps close to her and, before she turned around to see who it was, that voice she knew so well called out her name. "Oz..." - she said, slowly lifting her head to look at him.

She wasn't sure of how to feel anymore. Should she still act like she always did and simply ignore this new-found truth? No, Alice couldn't do that even if she wanted to. She was sure all of this was keeping Oz's mind busy as well but, she couldn't focus on that now. She had to focus on her own 'problems', on her own identity. Alice couldn't help but look down again, trying to hide her teary face from him. She didn't want him, or anyone else, to see her cry-- Not her, the almighty B-Rabbit. Though she wasn't the B-Rabbit anymore, was she?

Alice just wanted to know who she was and where she belonged. That was all she ever wanted.