a second life ;

i'm in here (a prisoner of history) - can anybody help ??? ind. and multi-versed alexandra udinov from the cw show nikita, written by emma (25+) due to the nature and history of the muse, blog will contain mature themes.

[museinspo]

“You wear a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it.”

— Alan Moore, V for Vendetta (via wordsnquotes)

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        “  i  swear  it  will  get  easier    -------- ”        / /    photograph  by  ed  sheeran

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[acecroft]

Nikita | 1x13 Coup De Grace

[ofbuttcrflies]

❛ Relax. I’m not here to stop you. ❜

        pure ,   undiluted    DREAD    settled  in  the  pit  of  alex’s  stomach ,   as  she  regarded  the  woman  for  whom  she  had  once  held  in  such  high  esteem.

                            “ no  --------- ? ?    then  why  are  you  here ? ”

nikita meme  |  ( accepting )

[ofbuttcrflies]

znosyns‌ ;

↳ someone fucked up, and for once it wasn’t him. he muttered this under his breath over and over, fuck up, fuck up, as he cleared space for a new tomb. a few members from his clan thought it’d be HYSTERICAL to send out chain mail, a jehovah’s witness type style of inducting new vampires, a cheap way to get a meal. bram didn’t think it’d work, but word got around fast, and apparently all the teenagers wanted to come get bit. bram knew they’d just kill them and gorge on their necks for base feasting pleasures. the e-mail said they all hung around in the forest after midnight, take the first left into the fairy circle ( where NO ONE could hear them scream ). fortunately bram worked in the graveyard outside the forest ready to re-direct any idiotic teenagers. oh look, here one comes now. “it’s a joke !” bram shouted from across the line of headstones. “no such thing as fuckin’ vampires. turn around and head home before the police come after you.”

        it  had  been  one  of  the  easiest  leads  to  follow ,    no  searching  through  old  tombs  or  combing  through  the  woods  for  a  sighting  required.  the  message  had  basically  read ,  ‘  WE’RE  HERE ,   COME  GET  US !! ’                all  division  had  to  do  was  show  up  and  let  the  carnage  commence.  though ,   as  the  scout  sent  in disguised  as  a  dumb  kid  just  wanting  to  meet  a  real  life  vampire ,   alex  was  sceptical  that  she  wasn’t  about  to  walk  in  on  some  hooped  up  wannabes  wearing  fishnets  and  worshipping  satan.  the  second  she  heard  a  voice ,   she  had  spun  around  on  the  spot ,   resisting  the  urge  to  reach  for  her  concealed  weapon.  the  wire  beneath  her  shirt  connecting  her  to  a  dozen  other  division  agents  who  lingered  nearby  was  all  the  protection  she  needed.          “ call  ‘em    ------      i’m  not  leaving  until  i  get  what  i  came  for. ” 

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       “   i  know  that  it's  exciting  running  through  the  night ,  but  every  perfect  summer's   eating  me  alive      ----------        i’m  better  on  my  own. ”        / /    liability  by  lorde

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[ofbuttcrflies]

' Making friends isn't hard. Losing them will be. Trust me. '

          “  thanks  but  ——            i  know  a  little  something  about  loss.    whatever  happens  next ,   i’m      READY  FOR  IT. ”

nikita meme  |  ( accepting )

[sirxusblack]

[ofbuttcrflies]

❛ Revenge is not the answer. ❜

        cast  in  light  created  by  a  single  flame ,   alexandra  studied  the  K I N G ,   who ,   given  recent  events ,   had  not  looked  quite  as  ‘ regal ’  lately.            “ then  forgive  me ,   but  i  have  to  ask --------------    what  is  the  answer ? ? ”

nikita meme  |  ( accepting )

[ofbuttcrflies]

❛ I’ve got a plan. ❜

        “ YOU  SURE    about  that  ? ? ”        stupid ,   good - for - nothing  weapon  is  pulled  tightly  to  her  chest ;       no  match  of  the  SHIT  STORM  that  had  fallen  upon  them.      “ ‘cause  right  now  the  only  option  i  can  see  is  to        run  like  hell. ”

nikita meme  |  ( accepting )

[musingmeme-blog]

lyric starters from sia’s iconic  “ chandelier ” .

001.   ❛ can’t feel anything .  ❜

002.   ❛ when will i learn ?  ❜

003.   ❛ i’m the one “ for a good time ” call  .  ❜

004.   ❛ phone’s blowing up .  ❜

005.   ❛ i feel the love .  ❜

006.   ❛ 123  ,  drink  .  ❜

007.   ❛  throw ‘em back til i lose count  .  ❜

008.   ❛ i’m gonna swing from the chandelier .  ❜

009.   ❛ but i’m holding on for dear life  .  ❜

010.   ❛ keep my glass full until morning light  .  ❜

011.   ❛ i’m a mess .  ❜

012.   ❛ gotta get out now .  ❜

013.   ❛ gotta run from this .  ❜

014.   ❛ here comes the shame .  ❜

015.   ❛ i’m holding on for tonight .  ❜ 

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send me  ♬ & i’ll shuffle my playlist . first song i get , i’ll use a lyric as a starter .

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nikita mears + relationships ▷ nikita and alex you know that I’m with you, no matter what. you want to invade the moon, and I will find the next rocket ship.

[goodreadss]

“You’re so calm and quiet, you never say. But there are things inside you. I see them sometimes, hiding in your eyes.”

— Tracy Chevalier, Girl with a Pearl Earring

[ofbuttcrflies]

mechabrat‌ ;

if you haven’t seen nikita, i feel sorry for you

          weeping  for  those  who  haven’t  tbh