A Letter From Pierrot
(aka, i wrote a poem/letter from the perspective of Pierrot. quite frankly, this may be ooc and i am generally unconfident in my own writing capabilities.)
(regardless of that, please enjoy my attempt! character belongs to @nekoboydreams )
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"To my dearest,
I crave you, everything that you do resides within my memory.
Every little moment, every possibility of what your words and actions could mean.
Could you want me the way I want you too? Could you crave to rip me open and familiarize yourself with all of me?
I need you, it is not a want. It is something that comes from deep within my wretched soul, clawing at my throat with every glance you spare to me.
You could purify me, yet I find that I would corrupt you in the process.
My angel, would you forgive my sins?
If I devoured you whole, would you accept the monster I truly am?
Could you be kinder to me, to a creature so despised by the society with which we reside in?
I wonder if groveling would do me any good, if it would cause you to spare me with more affection.
I will make myself harmless for you, declaw myself and hide my hideous nature.
It will not change the way I desire to have you completely, for my grip to be around you forever.
Would you stay with me forever?
Could you? Humans are not like us, fragile things that you are.
I am reminded of it with you, despite the way so many others harm and look down upon us.
You are a blessing in this world, a precious dove.
Doves have never lasted long.
My darling, please accept my condolences for my unruly nature.
I cannot love you in the way a human could, but I will love you fully in the way I know how.
Even if it is violent, even if it is overbearing.
It is mine, and for that I cannot help but to apologize.
With all my heart, your Pierrot."
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