E=MC2

sean mendoza ; 7teen.

[ofcsean]

im laughing, i got so many ideas from this picture i just saw.

what if sean had chose lucas and they were together and it was all nice and dandy and then he began to rub off on him a little and sean started smoking pot and eventually just skipped classes slowly to start hanging out with lucas because he loved him and then he just sopped caring about school and what people thought about him bc he was under the influence so much. its like he went from geek to rebel in like six seconds and then he got tats and looked like this

but then one day he ran across gabe and he was all like 

"wow u look different."

and then seans all like

"yeah this is the new me."

and then gabes like

"u don't wanna be like this."

and seans like, again

"u don't know me boy gett outta here."

but gabes like

"but i loved u"

and then sean realizes that he's not a badass and he actually does miss the old him and he pushed gabe away but that night he thinks about all the good things that he had a few months back and he runs back to gabe and they live happily ever after lawl

[ofcsean]

YOU'RE NOT EVEN INNOCENT, IT'S ALL AN ACT.

I never claimed to be innocent, nor have I ever proved that I wasn't?

[ofcsean]

Aftershock ft. Sean and Gabriel

[evakauf]

"Sorry.." Gabe sighed, "I just wanted to get that off my chest." Now Gabe felt even more guilty, but also relived that Sean cared so much. Even if it wasn’t the happiest of situations, in that moment Gabe realized that he actually had feelings for Sean, stronger feelings than he thought. Of course he didn’t plan on saying anything about it though. As soon as Sean brought up the baby Gabe frowned. "I guess you didn’t hear." He said sadly, "Lola was lying about the whole thing. There’s no baby on the way..I guess she just likes messing with my head or something, but it’s no big deal I guess." It actually was a big deal, but he didn’t feel like talking about it anymore. "I’m sorry okay. I didn’t mean to upset you.." He said.

Gabe sat in silence, trying to figure out what he could say next. Things had gotten pretty tense and really he just wanted to lean over and hug Sean again, hoping that would make everything better. So he leaned over, but instead of wrapping his arms around the boy he pressed their lips together, not even thinking about it. Once he realized what he had done his eyes widened and he pulled away. “Sorry..” He said awkwardly, biting his lip.

[ofcsean]

Though it may have been a bit wrong, Sean couldn't help but feel relived when he found out that Lola had been faking the entire pregnancy. Sure, Gabriel would have made a great father to the child, he was just too young. Lola's motivation for telling everyone had been a mystery to Sean as well, though he hadn't cared much for it. Sean figured that she probably wanted Gabriel back but then again, who wouldn't. Those soft eyes and deep dimples always drove Sean wild inside. Looking into them now, Sean wondered what it would be like if he just grabbed him by the -- No. This was no time for Sean's fantasies, for the only thing important was making sure that his friend had been on the best bed rest a person could be on. "I'm really sorry to hear that, Gabe." Sean nodded when he heard the news, slightly nudging what he had really felt deep down inside. "Maybe i's for the best though, you don't need that right now. But let's stop talking about that, it's the past."

A moment of silence went by and Sean's eyes began to wonder around the room. The television was playing in the background, so his eyes often resorted there when things began to heat up too much for him. Then, suddenly, Gabriel began to lean in closer and closer to the boy. Expecting that they were just going in for another hug, Sean's eye's widened once he felt their lips connect. A few seconds passed and he found himself easing up more and more, however -- locking onto Gabe softly. A million and one thoughts raced through his mind and the two kissed, but one seemed to scream the loudest: 'Kiss him back, you idiot. Show him that you care.' And that's exactly what Sean did; biting slowly onto Gabriel. Soon enough, the kiss had ended and Gabe flashed an apologetic look in the hazel eyed boy's direction. "You don't have... t-to be sorry, Gabe. I, um, I.." Beginning to trail off, Sean hushed his voice and continued, "I enjoyed it."

[ofcsean]

Aftershock ft. Sean and Gabriel

[evakauf]

"I am a changed man though. I went to bed at eleven last night, instead of ten." Gabe laughed, and shook his head, "Purple isn’t really my color, but I think I’m pullin’ it off." For a few seconds Gabe was actually starting to feel a bit better. Like the whole situation was just nothing. Just being around Sean made him happier and it was a nice feeling. However, as soon as the accident was brought up Gabe started feeling really guilty. He didn’t realize that his mistake had actually affected Sean like it had. Gabe blushed lightly when their hands touched, even though it was just a friendly gesture he still got butterflies. "I’m sorry..I really don’t know what I was thinking. I was just letting my anger get the best of me I guess." He said sadly, "I won’t do it again. I promise. I got my license taken away anyway..and I think I’m grounded until I’m thirty. So you have nothing to worry about."

Gabe sat up more in bed then leaned over toward Sean and wrapped his arms around him, hugging him. “Thanks for caring.” He said quietly, ” At the time I didn’t really think anyone would..I didn’t want the crash to happen, but when it did I didn’t even care. I just laid there and accepted the fact that I was probably gonna die. I didn’t scream for help, I didn’t try to get out. I just let it happen..I didn’t feel anything. I didn’t cry.. And when I woke up in the hospital I was disappointed..I was being really selfish. I’m sorry.”

[ofcsean]

Sean began to fluster at the feeling of the other boys arms wrapping around him, soon doing the same after. It was nice getting to hug him again, for a few days ago he thought that it may have no longer been a possibility. Sean took a deep breath and embraced Gabe's hug, trying not to tear up and make everything so much more complicated. "D-Don't say things like that!" Sean snapped as they fell apart from the hug. Hearing Gabe say that he didn't want to scream for help and took the possibility of dying lightly almost shot a hole his heart. "I know things might me hard right now, but I'm happy you're here. We're all happy that you're alive, Gabe. When you woke up in that hospital, even though you felt disappointed, you made me more relived than ever. D-Don't....say things like that, please." With that being said, Sean's head now hung low and his face saddened.

Words couldn't exactly explain what sort of relationship that the boys had and Sean wasn't quite sure if he wanted them to anyways. If putting a label on them made the connection weird and uncomfortable, he would rather continue being confused for the time being. One moment they had seemed like just regular friends that had known each other for a while and the next Sean felt himself feeling more for the other boy. It was nerve wrecking and calming being with him all at the same time, though it made no actual sense. "You've got so much to live for, Gabriel. Your baby's on they way in a few months, you haven't even finished school, just, just.. a lot." Sean found himself beginning to fumble over his words now, nibbling softy on his bottom lip. 

[ofcsean]

Aftershock ft. Sean and Gabriel

[evakauf]

As soon as Gabe saw Sean his whole face practically lit up. It was hard for him not to smile around the boy, despite the current situation. “Eh, I’m fine..But sadly my face is not.” Gabe said, referring to the black eye and scratches and bruises covering his face. In all honestly, Gabe didn’t feel fine, but he wasn’t going to say that. The last thing he wanted to do was bring anyone else down. Especially since he had taken the time to come to his house and try to cheer him up. He tried his best to hide the obvious pain he was feeling as he gestured for Sean to come sit down next to him on the bed. Gabe was doing fine until about an hour earlier when he got into another argument with Lola and found out she had been faking the entire pregnancy. Now it was really all he could think about. 

He sat up in bed and scooted over a little so Sean could sit next to him. He was hoping that Sean wouldn’t bring up anything too serious because right now he just wanted to try and be happy. “Uhm, so.” Gabe laughed softly, breaking the silence, “I basically just lay here and sleep all day. I’m living my dream..it’s pretty awesome..Have I missed anything at school? Well, anything exciting that is.” He was trying his best to keep the conversation about anything besides the car crash and it ended up with him rambling. Once he realized he bit his lip and laughed.

[ofcsean]

Sean placed the container of cookies on Gabe's dresser before moving from the doorway and  further into the room. Honestly, he had been the worst baker ever so he knew that Gabriel wouldn't mind in the slightest that he had picked them up from the local supermarket. As he maneuvered his way through the room and onto the sheets, he sat and listened to Gabriel talk-- though actually examining his face. There was no way of sugarcoating that he looked rough, though a broken leg and body full of bruises still wasn't enough to run away the smile that always lay across Gabe's face. It was one of the many things that Sean admired about him, actually. No matter how bad the situation, Gabriel was always able to make the best of things. There were just so many good quality about the other boy that it almost baffled Sean in a way on how something so terrible could have happened to him. 

"I'm happy that you're feeling better," Sean spoke silently, trying to hide the worry in his voice. "You haven't missed much at school. Everyone was worried about you, though. They wanted to know how you were.. One girl asked if you were going to come back a changed man with a badass attitude. I just laughed." Sean chuckled to himself, looking up only to be met with a bruised Gabriel's face smiling towards him-- he found it to be the best sight he'd seen all day. "I can tell that you're just living it up over here, aren't you? You look better than yesterday." The boy nodded, returning a look of reassurance to Gabe. He watched as he bit down on his lip, almost helpless in a way. "You know, you probably don't want to talk about it much, but I was really worried about you." Sean's hand made it's way over to Gabe's, placing in onto. "Promise me that you'll never do something as reckless and crazy as that again, alright?" Sighing to himself, Sean gripped onto Gabe's hand before patting it slowly and releasing. 

[ofcsean]

Aftershock ft. Sean and Gabriel

When news first spread throughout town that Gabriel had been in a car accident, just about everyone had been taken for surprise. Especially Sean, being that he had spoken to the boy just a few hours before the accident. Though everything had been alright now, Sean still felt empty inside. What if the car that hit Gabriel had been a truck-- just a few pounds heavier and sent his entire vehicle flying? What if the paramedics weren't able to get to him in time and he died right then and there? The very thought could almost bring Sean to tears, causing him to push it to the back of his mind. He couldn't quite explain what it was about Gabriel that made him care so much about him, though he hadn't complained about it. When the two were together, everything just felt different-- Sean didn't have to worry about his parent's divorcing, the need to be academically perfect, or any other problem in the world, actually. It was always just them, the hugs that had been exchanged at random, and feeling of comfort.

Sean repeatedly told himself that everything was alright, though he still had a bad feeling deep down in his stomach as he slipped on his shoes. Gabriel had been released from the hospital a few hours earlier and he was going over to his house to visit him, making sure that everything was content and he didn't need anything. After throwing a hoodie over his head, Sean fumbled loudly down the stairs before grabbing his car keys and palate of store bought cookies from the kitchen table. Within a matter of minutes he was out the door and into his car-- soon pulling up to Gabriel's household. He made his way to the doorstep with a  look of despair on his face, though trying to hide it with a smile. Knocking on the door twice, Sean was greeted by Gabriel's mother and directed up the stairs. Smiling to her kindly, he was off; up the stairs, past the bathroom, into Gabriel's room. "How you holding up, champ?"

[ellamae-dean]

Oh don’t worry, I want to introduce him to everybody! He’s the cutest little thing I have ever seen. When one of the workers took him out of his kennel his whole body was wagging, not just his tail. I almost died.

[ofcsean]

I think that pugs have to be my favorite breed of dogs too, actually. Their little faces and tails and, oh god, why am I feeling the need to come to your house right now? Harvey's a nice name. How'd you think of it?

[ellamae-dean]

I finally went to the animal shelter and adopted a doggy! He’s a five year old pug named Harvey.

[ofcsean]

I'm officially very jealous of you.

[ofcsean]

I would greatly appreciate it if my neighbor's daughter would stop blasting her Kidz Bop CD so that we could all get some peace and quiet for once.

[theworstinallthings-deactivated]

[ofcsean]

                 NORTHDALE HIGH SCHOOL 2013 - 2014           » Sean Robert Mendoza, Junior

SCHEDULE

➀ - Pre-Calculas ➁ - Photography ➂ - French ➃ - lunch ➄ - Chemistry ➅ - English ➆ - Public Speaking

EXTRACURRICULAR

➣ Debate Team

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[ofcsean]

I gotta go now, but hmu if you trying to plot!!! I'll be back in a couple of hours bc I gotta go get some school stuff done ew. I need someone to be really really mean to him too for something. message me for details if yo character is a bitch lol

[ofcsean]

IM BEING SERIOUS. THAT WAY YOU DON'T HAVE ANYONE GETTING SAD AND YOU GET NOT ONE BUT TWO BOYFRIENDS. HOES OUT HERE THIRSTY AS FUCK WITH NO MAN

I'm being serious too, and telling you that that's weird and not going to happen. 

[ofcsean]

i knoW YOU'RE UPSET THAT YOUR SOMEWHAT KINDA BOYFRIEND IS IN PAIN, BUT WHY DON'T U JUST DATE LUCAS AND GABE AT THE SAME TIME. EVERYBODY WINS

Seriously, stop.

[sansacab]

[lolafck]

I don’t think they’re meant to be likeable. Erm, I don’t think so. Well, I’m coming to the hospital, but not to see Gabe.

[ofcsean]

Oh, yeah. For the, uh, the baby? Congratulations, by the way. I don't think I've had the pleasure yet. Is everything going alright?