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@off-edge
Sometimes I really don’t feel like existing like not in a suicidal way but I just wish there was a way of pausing life so that I could sleep for a few weeks and figure some stuff out and then not have to feel guilty for missing loads of stuff because really no time had passed at all
I'm so sick of this.
I hate everyone. I hate boys, I hate girls. I hate them. Always being fake, two-faced, attention whores.
I hate pretty girls especially. Yes, I am jealous. Jealous because they get all the attention, and guys, and friends, and desirability just because they're attractive. They get one pout over crush #482409274 and they get the support of e v e r y o n e. I try to kill myself because of people being such cunts to me, and everyone is just like "oh lol".
But then girls try acting nice to you. "You're just as pretty as me", "I'm so jealous", "we're best friends", "I would never hurt you". Bullshit.
Then they turn right around to their other fake ass friends, "oh she really is ugly lol", "glad i'm not her", "who her? Ew I hate her", "wait do you like him? oops well he picks me cause i'm pretty lol".
Everyone just wants my nice word, they want to get my hopes up, see me be happy for a minute, then fucking crush me as hard as they can just to get a laugh.
I'm so sick of everyone, I can't take it anymore it's eating me alive and I just can't fucking take one more little comment.
I ruined myself.
I used to be such a happy person. I was always smiling, laughing, out with friends. Now, I’m just a mess. I let the thoughts overcome me. I’m not that happy person that I was anymore. People think I still am, when in reality I’m not. I just wish everything can go back to what it used to be. I just need a chance to fix all my mistakes, and get myself back to my feet. I’m tired of being broken. I really am.
Please
welcome to my black and white wonderland
me: i don't like him
me: i don't like him
me: i don't like him
me: i don't like him
him: hi
me: sweet jesus why are you perfect
i wonder if anybody’s actually had feelings for me, like actually got upset or mad over little things i did and got jealous and confused over me and thought about me on a regular basis. i feel like i’m the only person that ever really cares about anyone and that nobody’s ever felt that way for me.
