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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Sharanya Narang has been in love with her best friend, Jeremiah Fisher, for as long as she can remember - in her life, he is the fulcrum around which everything spins.

She's convinced that he'll never feel the same though - and decides during the summer of her seventeenth birthday that she must make her peace with letting him go.

But Jeremiah has secrets of his own that he finds increasingly difficult to keep - all involving Sharanya.

All suggesting that their relationship may not be as one-sided as his adorable best friend believes...

Will Jeremiah be able to tell Sharanya the truth before time runs out?

Before everything changes?

check out my jere x oc 'fic, in which he's finally the love of someone's life. someone's first choice. someone's only choice.

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this is it —

ch. 28, the final chapter.

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tracklist:

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thank you to everyone who's left me comments on ao3,

interacted with my 'fic,

and lent me your support.

it means the world to me. 🤍

thank you all

for loving my 'bears,

it's been such a joy to write for them.

you'll probably see me

with a new 'fic

once s2 is out,

if time and circumstances allow.

all the same,

goodbye for now,

and i hope you enjoyed reading about jeremiah's epic love story just as much as i enjoyed writing it.

all my love

xxx

~ nyx

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prepare your tissues —

ch. 27 is out!

[tagging @jjpogueprincess as per their request]

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we're almost at the end now,

just an epilogue left.

that should be out by march 17-18th.

tracklist:

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ch. 24 is finally up!!

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and i think you're going to enjoy it. :)))

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i hope you like it!

please do comment,

it really does help writers out.

and here's the tracklist:

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hi all!!!

just wanted to let any of you who are reading my 'fic know that ch. 24 is coming along well!!!!

it's probably gonna be long,

and i think you're going to enjoy it a lot! 😈

as per my notes on ch. 23,

it'll be out on either the 2nd or 3rd of jan — most probably monday! and if not — DEFINITELY by tuesday.

happy new year in advance!

stay tuned,

and i hope you like it! 🤍

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attaching this first instance of a hate comment that i've received (& my response) not out of any sense of anger —

but out of solidarity with fanfic writers.

we don't get paid, we don't even get comments all that often, we just write for the love of our characters, amidst all the stuff life can often throw in our way.

all we ask is that you remain kind and considerate. it takes very little effort, really.

to any fanfic writer that's ever received hate, please know your stories are amazing,               your mind is amazing, you can and should write and update only when you feel like it,                         and most importantly:                                             fuck them haters. :) 

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hello hello,

and a happy surprise —

ch. 23 is up already!

it's an interlude of sorts

before the action picks up again —

ch. 24 should now be out by Jan 1-3rd,

as this one was out early.

(tagging @jjpogueprincess as per their request)

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a thousand thank-yous to @things-that-make-sa-happy for going on the sims to make share & jere for me (since i still can't look at screens much) — you're the best AND THEY LOOK BEYOND ADORABLE!!!! 😭😭😭😭🤍🤍🤍🤍

i'm ridiculously happy about it and wanted to share — THE BEARS ARE JUST SO CUTE!

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! 🥺🥺🥺🤍🤍

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hi!

ch. 22 is finally up —

please check the author's notes at the end of chapter as they're important.

tagging @jjpogueprincess as per their request.

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here's the tracklist:

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hi all!!!

just wanted to explain a couple things to those of you following my tsitp 'fic:

i've been struggling with my health a lot these days,

and i have a chronic condition that has flared up pretty badly in the last few weeks.

so it'll take me a little time to recover,

and i may not be able to update as fast as i used to before.

ch. 22 is on its way,

it just may take some time. (another ten days maybe? hopefully not longer than that.)

my vincenzo crossover is being worked on too,

i just have very little energy/strength right now,

so i hope you understand the delay.

thank you for your patience. :)

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(gif by the lovely @things-that-make-sa-happy 🤍)

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ch. 21 is up!

[ tagging @jjpogueprincess as per their request ]

tracklist:

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no update today?

hi there!

please follow me at @sunlighthroughthe-ashes — that is where i post updates about my 'fic now.

i'm a little under the weather from a health standpoint — but ch. 21 is coming along nicely.

it should be out on saturday, if all goes well.

thanks for looking forward to it. :)

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hi hi hi!!!

depending on whether you read my notes at the end of my 'fic —

i may have a surprise for you!

i mentioned in said notes that i was planning a crossover – a jere&share x vincenzo (the korean tv show),

and i've just uploaded the first chapter!

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those of you who've seen the show already know this, but:

vincenzo is about an italian consigliere (legal advisor to the mafia) who teams up with a lawyer seeking vengeance on a corrupt business organization —

i'm putting jere & share as the main characters, and the dynamic is going to be dark and sexy and slow-burny,

and i'd be really happy if you could check it out and let me know what you think!!

thanks! 😄

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CHAPTER 20 IS HERE!

THIS IS IT, FOLKS!

i pretty much scream-cried out of happiness writing this one 😂🤍😂

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here's the tracklist:

[tagging @jjpogueprincess as per their request]

see you next tuesday/wednesday with ch. 21!!!!

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hi there!

just a quick update about my 'fic — to be quite blunt, i'm struggling a bit with both my mental and physical health, and as a result my updating schedule might change a little.

this story is a major source of solace for me, it's been an absolute joy to write regardless of minimal engagement, and i will most definitely continue writing it.

i just might have to update a little slower.

i am currently working on ch. 20, and it's turning out great — as you might have guessed, this is THE chapter, and i've been planning it for ages! you guys are going to love it, i promise 🤍

i'll do my best to update on tuesday night now (IST) –

here are hints till then!

1) cufflinks

2) the letter j

see you all on tuesday, hopefully 🥰🤍🥰!

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hi hi!

for those of you who follow my jere x oc 'fic —

you may have been aware that i was planning on doing a hallowe'en special for share&jere!

well, here it is,

if you would like to check it out –

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here it is!

and here's your tracklist:

and HAPPY HALLOWE'EN!!!! 🖤🎃🎃🖤

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hi there!

ch. 19 is out as promised, check it out!!

(and don't kill me 😂)

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see you next week!

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