til death do us part, you'll always have my heart

Ally Baksh here. 🦄🐼❤🖤💙💚

[oftenbrokenalwaysokay]

Forever ❤️💙

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[oftenbrokenalwaysokay]

Life.

I've been going through a lot of ups and downs lately. I'm finishing strong with school. 4.0 bitches! But my life hasn't been the best. I need some things to just, work out for me over the next few months. Especially today. Everything will be okay with my wonderful husband by my side. But it's still quite the struggle.

[spaceybabe12]

It’s all about perspective. You could have everything and still not be happy or have hardly anything and make the best out of the smallest bit that you have. Learning how to appreciate what you have is the first step on the journey to enlightenment.

[hplyrikz]

I can relate to this

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[pizzaotter]

Every single one of these is pure gold.

[bruwho]

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[willblogforchange]

My Calvin’s & my insulin pump 😇

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[hwsdat]

So true..

[a-s-s-a-s-s-i-n-a]

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[purplebuddhaquotes]

“No matter the situation, never let your emotions over-power your intelligence.”

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[icly]

[purplebuddhaproject]

“We have our whole lives ahead of us and all I want to do is take a nap.”

— Lev Grossman (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[oftenbrokenalwaysokay]

Angry, disgusted, disappointed, appalled...

There isnt a word quite strong enough to discribe the way feel towards myself right now.

$2500.... Gone.

I didnt expect to lose my job and turn into a glorifed paper weight. I didn't expect the perfect oppurtunity to get ahead in school to just present itself...

I cannot believe that I put myself where i am. It was one thing to deal with the disappointment of being jobless, but then to try and get ahead in school and have my advisor AND financial aid ask me "where my disbursements are?"

Haha haha 😄

It's all thrown straight into the garbage, right where i belong. $350 class and $175 book... $525 is literally nothing if i still had that money. But nooooooooo i had to be a piece of shit and spend it on EVERYTHING.

Im done. Im just a disappointment in my eyes. And educated, determined, passionate piece of shit.

Yay. Time to hit the books. Lets try not get tears on those expensive pages.

[oftenbrokenalwaysokay]

Drained

Im feeling so overwhelmed by the occurrences in my life as of late. First, work suspensions making money so short, then money being tight because of the hurricane that never happened. Then i get let go from the job i actually really liked regardless of the crazy people and jerk of a boss i had. It was such a hit mentally. But i didn't give up. I've been pushing through school and looking for a job, and doing everything i can. And then im offered a job that sounds too good to be true. And of course, its ends up being just that. I thought i did okay and then I learn today that I didnt. Once again, unemployed and so sad i csnt see straight. My nody is falling apart, my life is falling apart. IM falling apart.

Im sorry, im not myself lately. Im exhausted and overwhelmed by the non-stop chaos. Im normally good at these things, but its just been too much lately.

I will be okay. But i need to work through these emotions. So right now, no im not okay, but i will be.

[oftenbrokenalwaysokay]

Taking a step back

Im starting to learn that i take work way too seriously. The stress is just too much and i need to take a step back and remember that im here to make money and go home. I need to focus on school and work my way towards the real job that is going to actually matter. From this day forward, im gonna just focus on school and do my job. Nothing more nothing less.