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a.b, they/them, 20y.o TW: ANA

[oh-bodybodybody]

hey 🌿

this is a new blog bc my old one (@common-nobody) wasnt really meant to be an ed blog sooo,

hi, im a.b

im 20 and nonbinary (they/them)

struggled with ana for about 6 years, trying not to relapse into rly dangerous territory, but keep my disorder in mostly healthy territory

struggled with binge eating for years before that

not pro-ana

Stats

height: 5' 9/10" (depends whos measuring lol)

hw: 84kg/ 185lbs

sw: 80kg/ 175lbs

gw1: 65kg/ 143lbs

gw2: 63kg/ 140lbs

gw3: 60kg/ 135lbs

cw1: 74kg/ 165 lbs

cw2: 71kg/ 155lbs

cw3: 68kg/ 151lbs

cw4: 66.9kg/ 147lbs

cw5: 65.7kg/ 144.8lbs

cw6: 62.9kg/138lbs

this blog is mostly just gonna b what i find inspiring, mealspo, and transformation pics, with my own personal musing now and again.

happy to chat or answer questions if you want!

[oh-bodybodybody]

just realised i havent hit 2000 cals in over a year. i think the highest i ever got was 1800... that is what some ppl eat to lose weight

👁👁 giggles

[chocorutebeerfloat]

[baby-blue-ana]

I realized every time I went into "normalcy" for a while, it was because I was happy. And since I was always on Tumblr, ED memes were most of the reason.

so here are some of the memes I've saved over the last 5 years to give a sliver of light to your day! I forgot about some of these & they made me giggle 🤭

[diet-cranberry-sprite]

eds are real funny cause you think you’re the one in control until you realize you can’t tell the difference between you now and you 20lbs ago

[totaldramaeffy-deactivated20250]

doszłam do momentu kiedy jestem zadowolona z mojej wagi i tak dalej, ale poprostu uzależniłam się od liczenia kcal.

thinspø↓

[melancholia-soul]

instead of being addicted to food, become addicted to the feeling of control, saying no, the way your clothes start to hang off of you, feeling your stomach growl, the euphoria of seeing your bones, the pureness of being so empty <3

[zerocalbambi]

TW me@n$po TW the mirror doesn’t care that you're hungry. your clothes don't care that you're hungry. the people you're doing this for the validation of don't care that you're hungry. the beauty standard doesn't care that you're hungry. you know what they will care about? how beautiful you are once you're skinny. do something that somebody will care about for once in your life.

[oh-bodybodybody]

feels like maybe 9-10 months of disordered eating is maybe the limit b4 ur body wtarts to rebel and fight u and start aching and giving up

[oh-bodybodybody]

had to go to the hospital. had a weird fainting spell and my vision blacked out, my hands started shaking and i got all hot and shivery and now im wearing a heart monitor and im getting blood tests and theyre checking my blood sugar levels and did all these tests.

my friends worried that its caused by my ed but i dont think im starving enough for that. i meet at least 1000 cals almost every day, tho it has been 9 months of this and i def ate less to start with. he's rly worried that im killing myself like this

is this smth that can acc b a symptom of ana? did i cause this or is it just my faukty genetics? any advice or thoughts on this is much appreciated <3333

[oh-bodybodybody]

hello edblr, i feel like shit <3

just ate 350 over my cal limit and im gonna kms (/j). i think im gonna go liquid fast tmr to make up for it bc i CANNOT rn

i want to go back to having zero hunger it was honestly so much easier and better, i need to starve more to my appetite forgets again

[lostgirll666]

🥀.

[snakeskinny]

Guys,

when you're fasting, do you eat anything?? Just a little? Or literally NOTHING?

Please help me I'm devastated

[sellfdestructionismykink]

When you binge but stay below your calorie limit:

[sk1nny-grunge]

fixed my last post

[myedsucks]

Not your usual Ana tips

Read the post before you get pissed off at me.

• Stop standing up so fast. You know damn well that you get dizzy from that, so stand up slowly. If you still get dizzy or start to black out, sit back down and take deep breaths until you go back to normal, and then try to stand up slowly again.

• Don’t work out until you pass out or puke. Just walk. It burns a lot calories and it’s much easier to do. I do this instead of working out and I lose up to 3 lbs a day sometimes.

• Sleep (if you can). Your body is tired as fuck. You don’t eat very much and sleeping will help re-energize you.

I won’t tell you to eat. I know a stupid tumblr post won’t suddenly make your disorder go away. I just want you to try your best to stay safe. Believe it or not, I love you. We’re a big family and we would all feel like shit if you died because of this. If you ever get the urge to recover, take it and run.

[112-lbs]

!!!!!

[brainsanalysis-deactivated20210]

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better