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There is no silence. Only a softer noise more mad.

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Those Men

Those menWho live in shoesWho know nothingNothing trueThose menWho ride in vansWho take pisses in the ditchAnd drink beer from cansThose menWho take their time And waste it line after lineThose menWho lead the worldWho keep trying to controlWho bowlAnd golfAnd curlThose men Who dive into the oceanFloat into spaceGo inside the earthGo around the atmosphereThose menWho crawl into the tiniest…

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After Earth

There was no one in heavenIt was empty as a voidI sat there in a stuporCompletely annoyedThere was no GodHe already had diedThe hope we hadWas only something insideThere was no bodyOnly a selfSkipping back and forthBetween heaven and hell.

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The Funeral

ThereIn the funeralMy sister the dead oneMy brother spokeMy dadBut not meNot my maSilenceThen I criedWhy isn’t everyone crying?

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The Reason You Are

The reason you are sadIs you got issuesEveryone has issues But yours seem worse.You lost every gameYou broke every boneYou wanted only to be first.The reason you are melancholicIs the hatred got to youWrapped up in thoughtsOf some girlSeeped in like osmosisIt’s not you that is darkIt is the worldThe reason you are sufferingIs the problems are going to get worseThen they will go away becauseYou…

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I Could Fly Sometimes

I could fly sometimesBut never prove it to someone elseSure I was asleepAnd sure, it doesn’t count reallyAs realityBut I would concentrate on liftingBegin to levitateThen I would go higher and higher floating Over the cityI should land at some pointI’ve been aloft for yearsSure I was asleepAnd sure, continuations of dreamsAren’t seamlessThere is realityThere is thatReal lifeI would fly into…

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I Chose The Blue Pill

I chose the red pillAnd descended into hellI killed myself in ideationAnd turned all red as wellI fired the illusionsUnwanted they reeledFrom reality I was strippedFrom its surface peeledI chose the blue pillAnd grew excited and positiveSo happy so joyfulNot knowing the cause of itI floated in empty wordsCalled them profoundI could always hear musicMy heart would poundI chose the green pillAnd my…

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Hellfire Awaits

I can hear them calling somewhereYelling, screaming, help, they cryHell is nearer than you would supposeAny day you could, drop, and dieHellfire awaits and flames of no mercyA dead man gets no restHe turns, burns, unwanted is his deathThe demons chatter endlesslyLike some evil classIf you roll your eyesDevil sticks a trident in your assI can hear them calling somewhereThe eternally tormentedThey…

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The Poet On The Cross

Down through the templesThe one they call GodObscenely writtenA poet on the crossHis death was sureFast and cut like a sheet of ice deadOf night a surpriseAnd he fell limp and bledFight or flight in his eyesDown the blood pooledUnder the crucifixNo more silent nightNo more parlor tricksDown the head cast itselfThe eyes wobbled With lost poemsDown the blood fellCrazy and aloneDown went the poet on…

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Greed Was My Goddess

I knew Greed from an early ageThe unforgivable in me, forgaveI was a thief and a man all the sameAnd Greed was my goddessAll else I had slainI grew up in a shackWhere I brought back my goodsTools, broken phones, purses And pieces of woodAll of this from others I stoleThen I slept in the holeGreed shone earlyShe said early bird gets the wormI would leave and attackAnd then silently returnTo my…

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Your House

You see this keyboardThis monitorThis mouseIt is your lifeYour bodyYour houseA memory repeats itselfIt grows less reliableAnd idea fixes the subjectEven though not viableYou see this windowThis treeThis pondThen all of itEvery last detail is goneAn impression in timeGoes likeThis rhymeOut the door Out to lunchDyingIn memoryIn dreamIn a brain active in a realityNot perfectSimply natureAnd…

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The Sage And Me

The sage sat on the carpet And I sat like her shadowWe did not consider them fodderWe did not consider them cattleThe masses were not the massThe mob was not the realThe crowd was not the wonderThat one individual feelsThe sage lit the incense And I remained seatedA single sunbeam shoneAnd it was all that we neededMorality needs a situationAnd all impressions were wrongTruth needed a voiceWe all…

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I Don't Have Schizophrenia

There was time before But no time nowI beat time to the wallWavered in my suspension“You service” I yelled at nobodyAnd nobody repliedI took out a sharpie and wroteOn a piece of cardboard“Fuck the service”And stood on the balcony and displayed itI went back insidePacing back and forth My dad arrived unannouncedBegan berating meTelling me I was talking nonsenseAnd should take my pills“Well off…

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The Office

The screen is too bigThe writing too smallI’m in a nowhere officeMy own fucking stallThe keyboard is too loudThe workers are a hassleThe boss pokes his head inWhat a fucking assholeI have doodle timeAnd lunch in tenI take out the notebookAnd begin to penI can hear the radioIn Tony’s stallPumping his World BeatsRight through the damn wallThe air is too humidThe floor is like crustThe construction…

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It's Summer

Its summer and time to cleanTo wash the rice and the beansI watch the flowers rise from dirtGet out of bed and put on a shirtLaundry time it’s two o clockThe sky, the sun, and a single hawkIts summer and time to have funGo out to nature and shoot a gunGo to the tents that serve the foodThats free if you are not a rich dudeGo to town on the wallsBreak your neck in a ladder fallIts summer and time…

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A Billfold Of Writing

With a touchLike lightningA bill foldOf writingCame downSpiralingWith a pushA shoveOf tumultuousWindThe wallet spinsAt the third floorA gust of dirtIt hits a railAnd explodesLike a fireworkPoems and proseCome fluttering Down on the groundAnd looking upThe perceptive onesSee the manBehind the gunAnd when all is doneAnd goneThe man is deadThe writing lives on

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Darko

ChosenHe stood often in front of my houseTo watch meMy father hired himTo watch meThe doctor said I needed himI was not deafI was not blindI had an inconsistency in characterAn error filled mindCall it schizophreniaOr maybe a rebellion at lifeWithin meI had comicsOn every wallOf the townhouse to my selfAnd the whole familyWas worriedAbout my healthYou seeI had issues within my heartAnd I don’t…