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I have not had the chance to post anything on my tumblr due to my old cell phone being broke and cant get tumblr ap on my current phone. I lost my bestfriend Lacey due to Plains Animal Hospital fucking her surgery up. I had to put my beautiful sheltie of 7 years would have been 8 this month of July to sleep. It was the hardest thing I have ever experienced on April 20,2016. I didn't only lose my bestfriend but I lost my Aunt a week before this all happened. Just a week before this happened to lacey. I was crying and hugging her and then hugging Vienna and crying to them both and hugging when my father told me the news about Aunt Charmayne. I would have never thought in just a week id be loosing my lacey too. it was the last time I would ever see her the last time id ever cry to her. I miss her so much. I miss them both so much and my grandparents and rest of my family in heaven. Lacey was such an amazing loyal dog. She was my ''Pupp pup'' I grew up having her from 4 months of age. Teaching her to give me her paw,sit,come,wink,roll over, stay, and to be in the backyard without a leash. I also taught her how to walk down the road without a leash. she was so wonderful when I was pregnant she would lay by stomach watch over me. She knew I had a human being in my womb. Once Vienna arrived and I came home with her the first time. lacey was excited and she kissed her head it was the sweetest feeling. Lacey was so protective of Vienna always laid by her and guarded her. She laid right by the crib. I loved it. They were my babies. Lacey watched Vienna grow up and me. She would let Vienna bother the shit out of her and didn't care. she wouldn't bite Vienna. they wrestled quite a lot haha and chased her back and forth. they were best friends too. Vienna loved Lacey. Lacey would never beg for food of off Vienna. she would wait for something to fall. she cleaned her leftovers. I am so upset and been depressed every single day since April. I will never get over the fact I lost two great people in my life. lacey was a person to me in my eyes. I use to walk her to Sullivan when I was pregnant and when I had Vienna and all the children loved lacey. lacey loved being pet. I still get very upset going by Sullivan park or even around the block or at my house. I wish it was not true. I wish I can come home and see you waiting for me to come home and bark as soon as you hear me coming up those steps. jumping for joy when I was to walk in and barking. I miss just laying down and using you as pillow or you laying above my head or feet or by couch. I miss seeing you guard the kitchen and living room. I miss you barking when someone was going in the alley or coming up the steps. I miss your howling like a werewolf. I miss taking you for walks. I miss you and love you so much lacey. I get so upset being in my backyard just looking picturing you running around the yard and then coming up the steps. Winter has not came yet but it was your favorite you jump through the snow like a little bunny or reindeer. seeing all your paw prints in snow taking your pictures. I can remember every spot youd go to bathroom. you never leave my mind. people said it gets easier well it does not get easier it never will. I miss my smoking buddy. I miss you being there when I got out of the shower. youd wait by the toilet or by door. youd come lick the water off of my legs. I miss you so much it hurts so fucking bad I feel like my heart is shattered like a broken glass. I cant wait to see you again at the rainbow bridge I know your waiting for us all. ill be so happy when that time comes. <3 Vienna still says she misses you lacey. She didn't forget about you. You gave her so much to remember. I appreciate you being the best dog ever and being so great with Vienna. no one will take your spot in my heart. forever and always. Brooke. I love you.

Its two weeks today since you've been gone. Its another day without my best friend and Viennas. Food falling to floor and it's just not right your not there running once you heard something fall. I hate walking into my house and not having you there barking or barking when someone left. We got your urn back two days ago. And did a vigil for you with my mom and Matt and Vienna. I've never been so heartbroken. I need you so bad. I wish I can heal pets but I don't have that power unfortunately. I miss you Lacey each day that goes by your in our hearts and you'll never be forgotten your paw print is left on my heart. I love you.

1 week without my best friend today. I miss you so dearly )':

I miss you so much Lacey and it does not get easier as people say it is harder and harder. I wish you were here I know your at rainbow bridge waiting for me and my mom. )))): 🌈🌈🌈

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