Mademoiselle

She was too quiet, or she was too loud. She took things too seriously, or not seriously at all, she was too sensitive, or too cold-hearted. She hated with every fiber of her being, or loved with every piece of her heart. There was no in-between for...

[poemsporn]

It hurts because it mattered. Stop trying to tell yourself it did not.

jesse warner (via poemsporn)

[israelmekaniko]

“THE MATCHA INVASION ( Pero hindi naman matcha-rap duh )”

Oo. Kelangan nating pag-usapan ang ‘Matcha’ dahil lubhang nakakabahala na ang matcha invasion sa daigdig. Out of 7.4 bilyong tao sa mundo, ako lang ang hindi maka-appreciate ng lasa ng matcha. Sapat na dahilan para iwan ako ng mga taong mahal ko.

Akshwally, nakatikim na ako isang beses pero hindi na naulit. Sinubukan kong i-convince ang sarili ko na masarap through meditation ngunit sa pagkakataong iyon, hindi deserving ang matcha para bigyan ng second chance. Kulay pa lang jinudge ko na. Ayoko ng pagkain na kulay berde. Nung isang beses na tumikim ako lasang damo. Parang lasang talahiban. Sa loob ng limang segundo ng buhay ko, naramdaman ko kung paano maging kambing at ayoko ng maulit ‘yon. Lasang joke. Kahit libre di ko susubukan ulit.

Tska yung mga inumin na matcha-flavored tapos kulay green? 

Para akong umiinom ng tubig na tumulo sa alulod ng yero namin. Lasang lumot. Tapos ang lakas pa ng loob lagyan ng kung anu-anong design na kulay puti sa ibabaw na parang may gustong patunayan, akala mo naman maiimpress ako. Pero hindi. Ayoko pa din. Parang sipon ng bata.

Nakakaalarma lang kasi na parang lahaaaaaaaat ng pagkain dito sa mundo may matcha na.

I was like,

And that pakingshet matcha was like,

Parang nung nagpasabog ng matcha sa kalawakan, walang taklob lahat ng pagkain. May milktea matcha, matcha cake, matcha ice cream, matcha cookies, matcha donut. Baka dumating ang araw na meron na ding matcha kwek-kwek, matcha lechon at matcha galunggong. Pati yung bagong flavor ng Lucky Me Pansit Canton may matcha seasoning na din tska yung manggang hilaw matcha na yung sawsawan. Baka mangisay na ako. Kung pwede ko nga lang sigawan yung matcha ng “Magmaganda ka ng naaayon sa sarap!”

Hindi katanggap-tanggap.

Sanay naman akong MATCHAktan. Pero please lang, ayoko talaga ng matcha.

*Kung wala ka ng maintindihan….”

[ohitsoreogirl]

Me 😂

[ohitsoreogirl]

One day you’re gonna meet someone who you don’t just want to spend the night with but who you look forward to waking up and sharing your morning with. This person is different because there is gonna be one person that is able to break through the bullshit you sell to the world. They look you in the eyes and know when you’re lying. They look you in the eyes and know what you are thinking and feeling before you even say. There’s a connection there you’ll never understand. But you’ll just be happy you met someone who can share in that. And they’ll let you into their world, too. You’ll talk about dreams and ambitions like you haven’t before. You’ll talk about disappointments and fears you didn’t even know of. You talk about insecurities and mistakes and there before you is someone who doesn’t judge you for any of it. There’s gonna be one person who breaks through every wall you have and you’re left with these raw emotions you didn’t even know you were capable of feeling. And you’re gonna look at them knowing well they aren’t perfect. But regardless of that your flaws compliment each other in a way that it all makes sense. You’ll realize one day you find yourself worrying when all you ever did in the past was worry about yourself. You find yourself angry at the people who have done them wrong. You find yourself feeling these things through another soul and while you can never take away their pain or the past its them you want in your future. When in the past all you ever thought about was your own future. One day you realize if anything were to ever happen to them you’d be a mess. You realize they matter. You realize they always have. You realize they always will. You find yourself remembering every little detail. From the first time you met and the first words they said. And it surprises you because we go through motions in life seeing so many faces and having so many interactions but somehow you remember every detail of this one. And it’s something no one will understand. But the thing is they don’t have to understand it. They don’t have to accept it or like it. Cause you have. Then you muster the courage to say three words and don’t hold back because for the first time you’re looking at someone with complete confidence. One day you’re gonna meet someone who simply feels like home.

[ohitsoreogirl]

alam nyo ung feeling na kailangan pa bang ipamukha sayo yung "ex" HAHAH

[kushandwisdom]

To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed.

https://twitter.com/goodquoteco (via thelovenotebook)

 (via thelovenotebook)

[ohitsoreogirl]

I'm such a disappointment 😓 alam kong oa pero wala eh. I know this is not a competition pero sa totoo lang, sobrang inggit ako ko sayo 😞 Sa totoo lang nawawalan nako ng gana sa lahat ever since na nakita ko nga yung grade ko, nahihiya ako. Di ko alam gagawin ko, ilang araw ko na din yun iniisip eh. Actually, week na ata. Yung tipong maiiyak ka nalang tapos wala ka na gana kumain ganon then vice versa. Ayoko magpa apekto pero, wala eh di ko kaya. Di ko kasi maiwasan, di ko alam kanino ako mag oopen, na ppressure nako sa parents ko lahat lahat. Napakataas ng expectation, ineexpect siguro nila na mataas grades ko just like before. Idk where to start if sasabihin ko sa kanila 😓 ayoko mapagalitan at ayaw ko din naman ma disappoint ko sila, kasi ako lang naman inaasahan nila. Ayoko umiyak sa harap ng iba eh, pero deep inside nasstress, naddepress ako ng sobra 😪ewan ko bat ko ba to sinasabi sayo haha, ikaw lang naman masasabihan ko ng ganito eh, hindi sa iba 😞 nahihiya ako sayo, sa parents ko pati kay lolo and lola tsaka kila tita 😭 para tuloy ayoko umuwi 😞 naghalohalo na sa utak ko lahat ng problema ko 😓

[poemsporn]

brave girl, you were made for far more beautiful things. chaos is only understood when it is loved by the wild, not the weak.

Zachry K. Douglas (via poemsporn)

[kushandwisdom]

[b-l-u-rr-e-d]

[treeshalim]

Obviously not your typical couple photo …. We usually do this every before meal. Thank you Miguel for being patient with me & for always keeping up with my hypers & hypos. I love you more than I love my apidra, lantus & blood glucose monitor! Just kidding!!!!!!!!! #bestfriendappreciationpost

“To everyone who still doesn’t know, Trisha has type 1 diabetes which makes her life a little bit challenging. She injects insulin everyday and I still can’t accept that, it really hurts me to see her in pain. Cheerleading is one thing that was taken away from her because of diabetes. But as I always tell her, she will always be my cheerleader in life. I can tell you that this girl is a fighter, injecting 3x or more a day is really painful. But one thing I love is her guts to live everyday like there was no challenge at all. She made me realize how tough life can be and still be happy at the end of the day.” – @miguelcezar ——————————— Start your day out with the right mindset! Start eating healthy & do more exercise! Change your bad habits into a healthy lifestyle! 👍🏻

#sickbutinvisible #diabetes #timeforachange #twoyearsandcounting #diabeticlife

[ohitsoreogirl]

Awww ❤️

[ohitsoreogirl]

Ang saya saya pa natin dito oh 😩

[wnq-writers]

The actuality of depression that no one seems able to grasp is you have to fight for your own life. You don’t have doctors forcing standard treatments or have an entire support team praying for you. You’re solely responsible for providing the encouragement and care necessary to keep you alive. The times I’ve been at my sickest I had to fight with every last drop of hope I had to get myself out of the grave my mind was digging for me. The disease is what kills you. It corrupts your mind forcing your every thought to scare you enough that suicide seems like your only way out. I wish people could understand that… not only to show the respect those who lost their battle with depression deserve and not view it as an act of selfishness, but also to realize how f*cking strong a person living with depression has to be to not slip into that same scenario. Personally, I think that there’s always going to be something better than not being here at all… not to mention the fear of where I’ll end up, there’s far too much unknown, which terrifies me, which is good… Because I know what it feels like to be in the position people are in before they end it all. It’s a feeling I wouldn’t wish upon my worst enemy and I wouldn’t even want to attempt to explain it to you. Because it’s, well, depressing. About as depressing as it can get really

Riley Elizabeth , It should not make someone uncomfortable to publicize facts on mental illness.  Like arms and legs, the mind is a part of the body. (via wnq-writers)

[girlbehindthisblog-deactivated2]

I’m not here to tell you everything’s going to be okay cause right now i know you feel that it will never be. I won’t tell you that it’s okay and you’ll be fine cause right now that’s the last thing you want to hear. I won’t hurry you, i know right now it’s so hard for you to accept everything. I know it hurts you a lot and i won’t tell you tomorrow is another day. I won’t say that’s just so easy and you’ll get over it eventually. I won’t tell you what you need to do and force you to forget everything. Because i know you don’t need any of those. Don’t worry i won’t force you to forget, i won’t force you to stop being sad and miserable. Go on cry and cry a river until you get tired. You don’t want to get up? That’s fine. Just lay there all day and all night. And if you don’t want to eat, then go ahead, i won’t force you to eat if that’s what you want. Be miserable, be hard headed, do whatever you think that will express how broken you are. I won’t stop you. Do it if you think that’s one of the things you want to do when you’re broken. Right now, i know you need and ear who’s willing to listen. You need a shoulder you can cry on. You need someone who’ll hug you tight ‘till you fall asleep. I know you just need someone who will never gonna leave you at the moment while you feel so alone and broken. No one knows how you feel right now. No one can tell how broken you are inside. No one can see how your heart is bleeding at the moment and how you’re trying to put bandage in every wound. No one can feel how much amount of pain you’re carrying inside you. But trust me, i can feel it, i can see it in your eyes how broken you are. I know how you feel just by feeling your touch. Just by looking at you while you’re busy faking a smile, while you’re uttering the words you are okay. I want to tell you that it’s okay to feel that way, you are a human and you are capable to feel it. What you are feeling is not only completely valid but necessary because it will make you stronger more than you ever know. Don’t be in hurry, don’t listen to what they say, you don’t have to move on right now if you don’t want to do it yet, you don’t have to force yourself to forget because you can’t do it. I can’t promise you that you’ll get better soon, that the pain will fade tomorrow or the next day, that everything will get better soon, it will eventually, at the right time. For now, all you can do is take your time. Take all the time you need.

A letter to myself / 03/20/16 (via girlbehindthisblog)

[smbrx]

We all want everything to be okay. We don’t even wish so much for fantastic or marvelous or outstanding. We will happily settle for okay, because most of the time, okay is enough.

(via ughspam)

[the-inspirational-quotes-deacti]

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[ohitsoreogirl]

braso de mercedes 💪

[escafeism]

Moving on doesn’t mean that I can’t think about you sometimes, and think about how it used to be.But it means that those memories are in the past, not hopes for the future. Moving on doesn’t mean that a part of me won’t always love you. But it means that I can start a new chapter in my life where I’m the main character, not you.