Pretty Girls Make Graves @ohmy-lovely - Tumblr Blog

Wow. Just found this. I don't think I've been on Tumblr in a year at least. So much has changed and I am seriously a new person. Everything I have posted about on here in relation to my mental health, insecurities etc etc is gone. I have been completely healed and renewed - grasya sa Ginoo. No more baggage and claiming my victory.

I haven't been on here in so long. And it is weird. I don't think I want to look back too far because the bad stuff in the past is still very present on my mind. Like everyday. It isn't debilitating though. Things aren't too bad. I feel I need to be more graceful towards some people, which I struggle with. I can be very critical of other people, which is incredibly hypocritical because in itself, I am just as flawed and imperfect as every other person on this planet. It could be better though. I could feel more motivated and less worried about being friends with people. I can't believe I have seriously turned down hanging out with people because I'm kinda scared I won't have anything interesting to talk about. Some recent things have really maimed my ability to just peacefully socialise. My brain literally is just running amuck whenever I'm with people. What they think of me, if they think I'm bad. It is because people haven't been honest and open with me in the past and I just find out off other people what they really think of me. Maybe I should become a hermit in Bulga..

#personal #I haven't posted in so long and needed a good rant #yes at 2am

what’s so hilarious about someone making an effort and doing their lectures and notes and what’s so necessary about putting them down about it?

#confuzzled #silly ppl

#personal #crazy stuff

Legitimately think I failed two of my subjects.. Exams are over but they aren't over until I get my results back because then I have to study again to try and pass

#fuckity shit #uni #personal #udonebad