× • flawless.

If you never break you never know how much pressure you can take.

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⤷ Wait by August Alsina ∙◦•

“I’m not telling you to wait but I’m hoping that you wait.”

[sincerelykimberly-blog1]

– — ♫ BUY A HEART

♪ K. Michelle, Nicki Minaj @ohnikaaa & Meek Mill

With two singles titled Buy a Heart that blew the world away, K. Michelle and Nicki Minaj decided to collaborate to bring to you a soul felt song about heart broken girls who keep their guards up. With the help of Meek Mill; the single is set to be on K. Michelle second album AWBAH.

[lvechild-blog]

“Aw I see I hope things get better for you mama. I’ll come by later if want some Jilly loving.”

[ohnikaaa-blog]

"Thank you, mamas. And yessss. Send me all the loving soon!"

[lvechild-blog]

“In the hospital why what happened to you? @ohnikaaa

[ohnikaaa-blog]

"Just.. some things I shouldn't have done. I requested to stay for a few more days though so I could clear my mind and what not."

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⇝ INSTAGRAM POST FROM ﹫ᴺɪᴄᴋɪᴍɪɴᴀᴊ 

 Nɪᴄᴋɪᴍɪɴᴀᴊ: Missing your cute little face. ❤

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( iMessage ) ➡ ‘idk.’ | @boyinthe6

Hey.. is it okay if you could bring me food? Just real quick since I’m starving.. at this hospital.. if not.. it’s cool.

[boyinthe6]

text message ( @ohnikaaa )

Yeah. What would you like to eat?

[ohnikaaa-blog]

( iMessage ) ➡ ‘idk.’ | @boyinthe6

Some pizza please? Some fries too.

[ohnikaaa-blog]

( iMessage ) ➡ ‘idk.’ | @boyinthe6

Hey.. is it okay if you could bring me food? Just real quick since I’m starving.. at this hospital.. if not.. it’s cool.

[ohnikaaa-blog]

“The hell is this..” She questioned while looking down at the green jello that was sitting in front of her on the small table. She made a face before pushing the plate far from her as possible. “I just woke up about an hour ago and y'all tryna kill me again?” She sucked her teeth and laid her head back on the pillow. One thing Onika couldn’t stand the most besides her own father were hospitals. She hated the depressed setting, the cries and being impatient. It’s unfortunate she got herself into this mess in the first place.

“I’ll get you something, Nic. You know I got you” She heard the male nurse say as he was fixing the curtains on the other side of the room. Nicki carefully sat up to fit her comfort then slowly reached her hand over to grab the TV remote in which she struggled a bit due to the small amount of pain that seem to linger. The nurse noticed her faint sounds and immediately grabbed the remote for her. “I’m getting old..” Nic mumbled in embarrassment as she shook her head. The nurse chuckled lightly “No, I could tell the pain is still there. No need to be embarrassed.” Taking the remote from him, she couldn’t help but to smile at his kindness. Maybe being in the hospital wasn’t so bad after all. “I appreciate it..” Nic said as she laid her head back down onto the pillow.

[ohnikaaa-blog]

As much as Nicki knew it wasn’t her fault, she continued to go back to blaming herself for it all. Maybe if she paid a bit more attention to him, he wouldn’t have cheated. She didn’t understand why this was a constant occurrence in her life. Maybe there was something that was truly wrong with her. Maybe she didn’t deserve the love that she thought she did. She took a deep breath as she popped one of the Percocet pills in her mouth. Onika just wanted to forget it all.

One pill.. two.. the taste that ran down her throat may of been plain due to the face she made in disgust. Deep down, it felt like she was given the most sweetest death treat of all time. Before she could even pop the next pill she nervously peeked her head out the bathroom door to see if her mother and brother were in sight. Just her luck she watched as her younger brother strolled down the hallway — music blasting through his headphones as he made his way back into the guestroom. Nicki sighed in relief before quickly closing the bathroom door and sliding down on it. She thought about whether or not it was worth popping the whole entire bottle of the pills or just pop a few. Either way, she knew both decisions were terrible. Her intentions for sure wasn’t instant suicide. She just wanted to be stress-free for once in her life. She wanted to be able to get that feeling of ‘freedom’ once again and those pills were exactly the answer to her thoughts. “Just kill me now..” She whispered lowly to herself, clutching onto the bottle of pills that were in her hand. Her heart began to beat faster than usual as her eyes stayed glued to the bottle. Everything that has happened to her this past week she wanted to forget about in a hot second. From the time her own husband accused her of cheating which lead to him choking her over a stupid assumption, to the point where she found out about his dirty work and did something she never would’ve of thought doing a day in her life — she was sick of it all. Her whole life was crumbling down and Nicki was just now realizing it. She felt naive to believe her life was going to be ‘perfect’ because of all the positive vibes that were being sent away. Apparently, that all turned out to be just a phase.

Nicki took the next two and final pill — her whole entire body shutting down minutes later. As much she didn’t have to ease the pain in such a dangerous way, her naive self came back again which lead to her decision. She was tired of the fighting. She was tired of the bickering. She was tired of being hurt. She was just tired overall and happily believed this was the best way to remove all types of pain — negativity in her life.

[tea-tenders]

But having a conversation was necessary okay nicki

Clearly it wasn’t.

[ohnikaaa-blog]

"Salty ass. Hop off!"

[bbycharm-deactivated20170826]

“Then maybe you as a mother, should talk to your daughter’s father and express the concerns you’re having and how you don’t want you guys daughter to grow up having a bad out look on her father, and the wrong ways a woman should be treated by a man. We don’t need anymore young females growing up with “daddy issues”, and you should know that. But that’s not my problem on how you want to handle that. Glad to know, we need more supporting women on this like yourself. Since that’s what you are always preachin’ about. But you have a wonderful night, love. I hope you keep succeeding with that career of yours and I’ll do the same.”

[ohnikaaa-blog]

"I don't have to speak to that man about a got damn thing. In the long run, I know my daughter will be just fine. She got her mother and other family members that love and care for her. If her father wants to go around and be a dumbass then that's on him. He can continue being your problem for all I damn care. We're not going to go that deep on it though, so we're gonna end this off by me saying my career will always be alright and that you have a good night, Ayana."

[bbycharm-deactivated20170826]

“I know, I deserve an award don’t l? It’s was never that deep to begin with. We all knew that it was a joke, baby girl. I wouldn’t care at all actually. If I was secure in mines, I would have not given one fuck about a picture that a “hoe” posted. Honestly, your insecurities are gleaming. I would suggest that you work on re-evaluate your placement in your marriage and pay attention to your man instead of poppin’ off on me and dragging my character as a person. Drake isn’t the poppin’ rap nigga on this planet. I have plenty options, and your man isn’t one of them. Who doesn’t know who you are, though? Exactly, but thank you for the blessing. I hope you’ll support and buy the Spring 2K17 lookbook. I’ll be on the cover.”

[ohnikaaa-blog]

"You must love assuming things huh? Cute. It actually is pretty deep if you ask me since I have a daughter who I don't want growing up to see how much of an ass her father was being. But I'm still an insecure bitch huh? Anyway, I won't be buying that lookbook but since I'm a nice person — sometimes, Imma give you your props on your 'modeling'. Keep that success up. Good day."

[tea-tenders]

I thought nicki went to fight why is she actually having a conversation with her

She’s not about that life.

[ohnikaaa-blog]

“I ain’t a teenager nor a damn hoodrat. I got a daughter to worry about. Ain’t no reason to be fighting over an asshole.”

[ohnikaaa-blog]

"Props to you at attempting to hurt my feelings! Props, baby girl. Props! So y'all really thought it was okay — better yet acceptable to play a joke like that on a MARRIED man who in fact has an 8 month old daughter? How would you feel if another woman was to do it to your fucking husband and said it was a 'joke'? Hm? You would be asking questions and be confused as hell as fucking well. So before you try coming for me learn your fucking place. Okay, everybody can have they little 'hoe' moments but unlike yourself? I don't lie about it. And FYI mamas, I don't need to finesse anyone baby girl. You must don't know who I am and that's okay. Continue your role as an 'OVO model'. Hope God blesses your success."