The Lonely Introvert

Have you ever just wanted to disappear?

[usbghost-blog]

I respect bees more than I respect white men in positions of power

[fuzzycricket]

that’s because we actually need bees

[raccoonhearteyes]

Day 996 without Lexa

[anxietyproblem]

[ohthestarsinhereyes]

I want to close my eyes and never wake up again.

[wombshaker]

listen. it’s true, men have been conditioned to bottle their emotions up and deal with them in toxic ways that often damage themselves and those around them

BUT

as a grown man, if you’re self-aware enough to know that this is taking place, you’re also aware enough to take serious steps towards solving your own issue

what i’m saying here is this: stop looking for women or other people to “help” you solve a problem that begins and ends with you. support while you unlearn toxicity is very important, but dont expect anyone to support you while you make the same poor decisions over and over and blame it on how you were conditioned

when does society’s conditioning no longer hold weight as a valid excuse for your fuckery?

[goestingsjes]

[winnie-the-patton]

Let me tell you why Jenna Marbles is an inspiration.

This isn’t a joke.

Jenna Marbles was one of the original big channel Youtubers. I remember being in middle school and quoting her constantly, and never having to explain the reference. Everyone knew who Jenna was.

Then, time passed as it does. And like most youtubers, her following shrunk overtime. People outgrew her or lost interest. I myself stopped watching her for years, except for the occasion “I wonder what Jenna’s doing” search.

But what did she decide to do? Was she gonna pander to her audience, or do challenge videos to keep her views up?

No.

She decided to do whatever she freaking wanted.

She literally follows whatever crazy, impulsive thoughts she has and doesn’t really care what we think.

One week she thought, “I wonder how many balloons it would take to float Marbles up in the air?” And she found out.

“I should cover my entire face with rhinestones” Yes please.

“I want to blend into my green screen” YES. ABSOLUTELY.

She does what she wants, and its entertaining as hell. I love being subscribed to Jenna cuz I literally have no idea what’s coming this Wednesday/Thursday, but I know she’s gonna be having a great time doing it.

Jenna Marbles is an icon. She’s what I aspire to be. We should all learn from her to follow our dreams, no matter how unusual they may seem.

Bonus: Here’s some screenshots from her as a green screen

[superspideyparker]

I’m so glad someone finally said something about this. Jenna marbles is one of my favorite people to ever exist and I love her endlessly (and Julien and her dogs)

[saintdollyparton]

She also hosts on SiriusXM Hits 1 every Friday and she is great there too!

[faythinthemusic]

I want to be really clear about something: Planned Parenthood has done more to prevent abortion than the pro-life movement ever has.

[savordance-lifesupport]

Yup, preventing abortion by giving abortions. Makes sense!

[apoeticmindset]

No you fucking crusty nutsack giving people the education and the tools to not become pregnant in the first fucking place

[ghoulvalentines-archive]

One of my Christian friends made a Facebook post about how PP gave her tons of resources when she was trying to get pregnant and people were actually genuinely shocked that they provided such resources; they had fully bought into the idea that PP is just an “abortion factory”. The misinformation that’s been spread about PP is unreal.

[osheamobile]

gosh it’s almost like Planned Parenthood will help you plan for parenthood

[thebootydiaries]

Tears fill my eyes as I read the words on my screen. The world seems to stop spinning for the slightest second as I re-read the anonymous message over and over again, gripping on to the hope that the words will magically disappear. But they didn’t. Anon had done it; they’d figured out that the only way to make me take off my hijab was to call my hair ugly. My one weakness.

A tear streams down my left cheek.

Eight years of academy hijab training…wasted. I had to prove this extremely relevant and good-looking anonymous person wrong, I cared too much about what they thought. How could I live my life knowing that there is one person out there who thinks probably my hair is ugly maybe? How could I look myself in the mirror? How could I face my family? My shoulders shook as I cried silently, and my chair squeaked ever so slightly at the vibrations; as if it, too, was crying in sorrow.

It wasn’t until that moment that the second part of the message dawned on me… how would I prove them wrong without breaking the rules? Was it really against the rules? I reach into my hijab and pull out a scroll. At the very top, in cursive jet-black inked letters, the word ‘Rules’ stares back at me. My heart is racing as my eyes frantically read the scroll.

‘Rule #1: no killing people,’ it reads. I let out a whimper. There go my evening plans. 

Suddenly, my eye catches the next words. The scroll is rustling in my trembling hands as I turn my face away, tears spraying out of my eyes like the spit of a white person as they try to justify racism. The cursive words felt more like a curse of words, vivid and refusing to disappear as if I were still staring at them even through my closed eyes.

Rule #2: don’t show ur hair girl it’s ugly lmaooooo

[ohthestarsinhereyes]

Clarke Griffin is a fucking badass 🗣

[twitblr]

Truth

[naomitlove]

It’s called being happy. Get used to it, Danvers

My Sanvers digital painting (wallpaper desktop)

[weytani]

[h0odrich]

all these empty conversations around addiction and checking on your friends for rt’s make my stomach flip. people are so inconsistent and fraudulent for what

[lauryngotstacks]

So y’all mad about awareness ?!

[h0odrich]

to come online and see the same people who regularly clown drug users (or otherwise) for their coping mechanisms, use celebrity deaths (whether it be OD or suicide) to tweet things like ‘check on ur strong friends!! you never know what someone’s going thru’ for some clout, is corny as fuck

[lauryngotstacks]

Now THAT I can agree with!!!

[ohthestarsinhereyes]

I’m finally going to therapy. I’m really apprehensive about it though. I feel like such a fraud. It’s hard to explain. I think I’m dismissing the emotions that I feel because of the “some people have it so much worse” mindset. Like my emotions aren’t valid. But my brain is literally so dark and hurtful. Idk. I’m giving it a try.

[ohthestarsinhereyes]

[theprincessandthebpd]

me @ me immediately after almost every decision: oh bitch what the fuck