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HE FITS IN MY POCKET đđ
buy me presents!
Pairing: YJH x choi!reader
Genres: brother's best friend trope, mutual pining, home for christmas, sabrina annlyn carpenter songs as inspos
A/N: merry Christmas and happy holidays! WC: 2.3k
Itâs 10:00 A.M., and you had just woken up half an hour ago. Your hairâs a mess, youâre wearing this ridiculous, ugly sweater you just had to wear (your momâs words, not yours), and youâre holding this chipped, old green mug youâve had since middle school. Itâs snowing outside, so having this much insulation really does help warm the atmosphere.Â
Itâs supposed to be a warm and intimate Christmas. You had just come home from college for the holiday break, so being able to wake up this late and not worry about being late to class or even your part-time job really helps.Â
Ding ding ding!
You look over the front door, and suddenly, the sound of the doorbell is accompanied by frivolous knocking. Your younger cousins play around you as you walk past them, towards the entrance.Â
You open the door, completely expecting your brother or at least someone other than⊠Well, what did you expect from that knocking?Â
You almost drop your mug, which would have been less embarrassing than what you actually did. The sound of the door smacking against the walls can be heard around the living room. Your cousins suddenly stop their games to turn to you. Right now, you look like youâve seen a ghost. Your eyes are still wide open, with your lips parted.
I mean, who could blame you? The man in front of you was absolutely someone unexpected. You supposed your brother only brought him because his family wasnât in the country for the holidays. But did he really have to come here without prior notice?
Youâre still a statue when you hear another set of knocking on the door. This time, itâs softer and more controlled. Before you could open the door, it was already being opened from the other side, and you came face to face with your older brother, Choi Seungcheol.
âWow,â your brother says mildly, stepping in with a bag slung over his shoulder. âYou gonna tell me why you just assaulted my best friend with a door?â
It was his fault, by the way. He failed to mention that he was going to bring someone, specifically Yoon Jeonghan, over for the holidays.
Speaking of the devil, he lifts his hand. âHi.â
Youâre finally wearing something more presentable right now. A red knitted Christmas sweater with snowflakes plastered all over it. Much to your chagrin, or theirs, your brother and Jeonghan are wearing these green sweaters that, when they stand next to one another, form a small Christmas tree, each taking the other half.Â
He looked oddly, stupidly, and immaculately attractive. It was a crime, really. The sweater was a neon green monstrosity with tinsel glued to the cuffs, and yet, on Jeonghan, it looked like high fashion. The warm house lights caught the soft brown of his hair and the sharp line of his jaw, making him look like he stepped off a holiday card. You hated it. You hated how even in a polyester blend that made him half a tree, he still looked like the best thing in the room.
Your mom corals the three of you into the kitchen like itâs a war effort. Doughâs already been made and set on the kitchen counter. Your cousins are going feral all over the place again. Aunts appear and disappear from the kitchen like theyâre ghosts. One of them stops to look at you and Jeonghan standing side-by-side at the counter.
"Oh, look at you two," she cooed. "Don't they look like a picture? You know, Jeonghan, youâd make a much better addition to the family photo as a son-in-law than just Cheolâs annoying friend."
"Auntie!" you hissed.
Jeonghan didn't miss a beat. He tilted his head, giving her that famously charming, angelic smile that he used to get out of trouble. "Is that right? Well, Iâve always thought the Chois had the best taste.â
Your aunt chuckles as she heads out of the kitchen. You turn to the counter and see the cookie dough looking pale and utterly defeated. It was a lump of beige sadness that had clearly given up on its dreams of becoming a gingerbread man.
"You guys always bake like this?" Jeonghan leaned over the counter, his shoulder brushing yours.
"Like what?" you asked, trying to keep your voice steady despite his proximity.
"Like you're preparing for a funeral instead of a party," he teased, poking the dough with a long, elegant finger. "This dough looks like it needs a therapist and a vacation. Itâs depressed. Itâs losing the will to live."
Seungcheol snorted from the other side of the island, tossing a rolling pin into the air and catching it. "Shut up, Jeonghan. Itâs a family recipe. You'd better get used to the 'depressed' flavor if youâre planning on spending Christmas here every year."
You tried to focus on your own task, but your eyes kept betraying you. You watched as Jeonghan worked, his sleeves pushed up to his elbows, revealing the lean muscles of his forearms. He was surprisingly focused, rolling balls of dough between his palms with a rhythmic, steady grace. You found yourself mesmerized by his hands: the way his veins slightly traced the backs of them, the strength in his fingers as he pressed chocolate chips into the dough.
He was competing with Cheol, of course, but he was winning the battle for your heart rate.
He reached past you for the flour. He didnât warn you. His chest brushes your back, warm and solid, and for one humiliating second, youâre sure he can feel your heartbeat through your sweater. When you turned, there was flour smudged on his cheek.
You reached up without thinking, your fingers hovering near his skin. He caught your wrist. His grip wasn't tight, but it was certain. Instead of stopping you, his eyes dropped to your mouth. His thumb dragged a stray streak of flour across your bottom lip. Slow. Deliberate.
âOops,â he murmured, his voice dropping into that honey-thick tone he used when he knew he was winning. âMissed a spot.â
You shoved him, your face burning hotter than the preheated oven. He laughed. That soft, breathy, devastating sound. And then retaliated with a flick of flour that turned into a brief, ridiculous war. The floor suffered. So did your composure.
Later, youâre counting presents and coming up short. One, two... zero for the man currently lounging in your living room. You scrambled for ideas. Could you give him the expensive cologne you bought for Cheol? No, Cheol would sulk. Could you give him... a "Gift Certificate" for a car wash? No, that was pathetic. Maybe that giant, 5-pound gummy bear your cousin got as a gag gift?
No, thatâs even worse. Might as well just give him a pebble or someth-
âHm, none for me?â
That voice made your heart leap out of your chest. Before you could look back, Jeonghanâs face appeared right beside yours. He had draped himself over the back of the couch, his chin resting on his hands, looking at the pile of presents with an exaggerated pout.
"Jeonghan! You scared me," you hissed, clutching your chest. "And no, there isn't. You weren't exactly on the guest list, you know.â
He sighed dramatically, walking around the couch to sit next to you, invading your personal space as his thigh presses against yours.
"So... let me get this straight," he said, his eyes dancing with mischief. "You got your brother a new watch, you got your dog a sweater, and I get... what? Flour on my face? I mean, itâs a great gift, but I think I deserve a little more effort."
He tapped his own cheek, leaning in close enough that you could see the dark flecks in his eyes. "Iâll take a down payment right here. Interest-free, just because weâre 'family'."
You pushed his face away, your heart doing gymnastics. He just let out that adorable giggle, looking entirely too pleased with himself.
The dining room was a hazy blur of amber candlelight and the clinking of expensive china. In the center of the table sat a crystal bowl of pomegranates, their deep, bruised-red skins split open to reveal seeds that looked like rubies: beautiful and⊠staining.
You couldn't help but think it was a fitting metaphor for the man sitting directly across from you.
Jeonghan looked less like the boy who used to crash on your couch and more like a feast you weren't allowed to taste. He was idly peeling an orange, his movements slow and methodical. Every time he took a slow sip of his red wine, his eyes stayed locked on yours over the rim of the glass.
âSo, honey,â your momâs voice cut through your trance, âany updates on your love life? Anyone special at college?â
You choked slightly on your water, trying to find a response that didn't involve a confession. But before you could speak, you felt a sudden, warm pressure against your leg.
Under the table, Jeonghanâs foot had found yours. You tried to pull back, but he was faster, hooking his ankle around yours and pinning you gently in place. He didn't even flinch. He was currently deep in a conversation with Seungcheol about a baseball match, looking the picture of innocence.
âHow about Jeonghan, dear?â your dad started, his voice booming over the chatter. âYou know, Jeonghan, I was looking at the guest list for the New Yearâs party. I told the wife, 'Why should our daughter bring some stranger home from college when sheâs got a perfectly good Choi-approved man right here?'âÂ
The table erupted in teasing "Oooohs," and you felt your face catch fire.Â
Seungcheol choked on his drink. âDad, gross. Thatâs my best friend.â
You looked at Jeonghan, pleading for him to shut it down, but he just leaned back, his smirk widening as his ankle tightened around yours.
âI don't know, Mr. Choi,â Jeonghan said, his voice smooth as silk. âI think your daughter might find me a bit⊠too much to handle. Although,â he paused, his eyes dropping to your lips for a fraction of a second, âIâve always been a fan of keeping things in the family.â
Seungcheol snorted, oblivious to the war happening under the tablecloth. âWhatever. Hey, did she even give you a present yet? She was stressing about it earlier.â
Jeonghan finally let go of your leg, but the ghost of his touch stayed behind, burning. He looked you dead in the eye, that predatory, playful smirk firmly in place.
"Not yet," he said, his voice dropping an octave. "She told me she forgot, but I think she's just saving the best for last. She knows I like to be surprised. Right?" he says as he looks directly at you.
Later, when the dishes were stacked, and the house had finally quieted down. You were putting away the leftover cookies when you felt that familiar, magnetic presence behind you.
"You're very quiet," Jeonghan murmured, leaning against the counter. He looked tired in that gorgeous, relaxed way people do after a long meal, his hair a little messy.
"I'm just tired," you lied, not looking at him. "It was a long day."
"Liar," he whispered, stepping closer until you could smell the wine and the citrus on him. "You're just thinking about how you're going to make up for that 'missing' gift, arenât you?"
He leaned down, his lips grazing the shell of your ear, and thatâs when he dropped the line:
âForget the cookies. Iâve got a better snack in minâOW!â
Before he could finish the sentence, your hand made rapid contact with his shoulder. The sound of the smack echoed against the kitchen tiles, sharp and sudden.
Jeonghan hissed, his hand flying to his arm as he stumbled back half a step. A look of genuine shock crossed his face, his eyes wide as he looked at you. "Hey! What was that for?"
You didn't back down. You stepped into his space, your heart hammering against your ribs so hard you were sure he could see it through your sweater. Your face was flushed, partially from the wine and partially from the sheer audacity of what you were about to do.
âOh God, donât make me regret kissing this man,â you muttered, more to yourself than to him.
Jeonghanâs brow furrowed, his teasing smirk faltering. "Wait, what did you just-"
You didn't let him finish. You reached out, fisting your hands into the soft, green wool of his 'Christmas tree' sweater and pulling him down with a strength that caught both of you by surprise.
The kiss was a collision.
For the first time in his life, Yoon Jeonghan was speechless. He froze, his hands hovering awkwardly in the air for a heartbeat as his brain tried to process the fact that you, the girl heâd been teasing relentlessly, had finally called his bluff. But the hesitation didn't last long. As soon as he realized this was real, he let out a muffled, shaky breath against your lips, and his hands finally found their home, gripping your waist and pulling you flush against the cold marble of the counter.
When you finally pulled back, gasping for air, you kept your hands on his chest. You wanted to feel how fast his heart was beating.Â
"There," you whispered, your voice trembling. "There's your present. Is it... 'effort' enough for you?"
Jeonghan didn't move. He just stared at you, his lips slightly parted and his face a deep shade of pink that had nothing to do with the cold. He looked completely wrecked.
"I..." he started, then stopped, a helpless, breathless laugh bubbling up in his throat. He leaned his forehead against yours, his eyes finally softening into something raw and incredibly sweet. "Yeah. Yeah, thatâll do."
He pulled you back in, his voice a low, raspy murmur against your skin. "But you know Iâm a perfectionist, right? I think I need to check the quality of that present... one more time."
buy me presents [TEASER]
Pairing: YJH x choi!reader
Genre: brother's best friend trope, mutual pining, home for christmas, sabrina annlyn carpenter songs as inspos
A/N: Y'all I'm back to writing HAHHA I'm so so sorry I don't keep in touch with you guys. I've been busy with classes and work, and I'm having intense writer's block... I only open tumblr these days to read fanfiction, not write any đ. Anyway, here's a teaser for the Christmas special for all those who celebrate! I'll be posting the one-shot tomorrowowow P.S. I'm not sure if I'll be continuing "What do you think of me?" anymore. I had thought that it would only take around a few chapters to complete, but being a perfectionist reallyyy destroys your perception of time.
Itâs the dead of the night, and tomorrow happens to be Christmas. What was meant to be a warm, intimate, and FAMILY (emphasis on âfamilyâ) time was crashed by none other than Yoon Jeonghan, your older brotherâs unfairly attractive best friend.
âHey, are you gonna keep on staring at him the entire time?â
Your brother suddenly asks you. Oh, was it that obvious?
He smirked, his eyes flickering to the plate of cookies sitting on the counter. He leaned in closer, his nose grazing yours, his voice a suggestive whisper.
âForget the cookies. Iâve got a better snack in min-OW!â
Before he could finish his sentence, your hand made rapid contact with his shoulder. The sound of the smack echoed in the quiet kitchen.
âOh God, donât make me regret kissing this man,â you muttered.
Before he could process the sentence, you reached up, fisted your hands into the front of his shirt, and pulled him down.
i can not explain to you how excited i got when i saw the new hq official art with iwaoi in it. and not just iwaoi but OIKAWA SMILING SO BIG TOO!!! itâs just so them to be together while iwaâs face is so serious and oikawa is happier than ever. they look so perfect!!!!
âwhatâs in that pretty head of yours?â tooru oikawa asks.
the room glows with the morning light, peeking through the curtains. tooruâs fingers lightly brush some of your hair.
âdunno⊠just spacing out, i guess,â you reply.
tangled in the sheets, clothes pooled somewhere on the floor, your breathing syncs with his. your head lays on his arm, left hand resting on his bare chest and drawing little shapes.
âstill canât believe we did that,â you mumbled, raising your hand to admire the band on your ring finger, shining brightly as it caught the sunâs rays.
âyeah, me neitherâŠâ he replies, kissing your forehead sweetly. âyouâre my wife now,â he smiles, taking your fingers and kissing it.
âand youâre my husband,â you giggle, pressing a kiss to his shoulder. his fingers graze up and down your spine, tickling you, yet you never wanted to pull away.
âcanât believe you could make such pretty noises eitherâ hey!â he teased, interrupted by a sharp slap to his peck. you sat up to give him a dirty stare, hair falling onto your shoulders. he only stared back, smug as ever as he chuckled deeply.
âwhaaatt? come onnn, donât be like thattt,â he whined, trying to pull you back into his arms. as soon as you fall back onto the bed, heâs facing you head on, scooching close enough to nudge your nose with his.
âi hate you,â you grumble with a small pout. he takes your chin in his fingers, leaning you up to share a kiss with him.
âyeah? how âbout now?â he asked in a softer voice.
âdunno, try it again,â you whispered back. he only smiles and meets your lips once more. quick pecks turn into a long, deep kiss, fingers tangling in his messy hair as his return to your back.
tooruâs tongue licks across your lips, gently asking to be let in. out of breath, you push him away by his chin.
âtooru, we have to get up,â you reminded him. he rolls his eyes and dips his head to kiss along your collarbone.
âfive more minutes,â he protests.
âyou said that earlier and now weâre naked. come on, iâm hungry,â you groaned. he only whines and traps you in his arms.
âtooru, get offff!â you giggled, his hair tickling your neck as he started giving loud smooches to your chest, lips smacking with each muah! âyouâre such a little freak!â
âyeah and you married this little freak,â he giggled back, hands unwilling to let go.
âthen iâm filing a divorce,â you say, but only tangle your legs further with his.
âgo ahead,â he says, climbing up to meet your face, forehead pressed against yours.
âanything to marry you all over again.â
what the fuck is going on im going to get him pregnant
...i will rest now
Clarice Lispector, from a letter to Fernando Sabino featured in Why This World: A Biography of Clarice Lispector
Guyss, I was thinking... after "whay do you think of me?", what do y'all think of me writing Haikyuu fanfics? Ahahahaaa
Guyss i'm sorry I haven't posted in a while đđđ i had some things to do for my useless degree đ«
I'll post the next chapter of "What do you think of me?" around this week đ«
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i'm tweaking so bad
"What do you think of me?" | yjh [ch3]
Pairing: YJH x Reader
Genre: best friendâs brother to lovers (or something), FLUFF, romcom, office setting, yjh and his sister are nepo babies
Summary (this chapter basically goes like this): you: just trying to survive internship hell jeonghan: what if i grabbed ur wrist and whispered in ur ear while drunk also jeonghan: accidentally falls on you and passes out while BTS plays in the background also also jeonghan: âwhat do you think of me?â update: he stole the can you drank on and now you think heâs wearing your same, exact perfume. chat, is this normal behavior?
A/N: FINALLY DONE WITH THIS CHAPTER AHHH. I was planning on publishing this and ch4, but I figured you guys would want to read this first cause it's been 3 days (?) now đđ
Teaser | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4
Chapter 3
By 3:17 PM, you had already run out of your post-its, remaining patience, and reasons to live. Since last week, your seniors have been dumping all their work onto the interns. Your group chat, named âCorporate Work Trauma,â had more than 99 unread messages, either from interns begging the other to help them complete their work or wishing that your seniors would magically get fired and be replaced by more responsible people.
Just as you were about to complete your final assignment for today, you hear the sound of that stupid humming again.
âIntern! Iâll be needing your help with some of the materials for tomorrow.â Manager Kang, from a completely different department, walked over with urgent footsteps and dropped a stack of documents on your desk.
You just stared at it blankly. Manager Kang then cleared his throat, as if to say, âOh, donât worry. That will only take you 5 minutes.â
âJust flag me whatâs urgent on e-mail, and Iâll get to it as soon as possible,â you looked up with the smiliest and politest face youâve ever worn, but anyone who knew you would know that you were on the verge of either killing Manager Kang or breaking down.
âGreat attitude,â he said, walking away.
âWhat an ass,â you muttered under your breath. You couldnât hold it in, but you didnât want to get fired either.
It was petty, yeah, but so was this day. And the day before that. And the day before yesterday.
From his office, Jeonghan looked up from his monitor. He looked around the room, and all the lights were turned off except for the intern area.Â
This usually happens every time the company hires new interns. A ârite of passage,â they called it. A hazing, heâd say. Usually, those seniors would get a serious talking to by the rest of the management, but this was just for formality since, well, those same people also do the same thing.
Jeonghan scrunched his nose just at the thought of how many interns quit last year. He did try to help them, albeit only those in his department. He only heard about those assholes from those adjacent departments that dumped tasks onto his interns and made them do their work when two of them quit. From then on, he banned other departments from casually coming in and out of his department. But I guess this happened again, since the interns right now have been staying late in the office for three days straight.
He finally stood up and went out of his office to tell the interns to go home for the night and to report to him about who was making them work and what they were assigned to do.
âHey.âÂ
You blinked up from your monitor, staring. Joenghanâs voice was low and effortless, like it was just another thought passing through the room.
The rest of the interns did the same and asked him if there was anything he needed. He asked them to leave for the night and to report to him tomorrow
The rest of the interns looked up like theyâd just been told the war was over.
âOh my god. Finally,â one of them breathed out, already half-standing.
âBro, Iâm gonna write a 10-page essay about the hell these people put me through,â another muttered, cracking their knuckles with a vengeance.
âTeam Leader Yoon, youâre the realest one here,â someone said, patting their bag and walking out like it was the end of a prison sentence.
One of them turned back to you. âYou coming?â
You glanced at your monitor, finger still hovering over the trackpad. âYeah. Just have to finish this last page,â you said with a small smile.
âYou sure?â
âYeah. Wonât take long.â
With a round of exhausted goodbyes and a collective sigh that echoed through the empty office, the rest of them finally filtered out.
When the last of the other interns finally leaves the office, you look up at your monitor. It was just one last page, and you were done. Might as well finish this and not let your hard work go down the drain before the bloody battle that breaks out tomorrow.Â
âYou free for a second?â Jeonghan, who, unbeknownst to you, has been staring at you since he dismissed you.
âHmm? Me?â you asked, surprised. That was a dumb way to respond, since you were the only one there (other than him). But, you know, youâre tired, heâs tired. Thereâs something abysmal, yet normal, about your reaction.
âNo, the ficus. Yes, you. Youâre the only one here.â
You got up, slowly, wary. âOkayâŠâ
Jeonghan walks to his office, and you follow him. Right now, youâre not sure about whatâs happening. He just dismissed you a while ago, right? You didnât just dream that, right?
He opened his office door for you, and you stepped in. Youâre hit with the scent again, but this time, it's more subtle.Â
It was late in the evening, and youâre too tired. The ambience of it all was so relaxing, youâre sure you would sleep here right now, if it werenât for the subconscious part of your body telling you to sleep in your own bed.Â
âSit,â Jeonghan said, his eyes pointing towards the couch.
You, oddly enough, half-expected a lecture on HR violations or intern responsibilities. More work. Maybe a mild scolding delivered in that stupidly smooth voice of his.
As you went to plop on the couch, he opened the drawer under his desk. From your view, you could see the shine of aluminium. A canned herbal tea and a familiar chocolate almond bar. Weird combo? Sure. But it was your go-to back in college, herbal tea and almond chocolate during all-nighters.
Jeonghan walked over to you, his shadow looming over your body. He held them out like a peace offering.
You just looked at whatâs in his hands. âYou... called me in for this?â
As you were about to take them, he pulled back his hand and opened the can first before placing both products on the glass coffee table in front of you. You roll your eyes.
He sat on the couch opposite you and leaned back, his hands going behind the back of his head. Casual. Composed. Eyes on you like he was studying your expression for microreactions. At first, you were hesitant. Your eyebrows furrowed, making that expression you had every time youâre curious about something. He knows what you were thinking about. How did he know about what you wanted, and why did he have them ready at his office? But then, you finally start drinking the tea.Â
Your eyes, already half-lidded, began to soften further. Before taking another sip, you went ahead to dig into the chocolate bar. Oh, the mood right now was too cozy. The lavender atmosphere, the soft wool couch swallowing you whole, and you finally having your first meal in almost seven hours, no less, from the man in front of you. God, you just wanted to stay there forever.
âYou looked like you were ready to go to the morgue,â he said. âFigured youâd need something to swallow before you head home.â
You chewed slowly, staring at him as your brain finally caught up with what was happening. âWoahhh... Team Leader Yoon Jeonghan,â you drawled, voice thick with playful suspicion. âHow did you know I was craving this exact combo? Have you been stalking me?â
Jeonghan quirked a brow, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. âDonât flatter yourself,â he said lazily. âIf I were stalking you, Iâd probably know you secretly take screenshots of food from that mukbang channel at midnight.â
You choked slightly on your tea, eyes narrowing. âExcuse me?â
ââSaved Posts,â he said, smug. âPublic account. Rookie mistake, seriously. Who taught you internet safety?â
You gasped, half-laughing, half-mortified. âYou actually went through my saved posts?â
He shrugged. âDidnât have to. Your notifications were on during that one meeting, and your screen lit up with your username. Curiosity got the better of me.â
You paused, your hand still gripping the chocolate bar. Your cheeks flushed, just slightly, the faintest pink blooming as his words sank in.
You clutched your forehead dramatically. âUnbelievable. Iâm never showing my phone in public again.â
Jeonghan leaned forward then, elbows on his knees, gaze steady. âYou interns have been running yourselves into the ground lately. Figured someone should give a damn.â
You looked at him, and for a second, you couldnât say anything. The teasing was there, sure, but underneath it was... sincere.
You rolled your eyes, if only to hide how warm you felt. âYou couldâve just sent an email like a normal person.â
He scoffed. âAnd miss the chance to see your tragic little face in person?â
âWow. Thanks,â you said flatly, trying not to smile.
Jeonghan waited a full five seconds before glancing back at the door. Then, slowly, he sat back into his chair.
His gaze dropped to the half-crushed can on the table, the one you'd sipped from earlier. Faint, but still visible: a perfect smudge of maroon left on the aluminium rim. It wasnât just a mark. It was the same shade you'd been wearing all night. The same shade youâd been wearing since you started working here. Rich. Creamy. Almost too bold for you.
His fingers reached for it. Brushed the edge.
The pigment clung to his skin. He turned his hand over, staring at the stain against the pad of his index finger. A color too soft to be dangerous, but too dark to be innocent.
He lifted his fingers to his mouth.
A pause.
Then, he touched his lips to them.
The warmth wasnât the same. But it mimicked what couldâve been yours.
He exhaled through his nose, a quiet, bitter laugh.
He didnât even like herbal tea and almond chocolate.
The hum of the vending machine was the only sound filling the small break room. You sat slouched on the bench, head resting against the cold wall, eyes closed. The coffee in your hands had gone lukewarm. Your shoes were kicked off, legs tucked beneath you like you were claiming this sad little corner as your territory.
Today, you finally finished all the projects you were assigned. Your fellow interns finally stopped cursing and hexing your seniors, and you finally have time to relax. Moreover, those same seniors got chewed out by Team Leader Yoon. âMy final warning,â you remember how his voice was calm and calculating, making everything he said sound like a death threat instead of a âIâll-send-you-to-HRâ threat.
âYou look like you got hit by a truck,â a familiar voice piped up.
You cracked one eye open to find your best friend, Jeonghanâs younger sister, leaning against the doorframe, sipping from her iced latte like she hadnât just insulted you.
âTruck, bus, and a management-level bullet train,â you deadpanned, sighing dramatically as you took another sip of your coffee. âThe seniors? Demonic. One of them made me sort three years of archived campaign decks. My soul left my body halfway through 2023.â
She winced. âOkay, yeah. Thatâs cruel and unusual. Even I donât like those archives, and I barely do anything.â
You snorted.
She sauntered over and sat beside you, nudging your shoulder. âYouâve been looking real burnt-out lately. You okay?â
You shrugged. âItâs fine. Just new intern stuff. Paying my dues. Blood, sweat, tears, and barely-scheduled bathroom breaks. Besides, your lovely brother finally saved us.â
âEw, donât call him that.â She grimaced. âYou need a break. Like, real one.â
You looked at her suspiciously. âWhy do you sound like youâre about to propose something... stupid? Insane? Whatâs the right wordâŠ.â
She smirked. âOkay, first of all, rude. Second of all⊠maybe I am.â
You squinted. âDonât say team-building workshop. Iâll cry.â
âWorse.â Her grin widened. âKaraoke. Tonight.â
You groaned. âNooo. My legs feel like overcooked noodles. I canât stand, let alone scream-sing IU.â
âBut itâs to celebrate! You finally survived intern hell. That deserves a round of somaek.â
You blinked. âCanât we just do that without involving the whole department?â
âNope. Everyoneâs coming--well, everyone that matters. Especially you interns. AndâŠâ She paused for a beat, her voice dropping just slightly into a mischievous tone. âOppa might come too.â
âNo, he wonât. No one will. Why? Because this wonât happen.â
âCome on~â She flipped her hair dramatically. âI might go tell him itâs a little celebratory thing.â
You stared at her. âYou do know that heâs busy, right?âÂ
She beamed. âYeah, but he would make time. Maybe. As long as youâre there. Looking cute. And tired. And vulnerable.â
You almost choked on your coffee. âYouâre evil.â
She beamed. âYou love me.â
Jeonghan didnât look up from his laptop when the door opened. âIf this is about the budget sheet, tell them to stop using Comic Sansââ
âItâs not,â his sister sang-songed, plopping onto the guest chair across from his desk. âItâs about plans.â
âSounds exhausting already.â
She leaned in, elbows on his desk. âDid you know weâre doing karaoke tonight?â
He raised a brow. âNo.â
âWell, we are.â
âSounds loud.â
âMm-hmm.â She stretched the silence, letting it hang before she dropped the bait. âGuess whoâs coming?â
His fingers paused mid-typing. â...â
âYep. Poor girlâs been run ragged. You shouldâve seen her, she looked like she was about to merge with the coffee machine. Thought itâd be nice for her to unwind.â
He didnât reply right away, gaze still fixed on the screen, though nothing was being typed now.
His sister grinned. âAnyway. I told her you might come.â
This time, he looked at her.
âJust a heads up,â she added sweetly, before slipping out of the office.
Behind her, Jeonghan leaned back in his chair, his forearm rising to cover his eyes, as he slowly, very slowly smirked to himself. He let out a low chuckle, like he was plotting some evil Doofenshmirtz-level plan.
âThis crazy bastardâŠâ his sister just walked away as quickly as she could.
You were nestled in the corner of the private room, surrounded by your coworkers who were thriving in their tipsy chaos. The lights bounced off the walls, the mic was being tossed around like a volleyball, and someone was currently screaming their way through an old 2 PM hit.
You were smiling, even laughing occasionally, but your body still felt tired. Drained.
This probably wasnât a good idea, but you were having fun. I guess you would have to prioritize your bodily needs tomorrow. The past few days had chewed you up and spit you out with a polite, overworked bow.
The door opened, and Jeonghan stepped in. Some of your coworkers did not expect him to come here, while the rest were too drunk to even get up from their seats. He was wearing a button-down shirt (too few buttons done up, you note) and sleeves rolled up like he just walked off a music video set.
You turned to your friend, who was screaming her lungs off. She made eye contact with you and winked. Yeah, no. This was her doing.Â
You could see his eyes scanning the room until they stopped. At you.Â
A faint smile ghosted across his lips. And then he walked in fully, sliding into an open seat at the end of the room, not next to you, but close enough to watch.
He didnât even greet you directly.
You sipped your drink.
He sipped his.
But you could feel him there.
You had stepped out of the room to cool off. It was too warm. Too loud. Too much. It was like your skin couldnât hold everything in anymore.
You were just beginning to breathe when you felt him.
Jeonghan leaned against the wall beside you like he belonged there. Like the hallway had been waiting for him.
You turned to see him, eyes closed, head tilted, cheek pressed lazily to his shoulder. His hair, beautifully disheveled, fanned out behind him, catching the soft light like silk. His shirt was slightly wrinkled, the few buttons still undone, skin glowing pale beneath the low light. His hair?Â
You couldnât tell if he was drunk or just reckless tonight. But his presence was magnetic, pulling everything in, including you.
âTeam Leader Yoon⊠are you alright?â Your voice came out quiet, unsure, but your body already moved. You stepped in, closer, protective by habit and helplessness.
He didnât answer at first. Just hummed low. His head dipped in a slow, deliberate motion.
â...Jeonghan?â
You watched the fall of his bangs. The way his lashes brushed the flush of his cheeks. His lipsâ plump, a little red, and parted just enough to tempt every reckless impulse in your brain.
Your hand lifted. You didnât mean to. But it did. Hovering near his mouth.
You wondered:
Were they still wet from all the drinks? Or dry from the hallway air?
You didnât find out.
Then, heat. Fingers wrapped around your wrist. Slow, firm.
You gasped.
He opened one eye, heavy-lidded, a little too knowing. Then, slowly, like he had all the time in the world, Jeonghan pulled you toward him. Not hard, instead, it was gentle, devastating. Until your bodies nearly touched.
You could feel it.
The heat. The scent.
Sandalwood. Lavender. And something unmistakably his.
And then, with the barest smirk at the corner of his lips, his thumb brushed over your bottom lip.
Your breath hitched.
âSame color,â he murmured, voice low. âYour lips⊠the other night.â
You forgot how to blink.
His thumb lingered a second longer before sliding away, his grip still secure around your wrist. But now, it was his fingers that trailed gently along the skin there, mapping every inch like it was a confession.
And then,
he moved again.
You didnât even register it until his fingers brushed the slope of your neck. Just enough to make your breath hitch and your spine freeze.
Then he found the necklace you wore.
His fingers traced the delicate chain along your neck, unbearably slow, like he already knew what it was doing to you. You swallowed, breath catching when he reached the pendant resting above your collarbone. It was heart-shaped. Of course it was. His thumb brushed over it once, twice, as if he was testing the rhythm beneath it.
You were certain. Utterly, humiliatingly certain that he could feel your heartbeat rising against the cage of your ribs like it wanted to leap into his palm.
He held onto it.
Lifted it slightly. As if weighing something.
âStill wearing this?â he said, almost like he was asking himself.
Then, he let it go gently. The charm dropped against your skin with a soft clink.
You didnât get to exhale.
Because in the next second, his hand slid to the back of your neck. His fingers threading through your hair, palm warm and solid.
He pulled you closer.
Not rough. Not rushed.
Intentional.
Your body followed, helpless.
He leaned in. Past your cheek. Past your jaw.
And just as your breath trembled out, his lips brushed the side of your neck, and he whispered: âWhat do you think of me?â
Your knees nearly gave out.
You could feel every syllable burn against your skin. Every letter was a sin.
You couldnât move. Couldnât speak. Couldnât look at him.
Because he was right there. So close. And you knew, if you turned your head, your lips would meet.
But thenâ
The door behind you rattled.
Voices. Laughter. The sound of someone scream-singing off-key to âAutumn Leavesâ by BTS. The hallway light flickered briefly from the opened door.
Your blood turned cold. Your stomach dropped.
He kept his hand at your nape. Still holding. Still there.
Your pulse thundered. His breath ghosted your jaw.
He looked amused. Barely. Like this was all some twisted game, and only he knew the rules.
âLet go,â you whispered, though you didnât even sound like you meant it.
He didnât.
He just smiled against your skin.
THUD.
âOh God!â
Yoon Jeonghan. Your Team Leader. Your best friendâs brother.
And now? Collapsed at your feet. Dragging you down with him.
âOkay, okay, I got it, youâre very strongââ
You struggled to keep Jeonghan upright as he leaned heavily against your shoulder, humming some half-forgotten ballad into your ear. His hair was falling into his eyes, lips slack in a dopey grin.
Across from you, his sister, your beloved best friend, was swaying slightly on her feet.
âSoooâŠâ she slurred. âIsnât he heavy? Heâs heavy, right? I told him not to mix soju and beer.â
âYou also cheered him on,â you deadpanned, glancing at her with a little more concern. âYou donât look so good eitherâwait, did you drink from that mystery cocktail?â
âShhhh,â she hushed you with one finger to your lips. âShhhh. Listen. Focus. Mission. Jeonghan. Home.â
âYeah, youâre gonna take him to your apartment, right?â
Your best friend blinked, confusion present on her drunken face.
Then she laughed. âBabe, I canât even find my own feet.â
You turned your head slowly to where Jeonghan was now lightly beatboxing under his breath with his eyes closed.Â
âOh my god.â
Oh my god, indeed.
Somehow, by sheer divine intervention and one very confused taxi driver, you got Jeonghan into the backseat of a cab, while your best friend leaned dramatically against a lamp post, blinking slowly.
âAlright, Iâll ride with him,â she mumbled. âYou go home.â
âUh.â You hesitated. âI think I should go with you two, actually.â
âNoooo.â She waved a limp hand. âIâll just⊠go to sleep.â
âWhatâno, you canât sleep in a cabâ wait, are you calling another one for yourself?â
She nodded very proudly, pressing her phone to her cheek like it was a teddy bear. âLike a pro.â
You sighed, pulling out your phone. âIâm calling someone else toââ
She called out your name in a long and slurred tone.
You turned, and your best friend was suddenly wide awake. Swaying, but possessed by purpose.
âI have a genius idea.â
ââŠnot this again.â
âYou take him home.â
âWhat?!â
âGenius,â she whispered proudly. âHe trusts you.â
You stared at her, baffled. You shook your head and said: âI should be taking care of you, not your brotherââ
âBut Iâll be fiiine,â she grinned, now somehow sitting on the sidewalk. âI live around here. Youâre going the same way, anywayyyy. Youâre also the responsible one. Heâll be nice to you.â
From the cab, Jeonghan murmured something that sounded vaguely like, âYou smell like flowers,â before slumping over dramatically.
You exhaled. And sighed. And almost cried a little.
ââŠI hate all of you.â
The drive was mostly quiet, save for the muffled sound of traffic and Jeonghanâs occasional humming, off-key, barely coherent, but somehow still hypnotic. His head was back on your shoulder again, like a magnet, a gravitational constant you had no power over.
Your heart hadnât slowed down since the hallway.
You didnât move. You didnât even breathe too hard.
Then, the cab driver cleared his throat. Glanced at you two through the mirror. You, with your face red, with your boss leaning on your shoulders.
âSoâŠâ he said, voice light. âAre you two dating?â
You froze.
âIâ what? N-No, weâre notââ
âBecause you look good together,â the driver continued, oblivious and chuckling. âLike a couple in a drama, you know?â
You were about to melt into the seat and die when Jeonghan stirred beside you.
He blinked slowly. Then let out a soft chuckle.
And in a warm, slurred tone, he saidâ
âI agree with him⊠Are we?â
Your head snapped toward him, eyes wide.
âJeonghanâ!â
But he was smiling now, lopsided and sweet, his cheek still pressed to your shoulder like it was the most natural place in the world.
He turned his face slightly, lips grazing the fabric of your shirt.
âYouâre soft,â he mumbled.
Your nervous system stopped completely
The cab driver laughed. âAhah, young love.â
You slapped your hand over your face, covering every inch that exposed the flush of your cheeks. âIâm going to jump out of this car.â
âIâll catch you,â Jeonghan murmured, barely audible now, already drifting again.
But his hand, warm and slow, was still holding your wrist. Thumb brushing lazily across your skin like he wasnât done saying everything he wanted to say.
You didnât speak for the rest of the ride.
But your heart did. Loudly. The whole time.
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(To everyone commenting/reacting to this story, thank u very much! I'll make sure to actually finish this for u guys đâ€)
BEGGING EVERYONE TO LISTEN TO AUTUMN LEAVES BY BTS IN THE NEXT CHAPTER OF "WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME?" AHAHAHHA
Appreciation of this legendary Scoups
Yoon Jeonghanđđ«¶đ«¶
It's really nice to know that he's doing good and in a good condition! Congratulations on your graduation day today, Hannie! We're so proud of you. Serve well and comeback to us healthy and safe. Hanniehae!đ«¶đ«¶đđ©”
The fact that we don't have a Clueless-style Northanger Abbey adaptation where Catherine Morland is the most heartbreakingly earnest and unselfaware teenage fangirl with one of the longest self-insert fics on Ao3 is actually a tragedy