I want someone to keep me in the dark about my weight;
I want them to measure me daily and track how big and how fast I’m growing but never letting me see the numbers until it’s too late.
Track my calories and limit my movement and make sure I’m hitting whatever minimum you set without telling me how much I’m actually putting away in a day.
Keep me high as a kite and remove all the mirrors so that I don’t recognize how fat I’ve gotten or how out of shape I am.
Replace my clothes in secret as I outgrow them so I don’t notice as they get snugger and my fat spills out of them.
Take candid photos and videos of me getting fatter and weaker as time goes on.
Limit how much I move by doing everything for me until I can’t stand up on my own and I feel my heart beat painfully against my ribs.
Once I can’t escape and there’s no hope for me tear away the illusion. Stop helping me up and getting things for me, show me the collection of photos and videos you’ve made of me, how heavy I’ve let myself become and how massively obese I look constantly. Bring in the smallest sizes I’ve worn and tell me to try them on, we’re going out to eat. Take me to a buffet in them, fat spilling out and don’t move a finger. Watch as I crumble and stuff myself in public until I can’t move. I guarantee I’ll be crying, so scared as to how fat I’ve gotten and how little self restraint I have now that you’ve broken me. Once I can’t get up to refill my plate stuff a few more into me before we go home and you fuck me dangerously close to a heart attack 💕💕💕
















