Still processing this weird ass mf I had over here. I HATEE regret expressing interest let alone spending money in the name of it. Her ass was so delusional You should never be comfortable doing or saying the things she did. Bitch really packed her shit cry panic attack allat cus Im saying 'No' or expressing my emotions towards her. Mf explosive asf get medicated even den her ass is slow. Idc she claim to have auditory processing issues yeah I can tell G this mf could not keep up with what I was saying if I spoke longer than 90seconds. She was so manipulative it was cringe asf like I can clearly see what U want me to do in response to what U doing/ saying. I shouldn't have tried to stop you from leaving every time I shouldn't have gave a fuck about you let alone your safety the way you handled me. THATS the part I get upset about cus yo lil drama cry fallout shit I find comical but the lack of care you gave me while being MY GUEST while claiming to be so loving an community based is pathetic bitch you contribute NOTHING. Even yo micro expressions gave you didn't like me fr Im coming to think you poor broken thought you hadda fool that would allow you to consume all they shit and over stay ur welcome. Could U believe the mf tried to stay an extra day? Stop I knew everything or at least most of ts was performative. Real life tears heaving for 8 days straight I real life energetically scrub myself from this mf. I kept it cordial cus I kinda feel bad for her sheen seem happy or high in self esteem. Its like this dingy cloud on her even tho I aint know much about her life I knew what she was getting here was better den home better den her every day life. You can just tell. & I wanted to drop her off to ensure Ion get implicated if the mf came up missing or hurt if I let her walk out. I knew she was delusional asf when she kept calling me passive aggressive as if we didn't just argue yelling you crying Me forcing U not to leave?? Why would U think I would wanna be under you or stay 'hot' after allat chaos?? Poor attempt at gaslighting fr bitch I have EVERY reason to not be affectionate towards you are you cool????? Another sign of poor conflict resolution. & You been in many relationships?? Either they all been piss poor or you really thought you had you a fool in me. Im confused you thought the latter. I cannot see how you acted and convince myself you meant me any good G. Every time without fail a I call her out now she's unsafe in another state now she's overwhelmed like be an adult hurt feelings don't equal actual danger grow up. Iknow your mind and life is exhausting asf if that's how you operate. EW. Lemme scrub myself off. The sex wasn't even worth it. Oh mind you the mf really was upset I didn't accommodate her drug use it's obvious you have drug problems fucking kluck junkie. Dumb me for being nice to you after the first disagreement shoulda let yo ass walk out in the storm. I feel like I made shit more positive or numbed out when she was here cus Im tryna power thru these days without kicking her ass out but now Im like hellllll nawwwww ewwww never again regret once wtf.
