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[oikasugayama]

oikasugayama's rules and boundaries

General:

This blog has a lot of explicit 18+ content. If you're not an adult, do not interact with my 18+ content or I will block you. MDNI is taken very seriously.

I answer anons daily, but I regularly delete posted messages. I get extremely overwhelmed when my inbox is flooded so do not spam/triple message.

What to know when requesting:

I reserve the right to ignore any request for any reason.

I do not have a posting schedule, so your request may sit around forever before I get to it.

All characters must be adults in the source material. I will not write about characters or reader inserts who are minors.

Please don't send me paragraphs of detail you want in a story. At that point I'd be a ghost writer for your content. You can still share your ideas with me, but don't expect me to write your fics for you! I encourage everyone to try writing!

My writing boundaries:

Topics I will not write about: angst including most hurt/comfort, weight/body image/specific body types, pregnancy/mpreg/parenthood/having children, omegaverse, animal-hybrids, incest, "reader is someone's sister" troupe.

Characters I'm likely to reject requests for: Fyodor, Sigma, Bram, Tetcho, Jouno, Junichiro, Mushitaro

Characters I don't want to write for: any Guild members besides Poe, Kajii, BSD spin-off characters (Another Story, light novels, etc.)

This list is subject to change and is non-negotiable.

For my writing in general:

Selling fanfic can get you sued! I will never ask for money or tips in any sort of way. Do not give anyone money for my fanfic in any way.

No one may re-post, translate, narrate, copy+paste, sell, etc. my work on any website or in-person for ANY reason.

You ARE allowed to download for personal use ONLY (i.e. reading offline, binding in a personal collection, etc.)

If you make an inspired work (similar fic, fan art, headcanons, etc.) PLEASE TAG ME I wanna see!!

If you plagiarize one of my fics I'll block you 🤷🏼‍♀️ it's not that deep but you also shouldn't have access to my work/ideas if you're gonna try to pass it off as your own.

Masterlist

[oikasugayama]

ngl guys, im thinking of pulling my akutagawa fic offline

[oikasugayama]

CLOSE ENOUGH WELCOME BACK AKUTAGAWA

[oikasugayama]

should I catch up on the bungo manga

yes akutagawa is there

no it'll hurt u

Voting ended onOct 22, 2025

[oikasugayama]

I'm rising from the dead to tell you all that I'm making bad financial decisions at BAM today

[oikasugayama]

“You and i walk a fragile line” was brilliant, absolutely beautiful. Really really loved it.

awww, thank you so much <3 i'm sad it fell to the wayside. i got in over my head. maybe someday i'll finish it.

[oikasugayama]

I really wanna rewatch bungo after reading the latest two chapters. I am frothing at the mouth for akutagawa yet again

[iwachansarm]

Bounty hunter Akutagawa

[dostwuu]

Do you like Akutagawa? I hope so...

[trafalgarlawsdepression]

soul eater is great 50 episodes straight of a bunch of loser 13 year olds acting genuinely brainless while the sickest music you've heard in your life blares at max volume

[oikasugayama]

hihi long time no see, just wanted to wish u good health :)

-sparkle emoji (im too lazy to find it)

Hiiii thank you that's so sweet of you. i hope you're doing well <3

[oikasugayama]

Hii I just wanted to say that I am NOT homophobic, I'm a strong and proud ally of the LGBTQIA+ community and did not mwan to offend anyone in any way possible❤️

(yk bcs of the picture of seungmin wearing a jacket with the same color as the gay pride flag)

I'm glad to hear it was just a misunderstanding!🙏 I'm quick to jump in to defend myself and other queer folk, so I hope it's understandable where I was coming from (the lack of context about what you meant by him being "done dirty" was concerning to me bc ppl only use talk about his outfit as if the sweater is definitively modeled after the pride flag so I was like 🤓 what 🤓).

But again I'm very glad to hear it was just a misunderstanding and hope there's no bad blood, I believe you fully and am sorry for the accusation🙏

[oikasugayama]

Omg guess whattt😔 today i was just sitting around and my watch was pressed against the arm of my chair, and ig the side button was held down by that and it sent out a SOS signal to all my emergency contacts and the police dept. But i didn't even notice until my parents, roomie, and the police dept started blowing up my phone, and now it "updates my location" (it really just sends it out again) every hour and the police dept HAS to call me cause they literally aren't allowed to ignore a SOS and i feel sooooo bad😭😭😭. and it's not like i can really ignore the calls either cause its rude and they might think somethings wrong fr (its a different officer every call, it's only been the same one like twice)

BUT they told me it should stop at noon tmr soooooo

But anyway i haven't had anything to tell you for awhile so hiii im back ^.^

-🐝anon

that's so wild omg???? it's good that technology these days makes it easy to report emergencies but DAMN the panic of setting it off accidentally would send me into cardiac arrest 😭 then there really would be an emergency ;-;

[adrielxle]

everyday i wake up and just appreciate that these two mfs exist. they are my world and i am nothing without them. thank you sskk for existing <3

[oikasugayama]

Hey lads!! I know I've been away for quite some time. Unfortunately this isn't a comeback announcement, just me wanting to talk about something:

I deleted part 4 (Sigma, Mori, Tetchou) of my "you catch him masturbating" series.

I got too many comments and messages accusing me of being out of character, being unrealistic, and/or doing a disservice to Tetchou in particular. The straw that broke the camel's back was someone asking if the scenario I wrote counted as s3xual assau!t.

The post was always tagged as dubious consent for not only Tetchou, but Mori as well. My intention of the relationship between Tetchou and the reader-insert was Hunting Dog teammates-who-train-like-rivals who have crushes on each other and sexual tension; I even put a note at the bottom of Tetchou's segment that said (most) of that. It was always intended to be perceived as the reader-insert playing hard to get while Tetchou finally escalated sexual tension to intimacy.

I will also be deleting my "he fucks you while you're stuck" series, because those never sat right in my soul. I tried to tell myself it was just p0rn fantasy stuff and it wasn't real, but it felt nasty. It felt hurtful. Those posts will no longer exist and I apologize for writing them in the first place. Ultimately I don't forgive myself for posting them. I should have scrapped them.

I don't know if or when I'll come back to this blog. I think I scared myself off because I was writing so much smut that I didn't inherently feel comfortable with. Of course I still love Bungo and I still deeply want to finish my 65k Akutagawa fic, but I'm gonna have to take some more time away. I hope to see some of you when I come back.

Thank you.

[maxime-damian]

put me in a room with sakaguchi ango (bsd) one of us is coming out pregnant and boy let me tell you, it ain't gonna be me

[oikasugayama]

Okay, it's good to see some life breathed into your blog, first time in a bit that it's been active, imo at least.

My newest fixation is Trash of the Count's Family, I was thirsting over the MC in your asks, lol.

I'm glad that you're feeling better and I'll keep that msg part in mind.

-Sincerely, 💋

Sometimes I just need to be reminded that BSD is a thing and then I come back here and freak out over it for a while. I'm gonna be up all night in agony and despair and sadness and melancholy and and and and

Yes yes yes I recall!!! Hopefully you'll find some moots for it, I'm sure there are other enjoyers out there!!!

If anyone ever misses me I'm active every day on @felixknow btwwwww