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hello everyone! firstly I'd like to say that this blog is Not Officially Associated with sfawtde/wifies/etc. I'm a fictive in a system and I wanted to have a blog so I can scream into the void :]

with that out of the way, yello! I'm Avery! from hit minecraft arg, searching for a world that doesn't exist. I formed like a week ago as of making this post so please be patient with me while I learn how to exist on the internet like this! I use whatever pronouns although I do like he/him the best, and I have no idea what else goes in an intro post so I'm just gonna share some fun facts about me that I've learned so far!

-my favorite color is green! as you can probably guess from all of the everything on my blog lol

-I'm much higher energy than everyone else in here. most of the time, at least

-I don't know a lot of fun facts about myself apparently! I just got here so I think that makes sense lol

-oh right almost forgot; bodily we're a minor so please keep that in mind when interacting! I do also block liberally!

not sure Exactly what I'm gonna do on this blog but whatever happens I'm sure it'll be at least somewhat fun. uhhhh interaction-wise, sourcemates please interact(I like talking to people! fair warning though I'm not super great at replying quickly), we're endo-safe although I'd prefer not to do syscourse on my blog, and also I'd like to note that any thoughts I have on sourcemates are about people As They Exist In My Memories and not about the people they are now(because I don't know y'all yet!) so I'm happy to interact with Anyone from source regardless of who they were. also I'm chill with doubles I think it's neat that there's more than one of us lol

in conclusion, uhhhhh, yeah hi! I'm on tumblr now!

#and nowwwww I have to tag this #intro post #fictive #sfawtde fictive #averythemayo fictive #oh wow they got tags already cooked up. tumblr has advantages it seems #endo safe #<-I think that one's probs important to have on here ^^#uhhhhhhhh what else do I. tag this. idk I'm calling this good; ask to tag I guess?? anyways yay yippee I'm on tumblr!!

hiiiiii I'm not dead btw I just haven't been fronting for longer than like 2 hours at a time since May and consequently have been forgetting to post during the times I Am fronting.

anyways I'm up here now bc I'm modifying pants. they're gonna stop being jeans soon and become Space Jorts™(jorts that I'm expanding with cool space fabric so that they actually fit). for anyone who sees this(at any time in the future; this post doesn't expire!), are there any projects y'all are excited about? if so, feel free to yap about them to me!! I'd love to hear!

#averythemayo fictive #fictive #sfawtde fictive #endo safe #the yapperrr #yeah whatever this is getting the fictive tags. this is a fictive blog. that's like. the whole point I think #anyways. I don't really expect this to get notes but if it does that'll be nice :]#yeah turns out disappearing off the face of the internet for multiple months isn't great for people remembering you exist-#anyways hello to everyone! hope you're having a good day/night/whatever time it is for you!!#and I'm gonna send this post off into the internet now. yay yippee!!

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oh hey btw I survived finals week so now I just have to wait and see whether we passed or not

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good news! we passed both finals!!! I got over 100% on the chem final and I didn't even have time to check my answers!!!!!!! yay yippee!!!!!!!!

#averythemayo fictive #fictive #sfawtde fictive #endo safe #the yapperrr #I love extra credit questions especially when they're easier than the normal questions #I was highkey speedrunning that test after a certain point and I honestly can't believe that didn't backfire #anyways I will now use this chemistry knowledge to (checks notes) understand wtf is happening in the project hail mary book #joys and also no more chem homework yaaaaaaay #I should make a reblogs tag hold on #yoink!#going with that I think #okay sending this post into the wild now

system studying electrical engineering and hyperfixated on minecraft to the point headspace is mainly inspired by a minecraft superflat world, call that shit a power grid

#averythemayo fictive #fictive #sfawtde fictive #the yapperrr #endo safe #does this joke make any sense? idk but I also don't really care lol #jokes tag #I'm making a tag for this actually. you can't stop me #okay whatever this is a total nothingburger of a post but I literally have nothing else to talk about because-#-none of the stuff I'm making is done #go my scarab I think idk man

have…

…have youseen

https://youtu.be/fJbIrnW6GiM?si=knUKwkMAqfNu1p27

this?

-vinnie

okay so I haven't gotten there YET but I'm working on it- I'd like to be able to give it my full attention and I just straight up haven't had time to do that yet lmao

as long as I remember it exists I'll probably get to it some time within the next like 24 hoursish- the issue is remembering it exists but sometimes I get lucky-

#averythemayo fictive #fictive #sfawtde fictive #endo safe #the listenerrr #I'm never caught up on things everrrr 👉👉(those are supposed to be finger guns btw)#things go into the watch later playlist and then disappear forever <3 we really need to clear that out but we're never gonna do it so :P #hold on I'm gonna tag you specifically for sorting purposes #vinnie tag #<-if you'd prefer a different tag lmk and I'll change it :3

oh hey btw I survived finals week so now I just have to wait and see whether we passed or not

#averythemayo fictive #fictive #sfawtde fictive #endo safe #the yapperrr #guess who was at least cofronting during the entirety of our chemistry final #apparently I'm our official chemistry guy despite being. me. I really hope I didn't lead us wrong during that final-#also the host did our math final because he's a fucking nerd /affectionate #other classes were nice and didn't actually have Finals™ and just had like final projects and whatnot #I'm not actually done with school(highschool is a curse) but there'll be way less stuff going on so there's that #maybe I'll actually have time to draw some of the stuff I've been meaning to now idk(probably not lmao)

thinking about Conway's game of life. how there's very few setups where it does anything other than collapse into a small, repeating pattern. it ends up going back and forth between 2 states most of the time. stuck.

thinking about how that sort of ties into the way most endings of my source will end up with either me dead or Derek dead. most universes go the same way.

thinking about how in both things, in order for a different ending to happen, it usually needs someone to put a whole lot of thought into the starting setup, or cause a change halfway through. thinking about how there *are* other outcomes, they just need a little push to get there

#averythemayo fictive #fictive #sfawtde fictive #endo safe #the yapperrr #dawtde spoilers #idk. I'm just getting a little philosophical about it. Conway's game of life sort of parallels source in a way #on a very very abstract level #I think it parallels source about as much as it parallels any other story where multiverse theory is canon #it's relevant here specifically because it got brought up in dawtde #y'know what I mean?#idk we mess around with Conway's game of life occasionally. never been able to make anything that reproduces on its own but y'know #if you can't find a pattern that sustains itself naturally managing your pattern manually is fine idk #I'm tired af rn so idk if this is actually a good post but fuck it. I'm here and so is this post so like. here u go #look at me getting all thoughtful about a part of source that I wasn't even present for lol #okay post is getting sent off now; yay I think

hi…we have a d3rlord3 fictive..hy’s not fronting right now but i thought i’d say hi to make sure you’re under our radar for when hy is in front

oh hey!!!!! nice to meet y'all; also whenever hy's fronting next feel free to send hym my way lol!!! I'll do my best to answer any messages or asks or anything relatively quickly!!! :D

#averythemayo fictive #fictive #sfawtde fictive #endo safe #the listenerrr #hi!!!!!!!!!!! hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I like meeting people!!!!!#also I hope I used those pronouns right; if not please correct me on it!!#okay yes I think those are the right tags sending this off #anyways yes hi!!!!! hello!!!!! hi!!!!!!!

(guy who canonically forgot at least Most of the shit that happened in source voice) man I wonder why remembering the specifics of any of my life is so hard

#averythemayo fictive #fictive #sfawtde fictive #endo safe #dawtde spoilers #the yapperrr #like seriously are we for real here. forgot that I forget shit lmao #also from what I've gathered so far from being Here getting memories doesn't happen unless we're actively trying for a while #host is. forever fascinated by the way this stuff works and it gets me also I'm just less philosophical about it I think #autocorrect saving my life on the word philosophical btw who decided to spell it like that wtf #anyways can you tell that we're awake later than we should be <3 #<- it's officially no longer the middle of the night and this post is funny I think so it's being released into the wild #wow look I'm alive and fronting and Making A Post. yay? I think?? idk lol. I think it's been a few days but I haven't checked so

being forced to accept that I'm good at some things actually (<-is the only guy here who is good at chemistry apparently??)

#averythemayo fictive #fictive #sfawtde fictive #the yapperrr #endo safe #so yeah it turns out apparently everyone else in here struggles with chem way more than I do #it's like. do you guys Not understand the heat transfer stuff and the light wavelength:frequency stuff #I'm also learning that the rest of the folks in here REALLY struggle with exercise n whatnot #which is fair because it gets hot as fuck where we live and I also hate most traditional exercises we can do #but also like. I'm used to being the athletic one. I'm not used to being smart in a field?? if that makes sense?#so like while I'm also happy to be like. the athletic one. I'm more happy to be good at chemistry I think #idk it's just kinda special. I live in a brain full of smart people. it's kinda great to be good at this particular thing #okay tag rambles over; I've said enough things #wow look at me. expressing my emotions. and even actually posting them. wild

oh hey btw I've been meaning to ask:what's the etiquette on reblogging fandom stuff as a fictive? like I'm guessing there are rules but idk what they'd be so I wanted to ask if anyone knows before I start reblogging stuff ^^

#the internet scares me </3 #I don't want people to be mad at me and that's why I'm asking before I post #the yapperrr #fictive #sfawtde fictive #averythemayo fictive #endo safe #should I tag this with anything else to help like. improve my odds of being seen #no I'll just cast this into the void and hope for the best I think. <3 people are scary lol

the body gets fucking. migraines. and I don't even get infinite knowledge with that or anything it just sucks really badly for no fuckin reason. anyways yeah we had a migraine yesterday and I'm pissed off about it because we don't even get them for any cool reason or anything the body just Does That

#like. we're medicated for it and whatnot and they don't last as long as they could so we're super lucky and stuff #but we spent 6 hours yesterday just fuckin. laying in bed. in pain. because our body decided to be a little bitch #anyways. tags time now #migraines #<- I figure it's probably wise to tag that #fictive #sfawtde fictive #averythemayo fictive #endo safe #the yapperrr #okay that's tags I think. I hope no one following this blog gets migraines they suck ass #especially the migraine aura n shit. like hi I like seeing??? (for reference we get visual auras usually-#-and for us that involves blind spots)#hold on I should maybe tag this #dawtde spoilers #bc of mentioning the infinite knowledge thing. idk I tag with better safe than sorry in mind #okay releasing this into the wild now. ask to tag if I did it wrong btw :3

we hope youre alright w doubles following :P its super cool to see another avery fictive!! - 💚

hi hello!!! I'm absolutely chill with doubles; very nice to meet you btw!! :D

how're you doing today if you don't mind continuing the conversation? :3

#hi I'm so excited about this actually #like hi!!!!! hello!!!!!!!!!!!!#I gotta come up with an asks tag now. uhhhhhhhh #nothing good is coming to mind-#y'know what I'm gonna match it to my normal talking tag #the listenerrr #hopefully I remember that's what my asks tag is!!!#okay time to do the rest of my organizational tags ->#averythemayo fictive #fictive #sfawtde fictive #endo safe #I don't think this needs the talking tag also?? bc I think an asks tag kinda implies that I'm saying words on the internet lol #okay that's tags. anyways hiiiiiii hello!!!!!!

just realized that it's my birthday tomorrow. like. not the body's birthday; *my* birthday. technically my first, which is weird to think about lol. not sure what I'm gonna do for it yet; probably just make a bracelet or smth bc we've got the supplies

#are there like #canonical birthdays for anyone? idk; I remember mine being april 21st which is tomorrow for me #I wish I remembered Derek's. but I don't. so.#idk maybe I'll remember it before it comes around or maybe I'll find mine and he'll know #anyways. tagging time!#the yapperrr #fictive #sfawtde fictive #averythemayo fictive #endo safe

learning to draw armor for one man and one man only. and you guys can probably guess who it is lmao

derek ily(/platonic) but your minecraft skin is weirdly detailed and there's far too much going on for me to be stuck using namemc as a reference. and also there's far too much shading on this thing. why would you do this to me /j