say it, just say it

charlotte conway, physically twenty, mentally seventy-two. the inventor of pizzaterianism and dramatic sighs.

[idcbates]

elliotirl just uploaded a photo

elliotirl: :) @pixchar

[c-crackships-deactivated2014092]

[iamthebestyoullneverhave]

"Second of all, you can always go back to your soulmate. That’s what makes them a soulmate."

-Cappie  (via iamthebestyoullneverhave)

[holland-roden]

[okconway]

Text ✉ - my mj

Eli: what about the electric slide? or the running man? are you sure you want to be embarrassed by me?

Char: I could never be embarrassed by you, plus I think your dance moves are cute

[kelseysrecovery-deactivated2014]

My pain was never beautiful or poetic. It was answering the phone mid breakdown and laughing like I was fine.

(via firemxtt)

[okconway]

Text ✉ - my mj

Eli: me? dance? ha

Char: i've told you it's gonna happen, even if it's some odd attempt at the truffle shuffle despite the lack of anything to shuffle with there, mister

Char: just dance with me

[okconway]

Text ✉ - my mj

Eli: of course he is my... what did you call him

Eli: man lover

Char: just making sure that I'm gonna get to dance with you

[okconway]

Text ✉ - my mj

Eli: extremely, in the comfort of my own home and not while dex is watching

Char: then i better be getting at least 3

Char: you're gonna go to the party, right?

[okconway]

skype call ➟ birthday babe

[wtfdex]

"Mmm, that’s what I thought." He smirked and attempted to keep his reaction light. He was one of the few people who really knew how doubtful Charlotte really got, especially when it came to herself. He would never tire of telling her how proud of her he was or reminding her how nicely her shirts matched with her eyes. Dex always tried to make the people he loved feel special but Charlotte especially; he never handled her being upset too well. "Demi’s the babe, Char. You know that." Another sigh left his lips. That giggle, that fucking giggle that could tug at his heartstrings like no other. "Wait, you’re…you’re coming to New York?!" Dex instantly froze for a second, opening and closing his mouth a few times before he settled on just staring at her, letting himself get emotional for a few seconds. "That’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for me, wow. I-I…thank you, Charlotte. I can’t wait."

[okconway]

"Oh, shut up," she muttered, both of them knowing she never meant it. Truthfully, Charlotte hated compliments. She hated people telling her positive things about her struggles because, in her mind, it brought up everything she had been through that was relevant to the compliment, and inadvertently brought her down internally. Though she always took them with grace. It was Dexter who was the first person Char found that didn't make her go through that process, and was still the only one who managed such a feat to this day. "I know, but I also know that it's a proven fact Kenny will always out-diva you on a Demi sing-off, so let's leave that to her," she couldn't help but tease him, effortlessly as always. "Of course I am, Dex... You're so much more than just anyone to me, I'd travel the world for you." A sincere smile melted across her face, one that she hadn't shared with anyone in a long time, and the two paused for a moment, just locking eyes through their computer screens before she let her smile grow wider and broke contact. "And now you don't have to party alone!" She pushed onward, her heart beating faster than before, so happy he liked her gift to him so far. "Hey, no, don't get emotional just yet- I've got even better news. You don't have to be stuck with my lame ass all day! I may have bought you a ticket back to C-Town with me and, you know me, I can't resist throwing a good part. Especially for you. So be ready to pick me up at 9:05? I'll help you pack what you need for tonight once I'm there and we've gotten a cup of New York's finest coffee."

[okconway]

Text ✉ - my mj

Eli: hurry up and go and come back already

Char: gonna give me a big kiss when I get back?

[okconway]

Text ✉ - my mj

Eli: plus think no more hairy kisses yes?

Char: that definitely wins me over yes

[okconway]

Text ✉ - my mj

Eli: if i lie and say you will you let me hold your hand

Char: of course

Char: you're lucky that you're so cute

[mango-tea]

[okconway]

Text ✉ - my mj

Eli: i shaved it, my face feels like a baby's bum, and im keeping it like that for you for now...

Char: is this for me, or is it for your man lover bc you know he's coming home for the night?

[okconway]

Text ✉ - my mj

Eli: yes yes i did no joke no lie scouts honor though i wasn't a boy scout

Char: you do this the day I'm not gonna see you like practically all of it until late tonight you're a freakin' stinker

[aerishey]

[okconway]

“Just because you can’t say something doesn’t mean you don’t want to. You can want to very much. You can be with a person and be happy with them and not love them. And you can love somebody and not want to be with them. You don’t need to love someone to want them. Now that’s frustrating, when what your brain tells you you want and what you actually want don’t match up. It’s exhausting. And, well, its complicated. But that’s life. And life sucks.”