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on found family, leaving, loving, and just never having enough time.

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jqsndj28js

this is like so niche but

clover-siya

praying for everyone's favorite rosters from now on to have really good, sweet, satisfying goodbyes when they part

okesion

vitbee24 you will always be famous (for all the most heartbreaking reasons </3)

#vitbee24 #right people not enough time #they deserved another chance #FUCK vitality #daglas despairge

dialvr

for @okesion :-D !!!

#i need to eat this #IVE ACTUALLY TEARED UP IRL OVER THIS #bring my family back tgt </3 #TYSM FOR THIS INCREDIBLE EDIT #i will rewatch this 500 times per day #vitbee24 #daglas #daglas despairge

dialvr

okesion

#actual FREAKS #like what even is going on man how did we even get to this point #never seen a team this gay in my entire life #keep it going tho we love it

dialvr

so proud of kcorp even if we lost against hle !! our rookies tried their best and we were able to improve as a team throughout the tournament :-) allez les bleus !!

#who else is tweaking about viper and caliste #something about this duo is making me feral #theyre both such good players #and theyre both GIGA ATTRACTIVE #caliste #viper #kc

#catdespairgeing over daglas #daglas despairge #kc this is all ur fault #naming march10 as international jungler suffering day #in honour of yike & kanavi having unfortunate games today #and that means i must terrorise my lowmasta jungler too #daglas

#twitter is down so here i am #who wants their kcorp angsted up?#(i do)#yeah maybe eu will struggle internationally for a few more years but #whats the point in not trying?#the time will pass anyway #kcorp #kc

dialvr

#another day another clip of vladi being down horrendous for canna #whats new #im the loudest kc25 polycule truther on earth #and probably the only one anyways but #its fine im vibing

#i torture this guy with harrowing quotes as if the universe hasnt tortured him enough #vitality u will never see the pearly gates #i made so many of these expect more to follow #catdespairgeing over daglas #daglas #daglas despairge

#gay ahh botlane #i love how caliste went from aura farming in front of hundreds to instantly running to targa like a puppy #caliste is very normal about his support Aware #fuck i love them i need to be euthanised

stellarconfinement

imagine being brokenblade, breaking up with your jungler after he gets kicked out of your team and finding that you aren't moving on as fast or as easily as you would've liked; you still miss him, and that he's not like any of the other flings you've had in the past and that it hurts, it angers you to see another team's jersey on his back. you're still on good terms, but he seems to have moved on so much quicker, and it doesn't make sense because technically, you're the one who dropped him.

you want to be happy for him when he starts winning and succeeding without you because you don't want to be just some jealous ex, and at first you aren't, but when you start noticing just how close he is with his new toplaner, you can't help yourself. you beat him in the winner's bracket and advance to finals, and it feels good. you feel bad about your own bitterness and keep it all inside because the competition comes first - winning, that's what this all comes down to in the end anyways, right?

well, jokes on you - he comes back fucking swinging and sweeps you 3-0 in the finals. it's not even close. and you have to watch from the sidelines, numb, as he lifts the trophy without you for the first time, with another toplaner's arms around him, another toplaner's hand on his lower back. you see him smile, and cheer, and it feels awful, like someone's plunging a knife in your heart every time his laughter rings out. and all you want is to be able to laugh with him, to celebrate with him again, with him at your side like things are meant to be.

stellarconfinement

imagine telling yourself competition comes first, and mutually agreeing to separate with someone who you thought at one point was your soulmate.

spending two years with someone thinking that he's the one only for him to leave and fall in love all over again, like it never happened. to see the way he looks at his new toplaner and realize that he might've loved you, but he'll end up loving someone else more.

#that's just the tragedy of esports though no?#< prev tag #WOWWWW JUST SHOOT ME DEAD ITS FINE BRUV DW #why must esports torture me like this #and why must you MAKE IT WORSE ?!?@?@?@?