act natural

sinclair. 19. i'm always cold. i like peter pan, christmas, kid cudi, unique names, running, the color yellow, and my heater. yeah

[dangered]

[inkskinned]

but it ran out. when you kissed me you kept your eyes open. i wasn’t good enough to worry about. in the late nights i would stay awake thinking of you. in the late nights you told me to stop crying, it was annoying you. love isn’t always forever. but that’s nothing new.

[inkskinned]

but in the center of our hearts we wanted something real. nothing can be perfect, we whispered, showering with our heads down to drown out the little things. he doesn’t love you like roses not like birdsong not like little gestures. he loves you like good enough, like his parents don’t mind you, like you’d be comfortable enough. like you don’t laugh as much as you pictured but it’s not like you don’t get along. like he’s a good person, like it would be scarier to be alone again, like you’d regret it if you left because you had it pretty good. what are the chances you’d find someone like that again.

so we kiss him in bed or on our knees and we close our eyes during sex. so we tell ourselves it’s okay enough for the moment. so we say that our dreams of something better are unfair, that we’ve got more than we deserve and better yet. so we love him and dream of her and we wake up and do it again. 

we see movies where he loves her loudly, where he says the right things, where he makes it beautiful whenever he can. and we say to ourselves. it’s not real. it’s not real. it’s not real.

nothing is perfect.

[makemelaughblog]

[spookydrawz-deactivated20181029]

That’s horrifying

[prettycolors]

#83e21d

[lestercorp]

[marimopet]

he doesn’t think about you at all. carry on with your work. u have things 2do

[wondie-deactivated20180817]

me

[8-bitfiction]

[afriiican-blog]

[jacobwren]

[aisforarthur]

[okguysactnatural]

me @ me: im literally begging u to get ur shit together right now

[patrickmasturbateman]

[penis-hilton]

tumblr famous people

[tuesdayalissia]

becoming one with ur bed

[darkestnighthour]

I’m living for the looks on their faces

[madiflores]

Fall in love with me. Give me your scratchy morning voice and sleepy eyes. Let me read your body like Braille. I fucking hate promises because their purpose is abused, but I would vow to be yours and only yours if it meant being your forever. Life has lead us to this moment; this point in time where our roads converged into one. And suddenly, my heart fucking ran straight into the palms of your hands. You are so beautiful. Give me everything that you are. Fall in love with me.

(via ilikemadi)